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ruinacchi neko lunachy s repertoire hi i m lunachy i like touhou and arknights and maybe prosekai and way too much to list out hope you like my website ︎ email lunachy1213 gmail com home about writings neocities ask me music taste bad apple shrines weeb stash credits guestbook button link fanlistings web analytics welcome to my site ig status updated on 10 12 2026 depression again again distortion detective from pjmoon nothin bad apple arknights 10 12 2026 sick so im feeling extra cynical today apparently ive gone back to my default self this week caught a cold so i feel both depressed and feel like shit and i thought of 3 4 personal shit to write about so thats most likely will be what ill post this month yk shit gets bad when my favorite song becomes bad apple again 1st one compassion fatigue and why i stay tf away from the news to keep my sanity 10 7 2026 weird song was thinking about making a post but i dont believe i have that much to say besides a few sentences i feel like i have a good grasp of most 4 4 songs to the point that 90 of the time ik when the verse 1st chorus verse 2nd chorus bridge final chorus start i usually can feel how a map in a rhythm game can play out on my 1st try at least enough to get through a level with decent acc and score tho this song from muse dash really racks my brain maybe its cuz the instrument erhu im unfamiliar with maybe the map is actually kinda odd on some parts idk song feels odd for some reason 9 28 2026 need to touch grass i spent the past week only watching anime and ive kinda drained my entire soul doing that dont really have much to say with these entries or whatever i probly should start writing out any memorable anecdotes on here more before i forget them i started fate starting with ubw so there s that review 9 4 2026 i feel like i put on 4 different facades every time i convey to someone online im either tryharding to look like a fangirl of a piece of media i like type like an edgy teen with how many cuss words i spew out or depressed mentally unstable rambling on about how fatigue i feel every waking moment of my existence irl im as quiet as a pebble in the river staring at a wall without a care in the world while my brain goes haywire from thinking about what i wanna have for dinner to why is this yoasobi song seems so catchy yet it follows the same structure as most of their previous songs blegh i cant shut up my brain 8 31 2026 back after hibernation been feeling dogshit the past 2 months i barely put myself together in the meantime plus i started doomscrolling again which ruins the majority of my day now i have shit today starting next week smh ill try to write a review of better call saul and 2 animes i finished recently oh wait alot of shit happened last month nvm got the cops called on me cuz my family thought i was gonna kill myself at least i got my points across to them so that was good ig 7 25 2026 the mimosa confessions a myosotis experience ugh ill never write anything like this again ill put more effort into actually paying tribute to things i love instead of incoherent ramblings like this smh 7 14 2026 hangout with a friend today after a few months being busy we had lunch at a pretty quality fast food place and watched michael in theatres afterwards it was quite the enjoyable experience as a whole tho i was kinda disappointed when the film ended abruptly before actually getting into his whole career overall fun times still my friend keeps telling me the story where they interviewed a secluded tribe then they showed a video of michael jackson they immediately recognized him which is mind boggling to say the least plus mentioned the types of stunts he did during concerts compared to the recreation done in the biopic movie i knew he was famous and talented but i think i underestimated him ngl they also told stories about how his fans get so rowdy that they legit passed out the moment he appears during concerts so they basically wasted their concert tickets been addicted to reading the mimosa confessions and i cant believe i finished 2 volumes within 3 4 days hoping to finish the last 3 this week and ill probly write my thoughts on it later on im really loving it so far anyways i kinda been neglecting this site for the past 2 months now mostly cuz ive went down another downward spiral with my existence and getting to talk properly with people more recently pulled me out of it almost immediately but i still dont really know what to do with my life rn there s just been a lot of shit i havent touched on or reconciled with thats kinda been boiling there waiting to overflow at a moment s notice idk what im tryna justify tbh this is my site and im allowed to do whatever i want with it but i keep seeing others moving up in the world as well as still working on their personal sites or projects while im barely hovering above surface guess ill just keep going til i give up ig 7 9 2026 3 years 1 call had a discord call with an old friend we ve been msgging on and off every year or so but convos were at most 10 msgs a year it was quite enjoyable actually im a bit surprised that they havent changed much in their mannerisms and personality we showed off our hobbies flexed our merch and shit complained about how dogshit our work has been twas fun started reading again finally a light novel series called the mimosa confessions 7 3 2026 yeah im really contemplating suicide rn had a panic attack for the 1st time in my life so thats a new thing i gotta deal with from now on 7 2 2026 numb ive barely done anything for this website and irl ngl recently binged the amazing digital circus and wrote a review of it 5 21 2026 this fnaf multiplayer fangame is the shit found out about this video a few days ago and holy fuck this friend group is fucking insane i love it takes me back to the old markiplier jacksepticeye days when they play prop hunt while shit talk each other every chance they get also holy fuck does hearing them curse every 5 seconds feel like the most freeing thing ever since yt came up with the bs demonitization thing wish i had people to play with p the boys was more disappointing than i expected at most there were like 2 good moments with butcher other than that i didnt expect the budget to go that low smh it didnt even live up to my predictions like wtf happened with the 10 mil budget per ep just how desperate are you for connection the cycle continues was gonna make a page to add more on personal ramblings but i ll try to keep this short cuz its more messy something worthy of attention so yeah depression again haven t done anything noteworthy for a month now i ve been wallowing in my own self hatred for the nth time now watching breaking bad doesn t really help with that considering how dark the show gets on ss3 already amazing show but not what i expected at all hope i can pull myself together to at least write a proper review of it i just don t get it i genuinely thought this was it the end of that vicious cycle for the past 6 7 years of my life i was so fucking happy to be drawing reading making shit by myself i didn t feel the need to talk to anyone i was content to exist for a good 3 4 weeks and then it just stopped wake up feel like shit immediately i wanna hurl every object i own out the window i dont feel or have any drive to do anything and those questions keep looming over me why did i turn out like this why do i feel so pathetic why do i rely so much on talking to random strangers online for that itty bitty sense of basic human contact what specific step did i skip on 1 day that led me to where i am now why am i stuck in this body why didn t 5 years ago i try to maybe put some effort into something worthwhile at least 1 fucking thing so that i have 1 less among the myriad of remorse i have song of the day cuz its been stuck in my head for the entirety ill just cry myself to sleep now nvm im already crying while writing this so fuck me ig complain complain complain got off work like 15 mins ago and fuckin hell they keep hiring this fucking guy from a different sector of the company that doesnt know wtf to do and pair him up with me and i have to fucking to all of it cuz ive been here longer and he doesnt even do it properly he fucking leave some shit at is or forget smth for me to deal with i taught him to do this 1 specific thing he barely does it properly he had a job at the same company and most definitely does some of the same thing right he mostly walk and cleans up so fucking slow he barely tries to make any amount of effort to understand wtf is happening and how to do it quickly like the fuckers in charge still have time to teach him today is far from being the busiest fucking day we have i swear to god if he s here again im fucking quitting im not dealing with other people s issues time updates i have done nothing d fate apocrypha review fate unlimited blade works review fate strange fake writeup you and i are polar opposites review the mimosa confessions a myosotis experience the amazing digital circus review psycho2go uploaded the same video twice and i wanna rant about it breaking bad review shimanami tasogare writeup the boys review machine love writeup updated writings index metal gear solid writeup touhou and religion writeup hibike writeup short reflection spyxfamily essay wotakoi review 4th post 3rd post 2nd post first post sites i like hotline webring club credits template by nomnomnami tysm