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t doesn t even feel like that just smooth black skin that was once flesh colored i m still so thrilled i finally did it it s in part representative of my new life and all the positive changes going on it s a reminder of then and what not to do again and it syncs me in with the universe better as the om is the fundamental frequency of this universe my home universe or at least the one i m living in now it s everything past present future now all in one place it s full of deep meaning and it s something almost a precious bit of jewelry i don t have to worry about losing ever no matter what happens for the rest of my life that om is going to be right there with me i ve noticed over the last two weeks of living with it i m often seeing it out of the corner of my eye and it helps remind me to stop breath and be the day after my tat went on i m once again at chipotle eating my burrito and i enjoyed it even more because i was reminded to be still mindful as i eat to savor the blessing of good food after years of avoiding chipotle because of hype i wanted something different that friday and thought okay i ll try it i am ever so glad i did the food is wonderful and they are a deeply green company mindful of such concepts of sustainability and organics it s good food it tastes good is good for you and it s all done with sustainability and green culture in fact not in name only they buy whenever and wherever possible from local suppliers use only meat grown to their exacting organic humane free range natural feed specifications and pay farmers a premium for it on purpose because they only use specific cuts of meat farmers are free to sell the rest as fully organic and make even more money of their work so friday january 4th was a very full day one with new experiences things accomplished and my first ever tattoo i m already planning my next bit of ink for my left wrist which will be a zen enso of some kind i m still thinking about it okay maybe not such a short trip in the way back machine but a worthwhile one posted by samantha shanti at 23 35 1 comment email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest labels acme body art being body art body mods buddhism buddism impermanence inked and proud journey knowledge life light work meditation om ownership tattoos yoga zen location 270 ludlow avenue cincinnati oh 45220 usa friday january 11 2013 a bit of permanence in an impermanent universe i put this image together after seeing some other ideas online and posted it to facebook but it s been rolling around in my head and heart for some time since then it s come to me however in the almost a week since i finally became a tattooed lady that this means even more to me than i d first thought or could even imagine i should start by saying that some of the things that everyone else i know and have talked to about getting inked never happened to me it was over the course of the last eight years i ve been considering this that i have a less sensitive part of the body inked first because the inside of the wrist hurts more than other parts of the body it was suggested i get a really tiny intro tat someplace else on my body so that i d know if the pain was going to be a problem it was also mentioned that the endorphin rush after the tat was done would make the pain so worth it and that people often get addicted to being inked because of the high afterwards well i missed out on all of that as amber was inking my wrist i sat there completely relaxed and comfortable chatting with her like we were having tea to me is felt simply like she was drawing on my wrist with a pen no pain at all and afterwards no endorphin rush either so no chance i ll become addicted to being inked thankfully i can and do get endorphin rushes when i m out cycling and i break through that wall hit the zone where it s all flow and go so i don t feel cheated drugs and pain however are not what i m here to talk about which is a good thing lest i bore you all into a coma what struck me aside from all my existing reasons for finally taking this irreversible step and permanently altering my body is something i d not expected over the years i ve lost nearly everything i ve ever owned more than once i ve been profoundly homeless even now the remains of my life and my marriage sit in a storage locker a thousand miles away i m spending an absurd amount of money on the storage locker until i can get there save what i want to keep and donate the rest to goodwill of course the money i m spending to keep this locker is money i could be saving every month to get out there and get what i wanted to keep out of the locker i m a buddhist and aware of the suffering attachment and impermanence can bring i m not really so wrapped up in the property that s there it s stuff that i ve not really had any major access to since i put it in storage almost a decade ago yup nearly 10 years ago i m interested in saving some of the memories there and selling some of the valuables there to then be able to finally move back to colorado and start saving for a trip to california but most important are reclaiming some of the good memories that are locked away in that storage locker and sharing them with others like of all things the video of our wedding that earl didn t want and his parents did on it is my brother being his usual priceless self a video my sister in law never saw because she wasn t married to my brother at the time a brother now long gone so it s about closure it s about the future it s about doing something right because i have worked hard to rebuild my life after earl and his folks and having then the locker go into default and getting the hit on my credit report so i m working towards getting that done but it came to me that no matter what happens i ve reached the point that if i have to i can walk away from what is in the locker i won t like once again losing everything from my past but i can do it and it ll be memories opportunities and good credit lost again which brings me to what struck me about this simple bit of ink for the rest of this lifetime it s mine no one can take it away from me it s something i invested in that i will own for all the days of my life it s a level of permanence i ve never had before it s kinda stunning and amazing for me i own it it s also not something that can be stuck in a box dropped in a storage locker and left there for ten years even if i lose everything including even my clothes i will still own and have with me this ink it s a lovely bit of permanence in an impermanent universe this means more to me than i possibly could have imagined in the eight more years that i ve wanted this tattoo it struck me suddenly but feels really good standing naked in a spring rain this will be with me part of me it s mine i own it and regardless of what may happen for the rest of my life i ll own this and what it represents to me that s a sudden and powerful feeling for someone who has lived a life that is an exercise in impermanence i m kinda stunned posted by samantha shanti at 00 50 no comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest labels being body art body mods buddhism future impermanence inked and proud journey meditation om ownership tattoos zen sunday january 06 2013 inked and proud i ve recently left behind the world membership in a group of people and moved to a new special group i m inked now i got my first tattoo recently one i ve wanted for years so while i m no longer a member of the part of humanity that has never been inked i m inked and proud there on the right is my first tattoo ever a long time i ve been waiting thinking meditating about this one the other night in a moment of satori i knew it was time no doubts no fears no uncertainty whatsoever just the clarity of knowing i d arrived and had to do this right now now it was friday night and i don t usually go downtown into the heart of the city at night let alone on friday night but i knew it was time when i got down there i even found parking right across the street from acme body art and that just was another indication that today was the day this was the time and place but i m getting ahead of myself in my tale i ve wanted an om on the inside of my left wrist for at least eight years i ve done it myself time and again with sharpies and even henna friday after a day of running around i could feel it was time it was the time i had a few places in mind in downtown and read the reviews carefully there are plenty of places in cincinnati to get inked many are well reviewed acme body art however made the most sense to me because they had answers to my questions that others did not then i called acme and asked the questions most important to me the first being did they have any female artists there and amber got on the phone my other question was did she know what an om was it s amazing how many places did not know what it was she answered my other questions and put me at ease with this lifetime change this piece of art that would be part of my body forever i jumped in the car and drove down to the shop and found a parking spot right there just another sign this was right right now alas they do not take credit cards thankfully there s a money god atm at the marathon station right nearby amber was awesome very professional took her time talking with me about exactly what i wanted then stenciled it in place and let me sit and look at it to be sure it was the right size in the right place the workstation was clean the whole place was clean i felt safe and then amber showed me all that she was using was all clean sterile equipment and supplies then the hard part for her and the easy part for me began i ve heard being inked hurts this was not my experience i ve heard the inside of the wrist is the most painful place also not my experience at all amber was slow gentle took her time and was very focused on getting this done for me we chatted while she worked and it was an excellent experience the walls of the shop are adorned with original art done by the artists there that is just breathtaking so the entire experience was everything i could have hoped for and then some very worth the money if you re thinking of getting inked this was my first time but it shan t be my last and amber at acme will be the artist i trust to forever mark my canvas everything about the experience was wonderful everything is clean everyone is friendly the atmosphere is calm and no one there felt rushed to me these people each of them are gifted artists and know what they are doing in a clean safe environment that will have you feeling relaxed safe and in good hands i didn t get the names of the two male artists on staff and honestly that s my fault i d also like to give a shout out to erin another gifted artist that works there some of her art was hanging on the walls as well and we spoke a bit about it while i was there like amber her vibe is awesome and i would feel safe n her hands as well frankly the vibe energy feel of the whole place is great so if you re thinking ink and you re in cincinnati this is the place to go no question everything about this place is five star and the prices were lower than i d thought they were going to be you can t go wrong with acme oh and their phone number has changed 513 559 1670 it s easier to remember it s important to keep in mind that a tattoo is for all practical purposes forever this is one thing you can and will take with you to the very last day of your life be sure of what you want try it with sharpies try it with henna give it some serious thought and pick something with meaning something that speaks to you heart mind don t get someone s name inked on to your body unless there is a really good reason even then think it through i went to acme body art 270 ludlow ave in cincinnati because out of all the places i looked at i felt the safest there and because the vibe was right both the vibe of the place and the artist i ll be back there again posted by samantha shanti at 16 28 no comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest labels acme body art body art body mods cincinnati inked and proud oh om tattoos saturday october 27 2012 no longer just a possibility of progress in my last post i mentioned finally seeing a good endocrinologist one who at our first meeting based on my history alone said i ll be stunned if it isn t cah monday october 22nd came and found me once again sitting down with my new endo after tests she ordered i was a nervous wreck the night before i was in the shower sobbing and then on the phone with my sister terrified that the tests would come back negative i mean really who in their right mind wishes they were going to be officially diagnosed with a birth defect but that s just what i was hoping negative results would mean that i didn t have cah and we d be back to i have no idea what is wrong with you lynne did a wonderful job of helping me calm down and reminded me that it wasn t just my endo that thought it was cah as lynne and i had spent time researching it and comparing notes with my life the fear however was still there all my life i was so used to hearing things from doctors like well given everything you ve been living with i m stunned you re even alive but we have no idea what s wrong with you i was terrified monday was going to bring another well clearly you have health issues but we still have no idea what s wrong with you i really need not have worried because my new endo well she was not the least bit stunned i do in fact have congenital adrenal hyperplasia ca and have had it since birth thus congenital so monday after a lifetime of suffering i started on treatment for it one of the many crushing symptoms of it was an inability to sleep in any way that was really healthy it was this and the weight problems i have that finally had me at the endo s since my primary care had no clue she s a wonderful doctor but the most recent in a long line of doctors that had marveled at the fact that i was alive at all she suggested the new endo i owe that woman a big hug at the very least so i started on new meds monday wednesday night i went to bed still not having noticed a difference in my sleep behavior hoping it would change soon nine hours later i awoke to the sun shining in my bedroom and no idea what had happened nine hours of solid sleep was a miracle for me a major one had a spot of breakfast and my morning meds which include the new ones for cah and then took a 45 minute nap not content and worried this was a fluke i went to bed thursday night hoping the new sleep would last i woke up once for breakfast and pills and again took a short nap almost 12 hours of sleep waking up briefly only once friday night went to sleep rose for breakfast and pills and then back to sleep 10 hours last night god willing it shall continue and as i understand things it should there are 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