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shell findulgent wreck shell findulgent wreck casual fandom drifter sucker for romance the power of friendship keeping this separate from my mains please thank you navigate water you sinking aboat arrrchive like y know a pirate tags might kelp mikkeneko cerusee forced at gunpoint my god like eight years ago i had some luo binghe thoughts and mikke thought i should write them up for tumblr which i didn t do and then didn t do some more and then i wrote a very bad version and then i slunk away in online essay failure because i d tried to make them clever and i ruined it for me but they were pretty good luo binghe thoughts honestly so here s the caps very very good thoughts sy sqq really never acknowledges the effect of the decisions he did have agency in and rakes himself over the coals for the ones he didn t which is another interesting window on how he s both placed himself in and outside the narrative context for most of the book the story arc rules everything but he s not really part of the story except he is because he s the villain but he isn t that s just his narrative role sorry i just have a lot of thoughts about this man s brain who s doing it like him no one thank god via noswordinourlake via mikkeneko svsss yeah yeah yeah bingqiu 71 notes 2 weeks ago semisocialporcupine some traditional tenna doodles via ciderjacks yeah yeah yeah deltarune a good tenna gives me cuteness aggression 5 099 notes 2 months ago dumgumgum kris shows compassion for suselle via ciderjacks ha too cute too funny suselle deltarune 16 241 notes 2 months ago ballgame i m starting to think that the shelter does not house a dark world but is rather a direct entrance into the depths or at the very least the dark world in there is an actual example of a darker world because there s a bit of an emphasis on going underground or rather going deeper right on multiple occasions basement or basement like areas have had a sort of mystique surrounding them queen s basement aside from just being a creepy and confounding place is described in a rather pointed way by spamton listen in the deep abyss of queen s mansion the japanese version of this line is a more obvious allusion to the depths from what i can tell there he says 深淵 and the word choice for depths as referred to by jevil in japanese is 淵 and the holiday house s basement literally plays a slowed down version of mus_smile just like the shelter does i m not kidding while down there noelle even helpfully equates basements to the creepy underground levels from dragon blazers saying the latter caused her to form a fear of the former the reasoning for this quality is fairly obvious i d say the deeper you go the closer to the depths you get dark fountains are described as being thrusted or pulled from the earth so a dark fountain formed beneath its surface might be terribly potent or perhaps from there you could directly reach the depths outside of the context of fountain creation odd occurrences being more frequent the deeper underground you are might also just be a mechanic of deltarune s world there s a lot of miscellaneous things that tie into this idea of going deeper the song coming from deep beneath the lake the digital roots bit roots songs that both play in underground areas manholes if at least my observation about the nature of depth is on the money then two very pertinent questions arise does this retroactively imply anything about the underground is lancer s love for digging going to become extremely important later via prosperdecay oooooh dang lots to think about deltarune 121 notes 2 months ago maybe a gatto or a catto tennorroorororrrrr via ciderjacks so cute colors textures deltarune 229 notes 2 months ago bare1ythere oh tenna the tv that you are via tvtimestudio hehehe deltarune ahh yes there he is 21 314 notes 2 months ago drivingmebonkas linya333 tossawary airplane bro and shen yuan both make me frequently throw up my hands and go why are you like this but personally shen yuan is actually the one is gets that reaction from me more often airplane bro is a deeply depressed and exhausted guy who s absolutely given up on dignity and normalcy and is also hot for an evil demon and at least knows it what shen yuan is doing at any given moment apparently wholly convinced between you know this deeply traumatic situation and probably also being quite young that he is a normal guy having normal reactions to things and engaging in very normal and very smart behavior is way funnier and embarrassing to me i don t think his logic is always necessarily bad he s dead right about some stuff but still what a guy a guy who has something deeply wrong with him affectionate oh yes lovely way to say it may i add that and often overlooked part of shen yuan s character is that he uses humor to cope he is living in an extremely violent fantasy world with a metaphysical entity that at least partially controls his actions he has been traumatized since that first week he woke up in a new world and his humor is a bit hard to read sometimes he pretends things are okay he makes sarcastic comments he provides extremely judgy commentary on what other people are doing or what they did in pidw and i think another big portion of how he copes with the whole transmigration is by seeing himself as the most normal person around after all he s a normal guy from the modern world therefore everything he thinks and feels and such must be normal he openly admits that repressing everything else is something he is doing because if he thinks about his life too much then it s too much for him via mikkeneko points emphatically at those additions yes svsss 528 notes 2 months ago vinsart modern clothes luo binghe image id luo binghe with a high ponytail wearing a red and black outfit consisting of a qipao styled sleeveless shirt with red cherry blossom print a robe like mid length black jacket with grey gradient on the sleeves and dark red trim and high waisted black pants with white trim via sunderwight whoa so pretty svsss 1 471 notes 2 months ago zykamiliah baixue temple zykamiliah baixue temple zykamiliah yue shen moments yue qingyuan turned his head qingqiu shidi head to the luo river with them liu qingge had finished picking out his disciples and returned what about you sect leader i ll hold them off while i wait for zhao hua monastery s assistance i ll be with you right after zhangmen shixiong can you handle this by yourself shen qingqiu asked or i could stay behind yue qingyuan actually smiled when asked to stay you leave yet when told to leave you try to stay xiao shidi really chapter 20 impending war choked i m fine svsss yue qingyuan shen qingqiu i need to do a head count of how many times he s actually noted to smile in the book cause i think the smiler has become his sorta default role in fanon but now i wonder how accurate it is anywayyy god this moment he almost slips for the first time in a decade more weh 3 page essay someday on yqy s relationship with sy being so healing for him baixue temple so when are you writing the essay right now _ spoiler alert the big keyword here is mutual trust putting this under a cut because jfc it really did get huge keep reading you really hit the nail on the head that we often forget about how much sqq did for yqy one scene that comes to mind is their exchange during the siege where sqq reminds yqy of his responsibilities it s always struck me how impactful those words were and now that you ve pointed out mutual trust as one of the things they ve fostered in their relationship i trust you know what to choose must have hit hard because in choosing the opposite yqy would be breaking the trust sqq has in him and it hits harder when you think about the fact that previously yqy had asked if sqq didn t contact them post resurrection because he didn t trust his sect siblings him yqy doesn t get a chance to doubt the status of their relationship pre jin lan city because sqq hastens to explains he just woke up and he literally came straight to cqm and then leaves with lbh just to protect the sect and it is 100 true that we often focus on sj s side of the relationship and never think about how yqy must have felt all those years where he couldn t even spent a peaceful time drinking tea with the person he loved the most i m so glad you pointed out how good it is for yqy to have an affectionate companionable relationship with sqq reciprocity at last indeed and i think it made yqy become an even better version of himself because while he always had to put sj and the debt he felt he owned over the sect the world and his own principles sqq is constantly guiding teaching yqy you shouldn t feel responsible for this i m not more important than the safety of the sect etc whereas before sj would push and push to see how far yqy was willing to go for him sqq doesn t allow yqy to do any of that yessss all of this i think trust is a huge deal for yue qingyuan both from shen jiu and shen qingqiu he got parentified as a kid so early he knew that other kids needed him for survival and safety but that doesn t necessarily correlate to them wanting him it could just as easily have been any other older child i think the fact that shen jiu someone who so clearly from a young age had no reason to believe anyone or anything could keep him safe not only trusted him but looked out for him in turn was a huuuuuge deal for yue qi thus making it all the more crushing when he failed to live up to his promise and making the fall for shen jiu all the harder because he really had put all his trust loyalty eggs in one qi ge shaped basket god that scene where yqy asks sqq why he didn t contact them and asks if sqq didn t trust them i totally forgot about that oughhhh it s painful for the normally chill and careful yue qingyuan to ask that so bluntly damn that one hits right in the gut and i think it made yqy become an even better version of himself because while he always had to put sj and the debt he felt he owned over the sect the world and his own principles sqq is constantly guiding teaching yqy you shouldn t feel responsible for this i m not more important than the safety of the sect etc whereas before sj would push and push to see how far yqy was willing to go for him sqq doesn t allow yqy to do any of that i m shaking your hand excitedly yue qingyuan becoming the best version of himself is so true my heart will always break for shen jiu who kept pushing and pulling on his yqy out of fear and heartache but it was so satisfying to see that shen qingqiu was able to find a way for yue qingyuan to finally settle in a happier middle ground between his past and the present was rereading this post for reasons and reading this bit you said pidw yue qingyuan was having to pull strings to visit shen jiu in prison before begging him to admit to even one of the accusations against him svsss yue qingyuan is about to flatten jin lan city lacking a lot of context for pidw there s no way to say for certain how it d differ but as presented in text it feels like quite a contrast in where they re at emotionally i think we have context clues that it wasn t at all like that if yqy was present in the first place and i think he was he wouldn t allow a peak lord or sect member to be put to trial without his presence because sqq is way too shocked at yqy unsheathing xuan su even if just an inch reportedly ever since the cang qiong mountain sect s peak lord of qiong ding yue qingyuan had succeeded his position he d only drawn his sword twice once during his succession ceremony and once when he d battled a descendant of the heavenly demon bloodline incidentally luo binghe s dad ch 6 jin lan one must understand that regardless of whether it was the original work or in this world he had never witnessed a scene in which xuan su left its sheath who knew what airplane shooting towards the sky was thinking either keeping it secret at all costs and refusing to write it all talk and no action h e d built that sword up in great detail again and again then at the very end a scam with not a single thing to show for himself yue qingyuan was pierced with ten thousand arrows and perished goodbye ch 20 impending war aaaand in the svsss timeline yqy was just thiiiiis close to unsheathing xuan su before maigu ridge happened first at jin lan where just a fucking inch caused such a powerful effect on everyone around and then at the siege where mqf and then sqq helpfully stopped him yue qingyuan s hand grasped xuan su s hilt he d barely done so when next to him mu qingfang anxiously said zhangmen shixiong you were in secluded cultivation and forcefully interrupted your training then faced these strong foes it was already terribly hard on you by pushing yourself to draw your sword now i m afraid your body will really zhangmen shixiong is the head of this sect on your shoulders rests the safety of every disciple on the twelve peaks i trust you know what to choose the hall was dead silent yue qingyuan s face froze and t he knuckles of his hand gripping the sword went stark white ch 13 coercion fun times at cqms how is it that sy sqq made yqy simultaneously better and worse hahaha the wifebeam effect too strong too dangerous sooo yeah i don t think yqy drew xuan su at sj s trial be it because he didn t fully think sj was innocent or because he was reigning in his impulsivity or both or any other reason via mikkeneko long post svsss this all of this the fanon twisting of yqy always makes me waoooughhh especially the twisting of his realtionship with both shens 218 notes 2 months ago mikkeneko zykamiliah sy sqq be unleashing the crazy in every man he meets in pidw lbh s mental state deteriorates until he goes full yandere for a while there gyx puts his place at hhp at heavy risk just to help him lqg be fighting lbh every day for 5 years just to get his shixiong s body back like if you read liushen as platonic it is even more insane than if it was romantic and yue qingyuan amicable elder brother type the pushover trying to keep the ceiling from falling down and failing at that whose op parasitic sword literally drains his life when he uses it was 1 ready to fight everyone at jin lan city for the insult to sqq s reputation 2 was so fucked up after sqq s self detonation he had to seclude himself in the ptsd caves 3 was going to try to fight lbh like that anyway and 4 almost locked sqq up to protect him bc he couldn t bear it anymore which is like the most extreme thing he s ever done he d never be able to do the same to shen jiu shen jiu would glare at him and he d wilt do you get me i didn t even mention bingge or zzl sqq is a good influence on tianlang jun though sqq restored his faith on humanity via mikkeneko svsss yeah yeah yeah 669 notes 2 months ago 1 2 3 4 5 next