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don t around this same era larry told me red was not my color i totally agree with him my favorite number is 2 i bailed on attending uc irvine out of high school because i wasn t ready to live so far from home no regrets i was a super shy kid that did not really go away until i became an or nurse you learn to become pretty outspoken when surrounded by interns and residents who think they know every thing i have been a nurse for 21 years my love will always be the operating room minus some surgeons who were and are probably still arrogant assholes my all time favorite surgery is anything involving a bi coronal flap go ahead google the image if you are curious i loved doing these cases with david he really is talented smart and an excellent surgeon and not an arrogant asshole i was a chubby wubby kid moon face and all the short hair with bangs didn t help either i am in the best shape of my life better than high school better than college and even better after having two kids i love chips and diet dr pepper and a mcdonald s sausage biscuit i never eat breakfast at least not for breakfast i also cannot stand drinking water so i don t but i will drop a crystal light raspberry lemonade or pink lemonade packet in a pierre yes that s right can t pronounce some of the ingredients and i drink it willingly i was teased a ton when i was a kid because of my eyes if you haven t noticed they are particularly on the small side like slit small size the mean kids would ask me if i could see as much as them i was even asked if i had to tilt my head to see the full length of trees did you just laugh i am korean not japanese not chinese it s really not all the same and we really don t all look alike either i love sarcasm i am probably jinxing myself but here goes i do not have grey hair i look for them all the time though i will just chalk that one up to being japanese chinese i mean korean oh whatever it s all the same 14 i don t believe everyone deserves forgiveness letting go and forgiving are not the same for me i let go easily because it takes too much of my precious time to let something or someone cause turmoil i do not take forgiveness for granted nor do i hand it out like candy but you really have to cross me something fierce for the latter to happen no it doesn t bother me to not forgive or to hold grudges it takes more effort to be nice to people who i don t care for than it does to just carry on with my life number 16 is not very christian like huh i am not sure if i believe in god i have a lot of questions that are black and white why would god allow children to be molested raped those kinds of questions and no i don t want to attend church with you but thanks for the offer maybe some other time i would totally benefit from seeing a therapist everyone would trust me you re not excluded i can t find the time to see a therapist aka i am not ready i am currently reading the subtle art of not giving a f ck i absolutely love it so far so i guess this book is my therapist right now don t judge a book by its cover i used to curse a lot like truck driver mouth a lot i never understood how that phrase got coined but my dad would say that line to me there s just something liberating to me that comes along with swearing i don t believe in ny resolutions if you want to do something or change something than just do it i failed at my last ny resolution to take time for just myself i booked a trip without my family for the first time in over 2 years it s coming up soon i am a nervous flier and i hate flying without my family my pre boarding cocktail for long flights is xanax and ambien needless to say i will not be partaking in any long flights by myself i d never make it off the plane i have a lot of guilt when i make time to do things without family kids or hubby i over commit because of 29 aside from feeling 29 i love to volunteer at school truly there will come a day when the girls are not going to want me around until then you can find me at their school it is absolutely without a doubt 100 my job and david s to be the primary role models for sophia kalista if we are not then we failed at the most important parental job david and i have been together for 19 years i adored him long before he noticed me i never thought i would get married and i was okay with that at least that is what i told myself years ago david and i were on the fence about having children it really was a toss up and no sophia was not an accident she was planned 100 oh and kalista was not an accident either in case you were wondering david wanted and still would have more kids in a millisecond not me when i had kalista i was 37 and that was old in my books for me that is so don t get all defensive i hated being pregnant it stressed me out especially because i was ama advanced maternal age apparently you earn that label at age 35 even after all the tests came back normal i was stressed and yes i took them all consequences known i did not breast feed either child and guess what my girls and i still bonded gasp must have been a miracle told you 14 the most judgmental moms i encountered were the ones who only breast fed which were the same ones who felt it was a mother s choice to breastfeed wherever and whenever guess having choices are limited to only breastfeeding moms way to stick together 14 i am totally hooked on thirteen reasons why crazy ex girlfriend and stranger things all on netflix i average about 5 hours of sleep night i credit this to 40 and all those years of working being on call for the or besides time s a ticking i will sleep when i am dead i fear my death just going to leave it at that see 20 the one person who would totally understand my 45s without judgment is gone what i really meant to say my dad would have understood every point but he is dead hmmm maybe 20 doesn t apply to me i mean i just said typed whatever same difference but then again differences are not the same that word people substitute because it s uncomfortable i am cured see 14 and 20 this is my first and only draft unedited because really the first thoughts to come out are always of the truth and the ones you really want said posted by the hall family at 9 30 am 1 comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest labels birthdays jennifer lessons in life life tuesday april 4 2017 regrets vs wishes dear daddy it s 4 years today yet it feels like you ve been gone most of my life isn t that strange no matter how many times i wish i could freeze moments nothing stands still the only thing that remains constantly frozen is my heartache when we left each other we said everything we wanted to say to one another it was a wonderful feeling it still is you and i parted without regrets that in itself is something i will always cherish having no regret is the best way to live life and to leave life thank you for that lesson as time passes the thought of i regret not still never crosses my path but i have a lot of i wish it s easy to confuse regrets and wishes i am lucky enough to know the difference and there is a difference for i know with regret comes guilt a self consuming useless emotion a fair amount of my wishes may never come true i can t have it all and i am at peace knowing this so i am going to make the most of what does come my way and at times i am sure if will feel like i do have it all just like i felt when i had you i love you i miss you your little girl september 17 1937 april 4 2013 posted by the hall family at 9 22 am 0 comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest labels angel anniversary dad grandpa letters memories monday november 21 2016 youth sports and what all parents can learn from a first grader this picture is what youth sports should be about smiles and happiness we just returned from a 2 day swim meet with the girls and i am pretty sure it was the most intense swim meet thus far for our little family kalista had the flu and missed the first day but she was able to battle back on the second day and had a great swim we were so proud she pulled through even with all the tears from nerves and fear she placed second in her heat and secured a white division time not bad for a 6 year old amongst 7 and 8 year olds the smile on her face was the best and then there was sophia where do i even begin she truly had a great swim meet and i am not just saying this from a parent standpoint one would think someone earning 5 out of 7 personal bests would be excited one would think but this is sophia our type a saturday did not give her the results she wanted the results she had been working to achieve she swam the hell out of that 50 yd free she needed a 32 8 she touched with a 33 67 and yes i know the above pic is not freestyle that s hard to capture on an iphone without it looking all like white water oh the tears not only from her on the outside but from me on the inside to hear your child say i hate myself i didn t do it i tried so hard i am so disappointed in myself this was my time well it s gut wrenching there was nothing we could say at that moment and even later that evening that would have changed how she felt we knew she was not going to process the logistics of her age her build etc we knew she was super emotional we listened and we understood how she was feeling we innately empathized this brings me to the real reason why i am writing this post and i am not an authority on how parents adults should behave in youth sports but i can say kalista and her first grade class are the authority and definitely have a lesson to teach some parents empathy her class has been learning what it means to be empathetic what it means to put yourself in that person s shoes it has been a wonderful topic of discussion during our routine car rides sophia and i witnessed two separate events at our swim meet neither occurrence was from our swim club i noticed a young girl either 11 or 12 years old visibly upset with her performance in the 200 yd im in steps her mother i was sickened with how she handled her daughter s feelings i sadly watched this mom scold her daughter i was a few feet away from earshot but a pointed finger in the face and a piercing look did not give way to a positive pep talk not one hug not one sign of good job not one sign of i am so proud of you not one sign of i m sorry even though i had no idea who she was nor had i watched her race i felt so sad for her i felt empathy where the girl s mother did not then there was sophia s encounter she told us she watched a father yell at his daughter because she was disqualified in the 100 yd breaststroke as if that athlete didn t already feel upset and disappointed sophia said she felt so bad for the girl she felt empathy where the girl s father did not i am not one to confront total strangers but the defensive part of me would loved to have told those 2 particular parents too hop in that pool and swim what their daughter s just swam and the rational part of me would loved to have asked if they could just put themselves in their daughter s shoes could they empathize it s not a parent s job to critique their athlete they have coaches who are well versed in this area thank god my husband and i are thankful sophia has a coach thank you micaela who is not only empathetic but encouraging nurturing and understanding all while empowering her with the positive skills she needs to take note in areas that need more focus and effort sadly i am sure what sophia and i saw is not an uncommon experience with young athletes and for that i wish i could apologize on behalf of their parents next time i may not interfere with those kinds of parents but i will definitely make it a point to acknowledge their athlete s efforts and just maybe that parent will overhear and learn what my daughter s first grade class has already learned posted by the hall family at 8 02 am 0 comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to 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