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gencest drowninginredink asked happy wincest wednesday i ve got another suggestion from why choose winpala we all know that dean winchester has a special relationship with his baby and sam isn t exactly unfamiliar with her either he s literally been her so this week it s carfucker s week whether it s deanpala sampala or both of them double teaming their baby give me all your thoughts about our favorite third winchester sorry not sorry john adam and mary schizosamwincester platonic soulmates gencest answered happy wincest wednesday on a friday i am actually not that into carfucking but i can definitely see where whoever likes it comes from dean is obsessed with that car and sam has the best naps in it so obviously it s home right but because i am not into carfucking i am gonna talk about carloving which is something i can get behind dean tenderly cleaning the impala side mirrors like a mother would shampoo her baby sam snuggling against the seats of the impala like a child in its mother s hug sam and dean sleeping in the impala like it s a mother s womb keeping them safe inside so uh yeah lots of carloving and my salutations and respect to all the carfucking enjoyers you all are awesome thanks for the ask wincest wednesday wincest wednesdays ww winpala hallqueuecinations platonic soulmates gencest 20 notes may 25th 2026 open in app facebook tweet reddit mail embed permalink schizosamwincester schizosamwincester i m making sam worse by giving him a copy of robert s rules of order schizosamwincester knowing that there s a nice orderly way to run communication and that no situation in his life will ever remotely follow it or its principles would destroy him i think 3 notes may 25th 2026 open in app facebook tweet reddit mail embed permalink i m making sam worse by giving him a copy of robert s rules of order 3 notes may 25th 2026 open in app facebook tweet reddit mail embed permalink platonic soulmates gencest drowninginredink asked happy wincest wednesday sam s birthday is coming up soon may 3 so that s sunday and so i figured it s probably a good idea to do a sam appreciation week so whatever sam headcanon or sam centric wincest moment or even non wincesty sam thing is at the front of your mind lately just a chance to focus all the attention on our favorite little brother without his older sibling stealing the spotlight let s talk sam schizosamwincester platonic soulmates gencest answered happy wincest wednesday again i am trying to catch up belated happy birthday to our dear sammy i am gonna wear my dean goggles on and talk how awesome sam is like he deserves but first i happened to read this fic about sam s birthday yesterday i had the tab open since may 2nd and i just read it yes and there is also this fic which i did read closer to his actual birthday and i highly recommend both of them on to our sam appreciation the way he is so soft and kind despite his size always amazes me but then he gets downright feral when dean is danger so like you know that he s deadly dangerous and yet chooses to act kindly which is an awesome trait to have and of course the way he indulges dean s childish behavior and deals with it with exasperated sighs and fond looks love that he s such a good little brother and let s not forget how brave he is going away to college on his own with no support from his family is terrifying and yet he did it and he managed it wonderfully idk i can find many faults to dean but almost none for sam he s perfect the perfect little brother who has ever little brothered thanks for the ask yessss you get it you absolutely get it wincest wednesday wincest wednesdays ww sam hallqueuecinations platonic soulmates gencest 11 notes may 25th 2026 open in app facebook tweet reddit mail embed permalink platonic soulmates gencest drowninginredink asked happy wincest wednesday i have another suggestion from why choose let s talk about habits compulsions stims whatever you want to call them what are the mindless little things that sam and dean do those tiny little habits that maybe they don t even notice but we sure do and their brother definitely knows by heart schizosamwincester platonic soulmates gencest answered happy wincest wednesday on a saturday dean has many oral stims he chews on pens he bites straws until they are flat he licks the beer bottle opening more than he needs to he brushes his ring in the early seasons against his lips he fiddles with the samulet and puts the cord or the samulet itself in his mouth absentmindedly he used to chew gum in class to keep his mouth occupied he genuinely can t concentrate on research or reading without doing something with his mouth sam needs to move his hands he s pulling at his bracelet early seasons or twirls his hair or twists the pen pencil he is holding when they snuggle up with dean his hands always play with dean s hair or touch him up and down the arms obviously they are oblivious to these things but the other knows them bit by bit sam brings beer or drinks with a straw for research and dean jokingly throws hair ties in front of sam only for sam to unconsciously start playing with them and keeping his hands busy are they both autistic adhd in my mind yes they are and they stim a lot to concentrate thanks for the ask ww habits hallqueuecinations platonic soulmates gencest wincest wednesday wincest wednesdays adhd dean winchester autistic dean winchester adhd sam winchester austistic sam winchester 24 notes may 25th 2026 open in app facebook tweet reddit mail embed permalink platonic soulmates gencest drowninginredink asked happy wincest wednesday as far as i can tell i ve never actually asked for later seasons bunker era wincest headcanons i mean they ve come up naturally but i ve never given them a day all to themselves so let s go we ve got the trials jack mary all kinds of fun stuff to sandwich brother loving in between lets go schizosamwincester platonic soulmates gencest answered happy wincest wednesday on a sunday i love bunker era wincest maybe it s because i love the kind of intimacy they develop after they get settled in the bunker dean cooking for sammy originally posted by crowleysfavouritedemon originally posted by katherinehoughtoncastle47 dean ironing sam s shirts with beer originally posted by dean winchester crush blog sam working the washing machine can t find gif washing dishes together originally posted by frozen delight dean loving his mattress originally posted by narcissisticmf sam walking around with messy hair originally posted by soulmatesinanimpala dean lurking in his room and sam coming to get him out originally posted by postmodernmulticoloredcloak originally posted by myheartofmusic acknowledging the bunker as their home originally posted by spnfans the bunker gave me way too many scenes that i absolutely love from late seasons supernatural so yeah yay for domestic samdean thanks for the ask i love when people find gifs i m always too lazy but it s so delightful ww bunker platonic soulmates gencest hallqueuecinations gencest wincest wednesday wincest wednesdays 24 notes may 25th 2026 open in app facebook tweet reddit mail embed permalink cordeliaistheone 2sw ask the way this show handled sam s relationship with sex is also very far from the typical treatment of the male protagonist s sex life in media usually a male character having heterosexual sex is never seen as shameful on or off screen it s rather considered a bonus point for men just like irl but ruby taking advantage of sam in his most vulnerable state was portrayed as his corruption and depravity yeah that usually doesn t happen to male characters sera gamble called it sam s self mutilation and she was so right but the way this show as a whole carried that arc didn t put enough focus on that unfortunately their priority was making sam look like an evil force out of control and the show made good use of it clouding the judgment of both dean and the audiences in the siren episode they basically said look at sam he s having sex aka being drawn into evil and tainted he can t be trusted and it fucking worked yet people still get mad when someone says sam is woman coded lol it s a funny episode cause they put on suspenseful music when sam was having consensual sex with another adult and then there was dean who was enjoying a substitute little brother figure who likes whatever he likes never objects to him about anything and obediently trusts him and dean was the one who judged sam he s fucking crazy man lmao anyway cathryn humphris primarily played with people s internalized misogyny towards cara a sexually confident woman with a dead ex husband who only came to town two months ago must be evil therefore she is the monster but the tone sera gamble set for sam worked very well in the episode do you know how it would be if sam was a traditional male protagonist spn self produced the answer with that hideous episode the slice girls the difference is that dean s judgment wasn t held accountable for it because a man should fuck an attractive woman and they made her an actual monster placing the man in the innocent position is the classic let s hunt down the witch narrative i feel like people are so distracted by superficial things like how wild and hot sam looked having sex that they miss out on important things dean keeps hitting on every woman they encounter and encouraging sam to do the same is one of many examples of how the show thinks of masculinity dean performs that well because he embodies those values but sam doesn t and as soon as sam has a relationship with someone who wasn t approved by dean not only dean but also the narrative itself finds a way to shame him just sam doing something without dean in general has been painted as a treacherous deed on countless occasions even sam making a phone call before his brother wakes up is shown as super shady behavior because that is dean s pov do you really think that s an average treatment of every other male character in the show like this lol be serious when i talk about coding it s mainly for fun and not that serious but like it or not you gotta see how different sam is from the classic male protagonist portrayal for the show this conservative as i said before it s not about what he prefers or how he acts cause that would only get you into the deeper misogynistic pit of this heteronormative show it s always about how the narrative and other characters treat him so yeah i m not saying the writers actually wrote sam as a woman but the show certainly needed a role traditionally given to a female character so that they could vomit their toxic masculinity on someone the actual female characters would be fridged so they needed an alternative and well who else could it be when the show has two brothers dean is already the firstborn son he had to be the next patriarch of the house and the guardian of their family values so it always had to be sam isn t it almost poetic lol truly doomed by the narrative in every aspect and it s eventually how the patriarchal system works not even men are safe in it because the scapegoats who hold up the floor will be needed forever this show is a patriarchal nuclear family horror franklespine this is what ive been saying likeee this post articulates this incredibly interesting and strange phenomenon that ended up happening in spn so well like the show really enters this weird conundrum where given the time it was made the target audience and the social ideologies that influenced its creation they needed a bottom rung on the patriarchy because that is how social hierarchies work they need that bottom rung for people higher up on the social ladder to shit on to demonstrate and exert their power but then at the same time also because of its nature as a tv serial ie with a small consistent main cast and side characters that change each episode and being misogynistic they couldn t have a female character being a part of the main cast to fill this role because this would mean having to develop a female character that is more than a cardboard cut out hot hook up and also disturb the two brothers going monster hunting storyline so the show ends up in this weird place where the solution is to have sam be the lower rung it s particularly strange because here he is a tall intimidating conventionally attractive white man fulfilling the bottom social ladder role when he is in theory the guy who should be beneficiary no 1 of the patriarchy at the start it seems the only excuse the show has for this treatment is that he is shown to be much more extrinsically emotional compassionate and humane than dean went to college cause he enjoys learning was settling down with his gf and understandably has a lower sex drive or whatever after she dies horrifically and other superficial reasons so i m not saying that really sam ultimately had to have the demon blood arc because of this but there definitely was a hole in my opinion as to why exactly sam was being treated the way he was that was filled by his demon blood arc 2sw ask yup yup yup and it s because the show and dean value sam s purity again it usually doesn t happen to grown up male characters it s a strange form of madonna whore dichotomy put upon a male character due to the extremely male focused environment of the show sam has to be a pure little thing worthy of protection otherwise he needs to be put down by the authority even sam himself thinks that way you have to watch out for me all right and if i ever turn into something that i m not you have to kill me sam has no freedom of self exploration he got kicked out of his family by his own father because he wanted to go to college he got locked up by his brother because he believed in his own power set the fact that ruby manipulated sam the whole time aside he was happy about exorcising demons without killing the possession victims he was trying to find a way to make peace with what he felt like a curse running through his veins by making something good out of it and here came dean not even knowing sam drinking demon blood mad as hell about sam using his powers and punched him in the face twice he brought up the angel to shame sam while he knew how faithful sam was it was never about the demon blood at its core it was always about dean s fear of losing control over sam the fear of sam leaving him again and not needing him anymore and yes dean is also a victim of this household because he was raised not knowing how to find his value outside of this hierarchy he can t help but be obsessed with the purpose of his own existence he has to maintain this system for his own sake so sam can t be equal to him of course first and foremost dean wants to protect his little brother because he loves him i m talking about the choices he makes to do so how many times has sam asked dean to stop treating him like a child and trust him and you can clearly see how uncomfortable dean becomes every time sam tries to be more like him dean h...