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uffed with spices and veggies mom thought it was well out of reach for our sweet little puppy my sister was fast asleep in the bedroom and mom thought it was the best time to go out shopping while the chicken was marinating milli was asleep like an innocent little angel right next to my sister once we were out the door milli probably started to get bored and went on a little house hunt my sister suddenly woke up to a crunching sound then her eyes saw blood spattered over the floor this really kicked her out of the bed there milli was chewing on some bones from the raw piece of chicken she was spread on my bed like a queen the moment my sister screamed in shock milli realised oops i did something wrong she was disciplined with a slight tap on her nose so this is when we realised let the training begin she was not difficult to train and came already with some basic training now with just one word she knows when something is not permissible what i learnt from the experience milli through her recovery and sweet nature has taught me mainly the art of letting go and how to forgive she has been an example of giving human beings a second chance another major thing i learnt as i interacted with those who care for and have adopted is that when you go for a pet you have to commit yourself to it and never leave it or give it up because this truly breaks down an animal the one thing above all is that i have learnt that adopting is far better than buying from a breeder the reason is that the dog breeding industry is uncontrolled and only causes more and more potential for dogs being abandoned and being sold to homes not conducive for pets there is a need for a body to work towards animal rights not an organised private body but a public one most dog breeders produce litter after litter of puppies they do so without much care for the animals and sell them off to owners for a price without much check on the well being of the dog i have come across a lot of people who have wanted to adopt dogs over the years but they always ask for puppies the issue here is that puppies seldom get abandoned it is only when they pass the one year age line do owners realise their inability to take care of a canine or some heartless ones lose interest in their dogs according to my years of experience with puppies and adult dogs alike caring for a puppy and an adult dog is not much different note here however every breed has its genuine characteristics that you may only figure out from someone who has owned a dog of that particular breed for at least five to seven years or more so if an adult dog needs a home by all means go and see the dog for yourself if possible ask for a trial run of a day with the pooch sometimes getting home an adult dog is better as it may already be trained and you won t have to go through the how did my shoe multiply into ten pieces phase on the other hand if the dog is not of any particular breed you will just have to give yourself time to understand and learn about your four legged friend with milli it has been very much like having a puppy having this fur ball has been an absolute joyride every day is a new day and highly unpredictable i come home from office to hear the most surprising yet always cute and funny stories about milli besides being loved and welcomed home in much pomp for now it s cheers from milli and family about scriberita a writer blogger poet musician and a lover of animals and life these are not the only things that describe this editor she is also an avid reader thinker foodie movie buff and storyteller she has a lot to talk about and many interesting experiences to share with her childhood spent travelling continents and past job of crime journalist her motto in life is no matter what move forward we re on a journey the destination is heaven x you are in pain it is okay to let go now i will never forget you you lived this life and survived so much before you came to me and while you were with me our mom left us and we had each other you have been my true companion and in my loneliest hour you held me people say you were unnecessary and i should ve given you up i m glad i never did you were god sent when most people had no time to be there for me and ask me how i was doing when all i needed was a hug and to cry on someone s shoulder i had no one but you to reach out to everyone else just made empty talk saying we know you are strong and no one showed up at my door cause they feared being around a grief stricken person they did not know how i was breaking inside and how my grief could ve made me insane if it wasn t for you in my time of grief it was only you who made it easier so many even forgot that i was grieving and made it harder for me you caused me to wake up and get out of bed everyday cause i had to care for you when depression almost got a hold of me you came and licked my face i will always love you you will always be the best dog there ever was in my life thank you for everything i know this is not good bye but i will see you later i know you are faithful to me and do not want to let go unlike everyone else you want to hang on to life for me my dear lil one you don t have to worry i am stronger now sleep well and go if you have to i will catch up with you when god calls me home too i will meet you again now sleep well and leave if you must i will see you again good night sweet dreams we part for a little while but one morning i will hold you again i know that because my lord is love and he understands when you get a chance to meet mom tell her i love her miss her and will see her again too i told her all i could cos i did not know when her time would be up then i sang her a song and fell asleep by her side she peacefully breathed her last in my arms it s been a year but i still miss her forever grateful to god for her thank you jesus for such beautiful creatures love you always kick out positive thinking and self help there s only one lord and that s not you 16 wednesday nov 2016 posted by scribecorner in uncategorized leave a comment just my thoughts and prayer for today there is no such thing as positive and negative thinking there is only true or false thinking beware of satan s lies to believe that you have power within yourself to create positive outcomes stay away from people who say they stay away from negativity staying away or brushing things under the carpet is akin to living a lie you do not have the power to create your words do not have the power to create only the lord almighty could say let there be and there was you are not a mini god you are to crucify your self and worship jesus as your only lord you cannot do one thing in your life without him he is to be your all in all your alpha and omega your end all and be all of life any one preaching any self image and positive teachings to you are giving you another gospel another jesus and another spirit dust them off faith in the lord and not in visualizing how things should be or in your self is true faith any other faith rather than faith in the lord is sorcery awake you sleepers and stop letting entertainers and professional performers and speakers tickle your ears listen to the hard truth follow the hard truth even if you stick out like a sore thumb i rather be a sore thumb than jesus tell me i knew you not you are not here to make your riches or be found in any hall of fame you are here to be a light to the world not your own light but a reflection of jesus light an ambassador and not a king a servant and not with title not to have ministries in your name but to make the name of jesus shine shine jesus shine you alone be glorified my lord forgive me and your followers today for getting wrapped up in the sweet deceit and false doctrines of the world help us rise up and be on our knees interceding and preparing for your coming not by the cares of this life help us to lose our selves and magnify you oh king of kings and lord of lords help us become more and more worthy to come before you keep us in you that we may not be lost in the world we are your sheep keep us oh our ultimate and sovereign shepherd help us spread your message and have your cause ever before us lord you are our god and let there be no idols in our life i pray for revelation the lack of which is causing your people to be lost i pray in the name of jesus amen writers block no writers blank page 06 friday nov 2015 posted by scribecorner in uncategorized leave a comment tags bible grief jesus joy life s lessons writers block this may not make sense to you treat it as abstract or rubbish it as garble be my guest show me love hate or just say what you like in the comments i really look forward to those i recall the many blank pages i have tried to make my mark on this year there have just been too many why is it so difficult for me to pen down anything after all a writer s got to write come on scriberita well i can and have been writing but only if it has reached that point where i have no choice but i have to for work so here this is me trying to break the trend of blank pages i would like to thank rachel an amazing person who i am privileged to call friend she lovingly prodded me on to this point where i have finally been able to type this so rach thank god for you this one is dedicated to jesus rach and blank pages thanks for teaching me grace giving me time and letting me be i have come to realize i am not the only one among writers that faces this problem of blank pages many high and low for remedies inspiration reasons etc for me however these blank pages have taught me something the blank pages remind me that i am more than just a writer the blank pages mean a time of rest to recover to think to wait the blank pages indicate surrender that i am holding back the blank pages have taught me silence is good to heal my heart the blank pages indicate lost time opportunity and teach me to not let others pass me by the blank pages i want to give them to god so he can scribble on them doodles maybe or paint pretty pictures and write love songs to me the blank pages some i can recover and some i have even forgotten about beckon me to write again the blank pages piled mean time s up go write your heart out the blank pages gave opportunity to my close few to prove they love me even though i have not accomplished much in these many weeks however enough blank pages life is too short may you and i and all around not have anymore blank pages or wasted time and rise up to fill life to live it bold and strong may nothing cause you to hold back and let your pages be blank metaphorically and literally thank you all who have been gracious to me in this time of blank pages now is the time to rise above to fill to catch up to share no more being afraid to let the world know about what i feel to express in words that will be recorded in black and white i m back different but still what i was made to be me not just a writer a human who needed some time to grieve who lost and loved and loved and lost and continually finds all i need to find in jesus here i stand stripped of everything i thought i was to know who i really am now when i write i write stronger now when i feel i shall feel deeply now when i dance i dance bigger now when i sing i sing heartier why because i am maturing what hasn t killed me has made me stronger i took time to stop and stare to smell the roses to feel the pain and deal with it i didn t numb it down people feel the need to numb it down as people around them do not let them feel they have had to face the problem of people walking away because they couldn t take the time of sorrow in their lives people say don t cry let it go etc that only means suppress it you cry baby if you have friends that let you cry for as long as you want who let you express without accusing you of being negative well you have found goldmine s i have some really awesome friends who get it thank the lord for them i learnt that feelings make us human so feel the joy of the lord is your strength indeed but it has nothing to do with a smiling face and a laughing mouth joy can be evident in the strength you possess in the midst of a storm joy is trusting and knowing that no matter what i will make it through jesus jesus my lord can make me walk on water above the raging waves or calm the storm with just one word or even work out a new awesome way he did something new in me he is doing something new in me here i am the blank pages taught me joy dear diary 30 monday mar 2015 posted by scribecorner in uncategorized 2 comments tags bible christian comfort death grief jesus loss if i were to write a diary entry today it would be something like this 30 march 2015 dear diary woke up this morning everything felt different i was not in my bed and there were no familiar sounds or disturbances there was no one to answer the doorbell and i had to jump my self out of stupor and answer the door i soon realise the loss the change it kicks in she is not there i remind myself take the dog for a walk cook your own breakfast feed the dog get ready for work it s a day to wash your hair uggh it s monday morning only relief is my sister has a holiday so for once i can ask her to take the dog for a walk this early and sleep for half an hour more i sleep it helps to forget for a while and restart the day on a better note i do not get up for the alarm i get late so no time to ponder no time for breakfast that s okay breakfast is no fun anyway since i make it for myself and there s no one to talk to i ll head to work and eat my breakfast there will be strangers around but at least i won t feel lonely i sit in a rickshaw call my favourite person in the world just talk because i need to hear a voice he sings me a song wow the day gets a bit better i reach office the routine breakfast tea and my thoughts i wonder since when is it okay for me to eat carbs it kills to take a bite because i remember how healthy my breakfast was when mom was around boiled eggs a fresh fruit smoothie and mom talking about random things then i write today because i think it s time to let it out i read i read about others grief and how they handle it it gets me to think why did i stop writing maybe because i was afraid to feel and think i can do this i was made to write i am a writer i try i wonder i try again then i write begin with a little share that precious photograph the one that speaks to you of strength so i share my heart my grief my hand trembles as i am about to hit publish what will people think they will think i m whining it will depress them i save a draft then the thought hits me i hear the lord speak he points out at the comfort i had found in others who dealt with grief how their words resounded with love and encouragement how they documented their healing process how good it feels to know there is a light at the end of the tunnel so why not be a hope and light unto others i hit publish it is okay for people to know i am...