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ked up to see that he had gone all stiff so i grabbed his arm as he fell off his chair so that his head didn t crash onto the floor the wasp like one was sirrom sturgis who once punched me for having a crush on him i was making kissing sounds at him he was notorious for throwing chairs and things and he once broke my friend tiffini s nose near the city pool one day he had a brother named ari who ironically had a crush on me as i found many years later after i had been rejected from school altogether then there s aaron who was a good grade school boyfriend until his parents changed his diet and he stopped becoming hyperactive at lunch as i did and instead retained his composure and gave me funny looks still we played games on the playground as always until he moved to youngstown or was it ashland and i never saw him again later on pj preston james cook the video game obsessed one would later become my boyfriend although thankfully that ended with the end of my special ed days wow he turned out to be somewhat creepy although his mom and sister were cool as ever in special ed us retards had to contend with those evil teachers which i guess were actually aides for the most part mr peterson who was always hanging out with nick is in the center because he was truly evil really he dragged me down the stairs in a laundry bag he s evil not surprisingly he was a volunteer from the baptist church of evil i even called him and nick mr penison and nick the dick and understandably the corresponding pictures were confiscated many xerox copies were made for all of them to see and i was punished accordingly mrs baton was small with short black hair looking kind of like mrs teavee from that creepy willy wonka movie while mrs barlow had long black hair and a long face somewhat like the picture only not actually a beak i seem to remember both of them putting their hands over my mouth until i couldn t breathe through the snot coming out of my nose mz mick was sometimes called the hairy egg hence the depiction i remember she was part of a poem i made up about her mrs groh the evil misleading counselor and the fourth grade teacher mr maglione who i sometimes called eee ro plane for no apparent reason mrs groh doesn t grow hairy eggs are stupid eee ro planes go round a pole and are kissed by a cupid i didn t say it was a good poem but bear in mind it was fourth grade after all let s just say it was much better than the one involving all of the swear words i knew this next drawing done in fifth grade was meant to be in the style of an atari game called food fight and i believe it was an accurate representation of the state of our classroom there was justin tim and sirrom as before as well as chris cepic another kid i had gone to class with before ironically so had phil the guy i lived with in 2005 when i had begun blogging that was before chris got special and started going to my class why was chris special it wasn t because he had the amazing ability to draw cartoon characters that looked exactly like the ones on tv his favorite was darkwing duck no because that s a different kind of special apparently he was known in phil s class as chris septic because he had a spastic colon that makes sense because i do recall that chris bathed only once a week and also had particularly bad and uncontrollable gas which explained the smell on his side of the room i remember michael miner complaining in his high nasal voice oh the sbell thus chris was more special because of his intestines not his head ironic twist isn t it kara higgins was the only other girl in fifth grade and she was nicer to me than i was to her together we were shunned by the teacher ms kauffman for being not only girls but retarded girls she didn t care whether we did schoolwork but she did have us clean the rabbit cage yes kauffman was bizarrely chauvinistic against girls she didn t like when i drew pictures but i remember her saying of one of chris pictures of darkwing duck i really like the expression and she made an enlarged copy i wonder if she taught her daughter who she had with mr porter who had his classroom moved next to hers to be dependent on men or was it just us retarded girls derrick goggins was the skinny diabetic kid black with huge glasses who won the spelling bee many times and who also often cleaned the rabbit cage as well maybe because he wasn t as manly as the other boys betrias which was how we pronounced beatrice was the rabbit of the class pj and i would sometimes stab her with the pencil and she would growl and we would say sharp enough for you betrias we even came up with a song celebrating what we thought to be aberrant behavior neebols neebols where d you get those peebols lay em spray em then eat em all up we didn t know back then that rabbits normally eat everything two times in a row so we just thought that beatrice was one really messed up rabbit oh and i can t forget about jason except that i almost have i had to think really hard jason who oh yes it was jason brasty he was a muscly sort of kid with light hair as i recall i remember one day his face was white as a sheet and he was holding his wrist because he had hurt it falling off a swing and it was actually broken so he had to go home the next year i walked into the same classroom and the now mrs kauffman said to me with a scowl what are you doing here again apparently i had been rejected from garfield elementary at last and so i eventually was registered at c fit child family intervention team at 3076 a remsen road where us kids had to put up with these abusive assholes so who are they the teacher roger galbraith was sometimes reasonable but his assistant mike swanson was really into playing head games as well as wearing the same kent sweatshirt every day i remember i wasn t allowed to have more than one pencil so he took all but one of my matching set of pencils i remember somehow i got them back and put them in my bra thinking that getting them back would be some sort of molestation but i was wrong galbraith fearlessly snatched them out again me being obsessive compulsive and needing my entire set or otherwise i would have an anxiety attack could not stand this and so threw my remaining pencil across the room he retrieved it held it out to me above his desk drawer dropped it into the drawer and opened his hand to reveal a small stub of wood with a little pencil lead at one end and a chewed up piece of metal at the other when the principal anne vaner came into the room i told her about what mike was doing and he said oh i ll give you your pencil back and then he pulled exactly the same stunt right in front of her her response wull now sara there s nothing i can do about it i protested but you re the principal but she just told me that i was in control of everything here so if something bad happened to me it was because i chose it to be that way she even told me that this was the case whenever anyone sat on me you know they sat on us kids they got shut down for that but not until after my year was over anyway not able to write with the stub i eventually chewed it up beyond recognition and demanded my pencils back of course mike swanson had other plans and gave me one of those giant rectangular multi colored crayons and asked me to write an essay with it not only was writing very difficult on lined paper nor could i erase but now my writing changed color every couple of letters what a bitch this kind of behavior is why i depicted him as being part swan and part doughnut which was a bad word in my class thanks to bill master disruptor of bliss i don t want your cheap education you doughnut as for mr galbraith s being a mushroom that had something to do with this horrible scary cartoon movie where these mushroom people wanted to turn this human into a mushroom person i had a distinctly nauseated feeling for some time and subsequent nightmares so that image of mushroom people really stuck with me there were only two rooms in this end of the school one was our class and one was the other class taught by mrs hetzal her students were larger and more powerful and frequently she had to call the police on them on the other end of the school we were told were much younger kids only once did i see any small children there were two of them rollerblading in the gym during some special event involving mike pitching tennis balls and us kids lining up to hit them with a racket i sent one ball hurtling up to the ceiling and it came down right on the girl s head whoops that wasn t funny but it was funny when me and bill hit mike in the head as for the others in the picture they helped out with managing us retard kids i remember allison rafter had us cooking our breakfast and afterward we would be forced to watch some video from the other end of the school such as sesame street or the bedrock flintstone kids they d turn the lights off and play the tape whereupon i would ask to go to the bathroom and then just stay there because i wasn t allowed to go anywhere else this caused a lot of physical fights and me getting pinned to the bathroom floor and sat upon all because as a twelve year old i couldn t stand big bird or little fred genetta and genine were mother and daughter i think and i called them flower faces which i thought was a big insult since flowers are sex organs and thus something like vaginas then there was steph who i remember believing she had leprosy during a wrestling match with her which really freaked me out i don t remember who lori or laura the loris was but i recall that colleen was the counselor and i called her colleen chevrolet used horses after the cheesy commercial for halleen chevrolet used cars you might ask what did i do to all these adults that they were so cruel to me well i would sleep in the bean bag chair all morning since i was so sleep deprived and amazingly nobody would stop me and sometimes just to get away i would also go crawl through an empty window pane next to a door and hang from the door so that nobody could see my legs and just hide there i would also get into all sorts of physical scraps with the teachers and in one such scrap i actually ran out a side door of the school and whoever was chasing me actually fell over as i hung onto the door and then shut it and the door locked them out it was so exciting to me that i wrote lists of things i could do like this one most of us kids were unruly so we all had our own lists of things to get the teachers bill bliss was notorious for his antics and there was big dave david dovid salad pizza face who was a real idiot but not worth picking on because of his size i ran into dave many years later though who was the one who told me that the school had been shut down after i had been kicked out because of the abuse there was also little robert who was usually well behaved another unruly red haired nick amar who was from the middle east or somewhere jason who could barely read but who i wrote simply worded books starring a bobcat cartoon character similar to the one above anthony whom i called anch and i think another one called luke and maybe more all of them were boys and besides a couple of girls in the other class for a short time i was the only girl on that end of the school presumably in order to make me feel better the teachers told me that the previous year most of the students had been girls but seeing as this is very unlikely i didn t believe them i still don t assholes just look at them again there s mike and his kent sweatshirt the scary and evil mr g anne a real bitch this time the flower faces colleen a used car a pillar allison rafter so ducking silly and this other lady sue who for some reason i portrayed as part crustacean part construction crane and part french bread i remember once that mike and mr g were laughing about how i had behaved in front of a hidden camera which was so badly that i don t even want to tell anyone and also that mr g once crumpled up my best composition ever and threw it away and wouldn t let me get it out of the garbage before i missed my van the same thing also happened to one of my best pictures of them better than that one probably i also remember someone leading me into the office next to the classroom and trying to get me to drink some medication i think it was mike who said that my mother wanted me to take it in recent years i told her about this and she was shocked in real life she said they had suggested medicating me and she had laughed and said i don t think so and she wouldn t take it anyway my mom also told me that they had said i was a really bad kid and could never amount to anything and my mom told them i ll let you know when sara graduates from college you know what s funny i m 29 and still haven t graduated from college but it s only because of all the abuse torture and other unbearable experiences i ve had to pull myself through no thanks to other people who were supposed to be helping me not to mention i didn t start college until i was 24 and had to put up with a lot of abuse during my schooling so i ve had a lot of things slowing me down but as it is i only need five more credits before i can get my transfer degree i m so close to graduating from community college and i m going to see an adviser about transferring to a four year college where i can then fully graduate from college maybe then i can look up ol mr g and mike and gloat at them bitchez posted by spoony quine at 20 42 6 comments labels childhood drawings pencil sunday january 2 2011 copying vs freehand without visual aids a personal history for some reason i ve never been able to draw freehand as well as i can from copying something in real life it s always been this way for me and i m contemplating why that is because well i still don t know two minutes after posting this i realized that freehand may be the wrong word all i mean is drawing without a visual aid does anyone know a better word for example when i was in first grade the only real school i ever had i was given a blank bookmark to draw on and for some reason a disney catalog at the same time on one side of the bookmark i drew the talking mickey mouse doll from the catalog along with donald goofy and pluto who may or may not have also been dolls on the page then added a stupid happy sun and a rainbow pretty good for a six year old huh that drawing was done basically by looking at the relative distances between the elements not only do i remember doing it this way but there s also a comment among these papers from my teacher about my perspective drawing ability sarah draws what she sees not what she knows table legs are longer in front and shorter in back that is indeed how i drew pictures of tables in perspective along with cars and anything else that i was looking at but in just plain freehand drawing there is nothing to reference unless you can visualize some picture just as vividly i remember trying to do that when i was five with an image of a ...