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4 salt pepper snowflake s life epoh_letse i m very bored my thoughts exactly make magazine confessions going back to the corner where i first saw youu a moment like this show 5 show all intresting lines love is a very skilled hunter where it will always strike u when u are the least expecting for it 世界上最遥远的距离不是生与死 而是我就站在你面前 你却不知道我爱你 1 health 0 wealth without the 1 at the front no mattter how many 0 u hv its useless whatever can go wrong will go wrong and at the worst possible time in the worst possible way murphy s law live without pretending love without depending listen without defending speak without offending give without ending if u re everthing to everybody u end up being nothing to urself the deepest cut always comes from the dearest 喜欢就争取 得到就珍惜 错过就忘记 爱一个人 要了解 也要开解 要道歉 也要道谢 要认错 也要改错 要体贴 也要体谅 是接受 而不是忍受 是宽容 而不是纵容 是支持 而不是支配 是慰问 而不是质问 是倾诉 而不是控诉 是难忘 而不是遗忘 是彼此交流 而不是凡事交代 是为对方默默祈求 而不是向对方诸多要求 可以浪漫 但不要浪费 可以随时牵手 但不要随便分手 我更因我太爱自由 所以明明渴望爱情 却依然不知怎样让别人进入我的世界 很多时候 因为怕受伤 所以就选择先放弃 爱情里好人总比坏人狼狈 我却还是学不会狠心对谁 请用一句话让我伤到彻底 不要不言不语期盼着我忘记 对的人错的时间与错的人对的时间常有 对的人对的时间要珍惜 ppl do not appreciate what they hv untill they lose it one often meets its destiny at the path to avoid it blogging peeps jonathan cmf alicia tijo kevin soo fun kai yee patricia cc hwei thieng brian say ching fun liang joshua yumni john liong ee chandra 弯弯 漫画布落格 2 弯弯 漫画布落格 1 kennysia 5 alpha yin jiun alvin sim ee zjien teck ee jun sheng renn zhern eugene tong kit ying qui wan kai tzin simone cy lip siang 出租回忆 shin yeen john lu xian daniel aubrey michelle jia xin sheryll colin ky qi hong google news teck ee followers featured posts tuesday march 12 2013 back to dance life its been long time since i last perform properly in front of crowd yeap today i together with the mdfc peeps performed in conjunction of cns week in monash it was a tiring one as i realized i am definitely not as in shape as compared to last time poor stamina lagging response which make me wonder am i caught up by age i don t think so for the age of mid twenties i should be at my top form with my best form to do anything physically guess that i have not really work out to maintain it should be time to recollect myself and redeem myself i think to properly start a training regime or routine so that i am back to proper shape i really do miss the old body that i have that are capable to do so much more as compared to now t t its a good thing i am recollecting bits and pieces of myself hopefuly i could keep this up and be a better person as i promised to myself to her and her to mature and be a better man i thank you for everything it was a dream a sweet dream you gave me thank you so much i will treasure it in my heart back to reality its spartan time for real hopefully to work out to this stage i wonder can i current weight 85kg lets see what i can achieve in few months later hopefully reducing not increasing of the figure size ps to get this i really need to control and manage diet am i able to resist the temptation lets wait and see muahahaha posted by random ranger at tuesday march 12 2013 5 comments labels dance rant workout saturday february 09 2013 soulpancake stumbled upon the 1st video that soulpancake made this has really inspired me to really bring this into the country that i love malaysia i deeply malaysia is one of the best place to live on earth with the great people around with awesome soul however with the misled of the previous materialistic lifestyle that had been carried forward from the previous generation it need to be once again recall i really believe in soul everyone is beautiful and really wish to start this small project every week with a bunch of friends lets see how things goes but the rough draft will be sth like below name of organisation something soul or soul something i dunno objective to spread the love joy and peace among everyone recalling it out from everybody s soul and heart i know i have a lot more to do but i now really are inspired and will do it i don t know what struck me but i just kind of met my calling lolx i wonder wish me luck in this brand new year and hopefully i am able to take down each and every of the things i planned will share with you guys later on ps i am really excited sorry can t wait to share it so will do this entry before i refurbish the whole blog posted by random ranger at saturday february 09 2013 4 comments rebirth from flight to italy by cecil day lewis 1904 1972 just like phoenix i think i should let this blog rebirth its been such a pleasure and great time for this blog to been through the up and downs of my life i am sorry for deserting this blog for ages i totally forgotten this blog as i was carried away in life and totally forgot to cherish it and immortalize my knowledge and experience here i have been through the peak and the valley of my life and i expect more to come its been so much lesson learnt and eye opening experiences that i have gone through for the past year hopefully with this brand new year of the snake i am able to give to brand new breath of life into this deserted blog expect total refurbish coming soon and a lot more sharing from dance travel cook music and so much more enjoy peace out p s i am currently very inspired by soulpancake and wish to create an organisation like this in malaysia lets see how things goes xd posted by random ranger at saturday february 09 2013 no comments monday september 27 2010 after son long the post that came in is a freaking random one warning reading this may waste 15 min of ur life sometimes i wonder am i really that selfless am i sometimes i really wonder am i suppose to be more selfish to get whatever i wished as i think i normally choose to give up on things that i might fight for and grab the chance instead i always think that things will always end up better without me in the picture as other always are better in role to do so than me in everything i do i really hardly find the confidence hahaha the irony huh really is the reality check list of the life nowadays forces us to be sefish if we want to have life in our desired way or shall we just actually to just give in to whatever the situation provides and not to move forward i know i am really spouting nonsense here yes even i also hv no idea what i am talking here its juz a random thought sometimes i even think i am very the selfish if u know me really i dunno what i am i am kinda lost already or am i hahaha seriously this entry sound like a nut cracked dude giving a lecture i still remember a few lines that friends said shoot first appologise later as life is too short for regrets am i able to live life like this not being over powered by rationality and also this one u hv to be very strong to do something very wrong yup if u r trying to do something that are socially or morally wrong u hv 2 be firm and strong with ur faith and hold on to it till the very end but i dun think i am as strong as i thought i hv doubts in myself somehow i always look so carefree but infact i actually hv gazillions of thoughts running wild in the head however all of them are juz thoughts strong dreamer never an action taker sucks huh lol playing with fire i dunno whether i am able to bear the pain or am i able to seriously sesat posted by random ranger at monday september 27 2010 3 comments labels random wednesday august 04 2010 低调南 请不要伤害那些外表开心的人 是一篇写的很好的文章 贴切的描述他们的心情 在这儿于你分享 低调南 笔 总有一些人 他们看上去整天都很开心 嘻嘻哈哈的 没有 烦恼 像个小孩 他们会说玩是我最大的乐趣 我很喜欢玩 我什么都会玩人多的时候他们脸上总挂着笑容 好多人都 会羡慕他们 然而这其实是他们最悲哀的地方 他们不想让 别人看到自己难过的一面 更没有能力一个人独处 因为当 夜深人静的时候 他不知道一个人会发生什么事 坐在窗前 冥想走过的点滴 没有人读的懂他们 想着想着貌似快乐的 他们就会黯然流下一脸的悲伤 然后自己对自己说 其实也 没什么 命运吧 所以他们就整天逼自己笑 以此来逃避那 些常人所不能不承受的痛苦 他们貌似很坚强 因为在别人看来 他们什么事都能微笑着 去面对 但事实上他们长着世界上最脆弱的心灵 只是长期 的伪装使得别人很难发现他们内心深处的创伤 他们其实非常孤独 虽然看到他们时都是在跟一群人谈天说 地 那是因为他们实在不能承受一个人时的折磨 他们只想简简单单 快快乐乐的活着 期待并且相信每个人 给的笑容都是真心的 希望身边的人都是真正的喜欢自己 即使别人小小的意见 也会另他们难过好久 他们真的真的 很介意 介意自己不被人喜欢 因为 他们总是为别人想的 很多 对别人总是比对自己好 把能对喜欢的人好当做幸福 喜欢别人比喜欢自己多 他们总是那样 前一秒还伤心的流着泪 后一秒出现在朋友 面前的时候 已经满脸溢着灿烂的笑容 有人说他们是向日 葵 是的 他们在意的人就像是太阳 在面对太阳的时候永 远是明艳的花瓣 而太阳照不到的背面 那悲伤藏得那么好 不愿被看见 他们向往放纵自由的生活 却必须为了谁很努力的朝另外的 一个方向活着 很累很累 却仍是心甘情愿 离自己的梦境 越来越来远 不得不面对从未想过的争夺和复杂 恐慌 不 知所措 只有面对最信赖的人时 才会卸下盔甲 委屈的流 下眼泪 因为在他们心里 笑就是开心 哭就是难过 接近 就是喜欢 远离就是讨厌 但其实不是 他们明白了 心好 伤 眼泪就没忍住 哭过之后 笑笑得擦干眼泪 说 没关 系 我可以做的很好的 他们好像无所不能 好像总是不会有烦恼 好像什么问题都 能轻而易举的解决 总是喜欢喜欢出现在流泪的人面前 笑 嘻嘻的逗着笑 而面对自己的问题 他们却茫然无措 面对 自己的悲伤 他们只会躲在人们看不见的角落里慢慢由伤口 越裂越大 他们的想法非常简单 说出来的就是心里所想的 肚子里不 会拐七道八道的小弯 无心的话可能会引起别人的误解 所 以 请别记恨他们 他们从不愿伤害谁 小小的错误就能让 他们懊悔很久 他们其实非常单纯 甚至你曾经给了他一个微笑他也会一辈 子记得你的好 因此他们的世界观其实也很简单 他们很容 易受蛊惑 请不要轻易的伤害他们的感情 因为一旦伤害了 那就将 永远弥补不回来 如果你身边有这种人请你给予他 她 那怕是凤毛麟角的那 点关怀 让他 她 知道这个世界没有抛弃他们 如果 你的身边有这么一个人 请不要伤害他 她 们 因为她们 并不坚强 posted by random ranger at wednesday august 04 2010 3 comments labels share tuesday july 13 2010 o week of monash yeap juz on ytd we get to perform for the freshies during monash orientation day it was all good juz few mistakes here and there p was thinking the performance will be later thought that could do a bit more runs before the show but end up time to perform after doing just 1 2 runs body not warmed up yet hahaha gg but seriously respect lorence all out xd as he was being stepped on my the heels just before the performance ouch still he continued to carry on with it right after the performance we actually was bz preparing to send dodo off to the airport as he was leaving right before he left we had the last meal with him at mcd spouting nonsense and cracking jokes all the way through xd but could really see that grace really was down to be seperated with dodo kinda like dejavu too as it was the exactly same scene that how my best friend and his gf got seperated at the airport the difference is just one was all out bursting into tears while the other held back and stayed strong from the outside trying not to being made fun by us i guess but i know we won t if she did but serisouly the same feeling that i hv not that am a gay its juz i do miss the bugger too xd as i don t know he and me hv that special connection as we sort of always arnd the same frequency sharing the same kind of thoughts every time there is dance performance with him i felt much more secure as he is really dependable in dance he is damn geng one not to mention in all the other things as he is a very cautious and tidy fella the main diff of him and me where am juz pure careless and unorganised xd but with him gone surely will miss a lot of laughter and joy in the class one kaki less to do all the random stuff and mess arnd haihz sure will miss him la ooi calling out to the extinct bird dodo make sure u come back and make us the few first ppl to try out ur cooking once u graduated from the gourmet school we all shall miss u p s cepat cepat go cheer up ur other half la she misses u a lot xd posted by random ranger at tuesday july 13 2010 1 comment labels friends happenings wednesday july 07 2010 又再萌起的心情 怎么办 好无奈 不知如何是好 看见你我心跳又加速 小鹿乱撞的心情 怎么办 好想传达我对你的感觉 又却害吧一时的冲动会吓坏你 一发不可收拾 到时连唯一联系这我们的友情也没了 好胆怯 不敢跨越那界限 好挣扎 但是又有如静茹的歌 呼吸的痛 句句都形容了我的心情 特别是这一句 我不想要再说谎了 有多爱你就抱你多紧了 其实我都没办法放下 一直都把你放在心上 过去你是有了另一半 我只能在一个角落 默默地祝福你 希望你会快乐 如今你和他不再是一对 我也开始奢望 能当上你身旁那一个人 守护着你 让你每天都开心 呵护你 宠坏你 但是我真的没那份勇气 害怕我的一时冲动 会搞砸了一切 好矛盾啊 该如何是好 无论如何 我知道你在我心里的地位 一直都在 也不会改变 posted by random ranger at wednesday july 07 2010 no comments labels mood 无奈 monday july 05 2010 mdfc get fat trip xd on the last tue mdfc ians headed ipoh for a get fat trip and it all start off late all thanks to me feeling bad now it was being set at 5 am where i was thinking that they purposely bring forward the original time 6 am so that to accomodate the late comers which i was wrong call time at 5 am hence at 5 i was practically rushing off to ms sharon s place to pick her up and gather at monash with all effort we manage to make it at there by 540 am sry guys all and all the trip started off with a safe start where we were leaded by reuben as he is very obedient and virtue driver who drives by the law seeing that we still hv quite a distance to cover i took over the lead after about an hour time we took a break at one of the rest stations and from there only i got comment from them alex you are driving too fast edi somewhere arnd 140 i was kinda surprised too when they told me as i was thinking i was driving at 130 km h only why do i not know how fast am driving its because the meter of the car i was driving was spoilt the meter was only at 70km h while they were tailing me guess that u dun really realise how fast u r going when u are on the highway xd as we 1st reached the destination we head for the famous fu shan dim sum 富山点心 i hv no idea at all since i hv no idea how is ipoh actually and here are some of the pics here destination no 1 foh san the utensils after shoving down lots of the dim sum i only felt so so with the dim sum the ha gao 虾蛟 fish balls this is good very awsome seaweed spring rolls siu mai 烧卖 egg tart this is good highly reckoned its not as great as described maybe its my tounge or taste preference things like the carrot cake and the pao its not that nice however there is one upside its portion is ...