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anced however i want to find some way of marrying all of these elements together i feel bad for neglecting stars or mars and increasingly my poetry i also remember wanting to create a new initiative called bards to the future a collaboration between futurists and artists which i feel i ve failed to do anything with as well i feel ideologically and financially very much this stretched this with my mental health dips have left me with very little self efficacy and with that self esteem to be honest that s why i haven t performed or delivered a paper for a while i just don t want to revert to my past self who was terrified of doing such things and i don t want to erase all the effort i put into being able to do this i love doing it i feel as though i haven t caught up with so many people that i ve wanted to which adds to the guilt so what do i do now i m still working on my games at http www criticallitgames co uk now i want to try something that incorporates all of these things together theatre poetry novels ar games i had such an idea walking home last night which i need to work on and draw a structure from this an issue that i had with my plays and theatre in general is mobility the physical live nature of theatre makes it fleeting which makes it precious but also any energy generated from this interaction fades out very quickly can ar gaming and live streaming be able to prolong the conversation of issues raised in theatre can the impact be stretched temporally and in terms of audience i ll get back to you with that i just want to thank everyone for their support and willingness to listen much love x november 13 2015 by suziegee87 updates and new site reviews leave a comment hi everyone huge apologies for the radio silence i can t believe i started this blog just when i was starting my phd over three years ago so many amazing things have happened since then i m still trying to process a lot of it i haven t abandoned this blog entirely but i have started a blog devoted mainly to my spoken word that deals with science news and science fiction however it seems to be assimilating this one but let s see how it goes click here to check the blog see you soon suzie x april 13 2015 april 13 2015 by suziegee87 news and updates reviews camden fringe consciousness hackney attic new writing performance science fiction theatre leave a comment with the unfortunate news that we couldn t stage cuckoos and chrysalides in april i have some exciting announcements that i will list here and on the stars or mars website june is going to be a pretty heavy month for me that s for sure 1st june we are taking the stage at the hackney attic with our show called respawn the play follows two identities trying to find peace with their pasts and present which has been drastically changed through the process of uploading consciousnesses can they prove that immortality doesn t have to be a hard sell i will be giving talks at the current research in speculative fiction 2015 in liverpool talking about the portrayal of time in science fiction theatre as well as the being non human conference in london and smashing the stigma of science fiction theatre at the sfra conference in stony brook miraculously none of these dates clashed taking place on the 8th 17th and the 25th 27th respectively sum will also be returning this year but at the camden fringe from the 28th 30th august very excited about this i ll give you more updates as they arrive speak soon march 29 2015 march 29 2015 by suziegee87 new play in april 2015 reviews leave a comment apologies again for the delayed post i ve been busy in the rehearsal room and at various coffee tables around london working on plays and my thesis recently i m very proud to say that cuckoos and chrysalides is in its full reincarnation at the bread and roses theatre very soon in fact from the 7th 11th april check out the site here http www cuckoostheplay co uk the synopsis is cuckoos and chrysalides depicts the story of a woman who is preserving her children to the time she feels right by uploading them her mother is helping her against the social backlash as the space to upload is becoming contested by many sources who will get the space and who is in control what is particularly noteworthy about cuckoos is that i directed a fragment of the play a couple of years ago and seeing how it will be interpreted as a full length play in contrast will be interesting to say the least each scene releases part of the plot in a pressure cooker esque way so i m excited to see how the audience will react march 14 2015 by suziegee87 updates imposter syndrome and yugi oh reviews leave a comment so i went to my first conference abroad stage the future 2 the first organised by chris callow jr and myself in london in 2014 and it was truly a memorable experience it stood out particularly for me since it was set this year in arizona where i ve been in different stages of my life and now my present ish stage had met them and joined in this assemblage i would never have imagined myself giving a talk at the university here years ago and i m so thrilled to have had the opportunity whilst i ll be writing up more of a travel tour guide there s something i wanted to discuss about a specific phenomenon and how i m slowly changing in regards to it like jetlag some people get it and some don t at all most likely it s on a spectrum of intensities like plenty of things strangely enough i was struck with the thought this morning still adjusting to the jetlag of 7 hours difference of imposter syndrome i shouldn t be here i don t know enough etc etc yes i ve had an enormous academic chip on my shoulder for quite some time since this is my phd writing blog it made sense to me to write these feelings down and see how i ve changed in my ever increasing years as a postgrad it s not uncommon i presume however i was told in my high school years that university was a realm way outside of my league an elusive palace for the elite and i was not academic enough to attend not in those words exactly but the gist can be found in there however i did ignore them and studied english with creative writing which had been and still is of course the greatest passion of mine since i was 6 even though later on i would take to reading science textbooks and programming manuals amongst my story books a few years later creative writing was always my first love when i started my phd however my rashes of inadequacy flared up again the title for one can be intimidating to claim your original argument in no doubt an extensively large body of work is not one to be sniffed at we can claim to be good at things or even an expert but once that title is authorised that tower can quickly come down i still have imposter syndrome of course it s not that i ve gotten over it it s just that i ve learnt to handle it better the key is always to ask questions it doesn t stop and shouldn t i imagine after you receive your doctorate the important thing to remember is that the body of work is just that a body an organic creation that is always growing shedding and changing you have to listen to its thoughts and feelings like you do for whose you follow on social media no one can claim to know it all and that s exciting my imposter syndrome came in the form of what they call in yugi oh defence mode i would worry that people were trying to catch me out with things so i wouldn t be so forthcoming believe me some people will be it s just a matter of knowing what rule book they re playing from the important thing is not to be afraid to ask questions follow up discussions to keep in contact people generally seem to like informing and helping people they ll probably find it flattering that you came to them this is very true of myself december 22 2014 december 23 2014 by suziegee87 nearing the end of 2014 events reviews writing christmas performances science fiction theatre writing leave a comment and it s about time that i update the blog 2014 has been such an exciting year writing performing producing and presenting and i ve met so many amazing people who have wowed me with their hard work ethics friendliness and creative brilliance conferences this was the year of the first sf theatre conference stage the future we had performances papers discussions and more you can read reports here and here i want to thank all those who took part and attended as well as those who supported us throughout also big thanks to christos callow jr for being a great co organiser i also had the pleasure of presenting sf theatre things to lincoln twice this year one as part of the performing science conference just before stage the future actually and the what happens next conference not a conference but had a great talk at the equity north east branch in dec this year discussing the pros and cons of staging sf on stage they were a great audience full of ideas and enthusiasm thank you for giving me the opportunity to spread the word far and wide performances performances have been crazy for me this year terra firma was performed as a rehearsed reading in feb then as part of a fully produced play at the camden fringe in august both took place at the etcetera theatre who were very accommodating indeed thank you to ryan watson alice havilyn natalie boakye james unsworth christos callow jr barra collins rus kallan jessen aroonachellum paul valentine eleanor russo briony wyatt sarah bauer and judith georgi the reality test was a short play of mine that was produced as part of the writers bloc night caged i managed to do a few rehearsals before i had to leave for both conferences leaving the production afterwards in the very capable hands of jack heath and alice havilyn who did a great performance on the night thank you so much notes from other worlds was published and performed thanks go to playdead press for making my 20 year dream a reality nothing beat the moment when i saw my book in foyles incredible the sf monologue book has been a long project for me on and off and it was all so so worth it thanks also go to jessen aroonachellum briony wyatt judith georgi eleanor russo paul valentine and eva mi becker for their readings sum was my last run of performances in the year which included my own performance which i was extremely nervous about i ve always wanted to act in one of my sf plays and the cast and crew made the experience so comfortable fun and challenging in a good way thanks go to christos callow jr melanie crossey lydia kay briony wyatt eleanor russo and lucy harrison for her amazing composition and overall managerial skills it s such an honour to act amongst such talented people especially melanie whom i shared most of my scenes with i couldn t have found a better syne videos will hopefully come soon publications notes from other worlds and sum were published this year which i m ecstatic about aren t they beautiful you can read more about them here i also have a small play published at amazing stories one that inspired the writing of sum the original idea was a posthuman version of susan glaspell s great name trifles so an amazing year all round i couldn t have done any of it if it weren t for these amazing people in my life i m incredibly blessed hope you have a merry christmas and see you all in 2015 xxx september 17 2014 september 17 2014 by suziegee87 updates events reviews writing interview monologues notes from other worlds play review science fiction sum theatre leave a comment i m delighted to announce some autumnal updates 1 notes from other worlds reading at creative centre for collaborative collaboration i m having a reading to celebrate my first published book notes from other worlds you can see my fingers oddly coiled in the polished sheen of the cover at the centre for creative collaboration in kings cross on 29th september 7 30 9 00pm it s free there s wine and books what could be better the link for more info on the book can be found here 2 sum bread and roses theatre sum a new play of mine is being staged at the bread and roses theatre from the 27th 29th november and the 4th 6th december focusing on new societies created from the pilot of a hivemind technology odd fact the image is actually a painting of mine i m actually whipping up a separate site for this along with notes and ideas so you can have a peek if you want tickets are already on sale have a look here 3 interview with female arts if you d like to know a little more about both of these projects plus a little more check out my interview with female arts where i discussed them in a little more detail they are a great initiative that promote female involvement in the arts they also reviewed terra firma for us the link is here thanks august 26 2014 by suziegee87 notes from other worlds events writing monologue plays science fiction theatre leave a comment here it is my first published book notes from other worlds what a neat shiny cover it is too it s hard not to get a reflection in the picture the idea behind the publication was to compile a collection of science fiction styled monologues for actors seeking an alternative to the standard as well as short stories for general readers what s especially unique about the collection is that they re written for any age and gender even if there may be the odd reference to age and gender in a couple of pieces you ll see why each monologue comes with some crib notes as sparse as i could make them in my opinion with the rest of the details to be filled in by the reader performer what i d be interested to see is how people interpret the text for performance where can you find them you might hopefully ask i have the initial lot of copies here which i will be selling at a reading soon i m ironing out the details of those august 8 2014 august 8 2014 by suziegee87 appearances events reviews writing appearances camden fringe conventions loncon monologues science fiction leave a comment the month of august is speeding past rather predictably but it s an especially exciting one for me 1 notes from other worlds you may have noticed me post on monologues from time to time well i have good news on that front notes from other worlds is being published by playdead press which is my collection of monologues based on sf tropes but ones i feel lend themselves particularly to the human experience and therefore feels effective being acted out the cover reveal will come soon 2 loncon3 i ll be on the panel for staging the fantastic for loncon3 amongst a stellar set of people which i m both excited and nervous for the details are here staging the fantastic capital suite 16 excel sat aug 16th 6pm 7pm erin m underwood susan gray james patrick kelly geoff ryman david wake is this a golden age for genre theatre on both sides of the atlantic fantastical theatre has seen notable successes in recent years from blockbuster productions at the national theatre of his dark materials and the original tori amos 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