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ode to my mistress a journal that documents my servitude and submission to mistress lisa ode to my mistress archives may 2008 april 2008 march 2008 february 2008 january 2008 december 2007 november 2007 24 7 bdsm bondage cage caging cane cb 6000 cb6000 chains chastity checklist collar control corsets discipline dominatrix dungeon rentals edge play femdom fetish floggers flogging focus frustration hot wife journal kink kinky leash leather masochism mistress movie needs nipple clamps oral worship pain photos podcast puppy play restraint sadism scene ideas servitude sex toys sissy slave sub submission submissive tease and denial thoughts whips wife worship blogroll altairboy at all times chastity lifestyle edge of vanilla femdom romance fetish flame house husband lock n keep madame cane my time in chastityi on female dominance of the male starting a femdom marriage submissive guy the frugal domme the kept one top clicks none our new home on the web may 30 2008 12 20 pm filed under journal kinky links tags bdsm chastity collar femdom mistress slave submissive greetings mistresses fellow slaves submissives and femdom enthusiasts for those of you who were wondering where we went we have been busy updating our new space on the web with that said i am pleased to announce that mistress lisa and i have just opened up and will be migrating our blog to our new home on the web at http www femdommarriage com keep in mind this is a beta site and is not fully up and running please check it out anyways this is exciting because we now are not tied to the limitations of hosted wordpress but can do pretty much what ever we want with our imagination in cyberspace come check it out http www femdommarriage com blog leave a comment getting back into the swing of things april 12 2008 7 35 am filed under journal tags chastity femdom mistress i realize that i have been gone for a long and for those of you that enjoy reading my blog i do want to apologize life can get in the way which it did and mostly everything went on hold while i dealt with my business and some family emergencies the crazy thing is i need to get back into the swing of things the d s part of my relationship with my wife has faltered a little and i need to get back and kick started crazy thing is i am having a hard time figuring out where to start i think i need to go slow so perhaps i should start by pampering her tonight and tell her how much i missed being her chastized little slave leave a comment sorry i haven t posted in a while march 17 2008 3 00 pm filed under journal things have been a little insane in my life with family and work related stuff i wanted to let everyone know since its been a while since my last post leave a comment interview with a dominatrix march 8 2008 9 25 am filed under kinky links tags bdsm dominatrix leather masochism mistress sadism slave here is an interview i came across while watching the cbc the other day so i thought i would share i must admit i am so fortunate to have a mistress that i can share this lifestyle with 1 comment bring on the whips ropes and chains for i crave to go deeper but only if that pleases you march 7 2008 11 42 am filed under chastity journal tags 24 7 bdsm bondage cb 6000 cb6000 chains chastity control dominatrix masochism mistress sadism whips its been a long week every moment of every hour of every day i have been constantly reminded of my slavery to my mistress words cannot express how overly frustrated and humbled i am i have been locked in my cb 6000 for a week now and my mind is completely under her control i am amazed at how incredibly powerful my mistress is for the first time ever i feel completely at her mercy for she has asserted complete control over my body and mind i know i must with stand this torture for another week the only thing left for me to do is embrace these feelings and trust that she will take me to places that neither of us have gone before this feeling is similar to the feeling i got last weekend when she beat me senselessly as described in one of my previous posts bring on the whips ropes and chains for i crave to go deeper but only if that pleases you i remain in sub heaven 3 comments how do you cope when you are highly extremely uncontrollably frustrated when locked in chastity march 6 2008 2 01 pm filed under chastity journal tags 24 7 chastity control dominatrix femdom masochism mistress pain sadism slave submissive tease and denial i can t take it any more am i a wimp am i soft am i going to lose my mind its only been 6 days of no release and i am going bonkers the cb 6000 is locked on its not going off and i cannot cum i am going completely and absolutely bonkers i am filled with lust passion ideas and my mind cannot stop racing i ve been thinking about mistress bondage pain and things i never thought would interest me i m going to compound this with the fact that mistress made me worship her entire body last night and still i have no relief in site for at least another 8 days gulp i m not even at the half way point yet i feel like she has swallowed the key and there is no way out i need help from my fellow submissive chastized males how do you cope with being locked up for more than a week i must admit this will be the longest i ve ever gone can t wait to hear some feedback i desperately need some moral support 3 comments my mistress blows my mind march 5 2008 8 45 pm filed under journal tags 24 7 chastity femdom hot wife oral worship servitude w we are really getting into this our journey into the 24 7 state continues and my mistress told me tonight that she is very happy with how things are going and is so encouraged by the way i have been of late i must admit that something is going on inside of me i am giving myself up fully for my mistress i am focused and motivated to ensure her needs are always met first and foremost i am invigorated and wake up in the morning filled with energy to serve and ensure her life is easier this evening we read some blogs together from other people in the femdom community we talked a lot about how we are moving forward she was so very happy instructed me to head to the bedroom and strip i awaited her presense she dressed in a sexy pair of crotchless panties and i was given the priveledge of pleasing her orally i remained chaste as always and i turned into submissive mush after mistress received her pleasure i was dismissed she rolled over and said 10 more days if your good i still remain extremely frustrated but totally fulfilled leave a comment mistress lisa wants to accelerate my slavery march 5 2008 11 19 am filed under journal tags 24 7 bdsm bondage cage chastity dominatrix femdom journal leash mistress sissy i am pleased to write today that my mistress and i have arrived at a new point in our 24 7 mistress slave relationship it all came last night as i was out with some of my friends having a beer discussing the things you talk about among friends when all of a sudden my mistress starts assaulting me with emails to my blackberry while i was enjoying the time with my friends i immediately became intensely frustrated as mistress delivered message after message of blog posts that she had been reading the frustration was sexual as i have not been able to touch myself since saturday and i have 10 more days to go of being locked in my chastity device it seems she had found a blog called slaveboy in marital bliss and it sparked her imagination in fact i think it hit a comfortable nerve because she used the word intriguing here are some excerpts from the post from this point on you will not check email without my permission you will not go outside of the house without my permission you will not go to the bathroom without checking with me and unless i tell you otherwise you are to remain naked in my presence do you understand slaveboy i sat back down on the ground at mistress s feet silent as she continued conversing with susan i don t know how long it was but about ten maybe fifteen minutes passed and it seemed to feel normal my sitting naked at my mistress s feet even as she talked with her friend i was her pet her slave just another accessory in her life a while later mistress had me serve tea for her and susan while wearing my high heels and new pretty clothes the extra lacey and see through black women s lingerie top she had recently bought for me that outfit seemed to make susan smile wide which made me feel very very small she caned me that night which at this point is more than a week ago and i still have a couple of stripes across my ass from that caning after the caning she let me eat her pussy till she orgasmed but denied me any release i sit here as i write this post filled with fear and trembling yet i am extremely energized motivated and eager to make my mistress happy i now wonder will i be completely controlled as to ask to do anything will i be made out to my mistress s closest friends that i am her slave boy will i be forced to serve my mistress and her friends wearing sissy clothes will i be made to with stand a caning service my mistress orally and then recieve nothing in return wait a second that already happens to me as a summary i am not sure what mistress lisa has up her sleeve for me in the near future all i know was she was in a particularly great mood this morning she teased my caged cock an awful lot while getting ready to go to work and gave me that sadistic look with a calm and pleasant smile leave a comment wild weekend journal entry march 3 2008 3 32 pm filed under journal tags 24 7 bondage cane chastity dominatrix flogging journal kinky mistress sex toys slave sub wife saturday started out as any other a trip to the pub with the family and an evening of good family fun out arriving home from our saturday night excursion we found our children fast asleep i looked at my mistress and noticed that evil sadistic look she often has my cock twitched with excitement only to realize that it was encased in the plastic chastity cage with the kids fast asleep and the night was so young i had a feeling that the night was about to get very interesting i however did not know how sadistic she might get as that look does not come across her face very often scene 2 the door to our bedroom is locked and i am left tied to the bed completely naked except my cb 6000 encased around my genitals mistress walks into the room wearing a fresh pair of black panties holding a riding crop looking at me with that same look she did earlier in the night i knew there was trouble and i knew i wasn t getting let out of my cb 6000 needless to say she tortured me my nipples were scratched pulled and beaten the various floggers canes and crops continued to hit hard on my legs and chest i was a wreck i was in a submissive state and was submerged in a space that i rarely get into needless to say i was about to burst out of my cb 6000 the pressure was too much i begged and i begged for release and she told me quite sternly absolutely no way after a series of more begging i told her i would do anything to be granted relief she looked at me and said anything i said yes mistress anything she proceeded to unlock me and said after this handjob you will be confined for a minimum of 2 weeks scene 2 i agreed to the negotiation and was permitted to orgasm and now i sit here writing this post looking ahead at a long two weeks of incarceration i have never done two weeks before whats even worse is more toys arrived from the stockroom and mistress is planning on using them on my very shortly the excitement is too much for me to bear help what should i do to keep my mind off of my predicament leave a comment bondage is like fishing march 1 2008 3 24 pm filed under journal tags bondage dominatrix femdom mistress restraint i am sure glad it is saturday a day to please my mistress and focus on making sure her needs are met this morning i vacuumed organized did some laundry and ran some errands i am absolutely loving this saturday only because i can focus on my family and mistress the truth is that i want to block out my work so bad that i will do anything to keep my mind off of it to give you some context things at work are not too stable and the firm i work for is rapidly imploding i am finding myself contemplating my next move in terms of career job and ensuring my family can still lead a comfortable life it s times like these when all hell breaks out that you would just love to grab a fishing rod and some bait and sit in a boat or on the shore where you can think contemplate ease the stress that is on your mind and once in a while you ll get a bite some excitement if you will the trouble is the lake is frozen and a blanket of snow remains everywhere around me however it made me think of another outlet for me to ease stress that being wrapped in bondage left only to contemplate and enjoy the state i am in to be tucked away hidden restrained not being able to move left to ease my mind and just enjoy the bound state as for catching anything well i d be considered the catch leave a comment older posts blog at wordpress com ode to my mistress create a free website or blog at wordpress com subscribe subscribed ode to my mistress sign me up already have a wordpress com account log in now privacy ode to my mistress subscribe subscribed sign up log in report this content view site in reader manage subscriptions collapse this bar loading comments write a comment email required name required website design a site like this with wordpress com get started