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t any moment in this photo you can see the hide and seek sailing in the midst of all of the inspiration created by my friend julie in england from my curious tea party there is also a small picture of an owl from the artful bird book by another favorite artist ann wood and of course ganesh dancing among the creative forces i finally was able to replace my viking sewing machine that was waylaid in my life transition i couldn t take it out of the box for almost a week because george claimed it as his own the moment that it arrived it felt like he may have been on the nest waiting for the beloved eggs to hatch the process is beginning once again here is a peek at the evolution of my small home studio as well posted by camilla la mer soul art dolls 12 22 pm 204 comments wednesday february 9 2011 resurgence resurgence in process here is my first painting in so very long in process i realized today that i have been having such a lovely time pouring over the images in everyone elses blogsites it is time for me to return to myself find my artistic voice once again always in a new way following so much turmoil and trauma after my year of many moves and so much loss new beginnings are emerging like the brightest green sprouts of new grass bursting through the now melting ice i allowed myself today to simply get my brush moving both rapidly and slowly i had to remind myself of the words that i use with my students when helping them to move through blocks and judgments and fears and frozen feelings the flow is returning slowly in its own time in its own way patience presence breath trust trust in the process all i have to do is show up and get out of my own way isn t this the key to life it is to mine anyway labels camilla la mer depth psychology process art process painting posted by camilla la mer soul art dolls 5 14 pm 11 comments sunday january 23 2011 paint washing sunday my lascaux resonance gouache paints are infused with bio information they smell like essential oils and have healing properties so delectable i resurrected many of my paints today it looks like someone has been murdered in technicolor in my bathtub not to mention my clothes and my glasses i found a nice oak easel on craigslist yesterday and a table to hold my paints and brushes more new beginnings or at least finding my way back to myself in small and sometimes large gestures i placed the easel so that i can observe my creations from my bed when i wake up in the mornings george is my studio manager he oversees all projects he has been spending a lot of time holding the space underneath my new easel frenchy was thrilled that i stayed home this morning to splash paint all over the bathroom it made me a captive audience for his ball throwing obsession labels camilla la mer personal process art process painting posted by camilla la mer soul art dolls 1 48 pm 11 comments sunday january 16 2011 new beginnings a year of letting go grief and loss preparing for new a new year a new home in denver joyful return to my art myself and my blog slowly rebuilding small mandalas kept me connected to my art and to my soul during the turmoil so happy to begin the reconnection process and to have a new home in a new city i lost everything i owned six months ago including my clothes my furniture my bed my art supplies i still have what is most important my soul my animals and my friends i learned a lot in this transition life is not about things it is about art though i feel the spark of creativity igniting once again deep in my soul i am curious to see what will be revealed next i sense a phoenix rising from the ashes interesting that one of my last creations was my homeless self i think i ll be making a lovely joyful home as my first project this year labels art dolls camilla la mer personal process art posted by camilla la mer soul art dolls 1 33 pm 12 comments wednesday october 28 2009 new dolls and soul doll workshop the scarab ox woman came from a combination of two dreams one dream was about being rescued and supported in a victorious way from an abusive situation there was a giant powerful ox standing in the doorway to support me unequivocally i have also been having dreams about ancient giant beetles i was immediately mesmerized by an assortment of vintage egyptian scarab beads that one of the participants in my soul doll workshop brought to sell my homeless self came through in a powerful way after watching the movie the soloist i think that we all have some form of her deep inside of us a longing for home it may be a part of the nature of being human and experiencing a separation from the divine i love the shopping cart it turns on a dime i also used photographs of me when i was a child i am sitting in the mini cart being held by the larger self doll a photo tree attached to the shopping cart with pictures of me with my father close up of my two selves safely contained in their shopping carts the cart is adorned with strings of tiny brass indian bells and miniature wind chimes there is also a native american dream catcher on the bow of the cart participants in my soul doll workshop at tactile arts center in denver hello everyone apparently i have taken a summer break from blogging i am starting to finally feel like myself again following my surgery even better than before i am now teaching my soul doll workshops which is a dream come true for me i will post my spring schedule soon thanks for your support on my journey back labels art dolls camilla la mer jungian art jungian psychology process art process painting psychology posted by camilla la mer soul art dolls 4 23 pm 10 comments tuesday july 14 2009 sand tray extravaganza i took this photo the night that i completed this sand tray buddha is watching from above and hanuman sits on the altar table below he reminds us that we are spiritual beings a full daytime view of the gathering here is one of my alchemical warriors she is being held in the arms of the great mother i feel a sense of peace when i look at her this photo shows a statue of gaia sitting below quan yin you can also see a wonderful wooden horse puppet who lost his strings another warrior is leaning against the horse she has a large green crystal heart on her body another alchemical warrior with an african porcupine quill for a sword he s riding in baba yaga s pestle i like this mysterious night view of two folk art dolls with the wooden horse they are standing in front of a mounted nature mandala here is the pink goddess alchemical warrior she has an owl and a carved wooden japanese netsuke that is a snake i painted a design on this feather you can see part of another alchemical warrior on the left she has a large blue muscle shell on the front of her body i love how mary watches over all of the activity in my graduate program in counseling psychology we spent the entire day friday exploring sand trays the moment that i arrived home i realized that the carved antique boat given to me by a friend was about to be transformed into a giant sand tray the next day i brought 300 pounds of sand into the middle of my living room and set to work the transformation that took place both physically and spiritually was profound it turned into a giant healing altar that is giving me great comfort and delight a few weeks ago i had six dolls pour through my fingers at once i call them my alchemical warriors they represent important parts of myself they are all participating in this tray i have included pictures of three of them from close angles this week i have been building a new set of shelves next to the sand tray so that my collection of objects for the tray can be readily visible for the creation of many more trays i have asked friends to participate if they would like to contribute any found objects to this evolving project i use everything that feels appropriate angels driftwood bones shells toy figures dolls statues the possibilities are limitless i can feel my soul soaring just thinking about it labels altars art dolls camilla la mer jungian art jungian psychology process art posted by camilla la mer soul art dolls 12 58 pm 9 comments friday july 10 2009 magical swan fairy garden a more formal fairy garden with swans swimming in the antique pond if you look closely at the photo below you can see that there are swans swimming in the vintage mounted postcard as well a large box of these beautiful shells arrived on my doorstep a few weeks ago my dear friend from santa barbara theresa collected them in the yucatan in 1978 and decided that i would certainly make good use of them now an accurate assumption a large guardian angel watches over the garden on the right hand side of the photo a bit like my special angel grace you can see a smaller guardian angel inside the garden in the photo below a full view of the miniature garden world i got the blue cradle at my favorite thrift store for 3 00 i also used pieces of driftwood from the beach in santa barbara around the edges more gifts from my lovely care packages from friends and family i love making these magical gardens in my final class for the summer in my counseling psychology program today we made jungian sand trays both as a group and individually the timing was so appropriate in light of my recent gardening adventures i had a dream the night that i created this fairy garden that i had a new tiny uterus that was growing in an antique dish in this garden it was wrapped in a pod of ancient leaves i woke up with a wonderful sense of new growth and possibility posted by camilla la mer soul art dolls 9 30 pm 5 comments wednesday july 1 2009 fairy garden i love this photo of the garden fairies sharing a relaxing visit in the cool garden a view through the fence at the entrance to the garden this lovely garden poured through my fingers yesterday it is giving me a great sense of joy and magic i have been spending some good healing time in my fairy garden over the past month i am happy to be able to post some photos of my garden and my companions in the garden i have missed all of you my blog friends i am making an effort now to balance my outdoor time with a little catching up with you and your blogs thank you for all of your supportive emails i am still quite focused on my healing process it has been quite a journey i am embracing it and enjoying the many healing modalities that have presented themselves to me including my miniature garden worlds now i am inspired to make a larger version on my patio that may include some plants that will tolerate the winter with room for a few fairy houses on the property posted by camilla la mer soul art dolls 9 40 am 12 comments monday may 25 2009 reemergence of my mermaid self the peaceful face of moon butterfly she is both a chrysalis and a butterfly at the same time moon butterfly flows like a bride of the sea this is red celestial mermaid she is actively involved in a process of cellular transformation i realized that the driftwood on this mermaid s head looks like a vision that i had of my own healing a trunk of a beautiful tree growing many new branches here are the art pieces that have been flowing through me over the past few weeks i am happy to say that i am finally beginning to feel like myself again following my surgery it feels as if my soul has returned to my body my life force is becoming strong once again i am involved in a time of deep healing these dolls represent quite accurately the transformational process i am experiencing as i return to my life in what feels like a new way i feel changed on a cellular level and devoted to emerging even stronger than before my vision regarding the future of my art process and my healing art doll classes is coming forth with crystal clarity i will share more with you as my plans evolve thank you for all of your emails of support during the challenging past four months i am looking forward to catching up on your fabulous lives and creations posted by camilla la mer soul art dolls 11 37 am 12 comments tuesday april 28 2009 sushi bead workshop and lovely gift your current safe boundaries were once unknown frontiers i had a dream last night about meeting a wonderful man for sushi you will see below that the quote that i used around the plate in my drawing was waiting for me in my mailbox when i returned home last night i had just finished a therapy session related to opening myself up to the possibility of having a loving relationship with a wonderful man one day i put the japanese symbol for love at the top and marriage at the bottom here is a photo of me with robin atkins at her bead embroidery workshop in denver last weekend it was such a treat to finally meet her in person i also took her beaded treasures workshop it brought tears to my eyes to see her beadwork pieces in person so lovely and inspiring i learned so much i haven t left the house all week i can t stop beading here is part of my bead sampler from the embroidery workshop making barnacles is my favorite today i am hiding things inside of them stars photos very magical here is the beautiful colorful gift from jacky in australia that was waiting for me in my mailbox last night i was so taken with the synchronicity of the hand lettered quote i have been comtemplating it ever since i am challenged to let go of some boundaries that are now remnants of fear related to past experiences i am ready to consider stepping forward into a relationship with a wonderful man when the time is right and at last here is the beautiful klimt doll that jacky created specially for me what an honor thank you jacky how did you know to use the luscious pink and orange maybe you were peaking at my house studio photos i am very touched and grateful posted by camilla la mer soul art dolls 4 23 pm 14 comments friday april 17 2009 white buffalo woman i had a dream that i was the white buffalo woman i was riding a giant buffalo along a cliff on an open prairie there was a voice instructing me to perform a ritual and look for a vision it felt so wonderful to make her she just poured through my fingers and showed me what she looked like quite magical the buffalo represents manifesting abundance through right action and right prayer according to animal speak by ted andrews george had his own idea of a vision for this photo shoot he settled in for a snowy spring nap with buffalo woman i am exploring many alternative options to speed my surgery recovery medically induced menopause has proved to be a far greater challenge than i ever imagined i am striving to balance my hormones brain chemistry emotions and physical healing i am constantly surprised that this journey is not more clearly charted or acknowledged by the medical profession one day i will write an article or possibly numerous articles relaying my experience right now it is taking all of my strength to navigate it i am so grateful for my art and all of you i know that white buffalo woman is bringing me a message of hope 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