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james of jamahiriya skip to main skip to sidebar james of jamahiriya thursday 21 june 2007 a loose cosmological argument this is part of a letter i wrote to a dear libyan friend of mine not mani though i m sure he will read it its rambling and a bit sudden maybe i will rewrite it into an essay later on for now i hope this might be interesting before hand to clarify i don t count myself as a member of any particular religion faith dean i take what influence i can from them and try to work it out for myself for the time being the kingdom of god being within us but i call my self a believer and hopefully the following can explain my position a little a believer of sorts at least i pray find it a most sanctifying and humble experience i feel empowered to act for the good and the true and sometimes i can see a mysterious pulse behind things behind all it s been there all along but i can now articulate it it s the source the primal existence that which is necessary for there to be any being existence possibility order chaos energy time or space the first cause though i dislike this title the first cause is simple the first creation of movement of energy in a natural law bound framework we call reality but this is not the beginning even if you accept contemporary big bang theory you can t get away from this what is cause and effect change quantum swirling these are the schemas of natural law the order of the universe the simple way things are 2 2 4 and so on and the big bang theory says that the universe started in a ball of energy that simple exploded creation before this ball they call it a singularity a point of infinity material density like the heart of a black hole there was no space or time no coordinates it doesn t make sense to ask where the ball was all reality flowed from it in a few moments of expansion space overcoming void nothingness and apparently physical constants things like the speed of light and the rate of expansion and so on are the way they are now because of how the big bang occurred if there had been more or less energy if it had banged faster or slower in the time which it created if this makes sense the physical law of the universe would be different and a radically different universe would form so obviously there is some sort of overarching law that metaphysical law which governs the generation of natural of physical law itself this is selfdom articulated what about this law this super reality of order and sense in that it seems theoretically to be understandable at least conceivable where is it in the void how could it govern change in the nothing notime nonbeing of the original state presupposed by big bang theory as i understand it don t take all of this as encyclopaedic wali was it itself generated is there ultra overarching law or reality governing this you get caught into an infinite regress with this there simple has to be a timeless ageless limitless unknowably active reality before after and at the heart of all things surly this is god wither referred to by name of feeling and i talk to this reality and because of what i think it is i bear it the respect honesty awe and transcendence it deserves when i talk to it truly it already knows what i am to say and what i am and knows me better than i know myself better than any part of my mind of soul can know anything prayer is a confession losing yourself in light of the ultimate standard which is the living heart of judgement let us pray for all of us posted by james at 13 53 7 comments wednesday 13 june 2007 it feels apropriate to open with a quote i suck at introductions so i figure i ll just start flinging out things and hope some kind of structure emerges those familiar with my great friend mani will hopefully be used to this what to say but what we say is seldom quite what we mean good as thought as any to start on alas what are you then my written and painted thoughts it s not so long ago that you were still so colourful young and malicious full of stings and secret seasonings so that you made me sneeze and laugh and now you have already stripped off your novelty and some of you i fear are ready to become truths you already look so immortal so heartbreakingly honest so boring and was it ever different what things we write and paint we mandarins with a chinese paintbrush we immortalizers of things which let themselves be written what are the only things we are capable of painting alas always only what is just about to fade and is beginning to lose its fragrance alas always only storms which are worn out and withdrawing and old yellow feelings alas always only birds which have exhausted themselves flying and lost their way and now let themselves be caught by hand with our hand we immortalize what can no longer live and fly only tired and crumbling things and it is only your afternoon my written and painted thoughts for which i alone have colours many colours perhaps many colourful caresses and fifty yellows and browns and greens and reds but no one will sense from me how you looked in your dawn you sudden sparks and miracles of my loneliness you my old loved ones my wicked thoughts friedrich nietzsche beyond good and evil sec 296 posted by james at 16 18 10 comments home subscribe to posts atom if things can go wrong they will and they have war is being made against your mind they want it time is not on our side we must act now about me james i am a 20 year old student of academia and of life i am concerned with the structure of the world we have created i think we need to talk about this the purpose of this blog is ostensibly to facilitate my movement to libya after my degree is finished but other topics of interest include realpolitik religion history money contemporary world cultures secrets and lies may the mystery at the heart of things live and work through us as we come to our senses view my complete profile friends ri mani blog archive 2007 2 june 2 a loose cosmological argument it feels 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