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stella stella skip to content stella stella contact back mindfulness i love to give a slow soft lap dance it pleases my soul i lightly rub my soft against your growing hard it s purely selfish highly emotional and passionate love making with clothes on i ll leave your balls aching you and i both wanting more i m a bastard coated with sugar a see er once saw pain in my eyes she shed a tear for what she saw my eyes green with gold speck or maybe just plain yellow because i m just basic i see my bare skin in mirrors i ve bent over before just to see what the view would be it s not bad my nipples are perfect and pink a slight beige from age the same colors as my tender spot they protrude just the right amount to latch on to my fingers cannot resist checking them my hair brunette with a red tint i guess that s the irish in my blood and so are my freckles my cherokee ancestors gave me high cheek bones my legs always smooth and one of my best features my favorite smell is sex and chanel but my mind is arsenic it s a steel trap of love and loyalty it s a pleasure and a curse it s a battering ram it always pushes for more but yet it gives no more even when my heart pulls the you owe me card my laugh is what draws you though i ve seen men s faces change when i laugh and ive seen their body language suddenly change when i smile posted by stella june 10 2023 posted in poetry 77 comments on mindfulness just being your wife stella i m talking to your shadow that i barely remember i lay on top of you just six feet below my head falls to the side hot wind blows sand in my face there s peace on these grounds tho i ll just sleep here for a bit right here with your skin and bones thinking how your last breath made me stronger and how it also made me frail and wrinkled i ve counted each moment and dedicated each breath to you today i wear the gold you placed on my finger just being your wife today i miss you in ways no one wants to hear anymore in ways that i could never express view original post posted by stella may 31 2023 posted in poetry 4 comments on just being your wife love lust and heartbreak i m home i have so much to say i guess this is just a plain blog post who knows if anyone will read this not sure i used to come here to make myself smile with a lot of silly stuff if i made my readers smile it was a bonus my life has changed in many ways my oldest moved back in and then married her and her husband are living here in my home my youngest has 2 years of high school left i do pretty much everything for them i work a lot now since i graduated i got the job i wanted and with work and my girls i stay busy too busy i feel blahhhh personal stuff 1 i have a close male friend i don t use the word friend lightly when i say friend it s a friend at one time i lusted after him dreaming that one day he would fall head over heels for me blah hasn t happened i feel loyalty to him and i ll always have him as a friend let s just call him john not sure why i share this maybe just needed to tell someone is anyone listening enough of him 2 i have fallen in love and out of love and back in love with the same jerk let s just call him ryan you all know that i have one been with one man since my husband passed and that would be ryan ugh ryan why do it do this to myself i let him in and he does what ever he wants and then he is gone i said that out loud i answer him and i m so happy to talk to him see him and i do everything i can to make him feel loved and wanted gone gone gone back he s using me right i m really not experienced in the dating world he tells me things that makes me feel special he does absolutely amazing things to me and i guess that s why i let him in but i m hurting a lot and i feel like i m wasting time don t get me wrong i m not wanting to be married but i do want honesty and consistency i m not trying to tie anyone down because i love my independence what do you think posted by stella march 14 2023 posted in poetry 17 comments on love lust and heartbreak the shave what does it mean when a woman stops shaving posted by stella october 20 2022 posted in poetry 14 comments on the shave delusional i ll leave this world in love my heart is full in love with a man that will never love me i m tore up and in knots he s a mixture of everything i want he s a lot of hellfire and passion he s all about me and then he s gone i constantly want to run to him but i know his attention is only temporary never has he been loved by a woman like me i know that he doesn t know that i would do anything to make him always feel loved i love a man that will never love me in my mind he is perfect he has made me feel more loved than i ever have been loved but it s all in my mind it s not real and maybe he s not real maybe i m just lonely not real posted by stella october 16 2022 posted in poetry tags delusional love pain ryan unrequited 10 comments on delusional lonely loneliness is hard to get over posted by stella october 11 2022 posted in poetry 5 comments on lonely i don t know how i dont know how to post here any more i don t know how to not love either i made a fire and im sitting under the stars there is a full glass of stella rosa im numb baby listening to keith whitley dont close your eyes you know i have so much love that i still cant bring myself to give call me honey lets talk i can make you feel love or come here and let me kiss your neck im so lonely so horny and lonely im numb my conversations turn to fondling call me i need conversation posted by stella june 4 2022 june 4 2022 posted in not poetry poetry tags lonely 11 comments on i don t know how it s been too long ahhh babe i ve been away far too long i ve got the shakes need me some of you come closer closer let me feel the warmth of your breath on my cheek place your arms around my back i need to smell your skin kiss your neck feel your body come here let me kiss your lips it s been too long i want to taste your tongue ahhh yes far too long posted by stella may 24 2022 may 24 2022 posted in poetry 37 comments on it s been too long pressure i ve been holding my stomach muscles tight for so long been holding my breath posted by stella may 17 2022 posted in poetry 4 comments on pressure compulsion loop he contacted me the one that graced my windowsill the one that made me feel feel in all directions in passion in love in excitement i had never felt he one time licked my pain and it almost healed i remember his touch and i didn t care that i would get hurt and i knew i would and i did but he is speaking and every word gives me that feeling once again the feeling that i could fall in love with this man all over again posted by stella february 6 2022 february 6 2022 posted in poetry tags gorgeous lesson to be learned the one chance i took the one that left vulnerable 25 comments on compulsion loop posts pagination 1 2 3 30 older posts disclaimer askmed mindfulness june 10 2023 just being your wife may 31 2023 love lust and heartbreak 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