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t wait to get your hands on that yummy yule log it must have been that naughty look or those chubby fingers sneaking up on the cake that gave you away josh christmas 2006 materials paper ki pop culture teal webster s candy cane k co peppermint twist cosmo cricket be good shipping tags hambly mini graph white chipboard rub ons american crafts jane stamps provocrafts circa 18 pts technique tuesdays provence ink pen paint colorbox brown zig black 05 pen touch gold signo white twinkling h20 bashful blue stickles crystal and fruit punch aqualip black embellies autumn leaves buttons rhonna christmas and indian summer polka dot ribbon natural fiber ricrac and satin twine posted by tin at 7 18 pm no comments catch up lo s so it s been a while since i posted layouts to which this blog was supposed to be dedicated to in the first place lol here are a couple i ve done in the past months just a bit of this and that enjoy mitch s scrap challenge it was the last leg of sm idol and the friday girls and i set out to try our hand making a lo under a 1 hour time limit thanks to mitch for preparing the papers for us our theme was confess but apparently i deviated from it heehee incidentally although cabbie wasn t able to join us she apparently timed herself and finished in 30 minutes can i just say it cabbie grrrrrr visual creations hambly challenge i tried my hand at mitch s hambly challenge i super love hambly having discovered the brand 2 years ago in a small crafts store in guam i m so glad mitch carried this line this lo is about my sister s kids my super cute niece ocean lily and my new nephew chus andres chalk it up to my sis for unique baby names kaya lo i missed november s kaya challenge for the first time i will return with a vengance for the meantime this lo is super donna s kaya challenge to use just the basics no stamps no oft used scrapbook tools and materials just cs pens paint pretty much that s it i had no idea how dependent i was on rub ons bling stickers etc until this challenge i had alot of fun making it though it s just one of those mother daughter days which i always enjoyed even the arguing posted by tin at 7 02 pm no comments wednesday november 21 2007 bittersweet iv free josh spent the rainy days pre occupied with origami i know most of us have children and god forbid any of your kids have diabetes but it plays to be safe so please indulge me as i relay my story and perhaps you may pick up a thing or two i had feelings of guilt how i could have not detected josh s condition early but my doctor reminded me that josh must have had diabetes in his genes but there were no symptoms so i should not feel bad a virus or infection could have triggered his diabetes to come out this early there were instances where a healthy non diabetic child had german measles and shortly after that had symptoms of diabetes incidentally josh had hand foot and mouth disease earlier this year history wise there is only one type 1 diabetic in our family and it s my lola s nephew while josh s paternal side had type 2 i read in diabetic books referring to possible causes such as protein found in cow s milk and even medicine administered for pneumonia which j0sh was confined for at the age of 2 either way diabetes is here to stay around a month ago josh had began to wet his bed he was 6 years old at that time and way past the bed wetting stage at first we thought it was the stress of school maybs you know what i m talking about because he began waking up with a wet bed around exam week josh is in first grade and i could only assume how overwhelming it was they would have 2 or more quizzes in a day and the things they have to memorize was crazy anyway we had consulted the doctor in time for the sem break and the doc mentioned that since we re on vacation to observe if josh would still wet his bed after all he should be more relaxed sure enough he never wet his bed the whole 5 days we were away and seemed normal but soon as we got back to manila his frequent urination was suspicious often urinating more in the evenings he would go to the bathroom before going to sleep he would wake up at midnight and even around 2am to pee and still woke up with a wet bed and we noticed that he began to lose weight not to mention he could chug down a small bottle of mineral water and still be thirsty afterwards so we went back to the doctor 6 days before his 7th birthday nov 16th the doc asked for a urinalysis and to my tita s insistence also a blood test thank goodness and that s when his sugar was 4 when the normal sugar if i m not mistaken should be in the negatives tama ba dra rita i called my doctor and he said to rush josh to the er thank god talaga he was doing his rounds on a sunday when they got josh s blood sugar it was a shocking 373 normal i believe is 80 110 he was also ketoacidotic as well which meant he had high ketones that could lead to a diabetic coma so the doctors had to rush and administer iv and insulin as a friend of mine said in times like these how often that we as parents want to take our childs place it couldn t be more true as i was told being diabetic can also constrict the veins that s why it was so difficult for them to insert an iv on josh can you believe they tried 7 count them seven times he was good about it didn t cry but got fed up on the 7th try they ended up having the iv on his left foot and a second line just in case they needed it waiting on the right hand by that evening his sugar level went down but through the course of our stay in makati med we experienced low blood sugar of 54 which wasn t good either how many times have i wished that as he lay down on his hospital bed it was me instead of him going through all those nasty pricks and shots makati medical had a diabetic center which oriented patients and family members about the illness footcare how to administer insulin and nutrition as well during our first day of the orientation as i was overwhelmed by all the information the supervisor of the center said a type 1 will be sitting in with us i assumed it was a parent of another child much like mine when i saw a pretty twentysomething apparently she s had type 1 at around the age of 6 the day after i met a doctor who was a type 1 since age 11 i take it as god s way of saying don t worry you see all these people are happy and healthy and josh can be just like them even now i keep that vision in mind that josh can live with his diabetes and still enjoy life if not better we are very fortunate to be able to have a nurse round the clock now to help us watch over josh just yesterday he had a bout of hypoglycemia his sugar level was down to 52 when he was in school good thing our nurse reacted quickly and gave him some fruit juice which quickly raised his blood sugar thank god that he never had symptoms when you see josh now he s not the usual chubby ball as we love to call him but still healthy kulit and super talkative no one would suspect that josh was diabetic he s just like any hyperactive 7 year old boy it s a totally different lifestyle now especially in the food department josh was released from the hospital thursday afternoon that morning i rushed to the grocery to stock up after all we removed every sinful thing in our kitchen i hardly felt depressed when josh was confined not until that moment when i was walking down the aisles of landmark i love to cook and bake and josh is my constant baking apprentice and avid food fan seeing all the food he loved and that he could not have any of it not for a while anyway really got to me i know it s weird isn t it and of all places to feel depressed was on aisle 20 amid the chips ahoy and oreos so now my pantry is stocked with sugar free treats given only during the prescribed time and counted per piece and so as i type this post i have bought every book i can find about diabetes gone to every site i can google about type 1 diabetes have made josh s meal plan counting the calories fat etc have constantly checked his feet daily since footcare is important for diabetics administered insulin which is twice a day have to coax him to have his fingers pricked to test for his blood sugar 5 times a day have arranged with josh s school for his care and all the while burden wasn t in the picture my tita says that its as simple as a mother s love for her child all the pressure is thrown out the window because all we have in our minds is for our children tot be fine to those who sent text messages dropped by to visit josh who posted at the se and ps groups and gave their words of encouragements and prayers thank you from the bottom of our hearts posted by tin at 6 11 pm 6 comments sunday october 7 2007 taking the idol journey part 2 i have been preparing a list for the past two weeks on what to bring to the scrapfest i ve started packing since monday by friday afternoon i ve realized i ve packed almost a third of my scrap supplies my dear scrapping buddies knows this when i say heee hawww i never felt any tension until friday evening we had no idea what the kits contained only the possible themes i had arrived early at the scrapfest for lunch lol which was held at max s in scout tuazon i though i was in the twilight zone when i saw empty seats only to realize everyone was huddled among the suppliers on once side of the room whew all the idol finalists were situated comfortably at one end of the function room we were given plenty of space 4 to a table to be exact i was seated with nita which made me really happy to have a famliar face there and dra rita and darlene whom i just met luckily for nita and i we were seated with medical professionals so i assume we had dibs in case we had an anxiety attack i don t recall chewing my fried chicken more so swallowing it lunch went by like a blur good thing i had 11 other ladies who were feeling as antsy as i were pia finally got as settled down for the last hour prior to the challenge ria passed around the kits and lo and behold among the papers and embellys we were given acrylic sheets yes au oblivious ka talaga hehe within that hour everyone planned their layouts but no one was allowed to cut paper etc just plan and buy what we needed i sat for a long while racking my brain and telling myself not to panic i think i found myself for a moment with empty tables beside me my butt was glued to my seat it was only the last 15 minutes when i got up to buy a sticker and clear alphas finally pia announced the start of the crop to tell you the truth i sort of had an idea what i wanted to do but when i plan a layout i always change it along the way and sometimes drastically i m glad the girls suggested we bring our ipods so i whipped mine out with chill out music blaring and i do mean blaring so i could drown out every sound i could hear i started out with a pretty decent and clean area when we were down to the last 10 minutes everything just went chaotic then i told myself that s it i did my best i m done when i looked up nita was the first to submit her lo you go girl nita has always been saying how she was a slow scrapper to see her great work as the first to go up the stage was a real feat after nita i just had to let go of my acrylic sheet anymore longer and that thing would melt in my hands a few more moments everyone was going up the stage displaying all their works on the center stage the last person i saw still busily fiddling with her lo was cabbie we were given our snacks and was finally able to shop in our right minds i think mia and i could have just fainted after that stress but nothing a little shopping wouldn t cure art and josh dropped by to pick me up and they gamely stayed until the end even if the little boy was so hungry he drank 3 glasses of iced tea it really meant alot to me that they were there it helped calm my nerves too while we were on stage i could see josh jumping up and down with both thumbs up the scrappinmoms started off by announcing the winners of the challenges of the day and ended with the finale the sm idol we were all asked to pile up the stage and stand behind our lo s they called the pick of the weeks first which i am fortunate enough to be a part of being picked by no less than the master herself iris and so it was the moment pia just had to do everyting a la american idol style which made my butterflies go nuts 6 names were called in front i was beside nita and i could not breathe because we were not called apparently we were the last 6 who were safe arrrrgggh next three names were called god i could have peed au cabbie and i were still not called and omg we were the final threeee that s it i think i could have called it a night but noooo they had to hold us in suspense double arrggghhhh flor ooopsee liza pala hehe made a speech for our dear scrapping queen bee joanne which left us in tears especially for those who knew joanne as a great great person ms congeniality herself was teary eyed she s moving to australia real soon and she will be sorely missed i don t think i could have gotten this far without her encouragement and i could not have taken the step towards putting up studio azul along with mia without her advice thanks to scrapping i have met some wonderful women and men that s you papa jeff and as i included in my intro who shares my passion who knows that basic grey isn t a color and that there s more to glue than elmer s finally liza turned over the floor back to pia and called the three of us up front crazy pia had to ask each of us if we had what it takes to be an sm idol all i could say was sana ngyek just to be there with two great friends and scrappers was enough for me afterwhich pia announced that the name she will be calling out is the sm idol and the two left behind were the runners up to tell you the truth i was thinking to myself cabbie au cabbie au these two are far better scrappers and artists that i am they are not afraid to experiment i m just a newbie beside these two when i heard cabbie s name called i was crazy happy cabbie is the quiet type and they were teasing her to show some emotion but that s how she is she shows her enigmatic self through her craft and that is enough to wow anyone au and cabbie are one of the underrated scrappers that go outside the scrapping box and it has been an honor to have been beside them the idol journey is not for the faint hearted but i don t think i speak for myself when i say this i don t think i would last this far either i can t wait for next years batch of new idols and dear reader i hope you join if you haven t already despite our occassional wtf and confusion what layout to do next if i were to turn back the clock i would join again in a heartbeat earlier in my blog i mentioned i just wanted to see how far i was going to last and this is my icing on my cake during lunch darlene mentioned there comes a time when we just have to discover how far we can go to push ourselves whether artistically physically etc i joined idol not to win i ...