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stillborn still loved skip to main content search this blog stillborn still loved posts donating buddies for grieving parents get link facebook x pinterest email other apps february 07 2023 in october 2022 i had the idea to use my scentsy business to help grieving parents feel less alone i have packaged up all of the buddies purchases from my buddy drive produced and contacted hopsitals in my area to get them into the painfully empty hurting arms of parents who lose babies in the hospital when jake was stillborn i received a little stuffed lamb i wrapped his swaddling blanket around it and put his little cap on it s head i still have it wrapped the exact same way eleven years later shortly after i donated the first round of buddies i received a message from a friend that thanked me for reaching from a broken place to help other families it just so happened one of her dear family members was chosen to join this group of broken mommas and daddies who to lose their precious baby the momma was very touched to have a snuggly buddy to hold that smelled like a fresh newborn would you help me get buddies into hospitals across post a comment read more learning how to tough out hard time and wait on the good get link facebook x pinterest email other apps january 10 2017 life as a grieving parent spouse child friend is diffficult we i especially am the worst about wanting to go through every hypothetical situation that could ve been so i wouldn t have lost my sweet jacob he d still be in my arms now however that s not what my sweet jesus teaches me as a christian mommy in the book of john chapter 11 john chapter 11 teaches that even when you feel the lord is late he s on time mary and martha called upon the lord when lazarus their brother first became ill jesus was in a town a couple of miles away and did not immediately go to them when they called him instead he finished his business in town a nd went two days later lazarus had passed away mary and martha couldn t understand why they called upon jesus and he didn t come right away jesus loved lazarus i relate to them completely in the hospital almost five years ago i called and called upon the lord to touch myself and jacob to work post a comment read more clothes he never wore get link facebook x pinterest email other apps june 03 2014 two years and three months ago my son was born still i was forced to pack away all of the tiny outfits bathrobes and shoes that i had so carefully washed and hung up with care for my boy the diapers in the box in the closet were thrown into a rubbermaid tub and shoved to the back of the closet along with the most of my heart yesterday these tubs were pulled out from the back of the closet as most of you know i have given birth to my sweet rainbow princess avery grace since the death of jacob in 2012 however jacob s clothes weren t needed for her no this time i attempted to give the items so tenderly laundered and packed with care to my nephew who is scheduled to arrive in september two years later i wasn t expecting this seemingly normal task would hurt very much trouble is it did this seeminly normal item on my to do list was a huge task i was face to face with all of the cute little onesies jacob s grandmother had bou 1 comment read more flashbacks get link facebook x pinterest email other apps march 21 2014 it s funny how the human mind works i was driving down the road thinking about the dinner we were having that night chicken fried steak mashed potatoes biscuits white gravy good stuff when all the sudden i remembered a time when myself and my now ex husband jacob s father were dating and i was cooking him the same dinner i had been turning the meat in the hot oil and took my slotted spoon out and for whatever reason turned it up toward the sky pretty fast and flung super hot fresh out of the fryer chicken fried steak breading on his bare chest i can t imagine how bad that hurt but for whatever reason the other day it made me laugh hysterically yes i know i m mean and this has been over 6 years ago btw j then i began thinking about how things had changed between us and then my thoughts turned to jacob in an instant my sneaky little nemesis grief was back my mind began racing to the brief time i was on b 1 comment read more get link facebook x pinterest email other apps february 04 2014 the two year mark is creeping closer and closer to reality up until today i ve really been fine now it s like two years is really sinking in i haven t seen jacob in two years today i called a florist to price a headstone saddle specially made for jacob s birthday the gentleman on the phone politely reminded me that this is the week before valentine s day and that they were really busy his tone softened when i told him it was my son s birthday and the size of the saddle i wanted was 12 inches or less i couldn t help but instantly think back to february 13 2012 when i had to take the trip to the florist to select floral arrangements for jacob s casket and the sprays that would stand alone beside it that along with many others were the most moments of my life i remember the first florist i visited telling me they were unwilling to use the flowers i wanted because of their shelf life they were suggesting flowers that were ugly and old 3 comments read more has it really been two whole years get link facebook x pinterest email other apps january 22 2014 two years has passed since the morning i woke up and sat down on my couch to find i was leaking fluid two years has passed since i told my company that i needed to go the emergency room and they drove me the 50 miles two years sometimes still feels like yesterday i still remember the littlest of details as if this happened yesterday i can remember laying there in that triage room while the nurses came in and told me that what i feared most the fluid leaking was amniotic fluid i remember being blind sided by the on call doctor coming in and asking me which hospital i wanted to be transported to so that i could deliver jacob early since they were a catholic hospital and wouldn t induce labor i remember being terrified and extremely upset i was all alone and my husband at the time was stuck on location in an oil field i remember the nurse telling me that they didn t know sometimes things like that happened but they did and they were sorry 6 comments read more happiness through the tears get link facebook x pinterest email other apps january 14 2014 23 months ago i received the worst news of my life my sweet precious baby boy whom i adored and loved so much for 23 weeks and 5 days passed away and i would become the parent of a stillborn the next day my son jacob austin was born still he was born into a silent room filled with the tears of his family members who were still anxiously awaiting his arrival he was born into a room full of love over the course of the next three days my family and i loved him snuggled with him and then i was discharged from the hospital without him my world felt as if it was ending a part of me had died when he did happiness was a goal i thought i would never attain again frankly i had no desire to be happy again my world had ended my son who was expecting to be a big brother wasn t going to be a big brother to a baby boy on earth but one in heaven i wasn t the mother to two kids on earth but one on earth and one in hea 4 comments read more more posts powered by blogger theme images by galeries jessica i am a busy working mom of 3 and wife to a sweet sheriff s deputy in small town texas i love to cook and bake yummy treats for my family visit profile archive 2023 1 february 1 donating buddies for grieving parents 2017 1 january 1 2014 5 june 1 march 1 february 1 january 2 2013 11 october 1 may 1 april 2 march 3 february 2 january 2 2012 70 december 1 november 1 october 9 september 2 august 9 july 7 june 8 may 9 april 11 march 13 show more show less labels 2012 amateur maternity photos baby boy headstone baby boy 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