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when he practice piano chase him around the house sniff him when he is lying on the floor will fedric get through can he cope you are unfair to him why that night i dreamt i when to the vet to see her she was happily wagging her tail to see me was she gone then posted in uncategorized bye bye ama 23rd june 2024 posted on june 26 2024 by mikichua 0 i have this very old grandma named wong yuen peng she was a dancer and that is how she met my grandpa who is very much older than her she is the 2nd wife and have 3 children 2 daughter and 1 son which is my dad youngest daughter had pass away long b4 i was born she is also a great grandma to my children born on the 15july year of dragon in lunar chinese calendar and gregorian calendar on the 28august1928 and identification card stated fake birthdate 29june1928 she was a good cook and taught my mom many delicious meals a very yimchim cook who wants perfection with her food example nyonya zhang must be cut and not minced i had vague memories of her because i dont live with her she have her own life own community own group of friends and relative in muar johor she enjoys playing mahjong in her early young days enjoying her freedom and friends cooking together she only come visits and she would sleep with me in my room and i would ask her so many questions and she would tell me so many stories from her childhood i know she was adopted and very much loved by them she went to school up to std3 and was kept at home to recuperate bcoz she was a very sick kid and yet she live up to 96 years old she wanted to find her birth mother who was buried in jelutong but i dont know how to help on my wedding she gave ma a jade pendant i got a feeling it was not of any value and i think she knew it too not sure but she was very sad and hug me cried and told me ama can only give u this i know she would give more if she could but is ok it is from her i love it when she was unable about the age of 80s she came live with dad who is also an elderly in his 60s she was still able to walk and constantly ask dad fetch her back to muar to visits during cny the relative kids she live with would get angpao from her but not me envy but i know sometimes relationship is sticker than blood towards her aging days when she cant catch up which date or what year she still able to talk and ask questions each time all of us sibling go back home melaka for some gathering or sorts she would ask why so many ppl here i like to tease her is cny and ask for angpao she often just laugh it off didnt had much conversation with her probably only ama jiak pa buey ama wo hui jia le and then when she was at the age she was really old and frail using walking frame it was a tough for her to do things i believe to even taking shower for herself is a problem and difficult i tried to be home and clean up for her used to be once a mth and slowly quarterly is also good that i help to clean her and also her bathroom indirectly also of helping dad the white hair i wash the droppy cheek i wash the very hard big ear boney skinny hands and legs her protruding chest bone her back her meatless muscleless backside whole body have thin and near transparent skin nearly see tru her veins cant scrub too hard else will bleed it must be harder for dad who had been taking care of her for more than 10years he never wanted to put her in the nursing home and i think his decision is wise at least now he can say he had done all he can even with his 70 plus body missing out all the events and gathering i think is all worth it when i saw ama at the hospital bed wrapped in a white cloth i cant breathe she was ok the day before she was able to complain able to request able to suck from the straw she dont seems to be in trouble friday 21jun went to clinic having difficulties breathing straight send into icu but saturday 22jun she was fine and in normal geriatrics ward who wld have tot she wld sleep tru peacefully on the sunday 23jun 1 38pm nurses say she didnt struggle she didnt wake to eat the just sleep through doc came and told me that he already increase her oxygen level and she still didnt manage to get through somehow the lung infection had cause her heart to pump harder hence causes mild heart attack and her liver had began to fail too dad who went to see her in the morning said she was fine and her blood pressure and oxygen is good i didnt bother to rush taking my time with my lunch and when i reach she was just gone not sure if ama waitted for me or not but i am happy i glad to see her for the last time while she is alive probably is for the better bcoz if i were to see her pass maybe i would be devastated and i dont know how i would react dad s regret was he didnt get her to accept the lord but i think he already did his best he cried so painfully each time i think of the moment i saw her wrap in the white cloth i can t breathe it kept me thinking where ama go after these it make me worried and scared i finally understand why pastor say spread the gospel and save our loved ones it didnt get into my head i cant connect until now i finally realise is because when they die we really dont know where there will be if they are going to the lord then it will be such a relief i really pray god have mercies he is a forgiving god he is love he is grace he will take my ama with him my dad totally lost it he can t think he can t make decision i think he somehow got lost and especially now the routine he had been doing it for the past 10years he probably also lost his sense of purpose not sure but i know i got to be there and make the decision even the death cert what to write he dont know anyway i convince him that christian funeral will be no1 simple and cheaper no2 all of us familiar with if there is all the taosim or buddism ceremony we will not how to response and how to react and we dont understand as well it is just not us so i guess this is the best solution dad didnt hesitate didnt agree didnt gv any suggestion even with the days for the wake he wasnt sure how many days he wanted it he really was lost i know what he was thinking he must be thinking bcoz grandma didnt accept christ so she shld not but i believe my god he is love he is compassionate he is grace he is forgiving he is merciful dad didnt wanna call any of his pastorial friends to help with the funeral because of the same reason i made a decision to proceed with what i believe and what i am comfortable with i am sure that many of them are doing the same maybe becoz it was the simplest i didnt expect for prayers or any ceremony i am glad my dear friend karen called and assure me that a simply ceremony especially b4 sending off to the cremation is necessary rev sim insist he want to come down despite his own daughter is having a labour daniel manage to move his time i guess and ps karen came down to help conduct the worship special thanks to both my reverand sim and pastor karen for being there during the ceremony they came on the sunday which is day2 and conduct a simple prayer 830pm i personally for the moment felt kinda relief that finally there is people i familiar with came and backup come to help me i dont need to faced it alone and there was uncle charlie who also came and help pastor sim to drive and there was hui keng and amanda to gv moral support i was very blessed even with such a short time so many people manage to put aside their things and come help me and also i think the worries of my dad not able to send ama properly was also lifted i see he is relieve and able to put down his fear worries and rest for a while not so tense probably a closure and a completed ama s life cremation was at serene park roughly around 12pm when the coffin was being push into the burner the heart is really heavy very heavy knowing that thats the end the end of the 96yo person on earth and that person is my dear grandma 2 30pm the undertaker took her ash or to be exact pounded bones to the jetty and we were arranged to take a boat about 10min into the sea dad scattered her into the sea i wish her a pleasant and smooth journey and enjoy her new life with our heavenly father above may her soul rest in peace a new chapter of my parents life begins on the 1st nite after grandma passing i am not sure i am asleep or not asleep or half asleep i saw grandma at the pathway to her room standing there without her walking frame not frail standing up nicely smiling and calling out for me her image her voice is so vividly clear hui ling ah ama zou le and she turn around and walk off into the room which is also sort of bright lights i can t explain because i can t see the room but i recognise the pathway i quickly say bye bye ama without hesitate i think god is telling me he accept her i woke up from the dream imagination or watever unexplainable scene sobbing badly maybe normal human thinks she can t but everything depends on god he will take charge and decide we just need to pray and follow the path her give us we may not know god actually came down and see her and rescue her she accepted god in her encounter which non of us witness posted in uncategorized tagged death emotions family god health it s been a long long time posted on may 15 2017 by mikichua 0 jdric is 7y 8mth mvric is 5y 9mth and fric is already 3yo now i have a whole new range of things to worry especially with jdric academics result one hand is telling me to let go let him learn at his own pace let him be a child on the other hand is asking me to push push as hard as he can mange never underestimate a child learning ability i mean common we are not from a rich family where we can just leave things as it is cant catch up nvmd la learn slowly la one day u will know how but what is the one day come late very late many year later then he will nvr catch up with the rest of the things we are sending him to a normal ordinary gov school where everybody suppose to learn at the same speed if u dun catch up there are many many things ahead of you u will never able to touch eg scholarship unless we have few mil per child and he can do watever he wants learn watever he wants and go anywhere he wants then i will have to agree learn at ur own pace drop out of gov school nvmd we go private or international or even homeschool private tutor no problemo so with this i decided to change myself into a tiger mom into a pushy mom into a mom that pressure him as hard as he could take it i decided that i want him to be the above average student not a 100 perfect student but average at least i am sorry son u are the first born everything will start with you and if nothing goes wrong which i hope non ur brother will also face the same pressure from mama this is the best i can gv to u now to stretch ur limit posted in uncategorized tagged dilemma jdric studies thermomix posted on february 15 2016 by mikichua 0 after nearly 2yrs i got another baby this baby had been in my mind like forever but i really couldnt find a good reason to have it but there was always a reason not to have it afraid that one day my son would tell me that food on the table is cook by the machine fast forward to 15th feb 2016 i finally got it it s intention was to help me with my cooking save time cut down some of the procedures and of course washing i am not saying that without it i can die or without it i can t cook or anybody should living be living without it will never get to eat nice food it was here simply just to help me period it all started when j started his primary 1 i had to rush all the cooking and packing lunch boxes for everyone while waiting in the car i had to prepare morning snack for j is a short time i am fortunate enough that my aunt would be ever so kind to lend me hers for a week i could really feel the time saving i had first i would say the food preparation part while it is stir frying or blending i could already getting ready the next dish washing up some of the plates doing some other chores like hanging up laundry sometime even bathe baby if it lomger time was needed like stir fry the meaty stuff maybe not seems to be alot of time but at least i know i could leave the machine and it will auto shut when it done i am still able to do all these without tmx but i would need to keep track of the time constantly stirring rush to switch off the gas 2nd part of the beauty for my personal view is less and easy washing especially come to baking with oily mixing bowls all i need to wash is one bowl using self washing with some detergent and heat to spin off any stubborn batter also tmx hv own weighing scale i dun think is very accurate when comes to below 5g which i dun need to pre measured everything and then bowl it into my kitchen aid to mix the amazing thins about making a bread dough is that bread machine require me to knead 40 min kitchen aid 15min but tmx 3 mins yes only 3 mins unbelievable posted in uncategorized fedric is progressing well posted on may 21 2014 by mikichua 0 one week he gain 500g today is 21 days old he is 5 4kg extra 1 1kg gulp who can challenge my fatty bm hahaha posted in uncategorized school driver posted on may 9 2014 by mikichua 0 today send j off with a driver we hired looking at him getting into the car he was reluctant but he didnt resist weeping quietly behind i had to hold back mine i show him my wound and told him i need to rest at home coz i am in pain i need to recover then will be able to send him again he understand i am proud of him but i hv a heavy heart posted in uncategorized sick after sickeness posted on may 8 2014 by mikichua 0 afyer chicken pox j is down with high fever 40c and come back every 4hrly finally he is better today and i send him to school all the teachers were staring at me as tho i had a dead body in the car confinement mth so wat anyway he was happy when i fetch him fr school he told me abt his craft normally he wont initiate wat he did but for a reason i think he really lile crafting tt why he story me wat he did paper cake posted in uncategorized cfm day 7 posted on may 7 2014 by mikichua 0 thinking back my second cfm with mboy he isnt this lucky each time he cry he will be attended by cl i hardly carry him or change him where as j and f without cl each time cry mama is the one pamper and carry them so heartache tat i had abandon mboy is such a way t_t posted in uncategorized post navigation older posts archives may 2025 3 june 2024 1 may 2017 1 february 2016 1 may 2014 5 april 2014 1 february 2014 2 january 2014 2 december 2013 2 october 2013 3 september 2013 1 august 2013 9 july 2013 6 june 2013 1 may 2013 2 april 2013 4 march 2013 2 december 2012 1 november 2012 6 october 2012 3 september 2012 8 july 2012 2 june 2012 4 may 2012 6 april 2012 3 march 2012 10 february 2012 8 january 2012 1 december 2011 6 october 2011 7 august 2011 17 july 2011 5 june 2011 10 may 2011 10 april 2011 7 march 2011 2 december 2010 18 november 2010 21 october 2010 19 september 2010 10 august 2010 5 july 2010 6 june 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