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syifa syifa pemandu buta sunday january 1 2017 belajar meneruskan hati itu pernah pecah terpisah tercalar terbelah rapuh ruptured stranggled dissected gambled selagi ia bernama hati ia akan bersama dengan perkara yang perlu diulangkan diatas itu fungsi hati ia tidak boleh abaikan apa yang perlu dirasa tidak boleh delaykan perasaan ia akan hadir dijemput atau tidak apa khabar terus disapa menusuk dalam hati tiada kalam pemula aku takut dengan perkara diatas sembunyi lari kerapuhan hati itu makin menjemput hadir liar apa yang aku tinggalkan dalam hati ialah tempat tadahan dulang menunggu saat turunnya duri duri auchhh sakit banyak ruang tadahan aku sediakan menanti sekali lagi duri yg bakal turun aku bingung dengan kepedihan ini aku hiru biru menyampaikn hujah dalam hati yang keliru apakah sukar hendakku tinggalkan kesakitan ini aku menjenguk ke luar jendela dan melihat burung melepasi awan awangan aku perhati dan semakin perhati burung yang membelah awangan tidakkah disitu halangan buat burung itu aku fikirkan apa yang terrrsedih buatku apa yang membuatku lemah dibadai ombak duri dihati ini lalu teringatkan burung yang membelah awan mungkin bukan dengan aku persoalkan peritnya hati mendungnya jiwa tetapi melepasinya sebutir demi sebutir sehasta demi sehasta aku tidak bisa lari darinya awan itu besar dan tidak dijangkaui hujung malah berfatamorgana janganlah kamu bersikap lemah dan jangan kamu bersedih hati padahal kamulah orang orang yang paling tinggi derajatnya jika kamu orang orang yang beriman surah al imran 139 posted by mohd syafi at 10 22 am no comments baru yesterday is a good journey happy but not absolutely now here stepping into a day that never could see i begin my year as if its still new but dont fall to lies past niche still smells true what a day what a wonderful life its not the big deal but the minutiae that keep the rain sound alive posted by mohd syafi at 2 18 am no comments friday august 19 2016 down to earth soon he makes me realise again the earth takes so much from you it tears you apart till you bend to your knees kills you inside to the deep of your heart it lets you keep the remain to put the thought in your bank so you make a deposit to left with a memory of sad and saint i beg you to let off the pain it wont go its still the same struggle hassle it wont bug i beg ur pardon what is this in the name of heaven he say i wont let you know there is somewhere you need it something people wont have it a same road that the others gone through a some road that had not been taken but its a special journey just you and only your little life my dear you will soon or later posted by mohd syafi at 11 57 pm 1 comment monday august 15 2016 aku yang dilupakan apa yang ada pada kita sekarang sering kita lupakan dan terlupa atau kita lupakan peristiwa istimewa yang membawa pada kehidupan kita kini bila difikir fikir mungkin semakin kuat menyayangi kuat bekerja kuat berfikir barangkali itu datang daripada kisah silam yang pernah buat kita rasa kecewa dan terluka akibat tidak menyayangi malas bekerja dan tidak berfikir rasional apakah natural itu seseorang kuat bekerja tanpa ada motivasi yang mengajarkannya pasti ada sesuatu bukan aku mempunyai sebatang pensil yang berumur 3 tahun ia berwarna turqoise dari mula hingga ke hujung aku idamkan pensil itu sehingga tidak lupa untuk menggunakannya setiap kali aku menulis satu hari aku terpaksa berpindah dari satu tempat ke tempat yang lain lalu aku tinggalkan pena itu disana kerana gembira akan berada di tempat yang baru aku berasa gembira sehingga aku tidak kisahkan pena aku terdahulu sehinggalah aku hilang gembira itu lalu aku tercari2 kemana pena aku yg dahulu lalu aku terus mencari2 yang terdahulu sedangkan aku sudah ada di tempat yang baru suasana yang baru aku teringatkan pena aku ia ada disuatu tempat jauh dari tempat aku yang baru ini lalu aku membeli pena baru yang sama warna sama texture aku simpannya rapi dan tidak pernah hilangkannya tapi apa yang terdahulu itu tidak sama dengan apa yang aku ada sekarang posted by mohd syafi at 10 40 am no comments friday august 12 2016 peter and the beggar a man called peter was eating with his cousin at a store while discussing about some business venture he eats slowly and gently just before he took another bite he took a glance infront of him and saw a boy wondering around with a box held tightly to his chess he wondered and took a wild guess what he s holding onto like other boys that wear a pair of slipper dresses untidy and a poor look it didnt took long for peter to make a guess peter knew exactly what will happen next as he had experienced many situation alike so the boy went to peter with poorly look asking for a charity for his school peter took few seconds to make the decision wether to check for his pocket or just deny the situation so he make a decision to deny him the boy left with quite a dissapointment and left the store peter knew he did not felt good about it he knew that left a boy with no direction was not a good idea theres so much excuses for him to abandon him why should i ive donated so much he dialogue peter left the store with a bad feeling hoping that he had bought something for the boy he went to his car unhappy and went round the corner of the place he know that he didnt felt good so he decided to take some tour in a journey of relieve he didnt go far from the store suddenly he met with the boy who he had been wondering all the time he parked his car immediately and with fearless and undeniable thought he rushed to the boy and asked boy can we have a seat ill buy you some drinks the boy replied thank you sir he rejected politely peter insist for a time with the boy and the boy seemingly approved peter ordered some roti canai and teh tarik for the boy then they started their conversation hello kid what is your name says peter hi im john says john hi john nice to meet you im peter may i know where d you live because you seems to be wondering around losing place says peter thank you for your concern mr peter im living in a school hostel far from here says john peter strangely replied trying to negotiate with his mind but why are you wondering around looking for charity john says peter anxiously replied well this is our duty we need to collect money for the school and we really didn t need to study much because we wont even take any exam besides it s the principal s order sighed the boy what about your family anyone s still around said peter infact said the boy they still are and they are the one who sent me to this school with exchange of free tuition fees feeling anxiously reply peter skipped the part as he know that wont help him for the conversation boy do you have a dream any thoughts on what u want to do later on says peter not really sir i havent paid much attention to it said the boy deep in peter s heart he thought how lucky he is to have everything that this boy couldnt even dream peter continue being inquistive as before further ask where do you see urself in 5 years to come well i dont sir but maybe i ll help my dad says peter then how d you manage to come here afterall someone drove me here my friends are also been situated some other place to collect for donation ahhh im sorry but i need to go now since they will pick me up later john replied peter then prolong smily facial reaction thank you kid im sorry for dragging your time it is a pleasure to hear from you please2 continue with your meal john quickly finish his meal and peter make a grace goodbye handshake till we meet again john says peter john smiled peter sat for a while drove back home the memory keeps on repeating on his head even for a simple situation bothered him so much that he couldnt pretend that its not a big deal peter wanted to share this little story in how he felt to everyone but he kept it real deep in his heart that 1 space that only he can notice it and how the feelings created from a burning hell to a beautiful sunshine peter wish he could do more for the kid he wish for some more time to know him better dissapointed yet happy because the time he spent with him is far more valuable than handing him money just to make him dissapear posted by mohd syafi at 9 29 am no comments monday may 23 2016 perjuangan bersama setiap yang berakal itu bakal diuji setara mana laksana cahaya dalam arena yang senang dalam cuaca yang tenang dalam keheningan malam kita dimakan waktu dilema makan dilema hiburan dilema pakaian dilema keluarga dilema kawan dilema solat tertipu dengan tenang dianggap sudah benar walhal senang salah tempat dianggap hanya tangani nafsu dan syahwat asal tak perlu keraskan 4 kerat singgah palestine singgah syria aleppo rohingya iklan sementara buat hindustan tambahan perisa seakan drama korea cerita baru cerita lama sama saja akhir cerita terrorist punya kerja simpulan ada dengar saja berita akhir kalam telan semua mereka hilang keluarga itu biasa kita hilang teman wanita bahaya kita mereka tidak serupa dendangkan pada semuanya kita tidak sama seakan kita lupa kita berpijak bumi yang sama senang tak selamanya masa akan tiba kita akan merasa gentar usah gundah bukan itukah yang tertulis kalam yang tidak tertunggak yang teradil lagi nyata posted by mohd syafi at 11 26 pm no comments friday may 20 2016 how languages affected me language is a practical life the more you use it the better you ll be me myself is trying to coup with several languages which comprises chinese malay english and arabic which i do confess that i dont hold on to all of it regularly some may lack in terms of oral or writing it takes several years to be good in a language such as chinese language some people may take 6 7 years to completely learn the basics of chinese language it is an unfortunate to say 6 7 years trying to learn chinese language is a waste when you only communicate with your mastered mother tongue language after graduate ofcourse the environment we stay in touch with people who speak our mother tongue language for me language is a persons identity and virtue it shows how determined and discipline you are in maintaining several things in a shot how you makeup with people in different cultures using their language what book you reads what assent you use this is the aspects that needs protection in ourselves and again i see this things are getting further from me there is a time when you want to read other races newspaper to see what they are thinking how are they doing what are the latest info that i missed it affected in many situations that youll be glad if you stay in your shoes and how many apportunities comes when you can know something extra same goes to arabic language where actually i missed a big spot in there that i didnt realize how beautiful quran words that i thought reading in malay is ok when eventually it is best and beautiful reading in the form of the quran language itself how glorious and shining words that i ve missed along the years without understanding the beauty of untranslated direct meaning of arabic words how s an instrumental band is played when you dont have the conductor you can hear the sound but you cant feel the beauty rythm however this is one of the efforts that keeping me typing pong in english i hope one day all this letters will be in chinese thank you for reading posted by mohd syafi at 11 05 am no comments older posts home subscribe to posts atom mohd syafi sabar tiada batasan view my complete profile followers