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er 71366 jido 9 05 pm my maternal instinct screams that everytime i see a baby or a kid that is below 3 years old it s driving me crazy already because frankly i know neither me or hubs are ready for it my mum knows i m not ready for it during raya in muar poor hubster had to wear the same baju raya twice because i only brought the baju of his third baju raya while the seluar sat nicely in the closet of our bedroom in kl macam mana nak ada anak seluar raya laki awak pon boleh tertinggal yes mum i know i m still too selfish to let my sleep be disrupted by a crying baby i know i still love my weekend mornings too much to wake up extra early to feed and bathe a baby i know i still curse a tad too much to be a mother i take conscious efforts to stop cursing on the road nowadays just in case lol i know i still love foy too much to share him with another attention seeking creature like me and i know he too feels all of the above so i guess i ll just make do with the occasional cuddles i get from my baby nephew and niece for now so there internal self conflict settled toodles comments 7 and baccckkk july 24 2008 filed under 71366 jido 10 02 pm hello lisa and others too it s been too long from being a busy bee preparing for her wedding and now already a wife i wish the word house was in front that busy re decorating the house and frequenting marthastewart com lol life s been great we ordered in pizza tonight as we reached home quite late after our appointment with the id am so excited over this small makeover hopefully everything would be ready for rayaaaa and hopefully there is enough funding for all these fantastic ideas cehhh fantastic hehe guess what my nephew discovered his acu s blog malu gile can t believe he s that grown up to have discovered this all on his own i told foy that that was a sign for me to delete this whole thing but he advised against doing so i think that s all the momentum i have for now will let u in more on the makeover and married life hehe still jakun for now i ll leave u with links to our wedding photos that i ve put up on fbook taaaaaa nikah photos sanding photos menerima menantu photo photos are courtesy of ikram ismail he s so good i swear very professional reasonably priced and talented can t recommend him enough enjoy the pics comments 8 tough shit march 20 2008 filed under 71366 jido 10 12 am my 7 yr old nephew aniq told a fib about going to taekwondo class and for that he was punished of no psp for a whole week god knows how devastating that can be for a child i m guessing that was his first lie because the story reached the grandparents and aunty it wasn t such a grave mistake you see he doesn t like taekwondo but it s one of those co curricular activities that kids at his school have to attend i so understand why he lied he wanted to escape from it we ve all been at that stage where we d rather be doing anything but going to whatever it was that we hated so much for me it was boarding school i didn t get my way out of boarding school even after dilligent persuasion for 5 years no amount of tears could have budged my parents to transfer me to another school you don t like it jid tough so when i looked at that little handsome sulking face all my sympathy went out to him but all i could say was welcome to the real world aniq and then stories of how my brother was severely punished for taking rm10 unknowingly from my dad came out that story is even more sad because my brother had actually asked my dad for some money to buy firecrackers but didn t get any his friends were all going out to play firecrackers so under peer pressure my brother took out the 10 ringgit from my dad s wallet no one wanted to take the blame when my dad discovered his tenner was missing so he said lepas bace yassin siapa yang ambil duit tu perut dia akan jadi buncit being the scared little boy that my brother was he admitted that he was the one who took the money he got quite a beating i was told over and over again to the extent that arwah tok who was closest to my brother cried for my dad to stop it was out of character for my dad to be that way but the lesson must be taught stealing is wrong it wasn t the amount it was the act it s tough love you just gotta do it so as much as i wanted to say it s ok to my nephew i didn t comments 9 ladida february 1 2008 filed under 71366 jido 9 39 pm i wish i could knock some senses into those people at carrefour who just couldn t care to park their trolleys at more suitable places i mean really just why must you place your trolley in the middle of a busy shopping aisle when there s so much space along the side of the it it wasn t fun doing my grocery shopping on a friday public holiday alone i should ve known better but i really had no choice other than that it s been quite a fine day woke up to a very cool weather thought of going for a jog but decided to lie in instead as i rarely get to do that nowadays responsibilities are piling up i am now in charge of my phone bills next month another bill will be relinquished to me my insurance payment with deposits to pay to the wedding vendors i am quite deprived of the material indulgence that working people usually allow themselves to the one unnecessary thing that i bought with my january pay so far is a waste basket for my bathroom the old one really needed replacing so it is quite necessary hehe i really don t need to justify that because decorating the house really does give me instant gratification can t wait to do more of that when i earn a better living in the future god willing ahhh i love winding up to a tiring day this way perched on my sofa with my lappy and the tv in front of me the one thing missing is a cup of hot tea i miss milky non sweet uk tea haha that sounds weird but i really do miss making my cups of tea with sarah ahhh speaking of whom she seriously is the sweetest and most thoughtful friend i have met in my entire life i was caught by surprise when i opened her letter today to find nicely wrapped presents along with a small card in the envelope they are my engagement christmas card and presents just how sweet is that i must admit i m quite lame when it comes to keeping in touch but this time i shall and will try my best to reciprocate all these sweet gestures ok time to go and get my self clean and comfy will be working on my slides all day tomorrow fun have a good weekend you guys mmwahh comments 4 happy new year january 1 2008 filed under 71366 jido 2 39 pm hello am blogging away from a coffee bean outlet in mont kiara am here with foy and his groupmates who are busy preparing their slides for their presentation tomorrow i decided to come along coz i myself have a report to hand in tomorrow but it s way too distracting lah baru siap 1 4 page and dah malas so i ll just blog la ok let s see i took a major step yesterday bought the necessary materials for my wedding dress this is for the wedding dress alright cuak betul the wedding dress that i have been dreaming of since forever it was unplanned mum s in kl now so yesterday she decided to settle bits n pieces for my wedding i was so not prepared but i can t afford to be fickle now everything s been paid for so i must like them all it felt surreal when they wrapped me in all kinds of laces yesterday it felt gooood anyways i thought i d upload a few of our bertunang pics here i ve uploaded a bulk on facebook none on friendster nana if you re still reading this boleh la u tgk eh why la i can just publish the link from facebook ler gyeah tak yah sesusah upload sini here s the link ya to moi engagement photos my batt is running low already got to go now bubbye and again happy new year comments 4 after lunch conversation december 10 2007 filed under 71366 jido 11 57 pm the four of us were advising our officemate on how he needed some new hairstyling when foy said itu la aku dulu pon hairstyle lain apa belah tengah la ape la i replied eh those were the bad days ok seriously buruk foy and i stood by you ad and muzzie dah gelak masa tu gosh i stood by you and then without warning foy said eh you were fat and i stood by you gelak tu mmg amplified 10x sampai orang dalam office jenguk luar ape la yang heboh sangat and yet people still keep saying awwww foy s so sweet la jid now u see siapa yang jahat comments 5 imran irsyad december 2 2007 filed under 71366 jido 9 09 pm it s sunday night again i barely noticed the week flying by tahu2 je rasa this feeling of dreadfulness because monday is creeping up again errrgghh watched enchanted yesterday mcdreamy was not so dreamy in the movie the cutest character ever has to be pip the chipmunk cutenye giler sher i had my first johnny s steamboat smalam tunggu kau nak bawak aku tak merasa la kan sedap ahh u never mentioned had breakfast with foy today and then went to my brother s place to deliver some cds susahnya nak breakaway from the kids just now aneesa cried macam apa je when we left for pavillion so after we were done with our errands of getting kain nikah perfumeries and what nots we came back to play with the kids because foy felt guilty brought them out for ice cream and then i watched uncle foy getting bullied by the kids ahh the kids love foy more than they love me sob sob played with baby imran for a bit although he seems to dislike me because he cries whenever i m around him memang dia tak suka acu dia ni nasib baik baby arissa suka i kalau tak down gile the purpose of updating ni is to show sher and cikkin yang nak tgk muka mr imran irsyad yang garang betul dengan aunty dia ni photos taken by kak zubye who took pics of aiman n aneesa dulu tu tenyum la tikittt issssyyyy oh funny story my sis in law told me this one time najla was watching k gee change imran from his diapers najla bewildered asked k gee mak long mak long apa tuuu she was pointing towards imran s ehem she s never seen one before coz takde adik lelaki puaslah k gee nak explain kan how she explained it tak tahu lah i m so tired now but i m glad i still have the time to rest a few weeks back mmg my sundays burn doing what also i don t know from now on i will be confined to my abode during sunday nights so that i can be fresh on my mondays hope u have a good week comments 10 sad november 26 2007 filed under 71366 jido 10 12 pm kak ju is leaving in about a month s time my mum is so stressed out about it we can barely handle it ye la kak ju s been her arms and legs for 10 years already to train another helper is no easy feat haihhh i am going to miss her antics man this evening she had asked me to teach her to use the intercom kakak tekan nombor rumah kita haah haah lepas tu tekan yang bintang tu kan jid bukan2 tekan yang sebelah satu lagi yang hash tu oh tekan yang pagar tu okok kak ju dah pandai dah aaa baju kotor dia suruh letak dalam fridge hash symbol jadi pagar i love this woman jangan lah balik comments 5 happy november 24 2007 filed under 71366 jido 11 35 am it s bound to be a wonderful weekend because my third pay came in yesterday yesterday s lunch was exceptional us girls had a big dim sum lunch at spring garden sedap gile horror can t wait to go again on thursday i went to see federer play against sampras at stadium malawati and i slept half way through what a waste penat la pindah2 floor masa training ni our seats dah la nun jauh di angkasa kan mahathir lokman pon nampak kurus je from our view the match was very entertaining while i was awake sampras was so funny who knew la kan i have two laundry baskets worth of clothes to fold uggghh benci not much has changed you see finally got to meet azar last weekend and she gave me the worst monday blues ever the whole of last week i woke up with the feeling of getting an mc but i didn t la giler takde motivation but now work is truly piling up i have a mock unit trust product to come up with a deed to revise and a presentation to prepare so so much more entertaining than it was in research foy and i have to finish our hantaran shopping this weekend thank god gaji dah masuk i better get my ass going before i lose my precious weekend to this couch i m sitting on till later comments 6 sorry november 17 2007 filed under 71366 jido 11 23 am cik kinut and sher and siapa2 lg yg nak dah merajuk ngan i sorrryyyy macam mana la aku nak break the news kalau tak pernahnye kita borak kat ym msn tu kan shake and sher sherot tak habis2 ngan tido dia tak pernahnya la kalau aku tegur tu berbalas kau shake mesti tgh bercints dengan adam hehe alasan korang balik tak winter ni kalau balik btahu so let me tell u lah i haven t been that busy preparing bertunang je pon kan we went ring hunting two weeks back it started when we were at pavillion after a brokers conference at marriott yeay at last dah pergi pav tgk saja2 je bila dah try satu kat tangan mula la kan the ring fever went on for the whole week the next day we went to klcc and then the next day the gardens and then closed of the week with bangsar village and bsc oh we tried the brownies at delicious it was divineeeee anyhoo in the end we found the ring that both of us like and matches foy s budget now all that s left to prepare are our hantarans mum already bought a nice songket for foy at perhimpunan haritu tinggal nak beli my kain for nikah nak letak atas hantaran and a few other bits and pieces the ceremony will be held at my brother s house yg terkena landslide haritu before raya omg masa kena landslide tu mmg kecoh kejap keluar buletin utama keluar surat khabar mmg my bro suka la all this limelight haha habis selut semua masuk rumah masa tu carpet semua habissss but we didn t throw them away gi hantar cuci came back as if they were new anyways now the exterior part of the house is going through some reconstruction my bro is confident that the garden and pond will be ready by our day he is even more excited than my mum percaya tak suruh panggil uncle onn la apa utk buat a place for me to sit ee tak kuasa but seronok la tgk orang lain seronok kan my sisters pon exited like that the three of us had our first lunch together yesterday their office is near klcc area so it s quite surprising that we ve never met up for lunch before after our lunch tgk2 jap baju kat ampang park tu friday so lunch hour lama sket k lin justified her impulsive purchase of a really nice baju kurung raya dah habis kann by saying that it s for my bertunang majlis yo lah i have a presentation to do this monday tuesday will be my group s last day at research yeay after this we ll be attached kat asnb pulak after that investment operations then corporate finance lastly corporate services in february big presentation in front of top management peeps then we ll be sent to our designated departments everything i believe will fly by without me noticing because lepas tunang i can plan my dream wedding to make it a reality beriya ke apa suka hati la i don t care i m allowed to be hehe so there jangan merajuk lagi ok boleh la korang beli ticket balik winter ni perasan la aku korang 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