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hanged my perspective towards murderers we might even have done the same thing given the circumstances or if we were born a socio psychopaths which have no moral compass commiting homicide or not commiting it won t make much of a difference being homosexual applies the same concept you were not made into liking the same gender you were born with said orientation so does paedophilic behavoir my view towards this one changed after watching nymphomaniac all five hours of it of course i was highly curious of the movie that made the media speculated crazy shia labeouf wanted to act in also i was bored in the movie there s this one particular scene when the protagonist whateverhernamewas a nymphomaniac slash mobster at that time in her life was interrogating a borrower to pay up she tortured her prey in the easiest way possible by telling explicitly sexual stories after unzipping his pants and unsheathing his um thing that guy was tied to a chair also got mobster pak gads kat tepi la of kos stories after stories told normal stuff explixit stuff bdsm lesbian ones gay ones transgender ones everything but none of them aroused him until she finally got to a story that involved a child and well basically she got her money afterwards she narrated afterwards that even he himself didn t know he was a paedophile just like her a nymphomaniac they are both shunned by society going through life feeling alone because unlike normal people who can make love with whomever they please the paedophiles and nymphomaniacs can t while lgbt members have the freedom to be open with their orientation nowadays i have no problem with that in fact i ve been quite vocal about the discrimination that goes towards it one just have to ask should paedophiles like psychopaths for the sake of peace within the society hold back their nature these are merely my inquiries regarding a psychological behaviour nothing more that priding offenders whatsoever but again it comes back to the genes or circumstances situation written by takahara suiko 6 may 2015 at 23 35 posted in uncategorized writing commercially with 2 comments salam been looping kendrick lamar s to pimp a butterfly for two three days straight now since i got the album two three days back watching his mtv commentary of him breaking down a few songs in the album somehow made me question my stance on writing am i doing this because i have to or because someone expects me to i ve churned many a writings through emotions the past few years since i started actually but lately or to be exact since the moment i realise it gets easier to write stuff strangely enough it s getting harder to write stuff let me explain ever had that moment when you ve been doing the same thing all your life and people ask you how you do it and you tell them how you do it but the next morning or the next week you try doing the same thing but it doesn t feel the same way it s like a jinx happening just y telling people your sacred natural process hence the oxymoron statement i had earlier lately i m doing some copywriting the materials involved were based on biblical events in the quran specifically prophets and philosophical understanding of god s many attributes specifically his names while i delved into it with an empty mind eagerly expecting many challenges to come i am now at the point where i feel too empty to go further i used to manage to write ten scripts of 2 minute narration within six hours including research and crafting scientific correlations with the philosophical meanings but now even writing one script takes me a week to get to the worst part is failing at my best writing lyrics going back to kendrick s mtv album narration he was telling stories about how he dealt and still dealing with fame whilst keeping true to his roots a troubled neighbourhood called compton every lyrics in each song carries weight of emotions not just a song written for the sake of an album but for the sake of telling the stories that needs to be told one time he would be on tour the next minute he would go back to his hometown going to a funeral of his murdered close friend and despite the fame he still manages to retain his sanity of balancing a famed front and keeping ties with his disturbing background which made me ask myself why am i doing this commercial lyric writing project i don t feel strongly about the topic i m writing yet why do i do it it s different from writing a script the script was easier because i would get thrilled with child like wonder just sifting through scientific theories that best describe the god s trait i m writing about there s excitement in that but writing lyrics on the other hand i have to connect sentences with the melodies given which aren t even mine and the melodies just doesn t strike a chord in my soul as easily as it used to because it feels fabricated the lyrics i m writing will be sung by some famous singer and i doubt he she feels the same way as i do regarding this topic even i don t feel anything upon researching about the topic given so it becomes detached from my emotions the the moment the lyrics are being written and even more so the second they are finished because i rarely revisit things that have been completed it s like lying to myself writing commercially but the only way to get out of this without feeling guilty of writing for money is to utilise the opportunity given look on the bright side y our lyrics will be heard by many people because artist a will be singing it and it will get high rotation on radio written by takahara suiko 26 april 2015 at 16 58 posted in uncategorized entertainment leave a comment salam entertainment a friend once said that the entertainment industry is the only thing that isn t tainted by politics minus the ones inside organisations we re talking about parties here and by that i don t mean the ones at nightclubs duh to some extent or rather most his words hold true hold true is that like a real phrase i dunno i just used it to sound smart the difference between politicians and celebrities are people actually give a fart about what celebrities wear apatah lagi segala apa yang keluar daripada mulut diorang even the simplest of comments would be made sensational because well you re a public figure and you re supposed to watch what you say because you re practically perfect and your words apparently affects people s judgments and by people i mean the ignorant lalang unwise youth famed public figures have a strong hold of society and its inhabitants true dat and it is indeed scary how most of them still preach about momentary life experiences songs hollering short lived moments of falling in love falling out of love brink of breaking apart blabla not straying far from the topic of love since the last few decades norm for any pop song for the past decade really until lorde came dramas showcasing one dimensional patriarchal and weak women newspapers headlining celebrity a kissing wife in public and apparently has made many a weak religious men and women jizz and squirt everywhere and want to have intercourse with every moving creature in sight all these sensational bulltahi boils down to one thing and one thing only public figures are told to be and shown as perfect human beings epitome of ethical advancement the symbol for societal pride it s scary how public figures retis ke twtfemes ke instafemes ke sukati la usually parades perfection due to the reason above or were told to do so by their seniors and superiors and the people who observes chance upon them often let s call them followers believe that the perfection showcased is for them to enjoy because public figure practically means society claiming you re ours biatch when most of the time it s just the said figures let s call them idols trying to give themselves some sort of boost in self confidence though you cannot argue the fact that most people do it for the likes favs revines whathaveyou it s scarier to think that due to this mindset of giving approval of said idol s perfection let s call this likes or double taps the followers masses think they need to be perfect as well in order to garner as much attention as their idols i mean how many of us are infatuated by the looks of their idols more than they do their artistic works how many would listen or watch something their idols have been working so hard on just to see their face and not the beauty of their sweat and blood how many idols have been overshadowed by their physique more than their masterpiece due to that cruelly shallow mindset of course pros and cons but it s hard to see past the cons when all you see nowadays are idols and not crafters nicely packaged idols get more attention not brilliant crafters nicely donned idols get more opportunities not tatty looking crafters while they both can be of a same person it s tough when the society has set in stones what the media set for them to believe in your idols are grace and perfection it s tougher still to change the mindset written by takahara suiko 24 april 2015 at 00 44 posted in uncategorized treading murky water with 6 comments assalamualaikum just feel like writing when i was actually bogged down by fatigue two hours ago surfing the interwebs does that to you had a conversation more like getting some prep talk with a person of the music industry and he told me this you can be yourself you should in fact but you re living with other people so like it or not you have to compromise don t voice out too much of your negative opinion in your tweets or whatever or something like that my brain is technically a telefon rosak game i was listening half arsedly because the things he said is something i already know but refuse to follow because my neurons can barely adapt to absorbing life let alone dealing with people but in a way it gave me a wake up call mainly because he s my boss to be which reminded me of yuna way back when she had junajournal blogspot com it s hard to keep your critical opinion to yourself sometimes as a late bloomer of the rebellious teen era i can t help but wanting to be rebellious read emotionally ignorant of other s feelings and down right blatant and socially accepted by that i mean more likes more retweets comments saying i totes agree wit u both on social media and real life at the most inopportune times well all the time really but i guess that s why i started vomiting lyrics in crappy melodies in the first place it s my refusal of speaking straight so that the party involved wouldn t notice i m condemning them while sanctioning the masquerading of self proclaimed provocative thoughts into lousy music that i was absolutely certain no one wants to hear ever again so to be straight and i am by the way i condemn people all the time now that i ve put that pen of thought down on this electronic visual paper it really hit me how much of a pessimistic i am all these while even towards myself especially towards myself while toying with the idea of talking trash about people being something legitimately fun almost as if he read my thoughts he said you won t get anything out of it anyway buat tambah dosa je kena kat orang lain kena kat diri sendiri kan it took me quite a while two hours is a while to digest what he just burdened me with i guess that s where the fatigue came from and then i remembered a headline or some article i came across some time ago an iranian film won an oscar for best foreign language film and their rules are most probably way stricter than our lembaga perfileman malaysia s so it s not about conforming to the norm which will be massacred by me eventually it s about treading murky and calm water in a camouflage of neatly groomed and waterproof criticism and condemnation well well more rules more room for creativity written by takahara suiko 17 august 2013 at 00 04 posted in journal children are better than the ones who are going to eff us all governing wise leave a comment assalamualaikum last straw and i still think both sides are acting like little kids abolish tolls ok maintenance minyak murah dan kereta murah ok traffic jam free wifi ok coverage free tertiary education ok wei kau ingat mesin mesin kat engineering science medical department murah ke over time to cover all that the tax will rise unless you don t mind paying higher tax lah kan manifesto repair jalan kelengkapan prasarana di sekolah rendah dan menengah by prasarana i mean enough instruments and material for labwork in pairs instead of in groups of four or more better literary and fine art material complete sets of sport equipment etc dan unlimited speedy wifi for a low fee are more legitimate than what you put on your billboard bak kata omputih nothing is free in this world rasa cam nak pang pun ada gak written by takahara suiko 30 april 2013 at 20 23 posted in uncategorized femen leave a comment assalamualaikum after seeing way too many google pictures of femen and reading a few articles about them i get really confused free women from what might be because i m an asian too conservative and i am certain it has nothing to do with my faith maybe a bit god knows but seriously it s like america vs osama saddam all over again i still don t know what my stand on this like should an outside power invade a troubled country and make a mess in it it s like a bunch of people of some country imposing their traditional clothing on people of other countries exactly it has been done remember suits and dresses i wear baju kurung sometimes i wear pants most of the time i wear jubah on occasions i get naked in the shower if they want to live their lives without clothes every single day for every minute of the day then it s their decision if i feel like you re an inspiration and get the hey why not moment then i might just do that but as of now stop forcing us comfortably clothed women to get naked it s depressing plus i prefer having variety of clothes to choose from written by takahara suiko 23 april 2013 at 10 34 posted in uncategorized air embolism with one comment assalamualaikum air bubble in syringe is a big deal it can get into your veins and change the circulatory pressure and cause sudden death dammit ok kidding but it did say outside of pregnancy there is at least one case where an air embolism resulted from the insertion of an object into the vagina during masturbation written by takahara suiko 3 march 2013 at 12 12 posted in newscientist yankodesign promosi older entries artsy ball of light brock davis etsy ivan puig julian beever luke jerram meryl smith art natalie dee one eyeland parkeharrison philippe ramette stomp stylecovered the originals this is colossal w4nw4n blogroll afiqsays do the right thing hyperbole and a half prisa adinda ukedotmy literature rainbowslider s poems simply here music adhitia sofyan antifolk bintang indrianto fen kay stanford jr kastum paolo nutini raygavaetal sean fournier stomp the trees and the wild ukulele hunt nerd geek science ecogeek 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