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der and were going to be surprised but we both had a feeling it was going to be a boy i got into the gown and got started they told me before it even started i was having fairly regular contractions already and was dilated to a 3 but they didn t feel painful just like braxton hicks my ob dr maccato came at 9 to check on me and to tell me not to have the baby until after 12 30 because he had to be in his office in katy until noon considering labor usually gets shorter and shorter each time tanner and i were nervous he wouldn t be back in time but at that point i was so ready to have a baby i didn t care who delivered it the contractions got a little bit stronger but didn t really change that much for the next 3 hours tanner and i enjoyed talking and joking around while we waited the nurse at this hospital stays in the room with you the whole time it was a little weird having her right there since we didn t want to ignore her the whole time but also wanted to talk to each other but she was really nice and easy to talk to her name was karla and she was great at 12 30 dr maccato came back and checked on me he told me he could hold off breaking my water since that would make the contractions more painful i told him i was ready and to break my water i wanted to have this baby he laughed and told the nurse to watch out when mrs fullmer decides to have this baby she s just going to push it right out we all laughed he broke my water at 12 45 and just like my induction with riley that is when things started progressing i was dilated to a 5 at that point the contractions started getting stronger not long after and i had to really get focused i started with my breathing and just kept thinking about eric and riley i kept hearing their voices and thinking about cute things they say lately as i was having difficult contractions i tried to keep up and moving but since i was on pitocin the nurse wouldn t let me off the monitors more than a few minutes as it got worse i asked the nurse for some iv pain medication i had used this with both eric and riley to help me relax between contractions and it helped so much i told the nurse i knew it wouldn t help the contractions at all but it is what helped me get through my other labors my ob said ok but that i had to take it with phenergan because the pain meds can make you nauseous i never had any problems with nausea the other times i had taken it i should have just told my ob that i wish i had said no to the phenergan it helps with nausea but it makes you so drowsy i started to feel more relaxed but then it hit me and i literally could not keep my eyes open i feel like i spent the rest of labor in a fog it didn t help that i had hardly slept the night before so i was pretty tired already i m glad i was able to relax between contractions but waking up each time for the contractions i felt myself having to fight to stay awake it might sound nice to be falling asleep but it wasn t because i still felt all the pain but i couldn t focus very well on my breathing to help me get through it luckily this labor was quick like my others and by 3 15 i hit transition this is the most painful part of labor when the baby is moving down towards the birth canal i told the nurse i was feeling a tiny bit of pressure and i knew it was getting close tanner warned her she better call dr maccato because once i get the urge to push there won t be much time to wait with riley dr lee barely made it back in time i remember the nurse yelling into the hall to get someone in there and call again for dr lee because i couldn t stop pushing we were trying to avoid that she called and he told her to call him back when i felt like pushing the contractions at this point were painful enough to pull me out of my fog i was still falling asleep between contractions but was awake during them so i could focus better on counting my breathing tanner is an amazing birth coach he was right by my side the entire time getting me ice chips chapstick and holding my hand through each contraction contractions through transition were right on top of each other with let than a minute in between each one he kept telling me how great i was doing and telling the nurse how amazing i was at getting through the pain apparently he even decided to record a few of the contractions and not tell me it was weird to see it from the outside he stopped right as i started to freak out thankfully my back started hurting pretty badly at about ten minutes into transition i had read that being on all fours helps with back labor so i decided to try it oh boy that was a terrible decision i got on all fours as the contraction kept getting stronger and stronger and it hurt so much worse and as i got in that position it hit me like a ton of bricks i knew on the next contraction i was going to have to push i told the nurse to get the doctor in there because i couldn t stop it once the contraction ended tanner and karla hurried and helped me to sit up in the bed and start getting things ready karla kept pleading with me not to push as the next contraction started and i told her the same thing that i did with riley i can t help it i wasn t helping at all my body was just pushing on its own which does not feel good i can tell you pushing is my favorite part of labor because it feels so good it is such a relief but when they tell you to fight it it is pure torture i said i couldn t help it karla told me she knew but that i could keep my legs closed uh i loved her as a nurse but wanted to yell at her are you kidding me if you want to know what it feels like think about if you really have to have a bowel movement and can t go it feels terrible now imagine that poop is 8 pounds and you are having the worse menstrual cramp of your life at the same time not a good feeling my friends i was freaking out at this point every contraction i was yelling that i couldn t wait and how bad it was hurting i vaguely remember karla running into the hallway and calling to tell dr maccato to get here now within minutes of all this there was a woman all gowned up and waiting telling me not to push but she would deliver the baby if dr maccato couldn t get there in time thankfully he was close by and came running in he gowned up and told me i could go ahead and push now i gave one push and felt her head come out i almost stopped thinking it was done then they yelled keep going so i finished pushing out her shoulders holy cow that hurt like both previous births i screamed as they came out and just like that here she was at 3 30pm we met our sweet lorelei june i will never forget hearing tanner through his giddy laughter nina it s a girl we couldn t believe it she was here and she was absolutely perfect they put her right on my chest and let me hold her as long as i wanted it was wonderful but i was frustrated because i was still groggy from that phenergan so i didn t get that adrenaline rush like i did with the other two the doctor also had a harder time getting my bleeding to stop so he kept pushing on my belly really hard and tanner described he was reaching inside me and just scooping out blood it felt as awful as it sounds i ended up having to get an injection in my leg which finally stopped the bleeding enough and he stitched me up because i had torn a couple times the anesthetic took a few tries to work so that wasn t fun it made it harder to enjoy holding her so i told them they could weigh her and let tanner hold her i love seeing him hold them for the first time i remember it with all of them he is the best dad and i just love him so much while the ending was a little rough i loved my labor with lorelei and was just so happy she was finally here the next day eric and riley met her for the first time and they were both immediately smitten with her she has since learned to live with the constant kisses and rough snuggles but she is lucky to have such a great big brother and sister i feel beyond blessed and am so thankful for this sweet spirit that joined our family her birthday is actually tanner s brother eric s birthday as well so it made it even more special i told tanner after i knew it sounded cheesy but i know that eric was with her on the other side of the veil helping her along as she came into this world and watching over her the veil is so thin as a baby comes into this world and the spirit is so strong it is amazing so thankful for the gospel and that families are forever welcome to the world little lorelei we love you so much already posted by nina at 3 58 pm 2 comments thursday july 9 2015 tanner s graduation so here i am back from the blogger dead like a blogger zombie so i know my sister in law lindsey should like this i have been terrible at keeping people updated so i wanted to start off with one of our recent major events tanner graduating it may seem like i am just bragging about tanner in some ways i am but also most people myself included before going through it have no idea what the process is to become a doctor this post is not meant to deter people from choosing to go into medicine but just to show all the hard work it takes tanner once had a lady that thought it was a master s degree two years of grad school and you re done wouldn t that be nice unless you were the patient than it would be terrifying it started with tanner working on his undergrad degree at the u having to take all his classes plus the pre reqs for med schools extracurriculars volunteering medical experience etc to help his application a year before graduation he had to take the mcat an exam that qualifies you for med school and the score determines where you can apply and your likelihood of getting in then there are applications thousands of dollars spent if they want to keep you as an option they send you a secondary application which is the same thing but they get to charge you another application fee then he had to hope for interviews and face some major rejection it was heartbreaking to watch these poor guys and gals are all over achievers who are used to being recognized for their hard work and then have to deal with people telling them in a skinny little envelope that they aren t good enough or worse you simply never hear anything from them after they get your money tanner was so disheartened through so much of this process i wish we had been more prepared and known that everyone goes through the same thing then there are whatever interviews you get paying the money to fly to them and stay in a hotel it was exhausting finally he heard he was accepted at the medical college of wisconsin he hadn t even planned on applying there but they sent him an application so he filled it out we never in our wildest dreams thought we would end up in milwaukee wisconsin we then moved with our 5 month old baby and left our families for his schooling the first two years are intense classes while you are so glad you are in med school you immediately realize that you have to get back in application mode because if you want to match in a competitive residency you need a strong application so he found more service opportunities did a summer research internship full time and had to continue research once school started again you aren t allowed to work during med school so most of our income from student loans that definitely was a challenge at the end of second year is the first set of boards and tanner started studying daily for it about 6 months before he took it second year was definitely the hardest year of med school in my opinion the month before boards tanner started having severe headaches and his doctor couldn t figure out the exact cause it didn t help he was so stressed because if you don t do well on boards it limits what you can even try to go into he tried several medications and had to take his boards while still in pain thankfully he got through it and then had a wonderful two weeks off until he started his third year rotations which is when they get to work with actual patients they still take exams and assignments through all of this many rotations tanner worked long hours but always made time for us and helped me with the kids as soon as he got home he also had a very demanding church calling during third year you try out what you like and have to decide on what kind of doctor you want to be and will be applying for residencies in that specialty next year once fourth year starts you start the application process for residency if you think it is easier the second time around to do applications it is still just as crappy thankfully interview offers were better this time around but every rejection still left tanner feeling down we had to take a loan out just to cover all his traveling expenses for interviews they offer the days they offer so you plan your schedule around them tanner was gone for two weeks straight when he first started interviews early in december he didn t get back to us until a few days before christmas he still had scattered interviews throughout the next month whoever gives you an interview those are the only options you have to put on your rank list for residency the rank list is a list you make of what residency program you like most down to the least the program makes their own rank list so you hope that your top choice lines up with them having you as a top choice interviews usually end in january then you keep doing rotations and wait until end of march for match day this is the day that you find out where you have matched or been accepted into a residency march day was so exciting everyone was so happy and energized tanner s class had about 200 students so you wait until they call everyone s names one by one to get your little envelope telling you where you are going we had our kids with us and tanner let me open the envelope it almost didn t register as i read out loud baylor college of medicine houston tx it was such a rush then if you are moving like we were you have to start figuring out where you ll live when you have 6 weeks to graduation and are poorer than you have ever been in your life this can get pretty stressful before leaving i got to see tanner graduate which made the countless hours of studying working away from his family worked holidays anxiety etc all worth it i was working part time to supplement our income throughout all of med school so tanner was helping a lot with the kids too when i was out working i have to just say how proud i am of tanner and all his fellow graduates for getting through med school as i watched him walk across that stage and heard them all dr tanner fullmer i admit there were tears streaming down my face it hit me how much we have gone through and how much we have grown together and as a family we are always having people tell us you are going to have so much money yes we will have good job security and one day it will be a good paying job we are grateful for that truly but it is a long hard road we are now in for five yea...