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welcome to taylorville welcome to taylorville welcome to taylorville my musings about life adoption down syndrome visit links i love patti sweet p amy peter liam joshua cathy anna penny monday october 5 2015 four years and counting in a matter of hours on october 6 2015 jadon andrew will have been an official m ember of the taylor family for four years he wasn t expected he was selected adoption changed him forever an orphan no more he grew by leaps and bounds from skin and bones at 3 years old and 15 lbs to a robust 34 lbs a year later he s thinned out a bit and grown about 15 inches in 4 years too he s pretty pleased it wasn t love he wouldn t have it it wasn t food he ate well it was simple socialization touch and interaction that helped him grow and flourish and many many people just don t understand cannot grasp that concept do i love him absolutely very much and much to my delight he accepts that love today and seeks it out even but when he first came home there was no love from him no acceptance of love given he simply had no idea what love was or what love did for him love sent his father and i across the ocean love for him a tiny waif we had never seen touched or held and shawn and i loved him sight unseen we loved him we loved him just enough to keep moving forward when the whole idea seemed absolutely impossible and insane to even some of our own family members we knew somehow deep inside we knew jadon was ours though he wasn t the one we originally set out to rescue jadon set out to redeem our hearts and he did there s a family adopting a tiny waif just across the seas in an eastern european country and this friday he becomes an official stacey they hope to leave at the end of this month and are in the final stages of the berthing pains of raising funds to alleviate the financial burden that accompanies adoptions friends i ve not blogged in a long time a very long time but i am begging you to help this family you can donate to them through reece s rainbow if you like for the donation to be tax deductible at http reecesrainbow org 89079 sponsorstacey if you d like to donate directly to the family leave a message here and i will be happy to tell you how to do that too can you please help donate friends this family has been trying so very hard to raise these funds they are in the final stages just a few weeks left to raise 2000 00 hit me up on facebook and i ll get you a link to their fundraiser over there too we learned that orphans are easier to ignore before you know their name they are easier to ignore before you see their faces it is easier to pretend they re not real before you hold them in your arms but once you do everything changes david platt meet the newest member of the stacey family please do what you can share if you will every little bit helps and everything changes posted by one_plustwins at 11 37 pm no comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest monday june 17 2013 bringing another home adoption the one thing i never in a million years would have thought adoption would tie me to a world full of people i never knew beforehand in all my naivety i would not have dreamed this would have been my walk in life never mind me raising two children with down syndrome as well i never wanted children that s right never didn t want to mother little beings and bring them up in this world one child born to another woman changed that all for me he just graduated i became pregnant unexpectedly with my first born after a difficult miscarriage jared set me full on the path of motherhood and i was content happy ecstatic to raise just one child when my marriage fell apart i was a single mom something i never wanted to be either yet i did it and i did it well with the support of loving friends and family then came the twins down syndrome and adoption adoption there is a huge gift in mothering in such a manner and i want to share with you a quote i do not know who coined it children born to another woman call me mom the magnitude of that tragedy and the depth of that privilege are not lost on me where am i going with this well down syndrome and adoption have tied me to a woman i have never met i will someday and she is adopting her 3rd son with down syndrome did you catch that her 3rd son born with down syndrome i am not going to try and make nykki sound like a saint i will not make her out to be some wondermom or superyoga hero but i am pretty darn sure she is both i will say this she is a mom with a heart for her boys the videos the pictures the love i see in her face in the pictures when the boys were first laid in her arms is magical she loves those two with all her being and it is apparent y all and her heart is hungry for her third son she chose to mother children like my sons born with down syndrome she chose to adopt she chose motherhood i tried to run from it she is a rockstar in my book we are in stark contrast of one another in many ways but that doesn t matter because at the end of the day we are tied she and i oddly magically wondrously tied by an extra chromosome and adoption please help nykki fund raise to alleviate the financial burden that accompanies adopting elliott will be home in about 6 months from what i understand the matching process was fast the paperwork has been set in motion soon she will travel to bring him home forever home to a family that will love him unconditionally rear him to love all and teach him what love and acceptance on every level is really all about i am proud to know nykki p and i hope that you will help her in this journey to bring elliott home please click on his picture to donate to her funding site i will go before you and will level the mountains i will break down gates of bronze and cut through bars of iron i will give you hidden treasures riches stored in secret places so that you may know that i am the lord the god of israel who summons you by name isaiah 45 2 3 niv posted by one_plustwins at 10 37 am no comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest wednesday june 5 2013 mothering and that maternal instinct i don t have the family is a whirlwind today we have officially finished this school year and i am eagerly awaiting august 13th for school to start back up i am going to be painfully honest here i like when my children are apart from me learning growing living experiencing life i like when i don t have them underfoot 24 7 mothering is hard mothering is not never has been my first choice for me in life i had children and i took the back furthest back barely warm burner for myself that s what good moms do right wrong at least that s what i think wrong and i i was nearly dead wrong i let everything about me go my mental state my weight my health all of it i let it go and it was a very bad move you know what i think good moms do and they all do it in different ways i think a good mom will push her children goad them on in life to achieve and i don t think we all need to be sahms and i don t think we all need to be working moms either and we sure don t need people telling us the best thing we can do for our children is deprive ourselves of our needs dreams to care for them either i do think we all need to find that healthy medium for us what works for me certainly won t work for you and vice versa i think we need to stop making moms feel as though staying home is the most important end all be all to raising children it isn t period i have spent nearly 7 years home with my kids and i have damn near gone crazy doing it i have the utmost respect for those of you that love this sort of thing and being at home all the time with your children i envy you in some odd manner really i do i d like to be that way i d love to enjoy this role in my life but i am a mom and that is neither good bad nor indifferent it simply is what it is what is incredibly cool is i have recently undergone psychological testing i have learned i am not depressed i am not bi polar i do not have ocd and i do have add i have learned most importantly why mothering is so very hard for me my brain is not wired to do it i am not maternal not in the least stinking bit there is a portion of testing that measures femininity masculinity i scored uhhh well i might as well be hulk hogan because june cleaver i ain t i am extremely removed from the maternal instinctive mannerisms that a woman would normally have and it was a huge relief to see why and be able to explain why i struggle like i do doing what i do every single day finally i can give myself a break and understand why i am the way i am in many aspects after receiving my feedback from the psych and not just in this one manner either but as a whole i am no longer guilty that i don t like being a sahm my hats are off to you ladies that do i love my kids but i am my own person as they are their own person and there is nothing wrong with that in my book posted by one_plustwins at 4 08 pm 2 comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest tuesday april 16 2013 fat sick tired so i used to be fat sick and tired tired of being sick and tired of being fat and tired of being sick and tired and fat i started a weight loss journey in january 2012 and my health took a sudden and rapid nose dive then i was very ill in may and could ve died from what was happening to my body i had family pictures done at our old home church in september the first family pictures since the twins were 3 months old and they are nearly 6 now i saw the pictures and quite literally wanted to vomit i decided i d make a change and two months later asked shawn for the money to join the kokomo ymca s holiday trimmings club for 6 weeks the program is designed to help you not gain the average 7 lbs that it seems everyone gains over the holidays and help you start on the road to a healthy you well it worked for me yes i have been sick along the way yes i have missed sessions yes i hav been so very sore i didn t know if i could keep going yes i fight my fatness but i am winning i have beaten fibromyalgia symptoms and beaten psoriatic arthritis pain too i have not had medication since january when i had a wicked case of diverticulitis that totally was awful i missed a lot of workouts in january but i got right back up and started in again once i was healthy i work out for two hours on tuesday and thursdays doing aqua zumba followed by zumba in the gym then zumba in the gym on sunday i try to not miss these at all i love zumba zumba zumbawhippedandlovingit and then i try to hit the treadmill as often as i can and actually completed a 5k in 30 minutes and i don t run in the traditional sense i love to walk oddly and much to my surprise my body is craving my workouts and i find that remarkable so without further adieu the proof is right here disclaimer this is not for accolades it is my hope to inspire one person to change i will go before you and will level the mountains i will break down gates of bronze and cut through bars of iron i will give you hidden treasures riches stored in secret places so that you may know that i am the lord the god of israel who summons you by name isaiah 45 2 3 niv posted by one_plustwins at 10 32 pm 4 comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest labels kokomo ymca progress zumba older posts home subscribe to posts atom followers blog archive 2015 1 october 1 2013 9 june 2 april 1 march 1 february 3 january 2 2012 93 december 7 november 6 october 13 september 4 august 4 july 5 june 9 may 7 april 10 march 4 february 9 january 15 2011 280 december 8 november 30 october 23 september 18 august 35 july 18 june 25 may 44 april 19 march 30 february 24 january 6 2010 80 december 3 november 16 october 32 september 6 may 1 april 2 march 5 february 8 january 7 2009 46 december 4 november 6 october 5 september 3 august 7 july 6 june 15 blog counter diseño web diseño web sevilla before you before i knew you i never knew what i was missing i never knew love could be so pure i never knew rolling over would make me cry before i saw your face i never realized the beauty i was missing i never realized how precious motherhood truly is i never realized how my heart would swell in my throat when you cry i was a mother once before you but i was missing something i think back now and wonder what your brother did and what i shorted myself on during his infant years before you a doctor never said i m sorry before you a stranger never said i m sorry before you those i thought were friends never said i m sorry before you i never felt sorry for all of them before you i never knew what i was missing before you i was not a bad person or a bad mommy but i am a better person for the time that has come since you came to me for my sweet joseph you have taught your mommy so very much and i love you all the more for it christie taylor march 7 2008 my blessed child my blessed child my child my love you are my gift the one i never dreamed of so sweet and pure with a smile to light the room when the world seems a blur i could hold you tight and never let go but then again i think i won t for that just wouldn t be right you are a teacher a mover a mind changer you will likely never know a stranger 47 chromosomes have made you blessed to change the world on our shoulders the task now rests for a little while longer i will hold you close and show you the way then i will set you free and then smile and say now go change the world my blessed child by christie taylor april 23 2009 copyright notice all rights reserved no part of the material protected by this copyright may be reproduced or utilized in any form or by any means electronic or mechanical including photocopying recording broadcasting or by any other information storage and retrieval system without written permission from the sole owner of this blog one_plustwins in other words keep your dirty mitts off my pics you punk 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