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ike as any respectable 10 year old i didn t like tomatoes spinach broccoli peas etc she was so surprised and cut off my list with a well you just don t like anything do you my cousin stacie and i were driving with her one day we were probably 12 or so and we were just laughing at every little thing she said she was probably so annoyed at us she turned down one road because she thought the distance would be shorter and that we d save some gas as it turned out we had to come all the way back and go a different way as we were driving back she muttered well we didn t save any gas she came to visit us in puerto rico we decided to drive somewhere and one of the senior couples wanted to go with us so bret and i drove one car and grandma rode with them in the other i realized that they were going to go one way but that i knew another way i can still remember the look on grandma s face as we drove past them absolute horror as she flipped her head violently back and forth she was so concerned for our safety grandma s house for starters i don t think i walked into her house through the front door until i was at least 15 we always went in through the garage to the back patio and in the front door i would always look to my right and see her backyard that stretched all the way to university there was that ridiculously old swing set with the rubber handles that had once been taped but were now just sticky there were all her trees that we would pick fruit from there was her big walk in freezer that i was always afraid to get locked into once inside you were in the deer head room there were 3 deer heads on the back wall and i was always a little scared to go back there by myself if it was dark she kept the toys in that room my favorite part was that door to the kitchen that whenever we played had the top half open that s also the room where she kept her gong if i m not mistaken that s also where she had a picture of john wayne heartthrob there was the back back room now known as her genealogy room it had her big computer and all the books and stuff when i was younger i saw a big nasty cockroach dead on the floor i tried to never go back there ever again there was the kitchen with the jar of ginger snaps my dad would always take a few but we never found out if they were crunchy because they were ginger snaps or if they were crunchy because they were old there was her family room with that high shelf that went all the way around that was filled with trinkets from her different travels that s where the liahona was this room was where she kept all the christmas cards and family pictures throughout the years it was also in this room that i watched all the shirley temple movies as well as the court jester and the kid from brooklyn there was the globe where every time we visited we would give it a good spin and put our finger on it wherever our finger was when the globe stopped was where we would serve our mission we got a lot of calls to preach the gospel to the sharks then there was the doll area grandma collected dolls and she had a big glass case of them she also had quite a few american girl dolls complete with tons of accessories i loved playing back there then there was her living room her baby grand was there along with that huge russian stacking doll that was missing the second to last piece because it got vacuumed up during christmas time that room was filled with nativities i loved looking at them all grandma was also very thoughtful she thought about us and what we liked and tried to give us gifts based on that one year bret got a drumset i got a flute from china and my mom got a coin purse there was another year that my mom opened her gift from grandma and it was a tassel and we had no idea what to do with it but we knew she would come over later so we had to put it out somewhere someone suggested that we put it on the christmas tree and i m pretty sure it either ended up there or on the back of a chair note you can use tassels to tie back drapes there were six girl cousins all born in the same year me being the youngest grandma made us all matching dresses and we had our picture taken that s one of my fondest memories even though rachel was so sick and i only have one picture where she isn t making a sick face and even though grandpa told me i didn t have to wear my socks if i didn t want to and when i didn t my mom got super upset at me whenever i went to visit grandma i always tried to wear my hair down and curly because she loved it she would always tell me how beautiful my curly hair was now this may seem like i had selfish motives which i kinda did anyone with curly hair knows that you ll take all the compliments you can get she gave me one of her precious dolls that she thought looked like me thanks to all the curls my favorite thing about this remarkable woman was that she loved me she had 10 children 10 in laws 64 other grandchildren 123 and counting great grandchildren and so many more but she always took the time sometimes it was 30 seconds sometimes it was 30 minutes to talk to me to ask me how i was doing to tell me she was glad to see me to tell me that she loved me amidst all the chaos of having an enormous family i never once felt lost in a crowd i knew i was so important to her even though i apparently hated everything she grew in her garden this woman led an incredible life she made lots of caramel served lots of people and touched lots of lives i am so grateful that my life was one of those she left behind an amazing legacy of hard work love family service living the gospel and enduring to the end i hope to one day be at least half the woman that she was i love you grandma missingthebun posted by tens at 9 08 pm 3 comments 11 01 2015 racquetball is the only sport where simultaneously you can be looking at the ball and it ll hit you in the back of the head at 90 miles an hour brian regan i m a dog person i ve always wanted a puppy and i never wanted a cat mostly because i hated cats but we had some friends that got a kitten and she was pretty cute and they convinced us to at least consider getting a cat so we considered it we thought about it we talked about it and one day i was bored so i pulled up the humane society website and looked at the kittens they had for adoption i fell in love and we went the next day and adopted a kitten quick note it had to be a kitten i had to get it when it was cute and irresistible and watch it grow or i would have hated it we struggled to find a name for her but we finally settled on one louisa louisa is a german name and we re currently obsessed with germany on account of tayte s internship and my favorite book being the book thief louisa is also the feminine form of the name louis and we happen to be living in st louis it s perfect really because i m currently obsessed with her i m gonna tell you all about her it s my right as a new parent now please refrain from saying things like that s a cat thing or my kids do that or sounds like my husband just let me have this one she was born on july 4 2015 and she s a domestic short haired white and red tabby she purrs constantly as in her body is constantly vibrating except for when she s fast asleep she has an insatiable curiosity and better hearing than me that s saying something just ask my former students even if she s fast asleep she ll jerk awake whenever the door to our complex downstairs opens she loves playing with whatever is behind the oven but she hates the water that gets sprayed in her face every time she does she is constantly testing her own limits as well as ours and she learns new things every day mostly she just finds new things she can jump onto or get into even though i m annoyed i m proud of her for trying new things even when she misjudges and lands on her face or hits a leg as she falls all i know is that if i were to get hit as hard as she does going as fast as she does i would be out for the count she s one tough kitty she loves pens she likes pencils too but mostly pens she likes to push them around on tables and then push them off we ve learned that no matter where she is in the apartment or what she s doing if we click a pen she will literally come running she ll wait until we throw it and we actually have to throw it we can t fake it like we would with a dog she ll just stare at us until we actually throw it then she ll attack it picking it up in her paws and biting it she s kind of a spaz we should probably be more afraid that she ll poke her eye out one day but it s so entertaining downside we ve lost so many pens to the under the couch out of the cat s reach area we were skyping my mom and brother today and my brother got a pen and clicked it and she instantly perked up and started looking for it just like she does here she kept walking at the computer screen and looking behind it she s only a baby we can t expect her to understand technology looking for the pen she heard she has a serious fomo fear of missing out i can t get anything done even if she s happily playing with something she ll saunter over and try to get in on whatever i m doing earlier today i got her playing with a pen of her own then tried to write some stuff down but she saw me writing with a pen and came over to get it from me if i m on my computer she ll get in my face or walk on the keyboard or constantly play with bite the cord i can t even distract her with a pen if we re sitting at the table eating she ll jump on our laps sometimes from lap to lap and try to get on the table if i m standing at the table working on something she ll jump on a chair and reach out her paw to get my leg although that will probably stop now that she knows she can get onto the table anytime i walk anywhere she runs as fast as she can in the exact direction i m going or at least in the direction she thinks i m going after accidentally kicking her in the face for the 12 billionth time i ve learned to take a step then wait for a minute for her to whiz by the other night we were going to bed tayte looked around for her saw her all the way across the room turned off the light took two steps and stepped on her her favorite things are naps and they re my favorite too obviously but lest you think that i wait for her to fall asleep then get all crazy and productive let me set the record straight when she gets tired she ll come and climb up in my lap give herself a quick bath then fall asleep i know i should keep her up for as much of the day as possible so that she ll sleep when we do but i can t bring myself to do it she s just so dang cute sleeping there in my lap so i just sleep with her man it s therapeutic and oh how i love her little meow i mean sometimes when i hear it i wish it weren t 3 in the morning but i still absolutely love it it just tugs on my heartstrings in all kinds of ways if we re trying to lock her out of our room at night her little meows break my heart but if she just woke up from a nap and she looks up at me and meows it melts my heart i ve had some heartbreak recently and there s a little hole in my heart at first i thought this little kitty was starting to fill that hole just a little but today i realized that she s more like a band aid on my heart not the wimpy ones that lose their stick if you look at them too many times more like the ones whose fibers meld themselves together and you can t get the band aid off ok bad analogy the point is she is exactly what i needed this little thing has helped me get over that last hurdle of pain and i m able to look to the future instead of dwelling on what could or should have been it s amazing that something so tiny has had such a profound impact on me even though i can already sense her true cat coming out meaning she is becoming indifferent to us at times there are still those moments where she ll come up to me instead of tayte she likes me more and we both know it and meow to get my attention she still wants me around and she likes me that s my favorite part i don t think she likes us as much as we like her but i don t even care i love this kitty the first few nights we left our door open so she could come and go as she pleased don t worry we re smarter now there were multiple times when i would wake up to see her walking up to my face meow ing and i was surprised to find myself smiling and legitimately honestly happy to see her i wasn t even in the least bit annoyed that i was awake and there were times when as we all drifted off to sleep tayte would be holding me and i would be holding louisa and i realized that i just love this little family of mine for those 5 seconds of consciousness i was so grateful for my loving husband and for this sweet little soul that has brought so much happiness to us so yeah i guess you could say i m a cat person now too posted by tens at 4 04 pm no comments 10 28 2015 i don t know that there are real ghosts and goblins but there are always more trick or treaters than neighborhood kids robert brault with halloween coming up i figured that a few confessions were in order here s the thing i hate halloween i mean yeah i love candy and trunk trick or treating and my sister in law who was born on halloween and cute costumes and some parties and stuff the cutesy part of halloween but i hate halloween why allow me to shed some light on the subject a million points to anyone that can name that reference without looking it up some of my earliest memories involve me waking up in the middle of the night being scared and not being able to sleep until i woke my mom up and had her come lay somewhere in my room usually on the floor by my door i always had to have my closet door shut when i went to sleep one time i woke up and thought there was a man in my room i cried loudly until brad came in and turned on the light turns out it was just my lamp i also went through a phase where i thought that captain hook would come into my room at night thank you hook and if anything except my head was showing outside of the covers he would cut it off i have a very vivid imagination anyway don t think i hate halloween because i got scared as a child because who didn t but i think i m getting ahead of myself rewind all the way back to elementary school maybe junior high i was at natasha butler s house two doors down we were having a halloween party it was all fun and games literally until they announced the next activity putting our hands in containers and guessing what the items were i think we were choosing from a list like a brain or intestines or eyeballs etc of course the food was just cold wet spaghetti or peeled grapes etc i started panicking my heart started racing i couldn t do it i wouldn t do it i told them that i wasn t feeling too well and i was worried about throwing up natasha looked me in the eye and said tenery it s just food didn t matter i was too scared fast forward a bit but not too much i was at my brother s house with my dad and they 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