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ife even a new world the military world it is a crazy world where you live in denial most of the time you pretend that your husband is on a boring business trip instead of in the heat of a war zone you carry on with your many responsibilities as if nothings missing etc so to the outsider it may seem like this lifestyle comes natural to me that it s not that hard for me they think that i must be a different kind of person than they are to be able to live this way now i can t speak for all military wives but that is just not the case i have become a person i never thought i was capable of being i have become a bit numb to my actual situation i carry on as if i ve lived this way my whole life i love the quote you never know how strong you are until you have to be it s so true women say to me daily oh i could never do that i would die or i get sad when my husband is gone for a day there s no way i could do it yes you could you just wouldn t want to and neither do i that last one can be kind of offensive do you honestly think that i m okay because i don t miss my husband as much as you would or that i must not love my husband as much as you love yours or i wouldn t be able to let him go for so long i don t get it my husband and i are best friends he is my everything i would never spend one day without him if that was possible i m not one of those wives that enjoys her private time or that needs those girls nights i really truly enjoy my husband s company more than anyone else when something happy or sad happens he is the first person i want to call this may be cheesy but it s true he is the first thing i think about when i wake up and the last thing in my mind as i drift to sleep i get made fun of because i talk about him all the time when i go out to eat i have to tell everyone what his favorite dish is when i am shopping with my mom i m sure to tell her what kyle would think of every outfit it s probably really annoying sorry to anyone that has had to witness this bottom line is i love and miss my husband more than you can imagine or maybe you can just imagine how much you would miss yours if he was gone for ten months and you could only communicate through letters for half that time or four months and you could talk on the phone i m sure it s very comparable i m just like you i ve just been put in different situations that cause me to call on different strengths we all have our different trials and deal with them differently i m sure you ve been through things that would make me think i could never do that i would die we aren t such different people you could do this too if you had to i don t recommend it it s not very fun at all heaven knows i hate mowing the lawn pregnant on a hot day or taking out the stinky trash when i should be able to make the mr do it haha in reality it isn t those things that bother me i have had to do a lot of things i didn t think i could in the last year and a half most of them with an enormous belly so i have come to believe i can do anything with the help of my heavenly father i can do anything it s my kids that make it hard when khloe says mom i wish daddy was here or when she packs a bag and says she is going to the army to get her daddy the other day she told me that when she got big and strong she was going to go in the army and fight the bad guys for daddy she said she was going to protect him and that he would cheer for her and yell khloe khloe khloe go khloe she is such a doll she adores her daddy and seems to understand that he does dangerous work but work that is necessary she is wise beyond her years she never asks why someone else can t fight the bad guys instead of her dad she is just proud of him for what he does krue needs his daddy around to show him what a man should be kyle is such an amazing dad and krue hasn t even gotten to experience that yet kyle always talks about how he can t wait to play on the floor with him for hours he feels like he has missed so many milestones of krue s already and it breaks his heart that s the stuff that is the hardest for me i have been blessed so much throughout this process and throughout my life i can t pretend that i m so strong that i do it by myself because that simply isn t true i am never alone in this my heavenly father has been there with my every step of the way and i am eternally grateful for his hand in my life thanks to all of the wonderful supportive people in my life you have all helped my immensely in this and i m so grateful to you i am also so proud of the man kyle has become and for the work that he is doing he is fighting to keep us safe and to keep us free what an amazing calling i love my sweet little family and i will continue to do everything i can to support and take care of them i may get lonely sometimes i may get overwhelmed but i am a ranger wife a proud one ranger wife creed r ecognizing that i accept the life of a ranger s wife fully knowing the hardships ahead of me i will always strive to uphold the honor the loyalty and the trust of my husband the ranger a cknowledging that a ranger wife is a more elite wife who stands behind her ranger wherever he may be i accept the fact that as a ranger wife my husband expects me to encourage and stand behind him always n ever shall i fail my ranger i will always keep myself strong brave and faithful i will shoulder more than my share of the responsibility whatever it may be one hundred percent and then some g allantly will i show the world that i am a specially selected woman my courtesy to my husband neatness of appearance and care of our family shall set the example for future wives to follow e nergetically will i meet the demands of my ranger i shall stand by my man in peacetime and in war knowing he is the superior soldier never will i leave my ranger for another and under no circumstances will i embarrass him r eadily will i display the intestinal fortitude required to let my ranger go knowing he may never return to me his ranger wife w illingly will i let him go not knowing where or for how long he will be gone always hoping praying and believing for his safe return and the safe return of his comrades i ntensely will i wait for his return anticipating the gallantry and honor my ranger a hero standing beside with pride and passion f orgoing all others needs except for those of my ranger knowing one day he will forgo all others for me his wife e nthusiastically will i carry on my daily routine even when he s away never forgetting he left behind his strength his honor his heart his ranger wife signed taunie carter ranger wife ps trying my best to live by the creed not easy but possible posted by kyle taunie at 11 05 am 6 comments monday december 5 2011 army wife in training okay so it s been 8 or 9 months since i last updated this is crazy because i ve never had so much going on in my life if someone would have told me even a year and a half ago that i d be a pregnant army wife today i d have laughed in their face this was just never something i pictured for myself or my family this post may be a bit of venting ranting or whatever i m not sure yet i m just going to write and see what comes out just to get everyone on the same page in may kyle left to fort benning ga for basic training his mos was to be an infantryman he tried to get ranger special ops training in his contract but they wouldn t give it to him they told him maybe if you re good enough they ll let you in so kyle s goal was to be exceptional so that he could get into rasp ranger assessment and selection process kyle is the sort of man that always strives to be the best at anything he does as far as the army goes being a ranger is the best you can be without going on to special forces wich we decided would not be good for our family this goal was not going to be easy given the fact that kyle didn t get it in his contract he was going to have to work extra hard to stand out and hope that he d get the oppertunity to go to rasp befor kyle left he was working early in the morning and going to school during the day he only had school every other day though and he got off work before khloe and i woke up he was home a lot we had him all day for half the week and every night khloe was very used to having her daddy around and i was used to having my husband at my beck and call wow how i took that for granted we did everything together and we loved it i guess when we signed up for this i have to constantly remind myself that we did in fact sign up for this we didn t take into account the extremely different lifestyle we were taking on we told ourselves that five months wasn t very long and we could do anything with the help of heavanly father which is true we can do anything with hf on our side and five months isn t very long until you are pregnant and you have no contact except through letters and five months becomes nine months without your husband without my husband without my best friend without my other half without my baby s father without my everything maybe it sounds cliche but i seriously had no idea how much i needed him until he was gone he seriously takes care of me more than i ever realized especially when i was pregnant i was so lucky to have a man that did the dishes the laundry and loved to massage does it get any better than that not only those things but i took for granted having someone to tell me i look pretty on days that i don t feel it or someone to vent to after a long day someone to laugh with about things i can t share with anyone else or someone to make me laugh when it s just one of those days no one knows me like he does and nobody can make me feel the way he can being pregnant brought on a whole mess of other needs as well first off i hope you understand that this is by no means meant to be a pitty party of any kind i don t feel bad for myself nor am i trying to make anyone else feel bad for me that is not why i am writing all of this i am fully aware that i chose this i knew what i was signing up for and i wouldn t change my decision given the chance i just need to get my feelings out while i still remember how i felt there s not really a way to sugar coat it y know anyways being pregnant was not so fun i was so sick all the time the first trimester was hell because i was too sick to function and i felt like the worst mother ever thank heaven for my sweet little angel she was so understanding and self sufficiant she tried to take care of me i know it sounds terrible but it was i tried so hard to play with her as much as possible and give her as much attention as i could but i never felt like i was doing enough especially because she was feeling the loss of her daddy just like i was only she was far more confused she wouldn t talk about kyle she would change the subject if i tried she d just say daddy s at school and that was all she d say unless i was crying emotions just one more perk to being pregnant then she d say you miss you husband he will come home tomorrow trying to cheer me up that was her answer no matter what i was crying about she is such a sweetie i wrote him everyday sometimes twice a day it was like a journal to me because it s not like you can carry on a conversation through letters that take about three days to get where they re going in the begginning he wasn t getting my letters they were holding them because he was doing well they were trying to mess with him i guess i was ticked i was writing like crazy and every letter i got from him was begging me to write him it was seriously heartbreaking he would say things like i know you are probably busy with ______ but if you could just write me a small letter just to let me know how you guys are it d mean the world to me or my bunk mate just got 5 letters i thought one might have been for me but it wasn t so i was bummed he was just so sad about it and it made me feel terrible finsally he snuck a call to me on someones phone and asked me if i even thought about him he was close to tears because he had only just received my very first letter it was about 3 weeks in i promised him that i had written him everyday and he was happy after that it was so hard to communicate if he got to call like never it was only for three minutes tops i d try to ask him anything i needed to know but it was hard to remember and have enough time if i wrote him questions in a letter it was a long shot that i get an answer because he wrote his letters to me after lights out so he couldn t remember what i had asked it helped if i highlighted the questions but that was still a joke i got so lucky with kyle though because he wrote me pretty much everyday he was so good about it not very many guys wrote as much as he did he wanted to feel like he was a part of our everyday lives so i took pictures of everything even things like a bad hair day or my new toe nail polish i sent him pictures with most letters and i guess he was pretty popular for it he said that the other guys would croud around whenever he got new pics so they could see he said that they would randomly ask if they could look through his pics too and just sit by his locker and look through pics there was very little entertainment in basic training haha when i met some of his friends they would all say how much they loved the pictures and tell me their favorites khloe s first bloody nose seemed to be a fan favorite for sure but there were a lot the second trimester was a bit better because i wasn t sick however this pregnancy hurt pretty much the whole time there were no complications so i m definately not complaining but everything just hurt krue would snuggle down in my pelvis and hit all sorts of nerves until he grew too big to fit in there it was aweful during this time kyle and i could still only write letters it was hard when it came time to make travel plans to go out there for his boot camp graduation and his basic training graduation we did finally get to see him at the end of july for a couple days khloe got emotional when she saw him it was amazing it was like she thought he d just dissapeared and was never coming back she was so happy that she wouldn t leave his side he even had to sit in the back seat with her the whole time she loves her daddy so much we went to lunch with a few of his buddies and it was a blast hearing all the crazy stories about my husband kyle actually baptized the guy on the right kyle was totally a missionary out there he was the only lds guy out of 200 men he had about 10 15 guys going to church with him every sunday they would all ask him questions and he d tell stories about the 10 000 strippling warriors ammon the armies of heleman catching a theme etc at night i could not have been more proud of my husband he had such a strong spirit about him and he was just a good man i can t explain it but i gained a new respect for him the way the other guys talked about him with such a reverence was amazing they all had so much respect for kyle and th...