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eternal chaos the best kind of crazy eternal chaos the best kind of crazy welcome to our family blog i have been blogging about our family since 2006 to preserve our family history eternal chaos the best kind of crazy nothing you do for children is ever wasted they seem not to notice us hovering averting our eyes and they seldom offer thanks but what we do for them is never wasted garrison keillor strength isn t something you have it s something you find emma smith from emma smith my story sufficient unto the day is one baby as long as you are in your right mind don t you ever pray for twins twins amount to a permanent riot mark twain by the time i get to church i need it because i have yelled at everyone in the house jeff foxworthy everybody is a genius at something but if you judge a fish by it s ability to climb a tree it will live it s whole life believing it s stupid albert einstein what could you do better for your children and your children s children than to record the story of your life your triumphs over adversity your recovery after a fall your progress when all seemed black your rejoicing when you had finally achieved get a notebook a journal that will last through all time and maybe the angels may quote from it for eternity begin today and write in it your goings and comings your deepest thoughts your achievements and your failures your associations and your triumphs your impressions and your testimonies president kimball monday june 1 2015 muffins with mom since leaving hope charter we have been experiencing all the fun activities that neighborhood schools do with the families this month they had a muffins for moms event all it really was is a simple muffin from publix and a small cup of oj with my 3 littles who are not so little anymore olivia she turns 12 this year enters middle school in august and young womens in november this is my last muffins for mom event with her this girl is caught in the middle of our wild family and she handles it with grace and ease thomas he has had a rough year he changed schools made new friends and had a good friend from hope charter pass away his little heart is broken but he is working through his emotions and will come out with a stronger testimony of the plan of salvation because of it nicholas will always be nicholas one day i will understand the workings inside this little boys world in his mind he is super creative and has so many thoughts going on i just think he doesn t know what to do with them here is a picture of us together this day and a picture of the 3 littles waiting in line posted by debra at 9 31 pm tuesday december 9 2014 nickism today nick had a perfect morning he even made breakfast for olivia and thomas i was praising and thanking him because the morning was just so peaceful he replied well maybe ill do it again sometime that s my nick posted by debra at 7 35 am friday november 28 2014 family pictures we are up at my parent s homestead for thanksgiving my mom has a lot of pictures adorning her wall from our ancestors all the way to my children i love seeing these pictures and who i came from we were not a family to talk about our struggles but we sure had them i think it s important to pass this along to my posterity so they can learn from them here are some of the pictures that she has posted by debra at 12 51 pm thursday october 30 2014 nicky s back at dillard this little guy is happy to be back at dillard street elementary he was struggling at hope charter with the placement and teacher he was given she was not an effective teacher at all she was very knowledgeable with content but had no classroom management skills it was not a good situation so we moved him back to dillard this past week he is a much happier and loving his class he is in a self contained classroom for a couple of months as they slowly transition him to the gen ed class i am extremely pleased at the gains he is making already here is a picture of him on his first day and of course the other one just being nicky posted by debra at 8 26 pm cub scout fun at the pack meeting thomas and nicholas are in a community cub scout pack the one at church is too small they would be the only ones in their den this year they are in pack 220 in winter garden it is a very different pack than they were at last year this one is so much more structured and less chaotic which is good for my boys here are some pictures from the pack meeting this month it was a safari theme posted by debra at 4 29 pm thursday january 2 2014 turning 40 this is how i feel about 40 i am feeling my age age is a loaded word and concept but in my case what i mean is that i feel this year of 39 completely this is not just another year in the life when i was younger the milestone birthdays seemed to be 13 16 18 and 21 i remember announcing what i believed to be the last of them at 25 a birthday i felt marked the beginning of when everything counts as well as my ability to finally rent a car on my own but 39 has been a milestone too maybe even more than 40 will be i feel as if i am standing in a more significant threshold leaving one place and entering another this is my 39 here at the beginning of 2014 at 39 you splurge on justin timberlake concert tickets because you love him in a way that almost feels inappropriate even though you still remember his hair circa the 90s but then you find that his concert homage to bel biv devoe s poison thrills you even more than suit and tie you do all your christmas shopping on amazon not because you are all savvy and techy but for the simple reasons that you cannot bear to deal with crowds and parking at the shopping malls and you don t have time to shop on foot anyway i once spent new year s eve in times square i went to woodstock in 94 when did i become such a wimp and so busy people you love have cancer way too many people you love have cancer it makes you angry and scared thus you look at moles differently you start staring in the bathroom mirror for long bouts of time trying to figure out what is going on above your upper lip and what to do about your forehead and wth that tiny bump on your temple is you dish with your college girlfriends about miracle devices that remove chin hairs and the most comfortable yoga pants for school pick up because you know that is hot your husband remarks to you that taylor swift seems like she d be a really cool girl to have as a daughter you find yourself keeping the car running so you can finish hearing that guns n roses song on the radio on the easy listening station the hell because it reminds you of college hall and oates take you straight to the backseat of your parents car on road trips to the beach when you were a child and paul simon and billy joel sing the songs that you hold sacred the songs that your parents used to play on a record player at parties that went past your bedtime you cry at commercials and flipping you tube videos you don t want to watch violent movies you wonder how the teenagers at the mall have parents who let them dress that way you realize with a start that although you believed you were carrie when you watched sex and the city on hbo you now think of carrie and her friends as young and they totally wouldn t hang out with you you hear through the grapevine about friends separating and divorcing a stark contrast to your 20s and early 30s when there was another wedding every weekend it feels surreal divorce seems like such a grown up thing to do even more than mortgages and minivans and babies it s threatening like a tornado that might randomly hit you or someone you love even though divorces are not random at all they feel random which is terrifying you spend lunches with friends comparing local memory loss facilities and living wills for your parents in the same breath as preschools and tennis lessons for your kids everyone you know is training for some kind of race whether it s a half marathon a full marathon or an ironman overachievers your friends wear crossfit t shirts and zumba pants at the grocery store because they actually do those things fitness is the new mid life crisis still you very possibly might drink both green smoothies and diet coke in the same hour details speaking of beverages hello hangovers every drink after your first is now some huge risk and gamble on whether tomorrow will be absolutely miserable you squint more you consider appliances a viable gift option you don t know any of the bands playing on new year s rockin eve and you don t want to but you can totally beat your kids at just dance and only just dance it ticks them off in a very satisfying way but you are pathetically sore the next day you find yourself wondering whatever happened to winona ryder and natalie merchant you hope they are okay because they feel like distant cousins you grew up with once upon a time you have a soft spot for ethan hawke and john cusack and you always will like the boys next door growing up that you can t forget jake ryan will always be the hottest boy who ever lived and no you don t want to see a picture of what he looks like now thanks your parents are slowing down and retiring some of your friends are losing their parents it feels like some kind of seismic shift to realize that our generation is now up to bat we re the ones leading our countries and churches and corporations and the world it s us donna martin graduated and has four children now and so do i the same people i drank with in college are now in charge of universities and hedge funds and corporate giants and homeland freaking security gulp that blows my 39 year old mind because i feel like a teenager in middle age clothing i still feel like someone else should be the grown up still i do feel ready to take responsibility for life and my place in it i am not afraid to speak up for what i believe i accept that not everyone is going to like me even if it still hurts i know i am never going to be perfect and i no longer even want to be i feel like i know what i want from my life regardless of the expectations of others unfortunately i also know that my own expectations for myself are the hardest to bear and the least forgiving i m still getting used to the idea that this blur around me is my life happening but i am getting there so i m happy to wear ballet flats instead of stilettos and i have finally decided that spanx are not actually worth it i don t care who is going to be at the party and i have realized that i am the only mother my kids are going to get so i better treat myself well and let them know that as imperfect as i am i m still valuable someday they will all be imperfect valuable 39 year olds too posted by debra at 8 51 am saturday december 28 2013 our home build through the process posted by debra at 10 40 pm older posts home subscribe to posts atom about me debra united states there was an old woman who lived in a shoe she had so many children she didn t know what to do view my complete profile how 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