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ll the children under the patio and scott and i were holding kaylee and lexi as the children gathered under the shelter of the patio mikayla never came in and i looked at scott and asked where mikayla was he said she had come in after their walk i jerked my head towards him and said firmly no she never came back in the house immediately fear anxiety and heartache came over me one of my biggest fears was staring me in the face my heart raced and i tried not to cry i gathered the children and brought them all into the house i asked each one to check their rooms and closets and the rest to check the other rooms in the house giving them each a room and making sure all the rooms were thoroughly checked scott immediately grabbed the keys and ran out the door jumped in the car and sped off i hesitantly walked out to the garage fearing what i would see the bike was still gone i took a deep breath and went back into the house and gave the two babies who were screaming after sensing the tension in the air to the older children and said everyone sit right here i need to go look for mikayla i walked out the door headed up the driveway while i called scott on my cell phone he answered and i prayed i would hear him say he had found her he did not he said he hasn t seen her or the bike anywhere i felt the lump in my throat and my eyes start to tear up i held my breath and told scott i can t do this i can t lose my baby i overhear him talking to a woman asking her if he had seen a little girl she responded no and said she would help go look in the mean time i start walking the streets and yelling for her i begin to think she has been gone way to long and we don t have the man power thoughts and fears poured through my mind how scared she must be and it has been raining and she is on a bike how i have not prepared her for this situation how i will self destruct if we don t find her how could i be a mother to my other children how could i not blame my husband how could i ever go back to texas without her my heart raced faster and faster and my tears started to well up in my eyes i told scott i think we need to call the police so i called 911 and reported her missing something i never in a million years i would have to do the dispatcher just kept telling me to check the house that 90 of the time the child is in the house in the mean time marianne had returned home and i told her mikayla was missing and her and reece were in their car out looking as well i explained to the dispatcher that she was gone and several people had checked the house they insisted she was probably in the house i could hardly keep myself calm knowing she was out there by herself scared and alone and knows nothing about the area knows no one what seemed like an eternity went by filled with questions from the dispatcher and finally i hear the sirens coming the police get there and i come out of the house with my hand over my mouth trying to swallow the lump in my throat and not fall apart crying i started to breath heavily like a child before they are going to wail the police officer told me to take a deep breath he started to ask me questions my cell phone rings and my husband was calling i answered it and he said i have her i found her i apologized profusely to the police officer who was very kind and told me it was okay scott pulls up and goes around to get mikayla out of the car he opens the door and she wraps her arms and legs around him tightly and buries her head sobbing uncontrollably he carried her to me and i just sat down on the stairs leading up to the front door i held her as she cried and i stroked her hair i immediately said a prayer of gratitude as i held my sweet baby girl i love her so much and could never imagine life without her i am so grateful for these dear sweet children heavenly father has allowed me to have and am so grateful i could be their mother they are amazing and the sweetest spirits and i hope to cherish everyday i have with them posted by carrie at 9 12 am no comments sunday july 8 2012 so i decided to update my blog and start blogging again i can t believe it has been so long and i am so lazy i thought it was ironic when i opened my blog to see my last entry was kidney stones guess what i just did passed another kidney stone last friday we were hanging out with anna and sean my cousin and their two kids we had just gone swimming and were having quiet time most of the kids were asleep and keira had fallen asleep on me as soon as keira woke up i got up and immediately noticed a tightness and pain in my back i went in and told scott i thought i had a kidney infection scott and sean were suppose to take the boys to the ranger game and were leaving in just a few minutes i really did not want to ruin our company s fun or my sons tyler is a huge rangers fan i begged scott just to go to the game with sean and austin anna would keep the kids and i could call his mom to take me to the er so bonnie came and picked me up as soon as i got in the car my back pain started to intensify and i knew kidney stone it is a pain you never forget i started to panic on the inside knowing the amount of pain that was coming and how quickly it comes so i wanted to get to the er asap we got to the er and were the only ones there i signed in and they immediately took me back we didn t even sit down they started checking all my vitals and the pain started getting worse quick by the time they got me to the room which was within 10 minutes or so of being there i was in serious pain they hooked me up to an iv and started fluids and fairly quickly gave me morphine at this point i am already dry heaving from the pain the morphine gave me zero relief and i was really really hurting they took me for a cat scan and determined i definitely had a kidney stone i checked into the er at 5 15 and they discharged me with drugs by 7 15 i was still very uncomfortable weak and dehydrated scott s mom took me to get prescriptions and some food which i couldn t tolerate we got home and i laid in bed in severe pain i threw up constantly until saturday night finally i got the pain under control and was able to get off pain meds by monday i had to go to the urologist which officially makes me old everyone in the waiting room was at least twice to three times my age she said just to wait it out that is was small enough to pass i eventually passed it on july 4th at 12 25 am i birthed my seventh child pebbles mcmurdie i can t tell you how relieved i was i was so excited i even woke scott up the good news is my urologist is convinced that this was a stone that was left over from the pregnancy and is hopefully i won t do this again we can only hope posted by carrie at 8 47 am 1 comment saturday january 8 2011 kidney stones some of you may have seen this post on facebook but i wanted to post it here to for memory sake i passed a 4mm kidney stone on sunday i feel like i have accomplished some major feat like running a marathon or something it has made me feel like i am more of a woman or something i was going to post on my blog a thing saying you might have a kidney stone if 1 you think you are in labor and you re not pregnant 2 you think someone might have stabbed you in the back unbeknownst to you when this occurred 3 vicadin doesn t even dull the pain 4 you wonder if there is a god or a supreme being of any sort 5 child birth all natural looks and feels like a walk in the park 6 death seems like a good out 7 you are asking doctors or anyone to put you out of your misery 8 you think becoming a drug addict might be in your future 9 i ran out of ways to describe it other than i hope to never do that again and don t wish that on anyone altough it does make you feel like a part of some elite club so if you like a challenge this is a good one it will really tell you what your are made of posted by carrie at 8 51 am 1 comment uh oh so while i was in hospital scott told me about an incident that occurred i thought it was so funny i wanted to remember this one apparently at about 6 30 am scott heard a loud crash upstairs he went running up to see what the noise was about as he entered tyler s bathroom he discovered tyler sitting on the stool scott asked what happened tyler simply puts his finger in the air and says just give me a minute i need to calm down we laughed and laughed about this scott said he couldn t be mad at that point so i guess tyler had decided to try to hang from his towel rod in his bathroom he had just gotten up for the day and just couldn t resist trying it out before getting ready for school he managed to pull the rod and the entire anchor with some sheetrock right out of the wall apparently this wasn t a 100lb anchor sometimes don t we all need just a second to calm down it was ingenious because it avoided a whole lot of yelling from his father they both had a minute to process and calm down the things kids say posted by carrie at 8 40 am 2 comments thursday december 30 2010 pregnancy i will never openly admit this to my husband but sometimes i wonder what the problem with my body and pregnancies seems to be for those who don t know by now i am in the hospital with a bladder infection severe dehydration from a virus and kidney stones it appears that every pregnancy i have some fluke random condition occur that would probably not ever happen otherwise i have been a very healthy person but i get pregnant and it all falls apart so i think there appears to be a common denominater to any and almost all health problems i have ever encountered pregnancy what we will put ourselves through for our children it is so worth it though those sweet angels i will use this as leverage later in their lives though you better believe it posted by carrie at 9 19 am no comments 4 i guess i haven t updated my blog in a while surprise surprise so for those who don t know we are expecting another baby we are 19 weeks and find out on january 10th if we are having a boy or a girl we didn t find out the sex with keira and i thought it was fun but scott said he needs all the emotional preparation he can get in case we have another girl hehe scott cracks me up so he said he won t miss that ob appointment we are very excited and feel very fortunate to have another one on the way we also feel grateful that baby appears to be healthy to this point i have been a little more of a worrier this pregnancy due to the miscarriage at 13 weeks with the last baby in april so we will keep everyone posted posted by carrie at 9 15 am no comments monday november 29 2010 two only two i was taking mikayla and her little friend to school i always love the conversations you overhear between children so mikayla was telling her little friend that there was a baby in her mommy s tummy her little friend said that her mom is not going to have any more babies because she already has four and that is enough mikayla proceeds to tell her little friend that she is only going to have two children because kids are just too much work and when she is the mommy she has to do all the work i just sat there and laughed well atleast one thing has been made abundantly clear in her mind which is that mommy s work hard and it is definitely a lot of hard work i wonder where she got this information from could it be that i have made this very clear surely not at any rate i believe that the comment came as a result of her watching me change a less than desirable diaper of keira s and her making the comment that it was nasty and that she didn t want to change diapers like that to which i responded when you have children you will have to change these diapers she didn t like that idea too much and it apparently left a lasting impression on her kids say the darndest things that just crack me up i love it posted by carrie at 7 02 pm 2 comments our first break up so this happen ed back in october yes i am that trrible at doing this blog thing i was walking home with tyler from the bus stop and he says i broke up with jacob as my best bus buddy i say oh really what happened tyler said that he told jacob that if jacob wouldn t sit by him on the bus then he wouldn t be his best bud anymore jacob decided not to sit with tyler so tyler declared that jacob was no longer invited to his birthday party and that they were breaking up as best bus buds wow the things kids come up with it just cracks me up so we officially had our first break up of course there was an extensive discussion about coersion black maling or bribing on the rest of our walk home what do you do posted by carrie at 6 58 pm no comments saturday august 28 2010 more pics at galveston look at the sky behind keira it was great uncle brian and mikayla going out to the water carter found himself a fellow man amidst all the girls he definitely found a new buddy in tyler it was really cute to watch him follow tyler around i think tyler liked it too why wait posted by carrie at 7 57 pm no comments galveston we went to galveston tx and stayed in a beach house with some family and friends we had the bairds and brian and mandie stay with us we had so much fun it was perfect because we were about 500 ft from the beach right off the back porch it was overcast the entire time we were there which made it wonderful it stayed cool and would storm at night and then usually rain while we ate lunch but it kept the temperatures down and the beach from being sun beaten it was perfect plus who doesn t love a great storm to sleep where s the sand where s the water this is the house looking back from the beach posted by carrie at 7 46 pm 1 comment houseboat the kids and i went to lake eufala in oklahoma scott was unable to go with us so i took the kids and allyson roscher with me to help supervise children we had a lot of fun it was quite eventful to say the least the kids and i stayed in my parents fifth wheel rv which is super nice we had two houseboats 12 adults 10 children the oldest being tyler 5 two wave runners a party barge and two trailer campers whew did i mention it was quite eventful i ll hit the hightlights we got to the rv trailer about 9 pm the first night nothing was set up properly i have three children crying my car is 30 minutes away and all of their blankets are still in the car the rv water is not working the electricity blows a fuse there are no sheets to put on the beds i start covering my children with their towels to sleep on a plastic wrapped matress i finally get the children settled go to bed about 2 am wake up and we have no breakfast because it is all on the houseboats across the lake the next day i spend my day trying to get things set up properly we finally get settled my dad comes to get us on the wave runners and the wave runners break down leaving me and my three small children sitting on rocks at dinner time for about 1 1 2 hours until the party barge comes looking for us i am only recording all of this for memory sake we really did have a good time it just seemed like everythi...