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में मैं खुश था की सब अगर ठीक रहा तो आने वाले साल में शायद एक ही कॉलेज में पढ़ने को जाए दोनो पर बारहवीं की परीक्षा में जहां मैंने औसत परिणाम लाए थे वहाँ उसने कुछ ज़्यादा ही अच्छा कर लिया था अब वो जा चुकी थी राजस्थान आगे की पढ़ायी की तैयारी के लिए उसकी कमी में अब छत शाम और शहर सब फीका लगता है पर शायद मैं अब अपने ही शहर के किसी कॉलेज से आगे की पढ़ायी करूँगा और जब अगली छुट्टी में तिथि घर आएगी तो बिना झिझक उस से बात करने जाऊँगा वो अगर अपना पता देगी तो उसे बाद में चिट्ठियाँ भी लिखूँगा पर बात ज़रूर करूँगा साँझ हो गयी थी आसमान नारंगी हो चला था मन में जो उम्मीद थी वो लाल ग़ुब्बारे की तरह मेरे सामने के आसमान को और सुंदर बना रही थी film review kadvi hawa india 2017 february 4 2022 ann oblivion 1 comment i heard somewhere that the director of the film kadvi hawa 2017 worked on this topic for 9 years before it was finally turned into a full film and i must not forget to mention that his film was the first indian film to focus specifically on climate change nila madhab panda a skilled indian filmmaker has directed several films about social issues such as child labour education and climate change etc his film i am kalam received critical recognition around the world while i am kalam won numerous international accolades his film kadvi hawa won a national award and earned worldwide acclaim for its subject na jaane kya ho gaya usko kaise bimaar ho gayi woh wonder what s wrong with the wind it s as though it s plagued the director takes us on a tour of the arid environment of drought stricken mahua village in rajasthan s chambal region where the soil used to be the source of life once but has now turned to dead stones even an old blind man played by sanjay mishra can t put his hopes in such a land years of drought have put his knowledge to the test for many years the winds have failed to bring rain bearing clouds to his village and he wonders what has gone wrong hedu s son succumbed to the despair of not being able to produce anything from that land where only bitter wind blows and thus not being able to repay the debt for years in the hope of a bountiful crop someday which eventually drove him to commit suicide hundreds of farmers commit suicide every year but the media has always managed to obscure the anguish behind their actions and the widows sobbing on the one hand there is a disappointed populace that is fighting to make ends meet and on the other there is a system that is more punishing than supportive the harsh bank loan recovery agent played by ranvir shorey is the yamdoot for the locals sign of death for debt ridden farmers his appearance in any village symbolizes catastrophe this powerful movie also conveys a powerful message climate change poses a threat to both the wealthy and the poor when you watch even the yamdoot ranvir shorey saying prayers when he hears that a major cyclone has wrecked his native odisha it bridges the divide between the powerful and the powerless film review the dog who would not be quiet january 31 2022 january 31 2022 ann oblivion 2 comments the dog who wouldn t be quiet argentina 2021 is a non traditional film directed by argentinian ana katz i can t say as the title suggests because the title says nothing about the film however once i finished watching the film i took the liberty of interpreting the title for myself life could here be represented as dog would never be devoid of occurrences those incidents could be simple routine or ordinary or they could be profound one thing leads to another whether connected or unrelated a life that will never be quiet or still i m a sucker for indirect humour that stems from apathy or a ludicrous occurrence in everyday life one that makes people laugh uncomfortably because it can challenge and identify every survivor of the oppressed middle class ana katz has captured all harsh and sweet human events like birth death love separation or something like a tragedy inflicted on mankind when a meteorite hits the earth in a film that is only 73 minutes long i mean can you even imagine i read about the film and learned that it was made over a long period of time and by a variety of cinematographers daniel katz the actor could easily be seen with and without a beard at different times in certain instances he wears his hair long and in others he wears it short and i believe it complements what the film discusses in those 73 minutes here time is relative and you have to watch the movie to feel it i won t give anything away about the movie for those who want to see it or bear with me if i have already crossed that line ana has created a film that is both deep and warm you can be nice from the inside and decide to keep a character that tends to nurtures and cares for all that exists no matter how upset and frustrated you are with the chain of absurdities of daily life film review friends and strangers by james vaughan january 19 2022 january 31 2022 ann oblivion leave a comment friends and strangers australia 2021 dir james vaughan is not a film i would recommend to those looking for a full fledged purposefully cooked proper story a very talented director has created a comedy of manners movie with gorgeous shots movie sometimes is wonderfully awkward and deliriously strange the other times set against the appealing backdrop of australian cosmopolitanism it is primarily a comedy film about twenty something adults attempting to find a balance between the surrealism and absurdity of modern life while watching james vaughan s beautiful debut film i couldn t help but think of eric rohmer and for a brief moment terrance mallick the way james vaughan s film gathers documentary style detailed attention to the architecture and environment the camera itself becomes an object thirty minutes into the film we see the director deftly abandoning the previous premise and ushering us into a new one without losing our interest it appeared to me to be a symbol of the constantly shifting thoughts that young millennials around the world will have it s as if you re deciding what to eat for supper one minute and then thinking about which movie to watch while you eat the next friends and strangers is a story of modern malaise that is not necessarily limited to australian culture which is why millennials and proper grown ups in their 30s can t help but relate to vaughan s film this film is without a doubt one of my favorites from the year 2021 book review the palace of illusions by chitra b divakaruni october 7 2021 ann oblivion 4 comments one of the most talked about books by chitra banerjee divakaruni the palace of illusions is a fan fiction book that retells the epic mythological story of the great war of all time mahabharat from draupadi s point of view there is scarcely any doubt that the theme of the book was one of its kind even though enough has been written and created around the heroic saga the character of draupadi or panchaali as she liked to be called has always been victimized chitra has simply taken a story that has been told millions of times over the centuries and has made it into a piece of admiration through her craft her storytelling creates an ideal platform for panchaali to reveal her true self not hiding any aspect of her personality good or bad and leaving it to the readers comprehension to stomach her perspectives on whatever happens between her birth and the day she dies in chitra s the palace of illusions panchaali is anything but a victim and that perhaps is the only point of alteration from the original story as you dig through the book you discover how since her childhood panchaali has felt every tiny emotion known to mankind she felt everything from being unwanted to being loved cared for having desires and being betrayed chitra as she had confessed had chosen a very bold yet intriguing subject for a book a premise that many would not dare to touch for fear of hurting the feelings of millions i liked the introduction of a new angle with karna i was amused however it can be very deceptive for somebody who gets his hand on this book before he reads hears watches the original story the fact that this book does not spend quality time around the character building of other significant mortals is why it is precisely panchaali s version of her own life her yearnings her vengeance that was born out of her anger and desires seeking attention from the ones she cared for etc throughout history draupadi has been portrayed as a headstrong self centered and complaining woman who brought about the greatest war known to human beings but in a bold attempt chitra has brought forward the innocence and naiveness of a young panchaali the way she abruptly questions everything judges quickly and confronts loneliness and unwanted rejection throughout her life if only our author was not so straightforward with her undisguised foreshadowing reading could have been more fun and less predictable but then there can hardly be any spoilers for those who have read the original story as nothing changes except for a few additional mythical details which make it a decently fabricated piece of writing realm of pain september 4 2021 ann oblivion 7 comments there are different phases of pain any pain any chronic pain let us talk about the headache the kind of pain that some of us have there is this headache that just stays and during the initial days of its stay it makes you feel quite uneasy there never is a moment of mindfulness or any clarity an unfriendly heaviness clouds the mind almost all the time you stay in this phase of pain for a long time or perhaps it just seems long because there hardly is anything that you could do to fight it back no hangouts distractions or music can soothe it out then after some time maybe a year or even more you bring yourself to a point where you are kind of comfortable with it like you can make a phone call to a dear person and have a real conversation however this pain always remains in the background but it doesn t make you feel uneasy to the extent that you wished you didn t exist you are aware and cautious you know that you don t have to pay attention to it it has become more like a stubborn spoilt teenager who has discovered what pisses you off and would continue doing it as long as you pay attention they settle down as soon as you stop to care then comes the phase when the pain finally stops reminding you of its existence it becomes so abstract that you can barely recognize it not until you have been left alone with it it becomes more like a piece of background music most of the time there are so many things going on in your life that it almost makes the background music sound faded it is more or less like you are having a cup of tea with your wife on a sunday morning and you rest your head on your hand while talking about the new movie trailer you watched last night she asks you do you have a headache in all your senses you reply with no not a headache i just feel unusual now this is the phase of your pain at which you don t just stop acknowledging its existence but also become unaware of it a draining journey december 7 2020 december 7 2020 ann oblivion 3 comments my hand tries to reach out and stop that deafening cacophony from wherever it comes but i don t seem to find anything that i could stop or ask to buzz off or blame dear mind you play what a wicked game i try not to over think and crumble until the noise fades like that tick tock sound of the clock in the morning after all what is life if not the sum of small journeys from one miserable to another and holding on through each journey picture courtesy pinterest summertime nostalgia a memoir august 26 2020 august 26 2020 ann oblivion 11 comments some of our days do smell like childhood every movement that we make every thought that we think and every sound that we hear reflects the nostalgia of the day that we have already lived decades ago as if our mind and body are wandering separately in two different days of two different years of our lives this is exactly how i felt when i woke up this morning chotu handed over the freshly brewed cup of black tea as soon as i went outside my bedroom seventeen years ago when chotu first came to us to be our house help i was told his name was govind but looking at his stature at that time and how convenient it was for me i soon started calling him chotu i took my tea and went to the study room that is where i have always taken my morning tea i enjoy the fresh air more than the television during the first few hours after i wake up in the morning i have my study room combined with the living room metaphorically speaking i am more alive in my study than anywhere else hence it completely made sense to call my study as a living room too my east facing study faced the lawn and the brown entrance gate of our house i mostly kept the study door locked and prohibited its usage for usual going in and out of the house anybody who visited us had to take the second door which led to the thin passage adjacent to the left of the study i have my writing table right by the big wooden window which was painted sky blue of all the other great things in my life which they have blessed me with i especially thank my parents for this window this window is my special free pass to get into the most artistic landscapes of my imagination there is a semi circular multicolored stained glass window on top of the wooden window which made the study look colorful with the lights reflected during the early morning hours sitting at my table i could see all the trees planted in our lawn starting spring until the end of the summer our lawn smelled of jasmine flowers and guavas flowers on the gulmohar tree delonix regia added a different vibe and pleasure in looking outside the window together they raise a toast to my senses particularly to the eyes what we have seen through our eyes works dominantly with the memories that we create of our yesteryears or of every passing minute like i can still remember the fireworks during diwali from my childhood and how much the sight of it used to fill me with joys or the summer evenings which i used to spend in our lawn looking at the stars every evening chotu would pluck some jasmine flowers and put them in a ceramic bowl of water on my writing table one can only think of pleasant thoughts when surrounded by the natural aromatic fragrances ours is a two storeyed house in vasant vihar delhi which was constructed at least 37 years ago by my parents when my father was still working with the indian railways he was confused about choosing between delhi and kolkata to build himself a home and get settled my mother used to write articles and short stories for local magazines and it was easy to access multiple big medium and small publication houses in delhi for her work to get published they had lived in a rented house in vasant vihar for a couple of years after their marriage and they honestly believed that they felt at home in this locality today as i sit by the ...