Meta tags:
description=You know that awkward question when someone asks, What was your childhood like?  I typically have to refrain from saying: Surprisingly, I survived when I shouldn t have. Most people, in polite conversation, will avert their eyes and hang their head much like they do when they hear someone has died.  Sadly though, that s my reality.  From…;

Headings (most frequently used words):

homepage, recent, posts, dear, oblivion, the, black, hole, long, distance, suicidal, ideation, what, it, means, share, this,

Text of the page (most frequently used words):
abuse (33), the (21), child (9), was (9), and (9), have (7), when (7), that (7), life (6), for (6), overcoming (6), phoenix (5), what (5), defined (5), this (4), changing (4), world (4), aria (4), from (4), posted (4), dallis (4), ritchie (4), september (4), 2018 (4), sexual (4), psychological (4), physical (4), healing (4), emotional (4), you (4), like (4), share (4), opens (4), new (4), window (4), but (4), very (4), blog (3), posts (3), not (3), continue (3), reading (3), verbal (3), poetry (3), hope (3), domestic (3), violence (3), polar (3), oblivion (3), are (3), your (3), every (3), moments (3), much (3), heart (3), they (3), content (2), log (2), sign (2), subscribed (2), subscribe (2), wordpress (2), com (2), now (2), today (2), suicidal (2), ideation (2), suicide (2), include (2), means (2), got (2), really (2), step (2), father (2), made (2), myself (2), hang (2), only (2), long (2), distance (2), jack (2), inspiration (2), nothingness (2), trying (2), black (2), hole (2), depression (2), friend (2), sweet (2), day (2), things (2), dear (2), facebook (2), tumblr (2), email (2), with (2), know (2), though (2), reality (2), write (2), three (2), two (2), their (2), someone (2), homepage (2), torn (2), jacket (2), soon (2), mended (2), hard (2), words (2), bruise (2), henry (2), wadsworth (2), longfellow (2), collapse, bar, manage, subscriptions, view, post, reader, report, copy, shortlink, privacy, already, account, join, 655, other, subscribers, more, according, medical, news, thinking, about, planning, thoughts, can, range, detailed, plan, fleeting, consideration, does, final, act, there, one, incident, sister, sick, mother, blamed, beating, see, stars, some, friends, opted, out, park, short, walk, home, disassociated, again, spent, several, days, haze, watching, random, determine, behind, disassociation, behavioral, health, hospital, diagnosed, studying, been, recognize, highs, lows, best, cushion, absolute, quiets, soul, look, second, take, part, joys, motherhood, milestones, birthdays, holidays, quiet, soothing, those, away, recent, loading, link, respect, choose, read, value, support, understand, too, harsh, heal, help, others, quest, family, compelled, disclaimer, faint, these, memories, real, hell, survive, them, adult, happily, married, loving, supportive, man, beautiful, daughters, sons, helped, define, parent, supposed, amazing, show, along, unique, loyal, dogs, full, most, people, polite, conversation, will, avert, eyes, head, hear, has, died, sadly, age, until, seventeen, emotionally, psychologically, physically, sexually, abused, surprisingly, survived, shouldn, awkward, question, asks, childhood, typically, refrain, saying, chronological, neglect, menu, skip,

Text of the page (random words):
life changing the world a phoenix s aria a torn jacket is soon mended but hard words bruise the heart of a child henry wadsworth longfellow skip to content a torn jacket is soon mended but hard words bruise the heart of a child henry wadsworth longfellow life changing the world a phoenix s aria menu abuse neglect defined emotional abuse defined physical abuse defined psychological abuse defined sexual abuse defined chronological blog posts homepage homepage you know that awkward question when someone asks what was your childhood like i typically have to refrain from saying surprisingly i survived when i shouldn t have most people in polite conversation will avert their eyes and hang their head much like they do when they hear someone has died sadly though that s my reality from the age of three until i was seventeen i was emotionally psychologically physically and sexually abused now i am an adult i am happily married to a very loving and supportive man we have three beautiful daughters and two sons that have helped me define what a parent is supposed to be in the amazing things they show me every day along with two unique and very loyal dogs i have a very full life i write to heal and i write to help others but my quest for healing is not only for myself but for my family i am compelled to include a disclaimer my blog is not for the faint of heart these memories are very real it was much like hell to survive them know that if you do choose to read i value your support though i understand if the reality of it is too harsh with much respect phoenix share this email a link to a friend opens in new window email share on x opens in new window x share on tumblr opens in new window tumblr share on facebook opens in new window facebook like loading recent posts dear oblivion september 24 2018 by dallis ritchie posted in abuse bi polar child abuse depression domestic violence emotional abuse healing hope jack a overcoming abuse overcoming child abuse physical abuse poetry psychological abuse sexual abuse verbal abuse oblivion you are my best friend your sweet cushion of absolute nothingness quiets my soul i look for you in every second of every day i take part in the sweet moments of life the joys of motherhood the milestones birthdays holidays the quiet moments when things are soothing when those moments go away i continue reading dear oblivion the black hole september 23 2018 by dallis ritchie posted in abuse bi polar child abuse depression domestic violence emotional abuse healing hope inspiration overcoming abuse overcoming child abuse physical abuse poetry psychological abuse sexual abuse verbal abuse i disassociated again i spent several days in a haze watching random nothingness on tv i am trying to determine what was behind the disassociation when i was in the behavioral health hospital i was diagnosed bi polar in studying what that really means i have been trying to recognize my highs and lows today i continue reading the black hole long distance september 17 2018 by dallis ritchie posted in abuse child abuse domestic violence emotional abuse healing hope inspiration jack a overcoming abuse overcoming child abuse physical abuse poetry psychological abuse sexual abuse verbal abuse there was this one incident when my sister got really sick my step father and mother blamed me for it the beating that i got made me see stars myself and some of my friends opted to go hang out in the park that was only a short walk from my home my step father made me continue reading long distance suicidal ideation what it means september 16 2018 by dallis ritchie posted in child abuse according to medical news today suicidal ideation is thinking about or planning suicide thoughts can range from a detailed plan to a fleeting consideration it does not include the final act of suicide more posts blog at wordpress com subscribe subscribed life changing the world a phoenix s aria join 1 655 other subscribers sign me up already have a wordpress com account log in now privacy life changing the world a phoenix s aria subscribe subscribed sign up log in copy shortlink report this content view post in reader manage subscriptions collapse this bar d