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eli s escapades skip to main skip to sidebar monday november 5 2018 happy birthday happy birthday and congratulations i know you re happy with him and that makes me happy although even i cannot summon the smile to convince myself that what i m saying is true but i know it is because at the end of the day i know that your happiness is what matters to me inilathala ni eli at 12 11 pm no comments wednesday june 6 2018 salvation sadness and numbness sometimes you cannot tell the difference arguably one of the reasons people isolate themselves vehement waves of unbearable longing echoing through the silence of the abyss mend the brokenness endure the agony inilathala ni eli at 1 47 pm 2 comments tuesday march 6 2018 seasons ii he saw the sun retreat in the distance its rays yielding into the crippling night snowflakes fell from the sky like sorrowful tears from a widow s cry winter was over and he was his spring but the cold is more powerful dark and unforgiving inilathala ni eli at 5 36 am no comments saturday march 3 2018 seasons the snow began to melt the night your first kiss was felt dark clouds gave way for the sun to shed light and had the sorrow undone the birds joyfully sing to the blissful songs your voice brings butterflies dance to the flowers that bloom as the last bits of snow washes away my gloom i will keep you in my heart a secret place where forever you ll be a part for your heart has given mine a whole new meaning as winter is over and you are my spring inilathala ni eli at 1 02 am no comments saturday january 13 2018 joseph i hope you rot in hell he just said he didn t want to do it anymore ryan sighed expressionless his eyes hollow soulless he said he didn t want to do it that s it corazon exclaimed in disbelief slamming her hands on the antique table almost catching everyone s attention in the french cafe they were seated in ryan looked up and stared at corazon her face was bursting with rage yet her eyes radiated compassion and empathy yes just like that he replied she reached for his hand and cupped it in hers trying to calm the storm underneath his untroubled aura i m sorry babe you did not deserve that she whispered but there was no storm there were no tears to shed and no broken heart to piece together only nothingness and barely healed wounds july 31 12 38pm one day we will live together forever and i will look after you in health and in sickness i love you under any circumstances ryan would have fallen in love with joseph s sweet ensemble of words but gabriel his great love had already destroyed him he knew that joseph would leave just like the others ryan saved himself this time he knew that he can never trust any man again i m okay it s just a scratch ryan uttered as he placed the turquoise porcelain teacup on the saucer he yearned for long drives looking for drive thrus taking car selfies and singing wildly to pop songs hearts bursting with laughter hands held and fingers intertwined he dreamed of warm and cozy nights snuggled in bed nestled in each other s arms glued on netflix while binge eating his lover running his fingers through the strands of his hair as he gently planted kisses on his forehead he fantasized getting drunk at a club dancing foolishly at the center with his partner eyes fixed at each other s gaze as the noise muffled and the crowd faded in the background he envisioned trivial quarrels that blossomed into fierce lovemaking bodies naked covered in kisses minds blank and hearts full corazon stood up and sat beside ryan look at me she said as she wrapped her arm around him i hope you find someone who will respect your feelings but the fire in him has ebbed he grew cynical and callous he refused to feel and open up again ryan retreated to an emotional fortress where no one can touch him again yeah i guess he replied with a casual smirk inilathala ni eli at 4 21 am no comments friday june 30 2017 memories in a love song ikaw ang pag ibig sa araw at gabi you are the love as the sun rises til it sets my heart recalls ikaw ang pag asang tanglaw sa dilim you are the hope that sheds light in the dark in the freezing hostile nights there i was carving words of joy hands bare alone indifferent yet breathing still unbroken napapawi ang hirap at pighati it soothes the difficulty and sorrow my heart was frozen your love was fire it purged my soul of all its fears and doubts i felt whole alive langit ang buhay sa tuwing ika y hahagkan anong ligaya sa tuwing ika y mamasdan life is heaven with you what joy it is to set my eyes on you my heart was overjoyed love flowed from its veins and filled its beating chambers it moved firmly and quietly i was whole and alive sa piling mo ang gabi y tila araw ikaw ang pangarap ikay lamang with you the evenings are mornings you are my dream you alone in you i find solace my day and night my breathtaking sunrise my tranquil evening sky with you i have purpose with you i am whole and alive inilathala ni eli at 8 11 am no comments wednesday march 29 2017 twilight 5 10am they looked at him with inquisitive eyes waiting for a spark that would illuminate the depths of his soul if you really did love him why didn t you fight for him why didn t you beg when he decided to leave he took a deep breath leaned back and puffed his last cigarette as he veered away and threw his gaze up the starless sky subtly attempting to recollect the events that transpired about two years ago you know he felt a sudden pang in his heart as the words reluctantly escaped his lips a dull pain which he managed to conceal behind a casual smirk wouldn t it be selfish if you force someone to stay and love you kahit na hindi ka na nila kayang mahalin kasi diba they watched his pupils dilate a subconscious sign of readiness of love yet through them they saw defeat and emptiness love and sorrow it was a paradox in its cruelest form kapag mahal mo dapat kung saan siya sasaya he noticed the quizzical expression on their faces was the feeling suicidal they both asked in a swift second he once again plunged into the maggot broth of forlorn memories masakit he whispered na kahit ikamatay ko pa kung sa paraang iyon ay mabubuhay siya he paused and let out an insignificant breath magpapakamatay na lang ako do you still they hesitated both of his friends knew the severity of their question his vigorous love for him has stood the passage of time it was the kind of love that was silent and self sacrificing yet unrelenting the seventh wonder of the world his sun and moon the love of his life his habibi will never come back and with that he is certain be that as it may he still made an irrevocable decision to keep loving until the last teardrop falls until the next phase of the moon until the dying embers in his heart burn out 5 59am he saw the colors of the sun s glow in the horizon the spectrum it threw at the great divide the evening had ended in a nostalgic twilight and through his eyes of perpetual sorrow he looked at his friends yes i still do inilathala ni eli at 3 01 pm 1 comment older posts home subscribe to posts atom eli deira dubai united arab emirates 26 l meticulous writer l book enthusiast l professional dancer l ninja ig b0okofeli mnl dxb view my complete profile total pageviews popular posts awakening you re back the love i buried deep in the abyss of forlorn memories were awakened and excavated before you our friends kept hol rain why does it rain sometimes in torrents sometimes in drizzles does it tell of a sadness outpouring of my tearless heart throbs and sobbi words from the heart thoughts a soft breeze wafts on my cheeks caressing me softly and lovingly and thoughts of you came racing soon upon my awakening sing to me annabel lee edgar allan poe it was many and many a year ago in a kingdom by the sea that a maiden there lived whom you may know by the name of annabel lee and this maiden she lived with no other thought than to love and be loved by me i was a child and she was a child in this kingdom by the sea but we loved with a love that was more than love i and my annabel lee with a love that the winged seraphs of heaven coveted her and me and this was the reason that long ago in this kingdom by the sea a wind blew out of a cloud chilling my beautiful annabel lee so that her highborn kinsman came and bore her away from me to shut her up in a sepulcher in this kingdom by the sea the angels not half so happy in heaven went envying her and me yes that was the reason as all men know in this kingdom by the sea that the wind came out of the cloud by night chilling and killing my annabel lee but our love it was stronger by far than the love of those who were older than we of many far wiser than we and neither the angels in heaven above nor the demons down under the sea can ever dissever my soul from the soul of the beautiful annabel lee for the moon never beams without bringing me dreams of the beautiful annabel lee and the stars never rise but i feel the bright eyes of the beautiful annabel lee and so all the night tide i lie down by the side of my darling my darling my life and my bride in the sepulcher there by the sea in her tomb by the sounding sea facebook badge elijah caguioa create your badge i discovered that rejections are not altogether a bad thing they teach a writer to rely on his own judgment and to say in his heart of hearts to hell with you saul bellow discussion from ate pinknote kreativ award from superjaid spread the love award amazing grace my very first award galing kay kapatid na si superjaid thoughts thoughts thoughts if we can love someone so much how will we be able to handle it one day when we are separated and if being separated is a part of life and you know about separation as well is it possible that we can love someone and never be afraid of losing them at the same time i was also wondering is it possible that we can live our entire life without loving anyone at all that s my loneliness mew the love of siam blog archive 2018 5 november 1 happy birthday june 1 march 2 january 1 2017 3 june 1 march 1 january 1 2016 40 december 1 november 3 september 1 august 1 june 1 may 5 april 6 march 6 february 10 january 6 2015 1 december 1 2014 4 july 1 june 2 march 1 2013 8 december 1 october 2 april 1 march 1 february 1 january 2 2012 9 october 1 september 1 august 1 june 1 february 1 january 4 2011 2 august 1 march 1 2010 4 july 1 june 1 january 2 2009 23 october 1 august 1 july 1 june 1 may 2 april 3 march 3 february 5 january 6 2008 36 december 12 november 8 october 3 september 1 july 1 june 1 may 1 april 2 march 2 february 1 january 4 they chose to follow a roll of string domesticated daddy s diaries bot nulis telegram wickedmouth com creepsilog untitled chronicles beragam alasan kenapa kamu harus pakai baja ringan testosterone boy and trouble s gonna follow where i go chkslg 首イボの原因をしっかり認識して知識で防ぐ方法 ako si aris club havana on the coffin rock the boxer teacher s pwet city when she cries when she cries i came out under the bed not from 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