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may 2014 living a life skip to content living a life change the pebbles of our puddly thought to orient pearls menu about month may 2014 dogs musings strong woman uncategorized moving day may 31 2014 meg 1 comment 12 hours ago i did a final walk through with my friend and new landlord the hard wood floors shone with fresh varnish i had butterflies in my stomach with the excitement of leaving this place of starting off new and now sleepless with imagining where i will put the dog crate or my desk or if the movers will help me put together the spare bed my friend left behind i decide now is as good a time as any to update my address on the dmv website i will be without internet for several days the dog has crawled under the warm down burrowing next to me for warmth this pleasure of having a short haired dog she rests her chin on my bare feet as i pat her skinny little backside i feel like a box full of sunshine my rays all spraying out of the cracks like a tin lantern this last year has been a slog i have trudged through it holding on sometimes like fingers scrambling on rock at times my soul has felt bloodied and raw or wound tight talking too loud being too much on edge hard and brittle and cracked just a little my therapist assures me that i am quite sane and an easy client i love that but here is what i love best i have left this relationship with integrity we both knew it was over a while ago and he has helped me pack we have had open and honest discussions about how it was going to go i still will for the time being have keys to his house he still will for the time being dog sit if i need it and every step of the way i have informed him of my choices and what i would be doing i have consciously done this because leaving a relationship any other way is cowardly and immature packing your bags and leaving without warning or saying goodbye is weak and pathetic i am none of these things and when you leave someone this way it is a brutal heartless and cruel way to treat them it results in unbearable pain no understanding of the meaning behind it and a vile anger my brother had a friend who many years ago came home from work or a weekend away only to find that his girlfriend had left him she took everything including the toilet paper hanging on the roll and there were people who advised me to do the same but i remember thinking then that it was a pretty heartless and petty way to go about leaving a relationship is this what i wanted to do the message about myself that i wanted to show the world i am better for having done it this way i am better for knowing that my strength and integrity will always carry me i feel like my tin lantern is made of tempered steel recent posts begin again speaking of lantern in the dark full moon setting no title archives october 2025 october 2022 march 2022 december 2021 november 2021 october 2021 december 2020 may 2019 april 2019 february 2019 january 2019 march 2018 february 2018 january 2018 december 2017 november 2017 august 2017 may 2017 march 2017 january 2017 november 2016 october 2016 june 2016 april 2016 march 2016 january 2016 december 2015 november 2015 october 2015 september 2015 august 2015 july 2015 june 2015 may 2015 march 2015 february 2015 december 2014 november 2014 october 2014 september 2014 august 2014 july 2014 june 2014 may 2014 march 2014 february 2014 january 2014 december 2013 november 2013 october 2013 september 2013 august 2013 july 2013 june 2013 may 2013 april 2013 march 2013 february 2013 january 2013 december 2012 november 2012 october 2012 september 2012 august 2012 july 2012 june 2012 may 2012 april 2012 march 2012 february 2012 january 2012 december 2011 november 2011 october 2011 september 2011 august 2011 july 2011 june 2011 may 2011 april 2011 march 2011 february 2011 january 2011 december 2010 november 2010 october 2010 september 2010 august 2010 july 2010 follow blog via email enter your email address to follow this blog and receive notifications of new posts by email email address sign me up join 126 other subscribers create a free website or blog at wordpress com subscribe subscribed living a life join 126 other subscribers sign me up already have a wordpress com account log in now privacy living a life subscribe subscribed sign up log in report this content view site in reader manage subscriptions collapse this bar loading comments write a comment email required name required website design a site like this with wordpress com get started