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touched or moved her it was a rough two days with a pretty fussy baby eventually she felt better and began to be calm we spent 4 days in the hospital loving this little girl all day long my mom took our kids to delta to enjoy the easter festivities we are so in love with this little girl the kids are in love as well ds comes up all the time and tells me that she is so beautiful and that she is the cutest baby ever we came home on monday and have loved having her with us she sleeps a lot and eats a lot more if you ask ds what his baby sister does he replies eats sleeps poops and cries he wanted his job to be taking out her diapers to the garbage can well this little girl poops a ton she has gone through 3 packages of diapers in 10 days that is 96 diapers a few days after being excited to take out diapers ds asked if he could have another job i am in awe about this whole pregnancy and birth remember my dream i was so worried i would go too early and it wouldn t happen in april i sighed a huge sigh of relief when it hit midnight on april 1st it was my april baby then she came on my mom s birthday my mom made the comment that my dad must have sent her as a birthday present to my mom i believe that as well when we were in our room one of the hospital workers came in and wanted us to fill out her birth certificate she said there were some questions they ask that possibly we couldn t remember one being the day of my first prenatal visit i definitely could remember that as it was my dad s birthday so many special things have happened that helps me realize my dad did have a hand in getting this little girl to our family i am sure he had a hand in getting all of our children here for us elder scott at this last general conference talked about receiving personal revelation what an special experience it was for me to hear that we can receive revelation in our dreams how appropriate that it was discussed a week and a half before my april baby entered this world i am grateful to a loving heavenly father that allowed me to find peace 10 1 2 years ago when we were struggling so hard to get a family here i needed the assurance that our children awaited coming down to be with us growing up whatever my dad said i listened to and obeyed what a fitting person to come and help me realize that our children were on their way you can read elder scott s talk here but let me share with you the part that touched my heart and let me know that heavenly father was listening to our prayers when our hearts ached so bad to start a family revelation can also be given in a dream when there is an almost imperceptible transition from sleep to wakefulness if you strive to capture the content immediately you can record great detail but otherwise it fades rapidly inspired communication in the night is generally accompanied by a sacred feeling for the entire experience the lord uses individuals for whom we have great respect to teach us truths in a dream because we trust them and will listen to their counsel it is the lord doing the teaching through the holy ghost however he may in a dream make it both easier to understand and more likely to touch our hearts by teaching us through someone we love and respect we are so in love with this little girl and can t imagine life without her she has brought a lot of joy to our family and will continue i am sure posted by together we can at 1 55 pm 2 comments friday february 17 2012 my valentine s gift when dh asked what i wanted for valentine s day i jokingly said that i wanted a 3d ultrasound of this baby he said okay and that was that i was the one that had a hard time wanting to actually spend the money and do it after being convinced by a few people that i should we went ahead and did it i was excited to see her cute little face make sure she still was a she and have the kids come and get to see her as well now let me tell you about what we know about this little girl already she has been my calmest baby in the womb often times i will go throughout the day and that night wonder if i ever even felt her she rolls and moves but rarely kicks i am hoping that this means she is very calm and laid back she is also a stinker as we all like to call her whenever she does kick or start to kick i will always call someone over to feel her the minute someone other than myself puts their hands on my belly she stops and moves away i thought it was a coincidence but after having it happen so many times it seems she is pretty stubborn so we call her our stinker the kids get a kick out of calling her stinker as well so we head over and start the ultrasound we see her spine and we see her heart i ask if she can check the gender just one more time to give me piece of mind that she really is still a girl so the tech heads down and says that her legs are indian style and really can t get a good look she said she would go back and check after we got some good shots of her face so she heads up to her head and sure enough this little girl will not turn her face to get a good shot the more the tech would poke and prod the more she would just scrunch up her nose and turn more inward she said boy you have a stubborn one dh and i just looked at each other and laughed after turning on both sides and waiting for over 30 minutes we finally got some decent photos of her we did confirm that she is still a little girl and after she showed us that shot her legs and feet went immediately up to her face i guess she was deteremined to cover her face i am glad that we did it it was fantastic to she her face and see just how much she looks like my other two daughters she is our last so it was something fun to do her mad face after the tech was poking and prodding to see if she would move squishy face not wanting to turn being stubborn finally after 30 mins she decided to turn just enough to get a pretty good shot while the ultrasound was going on i sure thought she looked just like dd 2 the tech said she had hair and dd 2 came out with dark hair dd 1 did not have much and it was blonde i wanted to get home and pull out newborn pictures of our daughters and compare sure enough she looked like dd 2 but then i pulled out a picture of dd 1 and couldn t believe how much she looked like her so i made a comparison to put them all together i am still leaning towards her looking more like my 2nd than my 1st but she probably will look like both who do you think she looks like posted by together we can at 5 53 am 1 comment wednesday november 30 2011 it s a beautiful healthy little girl we were so very shocked we all thought it was another boy it has taken some getting used to because we were so sure but we are so excited to welcome this beautiful girl into our family in april posted by together we can at 8 03 pm 1 comment monday september 19 2011 special spirits i can t let this story not go without writing it down to remember for a long time my kids were outside playing and i was in my room reading my window was open so i could hear them something happened and i heard dd 1 yell don t you tell on me well this is a common quote said between my kids i guess if they say that then the other won t come and tell ds 1 then yells dd 2 don t you tell at this point i thought i should get up and see what was going on as i watched quietly out my window i saw something that made my heart so very happy it made me feel so great to be a mom to such special spirits dd 2 who was on her way to tell stopped and asked dd 1 to come and give her a hug dd 1 came up and dd 2 grabbed her and hugged and hugged her dd 1 then reluctanctly wrapped her arms around her sister they were talking to one another i wish i would have heard what they were saying then dd 2 grabbed dd 1 s face and brushed the hair out of her eyes and said something to her again i wish i could have heard it then they grabbed each others hand and yelled all for one one for all and threw their hands up in the air dh had found his way to watch as well it was amazing and made a mom s heart proud they really love one another is there anything more wonderful posted by together we can at 7 52 pm 1 comment friday september 16 2011 a dream ten years ago i had just started my first year of teaching my dad had passed away recently july and dh and i had been trying to start a family for 2 years with no sucess it was a very hard time for my family my mom often asked questions wondering if my dad did this or did that in heaven for some reason when she would ask i would always have a dream about my dad and he would always answer the question for me i haven t had a dream like that in a very long time ten years ago this month i had a dream one night we were all sitting in my mom s room in our delta home we used to gather on my parent s bed while my mom read funny my kids have been doing that to me recently my dad usually ended coming in later and asking what everyone was doing it is a favorite childhood memory even though my mom hated us interruppting her quiet reading time it was a great family time back to my dream we were all sitting on my mom s bed and the phone rang my brother scott answered it and got a shocked look on his face he said dad is on the phone we couldn t believe it we all knew that he was in heaven and couldn t be on the phone he again said no really dad is on the phone we were all so shocked my brother dan walked in and we said dad is on the phone he said no he is not we again said yes he is on the phone he again said no he is not on the phone he is here at that time my dad then appeared to us we were all very shocked my dad explained that he felt that it would be not as shocking if he called first before he appeared we were elated we asked why he was here and he said he had come to talk to each one of his children i was then on my way down the hall and he sat me down on the couch it even had the flowers on it and asked what i needed to know from him i looked at him and asked when i was going to have children he said april and then i woke up i remember waking up and thinking wow was that real or did i just make it up whatever it was it comforted me enough to continue to struggle with our infertility fast forward 3 months and we found out two days after christmas that we were expecting we were over the moon with excitement my due date was aug 31st i was a little confused and once again questioned my dream three weeks later i miscarried dh and i cried for about 10 mins and then rejoiced that we actually did get pregnant i had heard that a lot of women miscarry their first and then your body gets ready for another baby i held on to april all the while well april came and i wasn t pregnant i thought maybe i was going to get pregnant in april july came which would make me due in april and still no pregnancy we hit the year mark and i really started to mourn my miscarriage maybe that was the only time i would get pregnant the two year mark went by and i was devastated that i hadn t got pregnant again we started the process of adoption and began going to the classes we met some great friends and really felt like this was the right direction i had surgery in march of 2003 and when i woke up dh was smiling from ear to ear he told me that the doctor had found nothing and there wasn t anything wrong with any of us boy this pretty much put me into a deeper depression nothing wrong with either of us then why can t i get pregnant the doctor came in and said that he thought i would be pregnant in the next 4 months i was so angry i had just finally accepted adoption and had stopped crying every month fast forward 6 months and i felt the real need to get our adoption papers in and completed every time before this i would get them down off of the fridge and it just didn t feel right i sat down one sunday after church and finished them in record time tears streaming down my face i talked about my dad who i loved and missed so much i was very anxious for dh to get his part done i knew that there was a little girl waiting for us and she was coming quickly and we needed to get our paperwork in and get ready a few days later dh came up to me and said you are going to have a baby i looked at him funny and said no remember we feel strongly that their is a baby girl coming to us he then said again no you are going to have a baby i was 4 days late at this point but was not going to get his hopes up watching him cry because of infertility was much harder to deal with then my own crying three days later so 7 days late i told him that i was a week late and that we should probably go and get a pregnancy test we drove to the store and i was so angry i knew i was going to start 30 mins after the negative like i always did we got home and i took the test and walked away remember i was angry and was sick of seeing negatives twenty minutes later we both walked in together and got the shock of our lives it was positive we couldn t believe it we immediately went to my in laws and got a blessing my due date was august 10th it still didn t fit the april dream our first daughter was born on july 31st we talked about whether or not we should prevent from getting pregnant just in case it didn t happen again we didn t and to our great surprise found out 15 months later that we were expecting our 2nd child i was due june 26th and had our second daughter on june 17th fifteen months later do you see a pattern we found out that we were expecting our 3rd child his due date was may 13th and our first son was born on may 6th so you can see that we were getting closer to april but just never quite got there dh and i had talked and had always wanted 4 children so i assumed that 15 months after our son i would find myself pregnant one last time nope it didn t happen fast forward a year and i find out that i am pregnant we are thrilled just a few short days later it was no more we were sad but still hopeful the very next cycle i found myself with a positive pregnancy test in my hand we were so hopeful only to lose that pregnancy as well i couldn t figure it out why were we having such a hard time again so we continued to try and try it wasn t working i was done with it and felt like the 3 beautiful children that i did have were plenty for us we were at a great stage of no diapers buckling themselves in the car and being more self sufficient they were having a great time together and we felt it was right and that we could be done we begin telling people that we had made that decision i felt peaceful about it i attended a girl s night with my husband s side of the family and one of my sister in laws had just had a baby when i walked into that room and saw her i had to keep myself from crying i had the most overwhelming feeling that there was still one more for us it made me mad because here i was finally feeling at peace with this decision sound familiar i went home and dh immediately knew that something was wrong he asked me what was wrong and i just told him he didn t...