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yo yo time no matter time no matter last stage menu skip to content home about me goals honors osteoarthritis rebels addictions start to move i ve started the endless diets the rebel he finally comes to light ww the oranization of weight loss yo yo search search for yo yo i will start to put in no specific order all the different ways i have tried or wasted time to loose weight or stay thin lets start with being born in 1957 and growing up through the 60 s through the beatnik era the flower child era the beginning of the hippies flower children drugs this was a very interesting time to be young seeing things from child s view two older sisters obsessing over being thin wearing the perfect tight levi jean not really understanding any of it i can t say i asked any questions or remembering asking no one offered any advise or the whys or why not about life i just learned as i went either through my experience or my friends don t think ill of my parents they were from a different era only repeating raising us as they were raised where children ask no questions seen not heard just don t do it clean your plate there it is the first time i was given permission to willy nilly i could load up on all my favorite foods potatoes and gravy mac and cheese home made bread home made butter sometimes home made and gravy and my favorite my mothers breakfast for dinner it could be yummy milk toast with sugar and cinnamon or egg pancakes with thick syrup and butter and always back then we had a yummy home made desert cakes fruit and ice cream then there was always a snack in front of the t v whether it was popcorn or saltines with peanut butter and syrup or just another helping of desert and hot chockolate and not the package kind the home made kind real cocoa and sugar should i say more about not being taught the correct way to eat that s what the women knew back then care for the house kids cook and clean makes you a good wife dinner on the table when the husband comes home family dinners family fun those were great memories i had a wonderful childhood a very loving family and relatives next memories of overeating would be lets make this easy we will start in january my birthday we always got the cake we asked for mine was either angel food cake with icing or burnt sugar cake my mother made the best then there was valentines day need i say more about that holiday then easter forget the eggs but the jelly beans and chocolate bunnies always enough for everyone plus then came the summer months strawberry short cakes unlimited watermelon and fruits corn on the cob covered in butter bar b queues potato or macaroni salad chips cold root beers and root beer floats the summer was full of endless food also the big fourth of july halloween what a great holiday for a kid o out and fill a huge bag full of candy go home and lay it out on your bed and we were allowed to keep our stash in our bedrooms eat all night the first night thanksgiving eat till you thought you were going to burst i love pumpkin pie with whip cream my mother knew this and always let me have a piece hot out of the oven christmas candy canes pies big dinners holiday candy what was not to love about christmas then back to my birthday don t forget everyone else in the family had birthdays and all the relatives that lived close had to have cakes on their birthdays endless eating out of control in my youth i was spoiled and my parents never made me as the baby eat anything i didn t like i didn t even have to take a bite to see if i liked it i was very lucky i lived on scrambled eggs with a slab of butter on top then put the eggs between toast slathered in butter yummm i was never a big meat eater but give me bread and butter i would purr like a cat share this share on x opens in new window x share on facebook opens in new window facebook like loading 14 thoughts on yo yo velyoung01 july 18 2015 at 7 31 pm hey there thanks for the follow glad we found each other check out rawtill4 on youtube high carb low fat vegan if you like to eat you ll love this lifestyle and you can adapt it to however suits you don t be afraid of carbs we re all in this together like like reply new journey july 18 2015 at 8 24 pm thanks on my way to u tube when i click away thanks like like reply velyoung01 july 19 2015 at 8 49 am double like you won t be disappointed like like new journey july 19 2015 at 9 11 am fouind it an interesting concept but my biggest problem i have is i don t stop eating even if i am full there is no stop off button me and to eat raw food until 4 that s okay but to be given permission to heat cooked food after 4 is very dangerous for me as i am a night eater and have been trying to have my last morsel of food by 6pm soooo hard for me as i am a night owl any suggestions like like velyoung01 july 19 2015 at 10 02 am once you start eating fruit in abundance and then cooked starches like rice pasta or potatoes at night your body begins to rediscover its natural rhythms and signals hungry satisfied i believe eating processed chemical induced foods blind or mask our body s ability to know what it wants and needs anymore because eating that stuff is like taking drugs trust me the more you eat clean you will be amazed at the changes in your brain and body that naturally follow like like new journey july 19 2015 at 10 10 am i don t eat any processed foods and haven t in quite sometime i try to eat food with 2 or less ingredients i only eat brown rice and healthy grains haven t eaten white sugar for over a year my problem is i don t have to be hungry to eat being a food aholic is terrible i love to eat i enjoy eating there is no am i full i am never hungry lol like like velyoung01 july 19 2015 at 5 34 pm trust me i understand where you re coming from now ask yourself what am i truly hungry for the odds are it isn t to fill yourself with food until you re uncomfortable as neil anderson said in his book victory over the darkness eating disorders have little to do with food and often times we are the victim of negative thought patterns about ourselves that have been burned into our mind over time keep following me for more inspirational posts sista do not conform to the pattern of this world but be transformed by the renewing of your mind romans 12 2 you are strong you are important you are free from condemnation for as he thinks within himself so he is prov 23 7 there is a way out of what you re going through i m living proof i ll be praying for you like like new journey july 19 2015 at 6 14 pm i drink a bottle of water before i eat to make sure i am not thirsty instead of hungry i am rarely hungry thanks for all the encouragement nice to know another sister has my back lol like liked by 1 person susieshy45 february 26 2016 at 6 43 pm i am a yo yo too i remember first being told that i was putting on weight at age 10 ever since i have been on a journey of eating less and then eating more until in college something snapped and it was a journey of just eating more and more and more after my marriage i reached the weight of 95 kgs for the first time in my life and was laughed at behind my back i would not fit into bus seats with another person two seater or preferred to sit down rather than walk then i decided to lose because at 34 my cholesterols were way too high and i had xanthelessma on my face i came down to 68 kgs and maintained it for a while about 2 years when work stress started me on my journey of food dependence once more now i am touching at 88 kgs and think i am on the way to 95 again life is full of ups and downs we need to decide to control it and especially the foods we eat particularly sugar i wish you the best on your journey susie like like reply new journey february 26 2016 at 9 26 pm thanks for sharing its is a struggle every single day but we can do it one day at a time kat like liked by 1 person reply susieshy45 february 27 2016 at 4 43 am hi kat i am always in yo yo somedays are good and some are really bad i wonder sometimes that i am alive with all the abuse i subject my body to like like new journey february 27 2016 at 5 35 am i wish i was taught at a young age to worship my body and how to eat oh well at 50 the light bulb finally went off i really have to keep my trigger foods out of the house as i really have no control kat like liked by 1 person susieshy45 february 27 2016 at 5 38 am oh kat with kids in the house who are constantly hungry even if i don t bring trigger foods they are at the age at which they make things on their own and all of them are unhealthy its bad for them too it is stress that causes most of my desire to lose myself in food fool that i am like like new journey february 27 2016 at 5 48 am oh yes the kids i am past that stage in my life i am the kid now lol i try not to stress and generally have a stress free life however when my husband is not feeling well and crabby and cranky it brings out the worry and stress in me lol he is old enough to deal with his copd himself since he won t take any advice from me lol so next time i will just walk away not try to nurse maid him i say that but i won t lol plus my inner rebel is such a driving force in my mind no one can tell me what to do what to eat where to go i fall over myself most the time i feel for you i remember having the kids foods from every shelf if the store hang in there your not a fool like like leave a comment cancel reply δ my cloud again anxiety apps arthritis averages back sliding balance beach blogging blog posting bowling balls cactus calorie calories camping carbs centering challenge children coffee comfort comfort food company control counting craving cravings crazy dancing diet dreams easier eating energy exercise family focus food gardening goals guilt gym happy joints journey loss mantras overeating peaceful pool popsicles positive program quota quotas rebel road trip rv rving scale snacks sugar sunsets swimming thankful thank you s trainer urges vacation 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