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am a wife a mother cook clean and whatever else but it is always in the back of my mind it consumes my thoughts with continuous questions about what i can do to get a baby i look up adoption processses talk to people think of ways to make more money think of things that might be preventing me from carrying a baby things i can try to increase my chances look up serrogucy none of these things get me anywhere i dream about having babies and things going wrong or dream of people giving me babies that i just love i feel as though the universe is making my decision of being done having children although every other mother in the world decides herself when she is done i am meant to have children i love them want them and adore them i have always been drawn to teaching kids i get along with kids better than adults and have always been i primary nursery and teaching them in the pool i deliver them to this world and help them survive their most vulnerable few days on this earth i deserve to have more and feel i am always trying to convince the lord that it s a good idea to send me more and then my heart breaks wondering if this is not his plan my patriarchal blessing says differently but i am getting older and older and we are running short of money and time i still have hope and owen and that is what keeps me going i wish for one day i could not worry about this burden posted by timmy and trini at 11 56 pm 2 comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook saturday september 27 2014 happy fall we are coming to the end of sept and it always amazes me when i look back on these blogs and realize that i haven t written in them for months the last time i wrote i think i was having a bad day this post will be much more positive and happy i guess things haven t really changed all that much i guess i have just been finding things to do and we haven t been just sitting around i think i have def kept my promise from my last blog we have been getting out of the house more and that makes me happy for a while there i was exercising a lot about 5 x a week for an hour each and following a meal plan i lost 7 pounds and 10 inches total i was doing really good until i stopped the boot camps haha i will get back on that band wagon soon cause i def had more energy but was a diff kind of tired at the same time we celebrated owens 2 birthday and he had a puppy party we had lots of timmys family here and we had mexican food one of owens favs they got to play with cars eat cake and adopts a puppy he got lots of fun toys a motorcycle a bike legos a kitchen some books and some clothes he has been such a fun busy messy boy to have around our house he loves figuring things out himself and has a little temper too when he gets mad he tries to push things over that are in his way or hit something close by he is a diaper hoodini and will not leave his diaper on we tried potty training but ended up stopping because we kept going out of town we will try again soon we celebrated our 8 anniversary which is crazy to me because it doesn t feel like that long at all i sure do love my honey he is the most patient person with me and owen is a hard worker takes care of us is gentle and kind loves helping others will put everything on hold if asked to do something is a great teacher helps around the house cooks builds things for me is a handyman around the house and with cars is a good looking guy sexy and i could go on forever i think i picked the right guy we were lucky and got to celebrate our anniversary in brian head this year we stayed in the brian head lodge it was a great room and so much fun i wasn t able to do too much because i just had polyps removed from my uterus but we had a good time regardless i am glad we really got to celebrate this time we also ran a 5k for pound the pavement for parenthood and won a 50 in vetro from utah fertility center this will be awesome so when we decide to do in vetro again we will only have to pay 8 500 instead of 15 000 i am so grateful for everyone who bought a raffle ticket now we can have the 8 kids i have always wanted hahaha i don t think timmy would ever go for that but now maybe we can at least have 4 we both continue to work but just started an awesome budget that is going to help us so much finally over all these years we finally came up with something that we are actually sticking too and following through with well for one month anyway my spending habits are finally in control because believe me they were def out of control sometimes we have awesome dinners like beans and franks but hey whatever works right the next projects i am taking on are two food family blogs one for the smith family and one for the ferwerda family it will be fun to start these but also keep me busy hopefully i won t let too many months pass before i blog again but just in case happy holidays posted by timmy and trini at 5 48 pm 0 comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook monday february 17 2014 feeling crazy do you ever feel like your crazy i mean literally you talk to yourself during the day you feel like you could just run and run and run but you are too tired emotionally that you just can t do it i take it back you can t run because you are tired physically too you wanna change up your schedule but you are so bored with yourself that you just can t do it even when you get a little surge of energy and you do switch it up it is still not exciting wow doesn t my life sound great actually it should be i should be much more excited about my life i am healthy my baby is healthy and my hubby is healthy we both have great jobs we love each other and we have a great house that we are in the process of buying i have had a few visitors and that has been great honestly i think i get lonely i have no friends and owen and i pretty much hang out at home all day about 4 times a week we make it to the park but it is usually just us when timmy gets home he is too tired to do anything and we usually just watch tv i think my goal is going to be that we need to do something new at least once a week i work about 6 times a month which is perfect and sometimes a saving grace it s about the only other adult interaction that i get one of these days in the near future i would love to take a vacation i haven t been on a real vacation in almost two years and i was 5 weeks pregnant i told timmy that one of these days i am just going to buy a plane ticket and take the little guy with me i should probably give him an ultimatum i mean i am going stir crazy here well i think that is enough of my ramblings posted by timmy and trini at 4 39 pm 1 comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook saturday december 28 2013 what happens in vegas i am sitting here at work and contemplating my life if you were to tell me 3 years ago i would be in vegas working as a postpartum nurse per diem and have one baby i would tell you that you were crazy i wish i was only working once a week i would love to have more than one baby and vegas is not ideal things however are always looking up i love my life it is just very different than what i thought it would be i am still very much in love with my husband i love my little munchkin who is crazy and starting to talk we are finally paying off all out medical bills and starting to get ahead financially since we have been in vegas i have rolled into a car a car hit my car and drive off about a block from home the worst thing that has happened so far is out neighbor got shot right before halloween i heard some whimpering around 2 50 in the am i thought it was owen and figured he needed to cry it out then a few min later i heard a thud then someone started banging on out garage door front door and ringing the door bell yelling help me it scared me so bad and i told timmy to not answer the door and call 911 i ran to the front of the house and saw some women getting into her car as the cops showed up timmy opened the door and there was blood all over our porch crazy that would never happen in st george well at least not where we were vegas has definitely been a change but we are getting used to it we started building a home and it was almost complete we were pretty excited new neighborhood new house but then we were offered the option to buy the home we are in it ended up being less expensive and we wouldn t have to move so we are staying put i am excited to see where out life is headed this coming year what car will we have will we have another baby will i still work or will i work more who knows but i am excited to find out posted by timmy and trini at 10 55 pm 0 comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook tuesday september 17 2013 lately i feel like i do the same thing day in and day out and it s usually just owen and me wake up go on our walk put owen down for his nap take a shower and get ready take timmy lunch come back eat lunch feed owen play toys put owen down for another nap take a nap myself and then cook dinner i live my whole day for what happens after dinner i get to watch my son and his daddy play i am usually picking up from dinner or resting on the couch a lot of the time timmy doesn t know i am watching them i love their faces how happy they are i watch them tease each other and chase each other timmy teaches owen something and then they do it back and forth it s funny before we had owen i hated being alone i always had the tv on or i would go to a store so i could be around people i love that i am never alone i get to hang out with a cute baby and i love it the only thing i wish was that i had enough energy to keep the house all cute and organized like those cute moms at church i see that sign on pinterest you know the one that says pick two clean house healthy dinner made great sex life well groomed fit and put together work full time laundry done and put away well lets see i work part time nights i make dinner half the nights my house is partially clean i am never put together and the laundry gets done half the time haha my life is half ass right now working nights was awesome when i didn t have a baby but now i am always tired i get to sleep about 4 hours the day after i work and i am tired the rest of the week change of subject riley comes home next week we are so excited next week is going to be very busy riley comes home owens one year appt doctors appt for me hair appt one year pictures and owens one year party i am so excited to see my whole family together it has been 4 years since we have all been together posted by timmy and trini at 10 16 pm 0 comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook friday july 5 2013 crazy few months a lot has changed in our little family in the past few months i only work twice a month timmy does not teach right now we moved to vegas and my baby is 6 months old crazy i know every thing is great so far i love being a stay at home mom wife it is the best thing that has ever happened to me i love cleaning organizing cooking i don t like laundry i have essentially worked full time since i was 15 this is a great change and i love it i mean being a mom is not easy by any means and i am sure all those moms out there with more than one kid have it way more rough than i do but totally worth every second the days that i do work i love being a nurse i love helping people and sharing my story but i hate leaving my baby when i get home i can t believe how much i missed him timmy is not a teacher right now he is in training on being the parts and service manager at yamaha of las vegas we are now in the motorcycle business again he did this the first year we were married while i was on maternity leave i was only making 50 of what my paycheck was and we had to pay for our premiums we found out really quick that a teachers salary was not going to pay all our bills timmy and i decided that we wanted me to stay home with our kids as much as possible russ offered him a job and he took it it was a quick decision and we put our house up for rent we moved in january well timmy moved in january i stayed at my moms with owen until i finished up the schedule at work we finally both got here the first week of february i have still had to drive up to st george a lot lately because owen still has multiple doctors appointment and vaccinations at the end of march i won t have to drive up as often we do miss family but in all reality we only saw timmy s family once every other week and my family once every other week it has been really nice to live so close to russ and nicole owen loves to watch ryker he is so happy and content to watch that little monkey run around timmy and i created a people watcher that is for sure it is too bad we don t have a little one year old i like that we live so close to things down here and that there is so much more to do if you want to do more if not there is still the normal movies restaurants and of course target and t j max i kinda like too that you don t see any one that you know you can go anywhere you want looking however you want and nobody cares i know that might sound crazy but i don t always like getting ready well i really only get ready to take timmy lunch haha my baby is 6 months old i cannot believe it it has been the best 4 months having him here at home with us he is my miracle baby and i love him more than i can express it has been such a blessing in our lives having his smiley face with us i feel so honored to be his mommy he is getting so big he smiles a lot and baby talks he loves to suck on his hands and he is getting a tooth he still eats every three hours and lately has been waking up 1 or 2 times in the night which is totally exhausting and requires a nap in the day for me hahaha he loves his bath time and loves to go places to watch people he doesn t really like to stay at home i think he gets bored he still struggles with rolling over he hates his tummy and cries every time you lay him down he is getting better at sitting up though he still fits in 3 month clothes so i am curious to see how much he weighs i am so proud of us though he has never been sick after his synagis he gets a stuffy nose but it clears up in 2 days we are still careful about taking him to crowded places and will be probably until the end of march well that is our life in a nut shell i will try and write more often posted by timmy and trini at 11 21 am 0 comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook living the key life we have now been in the vegas for about 6 months things are starting to grow on us there are lots of things to do even though we really haven t done much right now we are struggling money wise why you ask well i just got my tonsils out about 6 weeks ago 1500 i just rear ended a guy 450 we were already over our budget so we need to pay off our credit card i am not going to post how much that is in all reality if i would have looked for a job before we moved and started when we got down here then we wouldn...