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digital bookshelf digital bookshelf 1 5m ratings 277k ratings see that s what the app is perfect for sounds perfect wahhhh i don t wanna digital bookshelf tori writer 20s they she aro ask tag friendly posts boop archive ️ transferred ️ ️out now ️ visit viktorialexandra com to buy your copy now and thank you for all the support pinned post writeblr writers of tumblr animatronic saga transferred book 4 of the animatronic saga seven days of book excitement bookworming 7 notes may 22nd 2026 open in app facebook tweet reddit mail embed permalink chipmunkweirdo chipmunkweirdo i thought that i am naturally one of those emotionally flat unexpressive autistic people who are great people honestly and that my exuberant personality might just be an act but as i examine myself closer i realize that i can sometimes become emotionally flattened and unexpressive out of necessity and not because i enjoy that or because it s me unmasking it s because my voice is loud i naturally talk far too loud for most people to tolerate when i feel any emotion at all i feel it strong and i love to feel it strong but they make me loud too much so in order to talk at an acceptable volume and not sound like an overexpressive cartoon character i silenced my voice and with it my emotions because in order to quiet down i needed to not allow myself to feel things like excitement or joy sucks doesn t it now i m learning to express myself through my voice and through the chipmunk voices out loud more instead of just online again and guess what it s been exhausting me too because while it feels good i still get scolded for being annoying and loud and my body is not used to the frequency with which i talk i keep getting really dry mouth lol but it feels good it feels liberating hopefully someday it ll also feel less exhausting neurodivergent 23 notes aug 1st 2026 open in app facebook tweet reddit mail embed permalink salinelakedweller salinelakedweller late discovered autistics are all yeah i m good but if i truly relax for a moment i think the world or i might collapse also i don t think i know what it means to truly relax neurodivergent 203 notes aug 1st 2026 open in app facebook tweet reddit mail embed permalink godsmostautisticbird godsmostautisticbird the thing nobody tells you about unmasking is that sometimes you ll flinch away like a dog expecting the kick it knows in its heart is coming you ll be hanging out with a friend going to a function chatting with a stranger at the store being your authentic weird ass self and having a great time then you re driving home and you just hit this wall of shame and disgust and fear and it s like you re dropped into a wat of psychological acid and it burns and burns and burns and it comes and goes sometimes a voice in your head explains to you in simple terms that everyone who ever met the real you thinks you re a bumbling idiot too loud annoying corny they all pity you and you re just too socially inept to pick up on it that my child are the death throes of the mask the mask you created to protect yourself the years decades of conditioning screaming at you to stop doing the dangerous thing of exposing all your squishy bits to the cruelty of the world this is normal to be expected even this is the pus flowing from the lanced abscess on your soul and it sucks and it s confusing and you re worried that your mental health is getting worse again but you have nothing at all to worry about sit with it watch it with interest and see it pass because it will cry for the kicked dog inside you if you can and forgive it for lashing out at you in time it too will start to trust again neurodivergent disability pride month 12 notes aug 1st 2026 open in app facebook tweet reddit mail embed permalink strxnged strxnged since autistic people often struggle to identify our emotions as well particularly in the heat of a stressful social interaction we often have a hard time recognizing when someone s actions have hurt us or made us uncomfortable it takes time for me to reflect on how and why someone s actions might have hurt me autistic sex educator and writer stevie lang has observed that autistic people sometimes find it challenging to negotiate sexual consent as well because we can t always tell the difference between wanting something and wanting to want it in order to make someone else happy unmasking autism by dr devon price p 137 wanting to want it is a turn of phrase i ve heard from a handful of other ace people who also happen to be autistic it s also a way i would describe a lot of my experiences sexual or simply physical disability pride month 10 notes aug 1st 2026 open in app facebook tweet reddit mail embed permalink pixiewithpens pixiewithpens more art blogs disability pride month 16 notes aug 1st 2026 open in app facebook tweet reddit mail embed permalink germcore germcore when you say you accept and support autistics you have to support us at all times when a autistic is nonverbal a autistic is semiverbal a autsitic has speech loss at inconvenient times when a autistic needs time to use their aac device a autsitic is having a meltdown a autistic having a shutdown when a autistic need help with hygiene a autistic is overstimulated a autistic is underestimated a autistic is unmasking a autistic stims a autistic has tone issues a autistic has low fluctuating empathy a autistic doesn t understand something a autistic has a hard time relating disability pride month neurodivergent 60 notes aug 1st 2026 open in app facebook tweet reddit mail embed permalink miswwrble miswwrble being female and autistic is weird because i mask so much that i forget that my normal voice isn t incredibly cheery and feminine and i actually sound like a 14 year old boy in band who is also a wannabe incel podcaster and probably makes ussr jokes all the time neurodivergent 15 notes aug 1st 2026 open in app facebook tweet reddit mail embed permalink froegis froegis this is just the same thing i rediscover every few months but i have just been reminded of how when i enter an environment i am not used to or comfortable in i feel so incredibly autistic again not in a derogatory way obviously i am just reminded of my autistic traits and that they did not go away i have merely learned how to be comfortable in my own skin so that when i am in the company of those who know me in an environment i am used to these traits dont cause problems or discomfort for me or others and then i enter a new situation and it feels like whiplash because all of a sudden i am having to think about making eye contact again and monitoring my expressions and trying to put on a little show and i fail so so bad and then i get upset about it and all i can think about is how they can see me trying and failing and how odd they probably think i am because thats how i know people talk about people like me because when people dont know i am autistic they talk to me about people they think are autistic about how they are just odd and strange how they are not normal people because of x and y mannerisms and i can always picture it being me they talk about that way to someone else because i do those things too it s just that sometimes i can hide them then being reminded of that in real time as i actively fail masking skill checks wondering if they will go home and talk to someone about an odd girl who does this odd thing and cant look you in the face its not that i mind being odd and strange in the end i dont know why this is so upsetting i think in professional and academic settings being able to mask is truly a privilege and it probably just feels really exposing to not be able to do it like i think i should be it s like i lived my life for a few months thinking i somehow became a normal person only to be reminded of that strange feeling of alienation all over again and it just hurts and it feels almost humiliating in a way neurodivergent disability pride month 22 notes aug 1st 2026 open in app facebook tweet reddit mail embed permalink tucsonhorseunmasking tucsonhorseunmasking i ve noticed that as i work on unmasking i start to use more complicated words i was always the kid in school who knew the big fancy words that other kids didn t understand and i got teased for it so i trained myself to use other normal words instead i thought i had lost much of my vocabulary and i regularly have trouble thinking of words so i figured the two were connected and i had just lost the big words but as i ve relaxed into myself more the big words are coming out again and i seem to be having issues remembering words less often which i suspect is because i ve stopped trying to block myself from using certain words an unexpected benefit i didn t realize how much i missed my big words neurodivergent me 17 notes aug 1st 2026 open in app facebook tweet reddit mail embed permalink bluejay in flight hussyknee the most basic intractable fact about mental illnesses is that you simply cannot willpower your way out of them the only exceptions to this rule are the ones i have which continue to disable me due to lack of determination and other grave personal flaws disability pride month 38 505 notes aug 1st 2026 open in app facebook tweet reddit mail embed permalink next