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e on this sort of thing it isn t normal for 20 year olds to have strokes last week we spent 10 days in southern california with all the kids so i ve discovered that i don t especially like traveling with teenage boys it s kind of like traveling with a caged badger in the backseat let s just say i was glad to be home my favorite part was getting to see my precious step mom angela i hate the wording for step parents it sounds so not so important which is completely lubricious i have loved both of my step parents as much as my biological parents i m glad my children just call her gigi that s much better anyway i have this sweet memory of us eating dinner at a really nice restaurant in downtown disney with our gigi it is something i can take to heaven with me one day now with all this craziness going on in our lives there has been one sweet thing that i am really enjoying my daughter is in love she is in love with a wonderful man i say man and not boy because robert is 8 years older than charlotte robert is sweet and quiet loves to read and fish but mostly he is crazy in love with my daughter i adore him if there were arranged marriages he would be my choice he is smart he s an engineer at fed ex kind and faithful he served his mission in colorado denver south he is the cub master in his ward which is in a disadvantaged area of town and he is a good son to his parents i know this because we are good friends with his parents he spends every extra moment with charlotte and while he is very shy and quiet i know he is very romantic he leaves her flowers and sends her sweet love texts that s what the young people do now she is very loyal to him as she doesn t share what he says but i see her smiles when she gets them it is so wonderful to watch her grow into a beautiful woman and to watch her mature and just to be happy they are too precious together i know there will be a ring soon and a wedding this summer remember i m good friends with his mom while i m so happy for her i know i will miss her terribly we are the best of friends and she really cares how i like things the definition of a friend you raise them to be independent of you but never really think about them moving out until the very end i ve been buying her things for her hope chest since she was 15 but didn t see them being used but now i do i can see her hanging pictures cooking and building a home it s what i ve been training her to do her whole life i keep thinking is there anything i haven t told her that she needs to know when i do think of something i try to tell her right away it s kind of like sending her away to camp for the first time do you have everything you need to make you happy i hope she has everything let s see you ve got faith wisdom love and knowledge packed in here if you need anything else just call me and i ll bring out to you it s harder than i thought it would be it came sooner than i thought it would i guess that is what my parents said on second thought i was a pistol i m sure my mom was just glad i found david so that s my update all is well and i hope all is well with ya ll with all my love tracey posted by tracey at 9 35 am 1 comment tuesday march 30 2010 the tragic kindom greetings loved ones so we went on vacation week before last to walt disney world big mistake why is it that something you look forward to so much and is so crazy expensive can be turned upside down by something as small as a germ we bought tickets on southwest out of nashville three hours away because they were half the price of ones out of memphis memphis is a hub for delta northwest so no southwest here dave hates this it really drives him to distraction as it does most memphians he says it s how they gig ya anywho so we drive the 3 hours to nashville and get a flight to tampa not orlando because latter in the week we have a business conference for the shop in marco island and tampa is just about halfway between the two places we go to animal kingdom on sunday and around 3 or 4 in the afternoon big dave says he doesn t feel good and is going to sit in the van with david the park closes at 5 pm so i don t think much about it and we go back to the hotel but later that night when we went to dinner dave opted out and spent his evening driving and riding the porcelain bus poor baby so he misses the magic kingdom the next day it was a long long day 10 30 am til 10 30 pm that s a long day for a bunch of couch potatoes like us the lines were crazy long and we missed our daddy but it was still a good day the weather was beautiful and not rainy like the week before so tuesday is our last day and we decided to go to epcot dave was feeling much better and no one else seemed to have caught it so we assumed it was food poisoning you know what happens when you ass u me anything i recently showed that to little david and he thought is was hilarious we enter epcot and take the pictures with the big silver ball and all that we ride some rides and around 3pm we head over to the world showcase mexican pavilion to eat a late lunch at san angel our favorite restaurant on the property it s so fun it s inside a huge mayan temple and it s like you are eating in old mexico did i mention it s my favorite place to eat in epcot we order our food and i eat the appetizers and by the time our food comes i just know i shouldn t eat it something said don t eat your food did i listen no within minutes of finishing most of my delicious meal i felt really sick stupid i tried to go to the restroom but no nothing just nausea i was done just that quick i told dave i was going to the van i started towards the parking lot but didn t get very far when it hit me in earnest i made it to a restroom in time for the diarrhea to begin as i sat there i got sicker and sicker and then the cold sweats started i began to pray dear lord please just let me get my pants up before i puke i did just that and no more there i was heaving my guts up in the middle of epcot i remember thinking oh those poor women on either side of me can here me in here they must be totally grossed out then i felt the diarrhea again and just had time to wipe off the seat if anyone knows what a germaphob i am you know how awful this was for me so much so that i wouldn t leave the bathroom until the cleaning lady had cleaned out my stall ocd to the max i rethought the whole going to the car thing as there are no facilities in the parking lot i remembered passing a first aid station on the way to the restaurant ironic huh so i made my way to the first aid station and on the way past my friend whose family went with us i could barely walk and talk but i said kelli where are you going she said she was going to the car that she didn t feel good either i told her to follow me to the first aid station and she did we walked in like we had been shot kelli spoke for us and told the two women behind the counter that we had been sick and just needed to sit down for a while they were very rude to us why don t you go back to your resort ladies i can t tell you how sick i was i haven t been that sick since i was 21 and had the flu but i hissed back at them i can t get to my car they said well you can t sit out here you ll have to go to the back and lay down we have to many patrons that come and go in the waiting room my thoughts were 1 laying down is just what i need to do and 2 am i not a patron i paid my 125 dollars to walk in the gates and this is how i m treated and then she said you can t stay too long we re very busy today so help me we were the only ones there epcot stands for experimental prototype community of tomorrow i think it stands for epcot s people cannot offer tenderness so we laid in there for some time and let me just say it was a good thing i didn t go to the van as i was constantly back and forth to the bathroom kelli just fell asleep but i was in agony finally kent kelli s husband called and she told him where we were and i said please came with dave and give me a blessing shortly thereafter the husbands showed up and gave us both a blessing what are the odds of having two priesthood holders there i just thank god they were so they gave us a paper blanket and rudely sent us on our way in two wheelchairs you know it takes a lot to embarrass me but being wheeled out of epcot under a paper blanket is probably the top of my list plus every sound every bump every smell made me nauseous the guys decided to let kelli drive us home as she was the least sick dave helped me in their truck and buckled me in mistake 1 kelli drove while i moaned we barely got past the welcome to epcot sign when i felt it coming i yelled kelli pull over but it was too late thank god for the paper blanket which caught most of it but not all because i was buckled in it got all over the seat belt ewwwwww fortunately i took most of the hit unfortunately because i vomited so violently i couldn t stop the other end so there i was vomit on my shirt and jacket and my pants soiled too would you believe kelli had a whole basket of clean beach towels in the bed of her truck i took off my clothes right there on the side of the interstate i was just in my tennis shoes and underwear and i didn t care kelli handed me a towel and i wrapped up you know those few minutes right after you are sick that you feel completely fine well i used those minutes to use the last 5 handi wipes in my purse to clean up kelli s truck mostly i just cleaned the seat belt i begged kellie to let me ride in the bed of her truck she has a camper top but she was mortified and refused to let me i said kelli i stink and i don t want to mess up your truck any more than i already have she teared up and said we would just use more towels and roll down the windows what a good friend we just left all the illness and cleaning materials on the side of the road i felt bad about it but knew that because it was still on disney property some poor slob would have to clean it up we made it back to the hotel without anymore excitement big dave took care of everything that night including me the rest of the week went better but i never felt up to snuff as i related this story to my sister in law her husband dave s brother clark commented that it sounded more like the tragic kingdom to him i howled when i heard this as clark is a stroke survivor and surprises us all with his wit sometimes so that was our trip to hell i m really sorry it was so graphic but that s life and this is a journal for me as well as a way to stay in touch here s hoping your vacations fair way better than ours did regretfully tracey posted by tracey at 12 21 am 1 comment thursday march 11 2010 good bye helen greetings dearests well this has been a crazy week as we are about to depart for vacation to disney world and marcos island in south florida sadly my sister in law and dear friend s mother passed away last weekend and was buried on tuesday i ve thought about helen gwen cox s mom off and on all week today i was packing and pulled out a glorious pair of red patten leather shoes i love these shoes but they get black marks from the heels on them i thought to myself you know helen mewbourn would know how to get the marks off these shoes and then i was rather sad at the thought that all that we are and know leaves with us gwen always gave her mom props and would defer to her mother when she realized helen was the expert on a subject like photography i really think hard before i buy anything larger than a 8 x 10 photo because helen thought it unseemly i love to remember funny stories about departed friends my favorite about helen was one involving a bare chest and a smart new dress helen was a hoot and i m sure will be very glad to be with her mother and father and husband my friend gwen was a good daughter to her mother i hope to be as caring as she was i love you gwen i hope you don t mind me writing this actually i think i ll ask you permission first so if you are reading this it was ok with gwen an update on emma evie my little friend with cancer she is dying they told her parents week before last there is nothing more that they can do for her except make her comfortable her tumors came back stage 4 neuroblastoma is usually fatal we are praying just for the tender mercies of the lord now it is a painful way to die she isn t the one i worry about though my friend beth jones assures me that st jude will not let that baby suffer her young parents are pray for them no one should have to go through what they are about to kiss your babies and grandbabies even if your babies are 30 life is a precious gift as always all my love tracey posted by tracey at 2 09 pm 3 comments monday february 1 2010 thanks for the memories greetings loved ones so yesterday was the 28th anniversary of my baptism into the church of jesus christ of latter day saints in honor of this day i decided to feed the missionaries yesterday was a wonderful day ironically church was canceled due to ice and bad roads our stake president is an attorney and knows how to avoid a law suit but i like to think it was more inspiration anyway it was a pleasant day we had a delicious meal i served honey baked ham black eyed peas with snaps mashed potatoes green peas and sister schubert s rolls the elders this is what we call 19 to 21 year old boys serving missions seemed to enjoy it they came and ate and gave us a sweet message and went on their way this day made me recall the night i was baptized i ve never felt so peaceful in my life even though all around me life swirled about like a tornado somehow it just didn t bother me it was rather out of body for me but i could sense others being upset it started two weeks before when i had prayed for guidance i had been down on my luck and wasn t living like i knew i should my life felt empty and lonely so i decided to give god a chance i pleaded with him to send me a sign please send me someone to help me anyone the next day around one in the afternoon there was a knock on my door it was two sweet young women who said they had a message they would like to share with me i asked them did joseph send you they replied that no one had sent them that they had felt impressed to come to my door i invited them in as it was very cold outside i listened to what they had to say and i wanted to hear more they made an appointment for the next day every day they taught me more and more and it was like i had found something that i had lost everything they taught me made perfect sense and finally they asked me if i wished to be baptized of course was my response on the day of my baptism it was cold and yucky but i didn t care i was happy i had asked a friend bob steward to baptize me which shocked him because he didn t even know i was taking the discussions but he happily said yes he would be honored things happened that night that had never happened before first my beloved step father was delayed out of town he was always home by saturday but not this day he asked me t...