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ore s trademarks in the business are use of gynocological instruments as well as spitting urinating and blowing snot into womens mouths felicity is scared to meet max hardcore because she s already heard about him stephen interviews one of max hardcore s former models layla jade she explains how max would choke her and do other abusive things but the only time she felt disturbed by his behavior was when he jammed his fist into her mouth and took out a chunk of yer tongue with his finger nail she admits that people who watch his movies are on the edge meaning they like to see someone that looks like they could be a child being abused stephen films max hardcore s house as they wait for him to show up as he s not currently in the house he explains that the house is very clean and has a faint scent of antiseptic similar to a hospital which is disturbing to him he says his first instinct is to leave and to take felicity with him one of max hardcore s crew takes felicity up to the dressing room to show her what they have it s filled with child like clothing stuffed animals etc she soon finds out that she is not there for an interview that richard had set it up so that she was to film that day she seems really nervous and upset to be doing this film that she never agreed to do she tells richard she is scared but he doesn t care and even says that he s tired of being blamed for her being scared he says if you want to make money you got to work this is not doing anything she s never done before stephen asks what putting snot in peoples faces richard says nobody s saying he s going to do any of that felicity insists on meeting max to find out what his expectations are max s crew guy explains we try to discover the girls how far we can go how far he can take it because sometimes you can take it further and you don t even know that felicity says that is misleading the girls yeah that s wrong that s like abuse that s wrong stephen talks to richard outside and richard discusses how angry he will be if she walks out of this job because she s wasting his time if she has a justifiable reason which he does not explain he doesn t give any examples of what a justifiable reason would be for walking out he won t be pissed off about it later on stephen is talking to felicity while she s getting ready for the shoot in the bathroom he asks are you going to do it she says i ve got to do it stephen exclaims you don t have to she says i do have to do it if i don t do this i might as well get on the plane tonight because i m not going to get booked for anything else after this discussion felicity finally meets max hardcore she walks into his office wearing a trench coat which max immediate takes off of her as he s saying there s really non eed for this how old are you he does not even ask her name or even bother with any formalitites he doesn t even ask her what she s willing to do or not felicity says guess as she asked him to guess he begins to grope her breasts and turns her around while he says um 22 he then asks her to give him her hand he then says to her okay put your hands here she doesn t move fast enough for his taste so he sort of pushes her forword onto the side of the desk so that her back is to him and her hands are on the desk and he says there you go after you hear him unzip his pants he then asks her to give him her hand again as she reaches her hand back he says to her i want to be your friend do you want to be my friend she says no i ve heard horror stories about you you scare the pants off of me max does not respond to this comment and simply moves her to the other side of his desk where his chair is so he s closer to his drawr he then pulls out a bottle of lube he says put a little of this in your hand like this and put it on the cock the entire time that max is talking to felicity it seems like he s talking to her like she s child especially when he asks her if she wants to be his friend he s talking in a sort of soothing voice but at the same time is definitely man handling her you can tell that she s really intimidated by him and that it s probably the only reason she is going along with this they start to discuss the other work she had been doing while she was in la he tells her to lean over the desk again she looks awkward about it but goes along with it anyway she s playing it cool and acting like nothing is out of the ordinary and he begins to penetrate her anally remember that she hates anal sex she finally says as he s doing this this ins t my introductory these guys just want to shag me max responds with this is how we check out your qualifications stephen starts to talk about how this interaction made him really uncomfortable you could also sense the lack of enthusiasm in felicity as well as her nervousness max hardcore stops and has her sitting on his lap he begins to explain that they want to dress her up as a young english school girl he asks her if she would shave her pussy for him and she refuses explaining how itchy and uncomfortable it is when it begins to grow back max responds with we have a saying aroud here we re not happy until you re not happy he asks her if she s fearful of him and she says she is he asks her why she explains because you are the first person i ve met before even shaking my hand you ve stuffed your cock up me max says we prefer the direct approach she explains that he should have talked to her before because she has limits as she says this max hardcore grimmaces in disgust and says you have limits you can tell he s irritated by her stating this and the conversation fizzles out at this point he finishes smoking his cigarrette and then he starts bouncing her on his knee like a little child the camera cuts out and in the next scene she s standing in his his living room area anxiously waiting for the shoot to begin she s wearing a florescent blue belly shirt her hair is done up in pig tails and she s wearing metallic purble daisy dukes she talks about how nervous she is which you definitely get the sense of because she s sighing a lot and keeps looking towards his yellow leather couch in reluctance she explains that she s afraid she is going to do things she wouldn t normally do but bartered for extra money to do them she also says that max doesn t seem as horrible as other people have made him out to be which i find really interesting especially due to his introductory approach which felt and looked a lot like rape the camera cuts out and stephen explains that thirty minutes had elapsed since he recorded last when all of a sudden felicity breaks off of the scene the camera turns back on and catches her as she s running up the stairs completely disturbed she s crying and sobbing she s sobbing so hard that you can hear her gasping for air she manages to say i couldn t take it stephen explains although i didn t see it max hardcore forced his penis down her throat and was suffocating her as felicity runs up the stairs upset her agent does not even look at her and he doesn t even move a muscle he was sitting on the same stairs she ran up didn t even ask what had happened or why she was upset about he clearly didn t give a shit max appears shortly and begins to follow her up the stairs the camera then shows her talking to max in what appears to be the guest bedroom she says i just can t fucking do it it s horrible already and i want to go home she cries some more while gasping and says i m scared max is sitting on the bed next to her while she s holding her face in her hands and he starts saying in that creepy soothing voice again why in response to her saying that she is scared she says because i m scared i got all these people here and i should feel safe and i just don t feel safe i m being physically abused i just want to leave this fucking country now and get on a plane and get the fuck out of here max says again in his creepy patronizing voice how are you being abused she says the things you do to my body and stuff it s abusive and i m not comfortable with it i hate it alright i fuckin hate it she s still crying at this point max hardcore starts to attempt to encourage her max says look are you a winner are you a good person felicity responds i d like to think so max says i d like to think so too you re a good person aren t you you don t fuck all of your friends you take care of people right she says yeah in a very dejected voice he continues you don t go out of your way to hurt people right she says right again in a dejected voice max continues his pep talk okay you re a positive person right you like to think you re important don t you she responds again with a simple yeah he says again are you important she says yeah to my daughter not to you not to anybody else i m only important to my kid max says well then you re goddamn important you ve got responsibilities felicity starts to get aggravated with his questions and responds with why d you think i was here why d you think i d make all this money because you think i like it yeah i like it but i just don t like being abused and if abuse is going to get me money max interrupts her before she can finish what she s saying it doesn t have to be that way every girl is different babe you re different you re special you re unique you re a special person you re an important person very important and you ve got responsibilities people that have responsibilities are important and they do they do the job they take care of business they say okay damn it i don t like it but i m going to do it it was very clear to me that max was using felicities daughter and her responsibility to her daughter at this point to try and manipulate her into finishing the shoot he s trying to get her to think about the money and it s clear that he switched to this tactic after his you re a great person speach didn t coax her into finishing felicity responds i ve been terrified since the minute i walked in here before i even fucking met you she s still sobbing at this point and he starts to stroke her hair he says firmly at this point get a grip now come on as he s still stroking her hair and then rubs her shoulder a little bit she says i won t get a grip until i am home nothing you are going to talk about is going to change my mind max gets clearly annoyed with this comment and says you re sounding like a little school girl now find a way to win not a way to lose as he says this she gets up from next to him to get a tissue from the bathroom a switch goes off in max and he s getting angry now he says to her baby i don t appreciate your fuckin effort i ll be honest with you i do not appreciate your fuckin effort on the job instead of fuckin talking to us and treating us like reasonable human being you just fuck it up and quit when i rushed my ass back here i got shit to do in case you don t know i got shit to do i got stuff to do all those guys my two guys down there i ve got one guy from fucking malibou over here he drived like fuckin you know 100 miles to get the fuck over here to do this fucking scene for you and i don t appreciate your fuckin effort you know instead you didn t even try your fucking you fucking at this point max begins to stumble over his words he s so annoyed with her for not submitting to his will he continues this is just eh me you talk about me the scenes disgusting you disgust me and your fuckin tiny little effort baby i ve done over fucking 500 fucking movies only seen one other girl with less effort than you put forth less effort less willing to fucking do anything to do the fucking job one fucking scene and i have done 1158 fuckin scenes i ve had one fucking girl walk off the set you re a fuckin loser you put no fuckin effort into this okay somewhere she says fine say something but no you don t say fuckin nothing you just jump the fuck up and quit fuck that the camera cuts out and the stephen explains that felicity agreed to finish the set after this he explains that it was clear that felicity could no longer decide for herself after max s reaction to her where there had been consent before it was clearly gone now five minutes later stephen and his crew grabbed up felicity and got the hell out of there after dealing with max stephen fully expects felicity to head home but she decides to go back to extreme studios and works as a fluffer for the gang bang video the very next day he tries to talk to her about what had happened with max hardcore and she s reluctant to discuss it she explains that she had hardly slept the night before that she had woke up every hour on the hour her only comment at this point is it s not pleasant being suffocated stephen decides to talk to richard about it he asks richard do you regret taking her to see max hardcore richard responds no because it discovered her limits early on stephen says do you think it was good education for her richard says yeah she knows how bad things can be and she seems better off today stephen says it gets easier richard says everything gets easier the more you do it stephen says after interviewing richard i noticed something increasingly disturbing about felicity s behavior as if the experiences of last night have changed her as if the shock has somehow dislocated her from herself he explains how her experiences with max hardcore seem to have opneed a door for her to do anything it almost seems like this was richards intent when he brought her to see max hardcore like he knew that if she delt with the worst of the worst she would find anything easier inluding anal and other abusive porn the next pornographer they tape felicity interviewing with she says she ll do anal scenes even though she was very against it before she is tolerable of abusive sex now she s willing to do abusive porn with these pornographers nothing seems off limits to her now this particular porn she is going to shoot in involves on man roughing up three women during sex stephen wonders why she will suddenly do abusive porn this particular pornographer refuses to have his face taped during the documentary stephen asks the pornographer why he won t have his face taped the pornographer explains that he lives a double life while his family knows he makes porn they don t know how abusive the porn he produces is he says i don t say yeah i climb up on the roof and i choke a girl into unconsciousness well because it is shameful for godsake stephen asks so why do you do it he responds it s as exciting as hell it s better then taking drugs stephen then asks how do you justify doing this it s degrading isn t it he says it s an expression of romance it s an expression of love the film goes back to recording felicity apparently after the shoot and she discusses more about her father after she found out who he was they connected for a while but it fizzled out and he stopped caring about her she explains that she wants her father to see what she is doing for work to see her in porn she wants to prove to him that she exists she see...