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hange it got to the point that i would feel frustrated that we didn t just keep moving to get done quicker i would like to think that if heavenly father did send me down during the pioneer times that i would of been one to encourage others along to help those struggling to be strong enough to push and pull my cart and have the endurance to not give up i hope that i would but i don t know could i endure that is a question i m asking myself the 5 4 miles we walked was tough they went miles and miles day in and day out for months in the heat and then bitter cold losing loved ones along the way but they did it because of loved ones and faith they wanted a better life and it didn t matter what they had to do amazing courage and strength if you don t know my extended family you really should one day we have been there for each other as long as i can remember we support each other we have fhe together we play and have fun together this trek just proved that we also can do hard things together i have always known i have the best family i can honestly say i love every single one of them watching them all during this experience has made my respect for them grow even more most of my cousins were there walking without their spouses one carried his little boy on his back the hole way while his other 3 young children walked could not have done that another had a baby that they carried while their 4 children walked the family that pulled their mother without complaining once one little boy got heat stroke and was dehydrated but everyone rallied to keep him cool and keep him drinking the saying no man left behind well that was how we felt if one was struggling we all were you saw a need and you just helped it didn t matter if it was your family or someone elses it was okay to leave your family and help you cannot experience something like that alone you cannot keep going sometimes without the help of others to push you encourage you and just be there with you i know i would of probably given up after the women s pull if it had not been for all of them okay so i honestly can say i have experienced the women s pull and i am fine to never experience it again alright i probably would because this was the part of the trek that i grew the most and has made me contemplate a lot of things so this is the part of the trek where the men leave to go off to war or serve missions etc while the women are left to carry the load and burden themselves as the men were walking away i could tell the carts that would struggle without their men helpers so we split families up to help some of the carts that only had 2 women pulling i m really not sure what i was thinking before we went i was thinking i could probably do this trek pretty easy i can run 3 miles so walking shouldn t be that hard plus we were keeping our cart pretty light oh i have never been so wrong in my life this was the hardest thing i have ever had to do i felt the load and i felt the burden i know other women s pulls are up a hill and not very far this was about a 1 2 a mile with no hill but sandy it was like pulling a cart through the sand dunes the cart pulling their mom was really struggling they couldn t get very far without wanting to die so my oldest sister decided to run back and help them leaving one less on our cart me my other sister and her 12 year old daughter decided to be the ones pulling while my mom and my little 8 year old pushed each step was so hard you pushed yourself to exhaustion because you knew you had to you couldn t go very far without stopping we would wait for the other carts to catch up but then they needed to rest you tried to act like it was alright to let them rest a minute but it was just so you could rest longer my sister started getting an asma attack and was having a hard time breathing i was to but it was just because i guess i m not in that great of shape i pulled because i didn t want to give up i cried for myself and for the other carts that were pulling more weight then us i cried because i needed my husband to come take this burden from me when we got to a point were we could see the men it was like looking into heaven knowing that they were there and would open their arms to us and take the burden from us was such a wonderful feeling we knew they couldn t come help until we got to certain point but the fact that i could see them waiting was enough in the words of my sister it s all fun and games until the women s pull truer words have never been said after that it seemed like it was never going to end you were so exhausted and hot you wanted to keep moving just to get back to civilization sad but true when we started this little adventure we thought we were going 4 miles and would be back no later then 1 just like the pioneers you have to expect the unexpected things probably didn t always go according to plan i m sure they had to stop for several reasons too they didn t all get to zion on time we didn t get back until 3 and we ended up walking 5 4 miles the lessons i learned though will never be forgotten their faith kept them going and ours keeps us going we are so blessed to have people in our lives that gave up everything for faith and for the love they had for god we take that for granted when we complain about this little thing or that sacrifice endurance and faith is why we live like we do granted we don t live without struggles and trials we have different ones but we also have so many more people to help us get through them i also learned that i need my husband i take him for granted more then i should i realized how much he does for me he is always there to lift my burdens and help me when he wasn t there i noticed my kids also did so amazing i have never been more proud of them in my entire life i have plenty of proud moments as a mom but to see my kids pulling the cart pushing the cart and never once complaining i was so worried about my little girl but she pushed that cart during that women s pull with sand in her eyes and never asked to get in the cart she helped other carts push and pull they all walked and walked and walked it was such a humbling experience now when they complain about cleaning their rooms or helping around the house i can remind them of what they just did pioneer days will never be the same for me parades food family get togethers it s fun but the meaning of it will be lots different i m so blessed to have an incredible family i know this church is true i know heavenly father loves me and wants me to be happy i know i have 3 little miracles that keep me going i know my husband is my best friend and will be forever i know that this life isn t the end i know i will someday get to meet my 5 angels i hope and pray that i will get to meet and thank my pioneer ancestors for all they did these things keep me going they make me want to be a better person i m far from being that better person but i have to keep trying for them my family and myself their sacrifice should not be in vain thank you benson family for putting this together it was the hardest most rewarding experience i loved it and i will never forget it best family reunion so far enjoy a few pics i didn t get as many as i d liked but other family did i ve been working on this for over 5 hours so i really hope it makes sense eir posted by unknown at 11 39 pm no comments friday january 27 2012 ironic blessed cabin fever life is really ironic sometimes just a few short hours after my last post on having hope not giving up on the year blah blah blah i got a call from my sweet hubby that he was in the hospital i could tell by his voice that he was in a lot of pain those calls always make your heart race and you start thinking the worse but when he told me the reason he was in the hospital i had to be grateful he was alive and coherent if you don t know what my hubby does then i guess i have to explain he is a bread route sales driver for sara lee meaning he goes to work when most of us are barely heading up to bed at least that s my routine he does the same mundane things everyday and tries to mind his own buisness well he was heading into one of his stops i won t say which store even though most of you know and had their 300lb industrial door come down on his head neck and back and foot come to find out this door had been broken for a month and the store did not get it fixed because it would cost too much well for how good our luck had been this year it just happened to finish breaking the second my hubby walked through it long story short he is out of work and on workers comp for maybe 3 months with a compressed fracture vertibrae yes he is in pain from this the fracture will heal the compression won t but we feel so blessed right now that a compressed fracture was the only thing he has to recover from when the door came down on his foot a paralyzed old man that only has use of 1 2 his body that worked in the store lifted that 300lb door off my husband so he could get his foot out minutes later 2 workers couldn t even lift the door up we know angels were there protecting and watching out for him a week after the accident he went to a spine dr and was told that if his injury would have been centimeters over he would of been paralyzed it still gives me the chills to think about and i have been so grateful to my heavenly father for keeping him here i still have to go to work but my boss has aloud me to go to days for awhile so i can be home at nights to help with the kids and get dinner and all that fun stuff i have loved being home at night with my family and now i will not want to go back to nights just because i know what i will be missing out on well as i am at work my poor hubby is stuck at home with not a lot to do besides light cleaning kids until i get home and no lifting over 15lbs let s just say the cabin fever is getting to him and it s only been 3 weeks he needs visitors or a night out for dinner and a movie to keep his sanity but with no money to waste we have been stuck home every weekend with the occasional red box rental the cabin fever is getting to me on the weekends becuase i have had 3 saturdays off in a row and the most excitement we ve had is last week when we picked up a free dresser in the rain and snow with my dad and the kids yes that was quite the adventure i don t wish to repeat we ve had a crazy year and i m sure it s not the last of our trials but we ll survive we have had so many prayers and so many good people willing to help us and we have felt so blessed and loved thank you to everyone we love you all posted by unknown at 8 22 pm no comments thursday january 5 2012 how to find hope in a world that seems hopeless it s been almost a year but i m ready to start blogging again i know i m shocked to it s 2012 and after 3 days i was ready to toss the whole year out the window after my disagreement what we will call it with my father in law in the middle of macey s on new years eve my luck went down hill and just kept rolling i tripped over a cement wall and scraped my leg up 5 min after the disagreement then i woke up new years day with a cold then tuesday i fell down our basement stairs carrying our christmas village no it did not all survive and bruised my ever so buttox and now have a matching elbow to go with my leg so yes i have been having my own little pitty party and hating this year already well as i spent the whole day on my couch wednesday doing absolutely nothing but trying to breath and flipping through the channels i did some thinking my cold will go away my bruised butt and scratches will heal so why am i giving up already the answers seem simple sometimes but as we go through life they get more complicated i know my whole year won t be bad luck i hope not anyway but those few days of crappiness got me down so much and i hated every minute i have a great life a husband that loves me 3 beautiful heathy kids a home food clothing an amazing extented family friends me and my hubby have jobs and so many others it makes you feel like such a loser when you have all these blessings but after a few bad days you start to lose hope in your life okay i m not a political person if i was honest which i am i would honestly tell you that i can t stand it but as you all know you can t run or hide from politics it s everywhere i have tried to pay attention lately since the presidential election is coming up and i should care about who becomes president but i think i ve paid more attention because i m scared for this country and it s future the economy is almost non existent and to me that is scary my bro in law just got laid off for the 3rd or 4th time and it s not because he s lazy stores and companies are closing and going out of buisness prices are going up and salaries are not people that have not struggled financially are when you look and hear about all this crap it s so easy to lose hope and give up i couldn t tell you all the canditates fighting for the postion of president except what my husband tells me but i know this country and from the last election i know they will agin choose wrong we have a guy who goes to church and believes in god that wants to be president but we will not vote for him because of his faith why everybody wants freedom of speech religion freedom to make there own choices but our government is ruining these freedoms for us god created the heavens and the earth he created us and all the other things we enjoy so why do we not want a man that believes in that god to run the country people voted obama becuase he was the first black president people wanted hilary because she would of been the first women hello people romney would be the first mormon i hope he has a chance but right now he will be my hope for this country so when we feel like the world is crashing down on us how do we find hope for me i have always had faith in the bigger picture i have always belived that god has a plan for me and even though i have wavered at times i always look back and see that bigger picture our lives are on a timeline that has been laid out for us before we even came down to this life and for us impatient people it s hard to wait for those events to transpire i may not see the blessings at the time but they come we ve been asked to keep the commandments to love one another to serve others to be parents read scriptures pray get married in the temple not put harmful things in our bodies that will kill us believe have faith and hope and to not give up these things take time and yes they are hard work but if we look at the bigger picture all these things if we do them will be worth it i ve went through low points in my life that made me hate the person i was i wasn t happy with anything in my life and it showed in 2010 i finally decided to do some soul searching and change that unhappy mindi to happy mindi i lost my job at the beginning of 2010 and even though i didn t know what i was going to do i knew that i needed to m...