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your thanks never let a problem to be solved become more important than a person to be loved friends move away children grow up loved ones pass on it s so easy to take others for granted until that day when they re gone from our lives and we are left with feelings of what if and if only said author harriet beecher stowe the bitterest tears shed over graves are for words left unsaid and deeds left undone let us relish life as we live it find joy in the journey and share our love with friends and family one day each of us will run out of tomorrows president thomas s monson great things are worth waiting for from tyson davis on vimeo posted by tyson and danielle at 11 03 pm 6 comments saturday january 12 2013 great things are worth waiting for on saturday january 5 2013 i woke up to a familiar pain it was the same pain that i had felt 14 weeks ago when i was going into pre term labor i felt like something was not right but did not want to go to the hospital my worst nightmare throughout the pregnancy was to go to the hospital and for them to send me home i decided to text dr bohman and ask him for advice he advised me to go to the hospital just to get checked tyson my mom and i drove to st rose san martin hospital where i was hooked up to a monitor for a few hours i was dialated to a 2 contracting every 5 8 minutes and baby sounded good they classified this as early labor the contractions were not getting more intense so they advised for me to go home and come back the following day to do a stress test on the baby because i had been contracting for 2 weeks now they wanted to be sure it was not irritating her on sunday january 6 2013 we hopped back in the car and drove to the hospital for more monitoring i was still dialated to a 2 contracting every 5 8 minutes and baby sounded good they released me to go home and said i was now in active labor and to come back if the contractions became more intense when we got home i texted dr bohman and let him know what the hospital had said that was when he decided to do an emergency c section that night he felt that i had been contracting for so long i was not dialating baby was not dropping and i was going to have to have a c section whether we waited or not so we should pull the baby immediately for the interest of mine and hers health it was 2pm and he scheduled the c section for 5pm he told me to pack my bags and to meet him there i freaked out i was going to be a mom my dream was coming true tyson and our friend jeff gave me a blessing before we left i am so grateful for the priesthood and for the words tyson said as he laid his hands upon my head i was so comforted and knew that everything was going to be okay we grabbed our bags and carseat and hopped back in the car we arrived at the hospital and i was so nervous we checked in at the front desk and they gave me a cute gown to wear i was hooked up to the very familiar monitor that i had been connected to for the past 2 days and they started my iv soon the doctor arrived and it was time tyson and i hugged our moms goodbye as we walked into the operation room and they went into the waiting room with the rest of our family they gave me my spinal epidural and laid me on the table it was cold and i had the shakes pretty bad the room was full of nurses and doctors tyson held my hand as they put the blue curtain up and began the operation the doctor began the incision and was successfully able to go through the first three layers when he got to the fourth layer my muscle was not effected by the epidural i could actually feel them cutting me it hurt so bad i said ow that really hurts and they replied that i should only feel tugging and pulling not pain that was when i replied i can feel pain that hurts the last thing i remember is the anesthesiologist saying okay dad she is going to get really loopy and not remember anything from here on out they put an oxygen mask on me and i was out that was when i went to heaven i know it sounds weird and people laugh when i say it but i truly felt like i was in heaven i remember being very confused and didn t know where i was or what i was doing i felt like i was dying and i was really fighting it finally a light appeared and i decided to just go towards it i was letting go and didn t care if i was dying anymore right when i relaxed i heard the doctors voice i wasn t dead i was in a hospital i asked where is my husband and they replied he is with your baby and i said my baby is inside of me and they replied your baby was born 20 minutes ago you are all done danielle you did great laila marlie davis was born at 5 18pm weighing 8lbs 4oz and 19 inches long it was hard to comprehend what they were saying at this point in the video below you will see the doctor show the baby over the curtain i do not remember that you will also see me kiss my baby for the first time i do not remember that at first i was sad that i had missed these special moments of being a mom and the first breath my baby took but now i am just so grateful she is healthy and here it doesn t matter how she got here she is here i soon went into the recovery room where i slowly woke up dr bohman came in and showed me a picture of my sweet laila tears filled my eyes as i saw my miracle for the first time the doctor wiped my tears as i fell in love with my baby girl i couldn t wait to see her in person tyson soon came in with the baby and they placed her in my arms words cannot describe the overwhelming feeling of love that i felt for her immediately the dream that i had for so many years was a reality i was holding my baby in my arms she was absolutely perfect in every way her skin was so soft with perfect in coloring her fingers and toes were perfectly small the way she looked at me with her blue eyes melted my heart i could not stop crying as i held her in my arms she is my miracle the family soon left for the night and it was just tyson laila and i we were a family and it felt so good i watched as tyson held her in his arms next to the window his eyes filled up with tears as he held her in our quiet room we cried together as we held our sweet girl i loved that moment and i will remember it forever tyson has waited so long to be a dad and has had so much patience as we have endured this trial of infertility he is seriously the perfect dad and husband i could not have asked for a better best friend and companion to go through this with he changes her diapers swaddles like a champion gets up with her at night holds her tightly kisses her gently and rocks her to sleep so perfectly he is incredible and i know that laila already loves him so much it has been one week since that sunday night i fall more in love with laila every single day i absolutely love being a mom it is everything i had ever dreamed of and more i treasure every day with her and thank heavenly father for blessing me with her i never knew the love a mother has for her child until now i would do absolutely anything for her i am so grateful for trials i am grateful that we have the opportunity every day to choose how we will endure them i am grateful for who i am today because of this trial in my life it has been hard it has been tough i have wanted to give up so many times i hope we always remember that prayers are answered they are answered in his timing i hope we always remember that trials can make us stronger they make us stronger when we allow them to i hope we always remember that miracles do happen they happen when we do not lose hope and faith i hope we always remember to not give up because the best things in life are truly worth waiting for our discipleship will be developed and proven not by the type of trials we are faced with but how we endure them elder daniel l johnson this video is for anyone who is going through trials we hope you share it with others who suffer from infertility or any trial that makes you feel like giving up on something we know that anything is possible and that miracles do happen the best things in life are truly worth waiting for posted by tyson and danielle at 10 39 pm 3 comments thursday january 3 2013 its not over but i can see the finish line tyson ran a marathon a few months ago when he talks about it he describes it as one of the hardest but most rewarding things he has ever done he worked really hard training for it and when the time came to run the race he was so excited he can tell you how strong of a start he had and how he had to go up and down many hills throughout the race he then will tell you towards the end he was ready to give up but he didn t he kept going until he made it past the finish line i feel like i have been running a little marathon myself the past 9 months it has been one of the hardest things i have ever done i worked really hard trying to get pregnant and when i finally became pregnant and started the race i was so excited i had a strong start and have had to go up and down many hills throughout the experience today was the day i felt like giving up but i will not i am going to keep going until i make it past the finish line like tyson did i had my weekly appointment this morning and i have been really excited about it i was going to talk to dr bohman about inducing me because i thought 1 3 13 would be a pretty fun birthday for laila my mom was able to come with me to the appointment and they began measuring her cute little body she is such a big girl 7lbs 15oz is what she measured at i was a 10lbs baby so i expected her to be pretty fat like her mama she has big lips and a cute little nose she actually has her dad s nose which i find comforting knowing that dr shapiro did implant our embryo inside of me and not someone else s after she was measured the doctor came in i was so confident and truly thought all of my complications with pregnancy were behind me i asked him about inducing me and he said before we talk about that there is something else we need to discuss i have been to so many doctors appointment the past few years i know when something is wrong i could tell that he had something to tell me that i was not expecting doctor then began to explain that my sweet miracle girl is pretty much stuck inside of me my birth canal is too small and she is not able to drop any further i have noticed that she has been high and she still is up in my ribs but i didn t think anything of it as this is my first baby he then explained that because of this i will have to have a c section this was not what i expected to hear this morning i have been planning on having a natural birth forever a c section was not even on my mind i went into monitoring as i do each week and i had a few contractions i have been contracting since christmas day but they are not pushing her down far enough while laying in the monitoring room i called tyson to give him the news and of course i started crying i am not sure if it is because i am pregnant or if i have an actual good reason to cry but i did i wasn t sad that i needed to have a c section i know a lot of people that have had them done and have heard good things about them i was sad because i had hit another bump in my marathon i had a hard time getting pregnant and needed doctors help to make this little miracle to begin with i then had a hard time keeping her inside of me and needed doctors help to lock her inside and today i learned that i am having a hard time getting her out of me and will need doctors help to get her out i had my moment of sadness and tears but i decided to pick myself up and finish this race how lucky i am that they found this silly thing wrong with me i should have known i wasn t done we are never done with our trials are we i am so grateful for good doctors i feel so blessed that they caught this now and i didn t have to labor and then have a c section i know that everything happens for a reason for some reason i am not supposed to have this baby naturally and i know that it is going to be okay has anything truly been natural with this pregnancy anyways i am so grateful she is a chunky healthy girl we can not wait to meet her on january 10 2013 my mom s birthday too at 4pm perseverance means to continue in a given course until we have reached a goal or objective regardless of obstacles opposition and other counterinfluences perseverance is a positive active characteristic it gives us hope by helping us realize that the righteous suffer no failure except in giving up and no longer trying joseph b wirthlin posted by tyson and danielle at 4 48 pm 1 comments sunday december 30 2012 the waiting game on thursday december 20th tyson and i walked into dr bohman s office we had been waiting for this day forever we were there to get my stitches and cerclage removed after 12 weeks of bed rest i was 36 weeks pregnant and full term therefore laila was free to come the procedure was only a few minutes and was a little painful but nothing i feel like i should complain about i was so happy that it worked the stitches had kept her inside and safe without them she would have been born at 24 weeks with a lot of complications if she made it at all my mom was scheduled to arrive at midnight on christmas day so i put myself on strict bed rest for the week luckily i had done all of my christmas shopping so i was able to just hang low for a few days i did not want to go into labor without my mom being here on christmas morning i woke up with my first contractions that i have ever felt i wasn t actually sure if it was just the baby in a weird position or if they were true contractions at first they started coming and going pretty frequently so much actually that i realized that they were indeed contractions and not just the baby moving tyson and i got so excited thinking she was going to come any second since then my contractions have been very spontaneous and not consistent i went in for my weekly monitoring on thursday and that is where i was able to actually see my first contraction it was so crazy to feel it and to see it on the monitor too my mom was with me and was so excited about every contraction after seeing the doctor he let us know because they were not consistent that that was not the day they were about 5 10 minutes apart and he told me to just keep a close watch on them i have been contracting daily they come and go tyson s aunt said she contracted for 2 whole weeks before she went into labor so i am trying to tell myself to not get too excited tyson wants her to come every day i am so excited to see him become a dad he is going to seriously be the best he has been so patient the past few years and has always had so much faith for our little family i know the day she comes will probably be the best day of his life he always talks to laila and tells her that its okay to come out now but we are pretty sure she is comfortable in there and since we worked so hard to get her to stay in there she is just obeying us and staying in there for the rest of our lives we ...