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been keeping me awake gargh my throat feels so itchy right now that i feel like showing my hand down my throat and scratch it i did fell asleep a while ago but then the coughing started so i m here at my neglected blog pity i m gonna update about what s been up recently from my last last post i did mention i m currently chasing a girl and to be honest i m still at that stage but yeah things are going out quite smooth she s a really nice girl and for some strange reason i m not really rushing into it like i normally would but if you would ask her she d probably say the complete opposite it s true i sometimes do try to annoy her with questions such as why not now what are you waiting for and how much longer should i wait i hope she knows i m only trying to be a pest more about her so yeah i met her around 2 years back but only got to know a little bit more about her since last year i suppose quite a number of my friends had told me about her even before i met her and all of them were telling me about how nice she is i usually don t trust anyone else s judgement but yeah they were right these few months of chasing really showed me how much of a catch she is i think she s really sweet looking and cute and pretty too but it s not just looks i m after but let me just be clear yeah the looks i ll accept as a bonus hahaha she doesn t have a temper or maybe i just haven t encountered it yet she s care free most of the times really cheerful playful smart funny and really really down to earth not like most girls nowadays i m not saying all girls ok let me re phrase some girls nowadays are so materialistic and they care so much about what others think about them and most of them are attention seekers they do anything they can just to get attention any attention at all constantly complaining about every single thing just to harness pity from others instead of twittering about it or fb it find a way to fix it duh and the people who can have the patience to reply to these status updates are totally eff ed up too writing stuff like smile cheer up if it was me i d reply ok stop complaining g a l the g a l for get a life gargh i don t mind people complaining on facebook but please not everyday god is not out to get you you re just making it seem as if he is god has better things to do like playing call of duty black ops with buddha or watching raywilliamjohnson on youtube or just planning 2012 s going away party gargh _ wow that was very far off the original topic but ok let s get back so these past few months have been going so smooth and i really wish it would continue on the way it is at first i wasn t sure if things would even get this far but as days go by i can really feel her opening up to me more i m not saying that she ll definately accept me yet i hope she does but whatever decision she decides to make i ll respect it and not go berserk and start hating her and posting about it on facebook because even if she s not going to be my girlfriend i still wouldn t want to mess up our friendship i really feel lucky to meet her and now having the opportunity to get to know her better i can t really tell you how i feel it seems like as each day go by i m falling for her more and more it s been a while since i felt this way over someone and to be honest this really is one of the best feeling anyone can have even now as i m writing this blog post i m still thinking about her she cares for everyone around her including me and it s not just because she s a nurse it s just in her nature to do so just a while ago i was complaining to her about my sore throat she told me to do this and that to soothe it but i m still coughing like hell now lol anyways i m starting to get a little blur right now maybe it s because of the medicine goodnight bloggy 3 posted by alfieeeeee at 3 09 am 1 comments tuesday march 8 2011 life is short well i guess some of you may have read it in the papers today about a couple missing after their boat capsized read here miss tan she taught me in 2 classes during my time at mpi moral and history may her soul and her husband s rest in peace i don t know her too well but all i can say is that she s a cheerful character always willing to help and guide all her fellow students like a true teacher would rest in peace posted by alfieeeeee at 11 33 pm 2 comments monday february 28 2011 sometimes one has to be less of a man to be the man the title was one of my facebook status update recently i don t think many people get what i meant to me it means stripping down all the shields and defences we ve built over the past years and just try to be more open and just accept change yes we might be vulnerable at first but then things will always go for the best when we believe that it will but anyways enough about that let s move on last week i decided to just grow some balls and tell someone how i really felt about her and since valentine s day was about presents and chocolates being me i didn t do so _ yess hopeless i know but i did make her a belated valentine s present the templates after i cut them out cincai cincai draw punya template lol looks retarded sew them all up and then it s time to stuff it stuff stuff stuff it s alive but it s blind i can see there i made a teddy bear i know it s not much of a looker but yeah like they say it s the thought that counts in the process of making the teddy i was worried i might screw it up then she wouldn t like it so i concentrated real hard hand stitching it stitch by stitch and after numerous times accidentally poking myself with the needle it finally got done thank god the bear didn t turn out to look like a freakshow or a monster i really hoped that she would like it and turns out she did that s all that matters i guess when you really like someone you d do just about anything to make them smile to make them happy this girl is really special and a special girl deserves a special present ey a cute teddy bear hand made by an ahbeng ah beng got heart one ah you know lol anyways i guess that s it posted by alfieeeeee at 1 53 pm 0 comments friday december 31 2010 2010 and how it s been greetings and salutations yes i know my blog has been dead for quite some time it s not that i m super duper busy it s just me being lazy what you got a problem sue me p anyways 2010 what can i say about it quite a lot but no i m not gonna do like a long windy recap of the whole year that would just not be me i m lazy surprised no i hate you all jokes jokes you know i love each and every one of you who still expects new posts from me and before christmas ends let me just wish you all a merry and blessed christmas may the savior s birth bring joy to you and your family many things happened this year i got dumped yeah i know even someone as charming as myself got dumped so be careful friends you might be next i m just playing around i hope that if you re in a relationship it would last unless you re a really hot girl and you would like to hook up with this really hot filipino mixed chinese blogger i say go ahead if you re a dude sorry i m straight anyways the breakup was rough as always i guess breakups are meant to be that way like how a funeral should be sad and moody instead of people laughing here and there but as i ve been told it s okay to be sad over a breakup just make sure you pick yourself up and emerge a better and stronger person i would like to say that i ve done so and yes i m proud of myself well honestly i m always proud of myself don t hate me for being so full of myself it s just my way of saying life and all it s bullsh t are not gonna get to me oh yeah i switched schools too this year from sibu to kuching i m still doing my acca and hopefully i can finish it soon and wish me luck not that i really need it i m hoping to take an extra course in 2011 mba so i can diversify and not stuck being a number crunching geeky accountant kuching has been kind to me i kinda love it there except the traffic and most of the road users i m staying with my uncle and his family they treat me real well there i have other relatives there too they re always looking out for me my family members are the best period and oh yeah this year i had a brush with possible death well not that serious but who knew what could ve happened that night you remember guys the tree incident where the branches of a tree fell on my car during a storm while i was fetching my friend home yeah that one phew i m glad nothing too serious happened to my friend and myself i do feel lucky and yes i was very pissed that time and was blaming anything and almost anyone but i m still alive and that s all that matters i met new friends too from kuching and from sibu caught up with a few of my primary schoolmates and then made friends with his friends and so on and and and and not forgetting mr suituapui woohoo thanks mr wee for all the treats and invitations i m sorry i couldn t turn up hahaha celebrated christmas eve with last year s gang but there were a few missing faces and a few new faces but still it was a great night i m glad i have so much opportunity to make new friends this year this post to me is long enough so i m gonna end it soon 2010 i got brought down emotionally and almost got brought down 6 feet under but i don t regret it one bit if i could turn back time i wouldn t change a thing not even the breakup but i ll probably skip the accident part p now that it s all said and done i shall bid farewell to 2010 tonight with a smile on my face and probably a cigarette in my hand and a drink in the other and a vibrator in my pants and by that i mean my handphone getting filled up with new year messages you pervs hahaha i have not lost my sense of humor don t worry i never will 2011 i welcome thee with open arms be kind to me 2011 you ll be mine for the taking make me king and on such a so full of myself note i ll end this post thanks for reading and have a happy new year peeps i love you all even you haters the christmas eve gang thanks for such an awesome night posted by alfieeeeee at 4 51 pm 2 comments tuesday september 28 2010 it s been 2 years now this post is dedicated to my best bro chan jian ang it s been two years now you left this world on the 28th of september 2008 i still can t believe you re gone sometimes you re still in my prayers bro even though i don t think you need them anymore i m very sure you re up there already what can i say you re just a very good person anyways i keep thinking of you this past weeks about what we used to do and about every single thing i remembered about you there s just so many i really think that you could have gone far in life and accomplish everything that you ve ever wanted to there s so much i can write about you but it ll just be a repeat of what i wrote in my past blog which a certain someone deleted without my permission that person will have her retribution one day but i don t care about that now because this day is all about remembering you bro nothing else matters instead of grieving about your loss i ll see things in a positive manner like how i got the chance to be friends with someone like you and appreciate everything that you ve taught me about directly and indirectly thanks bro still living my life for you rest in peace my brother last year s post jian ang was the most cheerful person you ll ever meet i knew him since kindergarten he was the mischievous one always running here and there during break time i wasn t so close to him during this time but as soon as we were in primary school we started being friends because both of us were the naughty ones we had a communication problem i spoke english and he spoke mandarin but we got along well still when it comes to having fun you don t need communication we were pulling pranks together playing tag together and playing the oh so famous sepak kaki i remembered during primary 6 you had this major crush on a girl and instead of the conventional love letter or presents you wanted to gave the girl a set of dragonball stickers i laughed at you and in the end i never knew wether you did gave it to her you always had the funniest jokes you made jokes even when you didn t even realise it there was this once when the bm teacher asked us to write down what we wanted to do or invent when we grow up you said the funniest thing saya nak bina kereta yang besar yang ada senjata yang ada kelajuan yang tinggi 10km per jam when we were in secondary school we were still friends and we both still had enough jokes to make everyone laugh i always poked fun at you but you never took it to heart you re one of the very few people i know that never takes anything to personally if it was a joke it was a joke we always went out to movies together and then we would walk all the way to parkson just to walk around and just hang out i enjoyed every single moment i had with you but as time passed we weren t so close as we were you had your own friends i had mine but i guess good friends do stick together no matter what it was in form 4 you just had your hair straightened and we went out for a movie i remembered you being vain the whole day you kept stroking ur hair and kept running ur fingers thru it we all laughed at you and you laughed along as well after the movie some other friends decided to head to the computer centre for a round of games so i followed you showed me how to play all those games there i wasn t very into all those games but heck it was fun you were very into basketball at that time and did dragged me along for a few games everytime i missed a shot everyone laughed but instead you showed me what i was doing wrong and taught me the right way to do it thanks to you i scored a few times because you kept passing the ball to me so i wouldn t feel left out you had a girlfriend during form 5 and you were all lovey dovey but there i was always around to tease you you never got angry or annoyed you would always laugh along but when the girl left you you were very sad and i heard from someone that you did cried i did talked to you about it you told me everything cheering you up was easy a few jokes were enough to get you happy again but after a while you did complained to me about something else i was so angry about it and asked for your permission to beat up a certain someone you told me not to you never wanted to solve anything violently anyone who offended you would be forgiven in an instance this is something you taught me to always forgive after the spm exam we always hanged out wether it was for movies or anything else but when the exam results camed out we were both really disappointed with our results but it never really got us down for too long after a session of limteh we were both ok but the next day you told me you ll be leaving for kl very soon all i could think of was damn i thought we could hang out longer but we never lost contact whenever you saw me online you would always greet me and told me about your life in kl 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