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van ry clan of layton ave van ry clan of layton ave welcome to my blog i hope you enjoy reading the exciting events that are happening in my crazy life as a mom lindseth family 2009 van ry family 2010 our family my stick family from widdlytinks com wednesday december 14 2011 reilly o wag it has been one week since we lost our beloved friend i was there when my mom got the okay from dad to get a new dog we mom amy and me pooled 300 together and found him in the paper i can t believe that was over 12 years ago kirk and i inherited him when mom and dad downsized into a condo over 6 years ago i don t think will remembers life without reilly he has taken it the hardest out of all of us but he is feeling better about it reilly was such good natured dog and the kids really got away with a lot as babies reilly would let them crawl all over him and he would just lay there and take it reilly you were the best dog and we will love you forever thanks for being such a sweet and loveable dog posted by van ry clan of layton ave at 10 53 am 1 comment tuesday december 6 2011 long time coming i wanted to share my feelings about my miscarriage that happened almost two years ago so if you want to keep reading be my guest it does get a little personal though but i want to be able to help anyone that this might have happened to as well it is sad and i don t wish this on anyone but i think it is a process that i should go through not only to help me but to help others as well heck maybe i ll start blogging again i have been feeling the need to document what happened with our family and my emotions when i miscarried our baby at 19 weeks it happened almost two years ago i really miss that baby i see others babies that would be around the same age as ours had the baby lived and get sad sometimes even a little jealous i was actually going to find out if the baby was a boy or a girl at an ultrasound and of course kirk had to work so he couldn t be there but i just wanted to find out and never expected anything like this to happen so i went alone expecting joyous news the technician looked a little alarmed and said she had to go and consult with someone else and then came back and confirmed that there was no heartbeat i know i was in shock it took a minute for my mind to wrap around it and then i started to cry i called kirk and then my dad and of course i had to speak with my doctor and he said i needed to get the baby out but i could wait a few days or go in that day but they weren t sure how long the process was going to take because they would have to induce me it seemed like a big blurr really kirk and his dad gave me a blessing before we went to the hospital and while they did i heard a little voice in my head saying mommy i m okay we got to the hospital and they were so kind we had to go to labor and delivery they put an angel on the door to make sure the nurses didn t come in all bubbly and excited as if we had a baby in our arms president free had heard what had happened and came to the room he was so thoughtful and actually gave kirk a blessing of comfort i slept for a little while and while i slept i dreamed about a little girl at the end of my bed about the same size as kaylee is now and she was wearing a dress and i think a hat too i think heavenly father was comforting me it only took a little while after they induced me to actually deliver the baby i think it was less than a pound and was seriously the easiest delivery ever i didn t even have to push once the baby was out the nurse looked to see if she could tell if it was a boy or a girl and she thought that it was a girl the baby was about the size of my open palm and must have died a week or two before i m not going to describe her but she didn t fully look like a baby and the grey color did not help her head was swollen and the umbilical cord had wrapped around the right arm and the neck i think that could have been the reason of her death but all the tests came back undetermined at the time of delivery i was okay that the baby had died and that we weren t ready for that little spirit yet i thought that i was ok and when we got home i was fine for about a week then my emotions started kicking into gear and if i wasn t busy doing something i had time to think during naptime was the worst because i was all alone with my thoughts and i would just cry and cry i didn t want to share my feelings which in retrospect was not good i should have shared my feelings i even remember a night when kirk had come home late from work right after he started working again and asked me what was wrong i wouldn t even talk with him and my mom called right around that time and i just lost it sobbing uncontrollably my hormones finally got back in line probably about a month or so after the ordeal had happened but it was hard around the time that the baby should have been born and also on the anniversary of her delivery i think back and i miss her and i know kirk misses her too the hospital gave us a little care package that included little angel bears the baby s foot prints little booties and some little blankets the kids actually found it a little while ago and placed the footprints on a shelve in the living room which completely shocked me one day as i looked up and saw them they understand a lot at such a young age and i am so grateful for the children i do have i wasn t sure if i wanted to get pregnant again because we have no idea what had really happened or how we could have prevented it from happening again we tried for awhile and when nothing happened i thought that i was only suppose to have the 3 i already have i was ok with that but at the same time i didn t get to have a baby after all that morning sickness it wasn t fair i have only wanted four children at two years apart and now the plan was changed well i am happy to say we are finally pregnant again super nervous though kirk won t let me pick up the kids can t give them horsey rides up the stairs kaylee will be 4 by the time this baby should be born reagan will be 5 ½ and will will be 8 it s not the cookie cutter family that i wanted in regards to their ages but i ll take it i was able to be there for my sister in law when she had a miscarriage and also my sister more recently it is a horrible ordeal that i wouldn t wish on my worst enemy but i am glad that i can be there for people who have to go through this it is not fun to go through alone posted by van ry clan of layton ave at 9 56 am 13 comments saturday may 22 2010 fieldtrip i got to go with william and his class to artpark we saw a fun puppet show how the elephant got his trunk which involved an alligator tugging on an elephants trunk had a picnic lunch and played some games he has a tail on and the all kids ran around and tried to grabbed each others tails and whoever had the most won the game they had to walk like crabs and blew bubbles and tried to catch them on their wands and here is will on the bus going home it sure was nice to share some special time with my william he is growing up too fast thanks to grandma van ry and grandma froncky for watching the girls posted by van ry clan of layton ave at 6 59 am no comments monday may 17 2010 an accessory i had to explain to kaylee that you don t wear necklaces around your ankles she wasn t too happy posted by van ry clan of layton ave at 11 50 am 1 comment thursday may 13 2010 what do fire trucks and pedicures have in common why reagan of course we went to a fire station for abc school yesterday and then we went and got pedicures for my mother s day present posted by van ry clan of layton ave at 8 01 am 2 comments tuesday may 11 2010 hooray for the graduate kirk s big day finally came and we couldn t be prouder kirk s parents and grandma along with my parents will reagan kaylee and i went to the ceremony it is a good thing grandparents like to entertain their grand kids this one is my favorite picture of the day congratulations kirk we are so proud of you and look forward to having you home with us it was so funny last night the kids asked kirk if he was going to school anymore and they all started clapping and shouting hooray when we told them that we had daddy all to ourselves and that he wouldn t be going to school anymore posted by van ry clan of layton ave at 1 30 pm 2 comments sunday april 18 2010 will s doodles a piano duet and curly hair william is constantly drawing and coloring everything and anything here is one of his latest drawings of a nintendo ds i think we have some musicians in the making and reagan let me put curlers in her hair over night it turned out pretty cute posted by van ry clan of layton ave at 5 50 pm 5 comments older posts home subscribe to posts atom bella rose oh bella reilly o wag the fam will reagan roo kay kay grace sara van ry clan of layton ave we are a family of 5 my husband kirk william reagan kaylee and myself view my complete profile kirk and the kids crazy kids the kids blog archive 2011 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