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all is flux and nothing stays still all is flux and nothing stays still amber she her thirty bne home ask archive iamheavymeta lll 29 july with 465 notes iamheavymeta lll myheartis4him deactivated202207 29 july with 56 754 notes esera any other girls feel a permanent sense of unbelonging no matter where they are or who they are with magicfriend1000000000000000 29 july with 125 notes magicfriend1000000000000000 its kill yourself wednesday be careful out there ah well that explains it nonlynear 29 july with 9 688 notes nonlynear suddenly disillusioned my illusions sadiec0re 29 july with 4 977 notes sadiec0re photographed by xiu xiu kong for fruits magazine vigilantejustice 29 july with 5 notes prefacing this by saying that i m so fine so safe etc etc but stepped on a scale for the first time in half a year and then had a very brief moment of clarity where it was like girl are you actually trying to tip yourself all the way into black dog s jaw very silly goofy of me but it very much was like being able to recognise that as an act of self harm lowercase and i guess it was because i definitely have been having the additional thought of wishing there was a world in which i was gutsy enough to go after what i want if you re smelling what i m stepping in but i know that i won t so i just get to feel like this until it passes and then it s back to liveable until it cycles back has anyone ever been therapied into genuinely liking themselves like is that a future as someone who is and i m saying this earnestly even though no one ever wants to believe it ugly like losing half my body weight left me extra fucked and extra ugly and i don t know how there s ever a world in where i m okay with it let alone expecting someone else to be cool with it either anyways sorry 4 this but also this is very on brand for amber vigilantejustice at this point personal calebwittebane 28 july with 6 047 notes calebwittebane my name is fucked bastard and my special talent is not going to make it ryan sometimes 28 july with 107 402 notes ryan sometimes paramore was right hard times vigilantejustice 27 july with 15 notes vigilantejustice omw to meet up with the guy from last week and i m so nervous i could throw up about it vigilantejustice it was so so nice and so so much fun genuinely but i am having many a black thought now love my brain love my life like was so good but it s brought up so many anxieties i never had a reason to acknowledge before there s so much going on in my head that i can t even pin it down to verbalise it anyways i m safe this is not my first rodeo but a bitch is getting sick of being at the rodeo personal vigilantejustice 25 july with 15 notes omw to meet up with the guy from last week and i m so nervous i could throw up about it this is my personal definition of hell but it s like also something i want to do personal sovietnam 23 july with 77 833 notes sovietnam homunculus argument 23 july with 9 996 notes homunculus argument i love informed consent i love dignity of risk i love the thought of having someone willing to tell me why the thing that i m about to do is a bad idea telling me in detail exactly what the consequences are what s going to happen and why and what s the worst that can happen and then having no power to stop me when i decide to do it anyway because i m an adult and i m allowed to get my shit kicked in so fucking bad while doing something stupid if i so choose rozieramati 23 july with 157 notes rozieramati via unioncarbidesuperfan66 23 july with 38 746 notes unioncarbidesuperfan66 library classification labels vigilantejustice 22 july with 4 notes oh boy oh boy new interpersonal relationships are a nightmare there is no way to get inside their head to know what they re thinking and i m thinking all of it everything from every angle thinking myself in circles about the intention of the plans with the guy from friday night he did say he wanted to take me out but that could mean that we had good banter and he wants to platonically hang i guess i could just straight up ask we re doing a bar crawl and seeing where the night takes us which also still could read platonic fun times anyways have been and will continue to spiral personal next wisteria theme by seyche