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t it was not a bladder infection the test was initially positive but turned out to be negative uhg i went to see my doc a couple days ago explaining in detail all that is going on i took my time and explained what i ve done to try to change it and that nothing is bringing relief not even a vicodin she didnt like it kept saying that this early i shouldnt feel back pain since my baby is barely 3lbs on average so she checked me and noted that my cervix is softer than it should be at this point swabbed me to see if i was in preterm labor which turned out to be negative but the nurse was very clear that that doesnt mean that i should ignore symptoms etc doc measured my tummy for fundal height which i understand is an ancient measurement and can change by the minute if you eat or fart or inhale but it was early in the morning and i had only inhaled she measured 34cm which is equivalent to roughtly 34 weeks ish she kept saying how big i was ok shut up skinny beautiful asian doctor that i love doc sent me for an ultrasound it s annoying i have to go to a different clinic to have them done two days later which was this a m obviously anxious i hopped up on the bed telling the u s tech that she better tell me all this pain is due to a big baby i d rather that be the reason than her say the baby is small or i m right on track sure enough she started to giggle and said she s bigger as i watched her track all the measurements the estimator on the screen kept typing out 34 weeks plus or minus a few days and that threw me then once the measurements were done she said it looks like she is in the 4 6lb range giggling again i was like wtf what the hell does this mean i asked if this changes my due date and she said they rarely do that anymore but she said dec 8 13 is where i have you at between you and me now i try to take all of this information with a grain of salt believe me i understand these are wild estimates and could be off by as much as 2lbs but i know what i saw i know what i feel and i do believe that she is big this is how i felt at 39 weeks with bryn i dont go back in til november 6th which is a freaking long time considering lennon should gain another 2 5lbs by then doc isnt fond of inducing but in my case she maybe so i m shoving my anxiousness aside and filling my time with prayer sewing halloween events and a client or two posted by stephanie at 11 42 pm 2 comments monday october 1 2012 update no preterm labor bladder infection was irritating my uterus causing contractions and back pains thank the good lord so a week of antibiotics and watching for timeable contractions it shall be but boy does my back hurt i have a training session tomorrow frankly i m nervous but i know he ll go easy on me i know it ll give me some relief i ll also have a chiro appt to get my hips back in order we found out dan s student loans are jumping up by a significant amount mind boggling really so i got back onto mint com i forgot how great of a budgeting site it is and it gave me some peace our spending always gets out of hand and eating out over the summer months now that it s fall i m in the mood to cook more and of course start eating better trying to make the transition to working out getting back on my diet plan after birth a little easier my goal this month is to lose 2lbs here s why people say it cant be done weight loss in the 3rd trimester i want to prove that you can lose that fat and stay healthy now that my appetite is normal i can eat more protein and all the other stuff i was eating while losing weight i understand this may be frowned upon to some but doctor gave me the thumbs up and there is no harm in it my dad was diagnosed with diabetes a few weeks ago so on top of gym time for me which is really only 3 days a week right now i ll be walking a few miles a week with my dad and sister speaking of walking i desperately need some sort of belt to hold up my belly not a bella band something significant if you have a recommendation i ll hear it hmmm what else my sweet little sister is in hawaii with surfing the nations yesterday marked her one week of being there and she broke her foot while jumping off a rock into the ocean 4 6 weeks in a cast she s obviously devastated and frustrated but i was reminded that god is gonna use whatever circumstance you re given but she could use healing prayers nursery is nearly done i m just being lazy now i just need to do pillows crib skirt and a wall shelf i had a wonderful shower thrown for me i felt seriously overwhelmed and blessed by all my great friends i didnt know what to do with myself it was so special posted by stephanie at 9 18 pm no comments sunday september 30 2012 oye 28 weeks 3 days sitting in church today i suddenly felt very odd instant bad pain woozy just felt so weird actually reminiscent to what i felt at 40 weeks with bryn which scares me goin on 5 hours of this constant low back pain now i m not contracting not vomiting no blood no loose stool just dizzy heavy feeling with bad back pain and she s just as active as before i have my rhogam shot tomorrow so i ll be able to talk to the nurse i may work up the balls to check my cervix tonight if this continues back pain is a normal thing for me sciatica is also a trouble of mine but this is different sigh posted by stephanie at 3 28 pm 2 comments monday august 20 2012 aug 20 just returned from another nice camping trip in 100 degree weather basically our last trip of the summer so it was bittersweet i m itching for fall though no doubt something strange is happening emotionally to me as my stomach grows and i find myself scrambling for clothes old feelings are returning the feelings of disgust feelings that make me self conscious like i felt when i was 50 lbs heavier things are not fitting properly even though my thighs legs arms are much smaller my stomach grows i was aggressive and threw away all of my fat clothes at the end of my biggest loser competition i m now regretting tossing my jeans and a couple tops because i have nothing to grow into atleast if i had my jeans i could take them in where needed and let my stomach grow i basically want to live in leggings this fall i may have to give in and buy one pair of jeans for the sake of variety but i realize these feelings are satan trying to rob me of my joys he knows my weaknesses and he hunts me daily but i serve the lord and therefore he shall win this battle if anything this is just another reminder of where i ll never go again uncomfortable with my body fat clothes i m back in the gym i nearly cried when my trainer hugged me and told me i looked good i wanted to cry also because it felt so good to be back in the gym even though i panted my way through a pathetic 15 minutes on the elliptical for warm up trying so hard not to be so tough on myself in the meantime i m incredibly anxious to hold this baby of mine i cant stand it posted by stephanie at 11 26 pm 1 comment friday august 10 2012 21 weeks it s been a helluva week my dearest friend lost her dad suddenly and it s been so emotional so i ve been busy keeping her busy her house clean and trying to be the support she needs in this time of grief i cant imagine losing my dad right now on top of that bryn took a very nasty fall down the stairs on her trike knocked out a tooth and obliterated her lips seriously one of my nightmares after an er trip and dentist trip we are on antibiotics and brief pain killers when needed but truth is she s tough tougher than me i was a mess she s healing nicely now swelling is slowly going down we just have to be extra cautious as the other 3 teeth need to firm up again i had my anatomy scan pertussis vaccine this week all looks good she s an active little thing i m not sleeping well these days whether it s my full bladder or restlessness or stupid round ligament pain i m at about 4lbs gained now at 21 weeks i really really need to get back to the gym but there never seems to be a good time i still need a nap most days and mornings are nearly impossible our last trip for the summer is next week to entiat chelan for camping i ll be postponing it a day so i can attend the funeral posted by stephanie at 10 24 am no comments tuesday july 24 2012 week 19 nearly half way done i ll be 19 weeks on thursday i dont know if it s gone fast or slow so dont bother asking i fluctuate but i m up 4lbs total i m gonna slow down on the calorie intake i got a bit out of control eating whatever but now that i can tolerate salads and sandwiches in moderation i ll be eating more of that still havent made it back to the gym though too much movement causes me to toss my cookies so i m scared we went camping last week and i did swim which felt so good so i need to be doing more of that i still get sick in the mornings but it s not too big of a deal i ll be having another ultrasound next week the big one that does the thorough look at the anatomy etc the crib is bought rug is bought drapes are bought still have painting to finish and a couple small items to buy but they are things that take some hunting i m having a garage sale this week hoping i ll make some cash to complete the nursery we are on a tight budget dan interviews for a big promotion next week could use prayers on that one it d be a big deal i m anxious for september i love the weather the feel bryn goes back to school the fair weddings etc that s about it for now edit weighed myself this morning and i m down 2 lbs talk about fluctuating posted by stephanie at 9 59 am 2 comments tuesday july 10 2012 girl long time no blog it seems we found out we are having another girl last week i was so emotional over it i really did think it d be a boy preparing myself for what a different dynamic our family would have what a change it would be but to have another girl i didnt realize how badly i wanted her til i got the news i am so full of joy to be able to use some of bryn s clothes again since seasonally they will fit being as this baby and bryn will only be weeks apart and just small things like that i have indeed started the nursery painting will be done this week rug is ordered vintage panels are ordered truth be told i could be done with the nursery next week but i m trying to slow down and think it through i m gone next week anyways so that ll force me to relax we ll have a garage sale at the end of the month which will help with costs of new baby stuff i went through a lot of stuff last night and realized i had givin away way more than i thought clothes wise most of the equipment i gave away or sold was stuff i really dont need now anyways other than the crib which will be an easy craigslist buy i m still sick in the mornings throwing up and nauseous right before bed but nothing like i was early on we ve been eating out way too much mostly because i dont feel like cooking and cant think of anything to cook but i really gotta snap out of it bryn s doin good enjoying summer weather loves riding her trike feeding the chickens and going to splash parks or friend s pools i m so very excited that she ll have a sister relationship there s nothing like it posted by stephanie at 9 43 am 2 comments sunday june 17 2012 june 17 thanks for those of you checking in on me i am alive happy fathers day i cant tell you how rough it s been i ve never been so sick in my life on thursday i turned 13 weeks and wouldnt you know it i woke up feeling dare i say ok i didnt throw up for 3 days i was able to go outside i even went to target for the first time in 6 weeks torture it s still early but this baby is really active it s bizarre because i didnt feel bryn til 16 weeks i have the case of the disappearing bump it comes and goes we have our girl name but the boy name is still up in the air i have plans for the nursery but wont start the big stuff til late august i m anxious to get back to the gym i m hoping and praying i can go this week and also get back to eating good foods appetite is still a bit wonky though for those of you without facebook here are a few recent pics me with makeup first time in months and our sweet 4yr old bryn next appt is in july for my 16th week checkup anxiously awaiting the gender scan trying to persuade the doc to get me in at 18 19 weeks posted by stephanie at 11 14 pm 1 comment saturday june 2 2012 june 2 11 weeks 2 days i m down a couple pounds so no true weight gain yet i m still throwing up and the variety of foods i can eat is getting smaller and smaller my dear alicia made me chicken salad croissants because i figured it d last a few days it s beige and a safe food it s a vicious cycle with meds i take a zofran i break out into itchy bumps on my legs it sometimes helps nausea but only for an hour or less so it s a gamble but i can always bet on constipation sorry with it which leads to dehydration which leads to headaches and other issues i had two ivs the other day and i did feel pretty good for the rest of the day dan s realizing how much i do around the house as he desperately tries to keep this place together on his own poor guy i m sad because today is the mud run that i was suppose to do with family and friends but alas i had to say no and here i sit at home i m pouting a bit things around the house are falling apart one by one the fridge is poopin out bathroom faucet needs replacement we have a lime issue upstairs in the pipes my suv needs technical stuff done to it as well as a new starter the jetta needs a new belt and a section of the house needs to be stripped and repainted outside one issue at a time i suppose brynlee is done with preschool which makes me sad i look forward to pre k 3 days a week in the fall i miss my trainer i miss working out i m so anxious to get back as soon as i stop throwing up every day posted by stephanie at 9 18 am 2 comments saturday may 26 2012 sick sick sick you all are so sweet some of you i havent even met thanks for your excitement for us now i need your prayers i have been very ill pregnancy does not do well with my body unfortunately i throw up daily fight nausea til i fall asleep at night other unpleasant issues stomach aches etc i look and feel like death 99 of the time i have immense guilt hanging over my head because i cant entertain bryn like she needs right now and my house is slowly falling apart my bathroom needs to be bombed i can tell you that dan is superman i havent done the dishes in weeks because he knows i gag so he just does it he s done most of the laundry for 4 weeks done the grocery shopping and ran errands for me it s a big blessing i ll be hooked up to an iv in the morning thanks to him hoping i ll get relief with that i pray this doesnt last as long as it did with brynlee most foods i can eat are beige beige with the occasional green apple yellow banana its the exact opposite of what i was eating all those months to lose the weight i miss protein anyways i could go off about that but really please just pray for healing or solutions or whatever help posted by stephanie at 6...