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ain t no sunshine when he s gone ain t no sunshine when he s gone sam she her supernatural unobservant observations about writing my ao3 writing tag ko fi icon by bluefirecas 01 02 03 04 05 06 wanderingcas some fics i ve written with bad descriptions the cost of a thing a case fic where dean and cas have to fake a relationship with each other in an idyllic suburban neighborhood they re both pining and are idiots but it s ambiguous as to why until later i invent a new monster that eats people s loneliness ascend fix it fic i don t observe 15x20 dean grieves like a goddamn widow weird physics shit gabriel helps while also maintaining his dick status there s a happy ending where cas comes back and everyone cries and dean and cas cuddle as is their goddamn right too much i cried writing this because i have no chill the short story of cas and dean intersecting over the years and finally coming together passing ships first destiel long fic i ve ever written cas is a cupid assigned to dean anti soulmate au lots of sad cas dean is a kindergarten teacher and ridiculously adorable lots of fluff shoved in between the angst destiel tumblr collection a series of small fics i wrote on tumblr and cross posted to ao3 they all feature dean and cas being silly and in love in different aus and canon moments la hantise deleted off ao3 spooky scary horror fic set on the moody coast of maine cas and dean fix up a house together both are brought closer together by their traumatic pasts lots of family drama and rainy days going to be an original novel dm me if you want the destiel version via google docs don t worry there s more where there is darkness 1950s historical au dean is a grumpy little lighthouse keeper traumatized ww2 vet cas comes to work with him in the isolated lighthouse and is also on the run blasphemic religious allegory sooo much hurt comfort i mean soooo much lighthouse facts at the end of every chapter a splash of horror to give you nightmares the weight of the world cas whump caretaker dean deals with rowena s attack dog spell and also actually addresses the whole moc beat down lots of angst and sex author lightly explores wing kink for the first time paradigm most ambitious plot i ve ever written post apocalyptic world cas and dean are gone on each other upon immediate interaction read if you want to get surprised about something dean and cas are soooo obsessed with each other in this one like levels of i would destroy a world for you kind of levels where we belong my first romcom rancher dean cas and bobby are grumpy accountants small town vibes with lots of mutual pining cas falls into dean s creek nothing hurts except for chapter 6 beautiful art that spurred ha the story into conception sit down with a cup of hot cocoa and take a load off the sound of silence yet another empty rescue fic selectively mute dean i attempt to be artsy but mostly what came out was pain and suffering with a happy ending the truth cas gets hit with a truth spell early season 12 canon divergent dean and cas are constipated assholes grace sex at the end though don t worry mar 26 818n reblog srb 3333 angelofweirdness more big angel cas because there is never too much jul 27 58n reblog big angel cas and the caption is correct there s never too much in fact i insist you never stop destiel wanderingcas watching celebrating the life of asa fox to uhh research for chapter 3 of most strings attached and like no one not one hunter has an anti possession tattoo and sam and dean definitely do so like how would jody not have the anti possession tattoo as well dean and sam would be like get that and mary coming back from the dead they d be like get that so deanwinchesterwebsite no literally like they wanted a murder mystery but it was so lame i loved the idea of it big old house a hunter s house no less so there could have been traps trick rooms cool shit but there wasn t and it could have been a gasp twist other than bucky just killing asa because reasons like imagine if the mom killed him on accident and tried to make it look like a demon did it she even said that she d sometimes sabatoge asa s shit to make him not go hunt maybe she took it too far one time and it backfired and he ended up dying how cool would that be but no it s a demon jul 26 64n reblog listen i may write this into the season 12 au lol because like hm this is kinda fun dragon lana late work hours jul 26 960n reblog wanderingcas are y all tuning into the dean derangement show jul 26 57n reblog morning reblog watching celebrating the life of asa fox to uhh research for chapter 3 of most strings attached and like no one not one hunter has an anti possession tattoo and sam and dean definitely do so like how would jody not have the anti possession tattoo as well dean and sam would be like get that and mary coming back from the dead they d be like get that so jul 25 64n reblog spn writers are u thinking or am i missing something lol spn rewatch wanderingcas are y all tuning into the dean derangement show jul 25 57n reblog srb are y all tuning into the dean derangement show jul 25 57n reblog destiel s12 canon au wanderingcas the next au fic i m gonna write when i m done with like my 10 others lol is a dean and cas who have lived life they re over 40 they ve both been married and or had a long term relationship and scars from that they ve held multiple jobs and have things that they re working through and still pop up as fears and insecurities they re the opposite of a blank slate they actually feel so scribbled on that they re worried that they won t be able to be loved or accepted in a romantic relationship they re both meeting each other as they are with pounds of baggage and after some work and trial they end up fitting together like perfect puzzle pieces their relationship isn t easy it s hard work but they choose each other and that s the point because for a lot of their lives they didn t feel like a first choice and now here they are choosing each other idk just well worn and lived in and older deancas thinking about this again crucially one of them came out very late in life either cas with his strict religious upbringing or dean with the heteronormative misogyny that was forced onto him since the day he was born either scenario is possible and it makes them feel like a fake queer not drawing on my own life experiences at all here hahahahah and makes him feel insecure about dating this guy who seems to have so much experience and has embraced his queerness for better or worse since he was young like they re both in the same phase of life dealing with dying parents and past relationships and hurts and they ve both lived so much life but one of them feels painfully inexperienced because of a life that wasn t fully realized until he was in his middle age god the more i think about this the more im like yeah im gonna start writing that lol jul 25 74n reblog somebody stop me i gotta finish up my other wips celestial space bee i d never let cas go if he came back from the empty and neither would dean just an idea i had while workin on other stuffs jul 25 4331n reblog i have so many emotionsssss destiel if i m not throwing my social ineptitude on cas in this fic then what am i even doing jul 25 5n reblog widow s bay au poor baby he s trying next c to top