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a green thought in a green shade a green thought in a green shade saturday march 31 2012 this is a blog post once upon a time my parents told me that they read my blog and found it alarming and it made them cry because i was so irreligious so i stopped posting on my blog also they stopped reading it so i guess i can update this blog again except now i have a tumblr and it is more fun sometimes that is the end of the blog post posted by kylie mcq at 10 39 pm 2 comments sunday december 11 2011 snow thoughts and sunday thoughts every day i wake up and i look out the window and i hope that it has snowed but it never has super lame also last night i couldn t sleep at all so i read this lovely collection of poems by louise gluck i m not very smart and i don t know exactly what s meant to be happening in all these poems but it was going through the cycle of the year and some of them were from the perspective of various flowers others were from the perspectives of various natural elements god and others prayers either matins or vespers a lot of the poems that i liked the most seemed to be from a human perspective questioning god s apparent silence the cycle ended with humans learning from darkness and silence and growing into a rebirth it was really cool and important to me because this is something i feel like i have a hard time with since it seems like god is so often silent anyway here s a poem from the beginning of the cycle that i really liked and here s one from the end matins unreachable father when we were first exiled from heaven you made a replica a place in one sense different from heaven being designed to teach a lesson otherwise the same beauty on other side beauty without alternative except we didn t know what was the lesson left alone we exhausted each other years of darkness followed we took turns working the garden the first tears filling our eyes as earth misted with petals some dark red some flesh colored we never thought of you whom we were learning to worship we merely knew it wasn t human nature to love only what returns love the white lilies as a man and woman make a garden between them like a bed of stars here they linger in the summer evening and the evening turns cold with their terror it could all end it is capable of devastation all all can be lost through scented air the narrow columns uselessly rising and beyond a churning sea of poppies hush beloved it doesn t matter to me how many summers i live to return this one summer we have entered eternity i felt your two hands bury me to release its splendor posted by kylie mcq at 8 54 am no comments saturday november 5 2011 some thoughts good movies i ve seen lately batman returns especially every part with catwoman but also every other part poltergeist fun fact that is an actual dead body apparently they were cheaper to use than fake ones they didn t tell the actress until afterward the day the earth stood still non keanu reeves style bad movies i ve seen lately captain america oh america you are so righteous with your pectorals oh america thank you for having black and asian men in your wwii corps you are such a symbol of democracy oh wait there was no integration until the korean war i m just saying thoughts about harry potter and death hp starts out as the boy who lived he ends as the boy who died accepting death becoming master of death and therefore life unlike voldemort who kills people so he can stay alive ergo staying alive forever death while accepting that we all die life or dying life i love this series good books i ve read recently crown of earth by hilari bell feuding religions between a pantheon of gods and a narrow god paganism vs early christianity judaism which selected the most warlike god from the pantheon and made him elohim in a children s book what awesome coolest book award true grit just as funny as the movie if not more so and also very serious violence you will lose a body part symbolically representing the toll violence takes on a person the old west you will pay for all your sins awesome when you are engulfed in flames david sedaris true grit is the only thing i ve encountered that has made me laugh as hard as i did reading this book this whole semester going through a graphic novel phase right now recommendations appreciated why is it that when you put some political statement on facebook some kid you barely knew in the eleventh grade jumps in why does he feel like he has to make a statement why did you feel like you had to make a statement isn t that why you were putting it up there in the first place to spark a debate even if you re doing it unconsciously so isn t it your fault anyway not necessarily his supernatural a show that was awful last season but that is kicking so much ass this season love it some days you just gotta feel a little bit like sammy winchester especially days when you forget to take your birth control so your hormones are all screwed up and you are crying for no reason and someone is punching you in the grief bone and you are terribly terribly terribly alone all this without even reading maus it s still sitting on the bed next to me glaring and weeping and gnashing its teeth i promise that this doesn t mean i will not shoot every person supernatural just gives me feelings posted by kylie mcq at 4 19 pm 2 comments friday august 19 2011 poet of the week richard siken scheherazade tell me about the dream where we pull the bodies out of the lake and dress them in warm clothes again how it was late and no one could sleep the horses running until they forget that they are horses it s not like a tree where the roots have to end somewhere it s more like a song on a policeman s radio how we rolled up the carpet so we could dance and the days were bright red and every time we kissed there was another apple to slice into pieces look at the light through the windowpane that means it s noon that means we re inconsolable tell me how all this and love too will ruin us these our bodies possessed by light tell me we ll never get used to it posted by kylie mcq at 9 39 am 2 comments wednesday august 17 2011 five favorite albums afterglow sarah mclachlan the reminder feist tropical brainstorm kirsty maccoll hopes and fears keane amarantine enya other good albums fumbling toward ecstasy sarah mclachlan acadie daniel lanois picaresque the decemberists woman king iron and wine the crane wife the decemberists the village soundtrack james newton howard harry and the potters and the power of love harry and the potters dive sarah brightman all of the lord of the rings soundtracks howard shore the suburbs arcade fire mostly i just like making lists so i did also i d love to know what your five favorite albums are too the end posted by kylie mcq at 9 37 am 5 comments sunday july 31 2011 a sunday thought sacrament god i have sought you as a fox seeks chickens curbing my hunger with cunning the times i have tasted your flesh there was no bread and wine between us only night and the wind beating the grass alden nowlan posted by kylie mcq at 12 47 pm 2 comments tuesday june 14 2011 my brother my captain my king i have finally reached a very satisfactory end to a relatively shitty day shitty in both the literal and figurative sense i went to two doctors today one of whom gave me no real advice on my stomach try eating no food except popcicles for a day and see if that makes it better alas you seem to have forgotten that i just told you that i have eaten nothing but nothing since four weeks ago and i have to go to work tomorrow without fainting but whatever and the other of whom advised me that i might have a yeast infection as a follow up to my other mysterious infection contrary to the opinion of a different doctor good times abounded i came home and ate some crackers and felt quite nauseous and then lord of the rings holy eff here is the only thing nerdier than going to see the fellowship of the ring remastered in theaters for one night only with your younger brother composing an essay on the environmentalism of jackson s interpretation of tolkien s fantasy world in your heard during the entire movie while composing your own answer should you choose to do so you might want to reflect on certain scenes which might help if you re seeing the whole thing remastered and on a gigantic screen so you can drool at the awesomeness of the gigantic landscape shots and the beautiful landscape contained therein things to consider would include the shire s the hobbits obvious connection to nature saruman evil a symbol of industrialization and the destruction of nature cf a wizard should know better the gorgeous landscape shots throughout as previously mentioned however you should also consider that even though the ringwraiths are destroyed by natural elements fire water they still ride horses who seem down with that even though all the other animals are afraid of them like that one cute dog who backs away while wagging her tail frantically good dog good acting skillz the ringwraiths have a weird affinity with nature too see the nazgul and also that super weird time when the little hobbits are hiding under a log and all these bugs come out and elijah wood s face gets all fat so that s weird the crebain from dunland they are aminals nature but they are evil and mean also why do jackson s uruk hai get borned out of mud because that suggests a connection to nature too albeit a kind of gross one which messes up my whole nature is good industry is evil paradigm my conclusion is that like good and evil in the film nature is polarized too suggesting that everything has free will and agency but also that good and evil are fairly black and white but since it s tolkien and since we re a western audience the evil things are crows and wolves things westerners have typically vilified so there s that too and it s kind of unfair typically though nature is good cf the ents and industry mining is evil which makes perfect sense to me other thoughts and observations about the beauty that is the lord of the rings i have so desperately missed the sound of a theater full of people sobbing quietly while gandalf and later boromir die tragically i myself was tempted to cry at these scenes for the first time in my life but the best i could do was make weird sobbing noises which just made me want to throw up rather than cry probably i m too dehydrated for tears i feel like i finally get it because when i saw these movies ten years ago and i was all little i loved the angst and the violence and the emo parts of it but i feel like it just clicked in my head that this movie these books are a reflection of the world as it is just like the road they re fictional places and characters and worlds but the things the characters go through the confusion doubt fear despair whatever are just reflections of our own lives i tried to make a list of all the things the ring could symbolize but mostly and predictably i just settled on how having it is like having depression why does aragorn son of arathorn wear a black glove on his right hand only by the end of his awesome battle though his left hand is so grimy that it s black so maybe that counts i spent the entire troll battle scene trying to figure out if it was wearing a loincloth like i d always thought or if i had just seen these giant dangling troll balls turns out it s a loincloth but a rather diaper ish and therefore quite bulging loincloth so it almost doesn t count maybe also the first time i saw these in theaters the characters weren t my bros yet now after we all successfully got through high school together we really are bros i want to reach through the screen and give my bros a hug and tell them it s going to be okay and sit there and cry and cry and cry or at least make weird little sobbing vomiting noises with my poor kidnapped ring carrying arrowed heir of gondor esque babies in conclusion lord of the rings once again saves both my life and my testimony aww and i can t believe i waited a year in between each one no wonder i saw the first one nine times in theaters how am i going to wait a week even though i know exactly what happens gah the end posted by kylie mcq at 9 59 pm 6 comments older posts home subscribe to posts atom about me kylie mcq guy killed me mal killed me with a sword how weird is that view my complete profile followers blog archive 2012 1 march 1 this is a blog post 2011 7 december 1 november 1 august 2 july 1 june 2 2010 21 december 1 november 1 october 1 august 1 july 3 june 2 may 3 april 4 march 2 february 1 january 2 2009 16 december 13 november 2 july 1 my blog list matt s blog writing challenges 10 years ago living is my job and my art little gray 10 years ago seagull may video and sundry 13 years ago sapphire bullets famous last words cornered by zombies 13 years ago important nothings emma is coming home 14 years ago beowulf to virginia woolf closing the blog 15 years ago claire r wallace ph d moving to wordpress 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