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o induce others to more charity from the wider public a simple charity that i think induces people to do good is this one i can bet that many organization or clubs or people didn t even think of this as they think that coverage on doing good reflects a good reputation and that s what everyone is chasing it is true doing good is a good reputation however the way you make people watch it or the way you deliver the message should be in a right manner csr is now a trend or a tool for crisis management in an organization a tool for branding and a lame way to show off that is what i think bersamamu on tv3 is a good show to make people in the urban areas realize how lucky they are until the huge cheque comes out in the end of the show what a big turn off when charity is done quietly behind the scenes and efficiently by people who know what it s about and are prepared to forego their comfort incomes and egos to do a job then much can be done there are many organizations or clubs out there doing it in the down low and i have to say thank you for that sincere actions from these people make the job done god bless you all after weeks of gloomy weather finally today i can see the sun again happy malaysian day to all whenninaspeaks once dad told me nothing beats the joy of giving posted by nevermind nina no comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest my brother zurin fieza s wedding reception video snippets on the right side of my blog page is the media player that automatically plays music background you can press pause on the media player to watch the videos below this post consist of video snippets from my brother zurin s wedding reception held on a saturday afternoon 18th june 2011 armada hotel it was a latin inspired theme by the way must watch the grand entrance zurin s cousins marishka mayra alia aryana razman ashmeir brother zukri and uncle doul the emcee mr haniff video played on reception day the akad nikah recap video song be with you in the video is dedicated especially for zurin fieza from our very own uncle doul also includes voice messages from zurin s uncle s aunts and cousins and yes video edited by the little sister me batman has robin zurin had peter gerard the bestfriend s speech video played on reception day messages for zurin s la salle friends video played on reception day zurin s growing up video compiled and edited by m e proud father giving the speech with mum must watch zurin fieza s first dance the beautiful guests who came whenninaspeaks thank you to everyone who helped and came for the wedding posted by nevermind nina no comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest the female deity way back when no boyfriends existed in my life i had a best friend name l not real name she was the most beautiful friend i ve ever known many people thought we were sisters as we were both inseparable back then i always wished that i was as lucky as her her uniform was always neatly ironed her hair was neatly combed and tied up with ribbons she has the prettiest pencil box school bag and of course l was the favorite to many teachers in school i was her shadow it was the sports day of 1997 at my primary school l and i were neither in the same team nor class that year i was in the yellow team she was in the hot red team that year my team won as i proudly wore my medal i rushed out the crowd to look for l to show her i saw her crying at the field bench i knew why she cried she didn t get to go home with a medal like mine i gave her my medal to take it home when i got home and told my family that i won they asked me where my medal was i remember my siblings started making fun of me thinking i lost it didn t matter to me that time as giving l my medal was actually the best feeling ever i made my best friend happy when we were both 12 years old l wanted to join the tunas puteri hike to bukit gasing she needed company and so not letting her down i promise i will company her for the hike in the morning i had an asthma attack i insisted to still go for the hike when my mum told me to rest i promised i said and a promise to a friend should never be broken panting with ventolin in my hands i still went for the damn hike i was slow as i was out of breath we made it to the top and i was half dead by the time we reached the hill come high school l was the cheerleader the leo club member the one that sings to britney s tunes and i was the hockey tennis player and a cadet in the police club who plays the guitar learning tabs and chords as the days weeks months and years gone by slowly we were apart many times i wondered why and how it happened we never talked or smiled whenever we passed by each other one day a little birdy told me that l s parents were not fond of me being her friend and thought that i was a bad influence i have to admit that i was a messy one in school some friends might remember i was always the one climbing the fences to get a quick smoke outside school i was the one who was always missing classes oh those tantrum days her new group of friends always and i say always gave me a stare like i don t belong in their bimbo circle i put my feet down to accept that i was a wreck slowly i let the friendship go and wished her and her pretentious friends who think they are all the serena and blair of the damn school success in studies and future who am i kidding fuck you bitches now some serena and blair kinds ended up manning the service counter in tangs stores all i know call me horrible but yea at they re utmost proudest phase of life they should know that being all bitchy will not bring your cheerleader ass anywhere as you step out of high school no one cares who you are you are nobody but the lame jane and john doe s everyone is equally judge as that little step you take to go to college is like a new life all together it is a second chance to know yourself better you have two path to choose the bad or the good the weird or the cool the low or high profile etc so be honest and nice karma bites your ass when you least expected it karma bites bitchy ass thrice i started new and threw all my fellow school friends away to give myself a second chance a different crowd and to search for worthy ones i was and still am very cautious with the girls i mix with i m sorry but i choose my girlfriends as i keep those who are not a bloody baby and just like how i d breathlessly climbed the hill for l i ll do the same or maybe climb a higher hill for the lady friends i keep any damn time how it was in high school affected me and made me who i am today too that feeling of envy but loyal cared but estranged proud but down to earth changed me it made me worked not twice but thrice as hard in college than i ever did in school not entirely in academics but a sort of motivation to plant at least some good worth to myself sheesh i had awesome fun in college i really did now i am grooming myself to manage my own company one day insyaallah it is less than the fingers i have but now i have great bunch of girl friends who never never look down on me like how high school did i welcome more i don t bite i swear some of the beautiful bunch whenninaspeaks i am glad i climbed the school fence i guess i was gutsy and more curious to know about the outside world behind those bloody fence you chose to be in i am far from the usual posted by nevermind nina 2 comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest 23 whenninaspeaks she rhymes weak i was before pretending it ll end when i fall pretending my laugh could cover all all the feelings when he made me crawl my hopes and dreams i can t remember no sound of music makes me higher he made me believe i was worthless in rhymes in rhymes he would call call me names that made me cry i was affected with hatred galore imaginations i could kill to be happy for yet he killed me dare u made me believe that lilies bloom like the morning flower and when i bleed you said i m stronger stronger to fly you higher dare you mention my smile drew me smirks through pieces of my life you always always sing me lullaby how dare u made me sing when indeed the melodious tunes i sing makes me forget all the awful things how dare you call me names names that i could hear till the wake of dawn names that made me feel i belong i am affected with natures galore imagination i never thought i had before don t make me believe my worth aren t dying you make me frown listening to what you re saying don t make me color the grey sky blue because all i wanted to see is you don t wake me up in the morning and say sayang i ll take you to the zoo what am i saying i had too much fun till i had to go to the loo when my eyes are shut you hold me tight you hold me tight through my midnight frights you say i am beautiful when i dressed up right then you took me to a candlelight when i was stabbed and felt hollow you whispered just cry sayang its alright to let go i am affected by passions galore imaginations i will surely treasure all till the last day u said i will prove you wrong till date i hate what i had was gone each day i turn back to accept my fall my last boat i broke i broke it all by nina written since 4 feb 2009 posted by nevermind nina no comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest i reminisce last night around 1 40am a loud bang woke me up from a deep sleep i was startled and paused awhile wondering what the hell it was i could see my tv screen still playing ghost adventures venturing haunted places and it freaked me out as i thought i brought the series to my dreams many things crossed my mind at that particular second a plane crash around the bukit jelutong area a wrong turn out of a firecracker even to an extend i thought there was an alien invasion i put on my robe and started to head out of the room to check on my parents it was quite and my parents were sleeping soundly like normal still puzzled with what woke me i look through my twitter time line and saw a tweet from a friendly neighbor who was startled of the bang too yes it was the thunder a very unusual one whenninaspeaks the rain raya will be a simple one for me this year i didn t even bother to go get new clothes bags or shoes i didn t care about refurnishing or cleaning the house i didn t care about the duit raya packets that i ll be giving to the lil ones this year is gonna be a very pale hari raya maybe because it is less than 100 days since the passing of my grandfather today it is gloomy last year my dad was in the hospital waiting for a bypass surgery during raya we ended up wearing our baju kurung and baju melayu to the hospital making sure that we bring the joy and festivity to him aunts uncles and cousins also my late grandfather visited dad in the hospital one funny thing i remembered was that dad had a swollen face due to a reaction of soap and plastic i think he used a soap still covered with plastic during his bath and oddly these combination reacted and gave him a swollen face hehehe it was hilarious kak jija was 5 month pregnant and look how natalya has grown trying to bring the festive spirit uplifted during the hard times last year kak jija also baked cornflakes cookies on the eve of raya night to bring to the hospital last raya was also the only year i bought the cheapest baju kurung which i also think was and still the best and simplest out of the years before we have open houses every year at home but last year we canceled it last minute because of dads stay in the hospital we were all very worried of dad actually but still drew a smile during these days of raya we had in 2010 i can see it s not happening this year too the open house because of my grand dads passing but am very much relief as every year during the open house it happens to be the most tiring day of the year i have to be honest around this exact time last year it was also the engagement day of my brother wayne and his wife fiza today fiza is pregnant with another niece or nephew to join the family next year i am blessed to have a beautiful family whenninaspeaks t his raya is a new beginning last raya was a dread for forgiving the raya before was history i reminisce maaf zahir batin posted by nevermind nina no comments email this blogthis share to x share to facebook share to pinterest a story book this is a story about mr bear he is a big dark man who walks with his head down as if he is embarrassed to have eye contact with anyone in his tight red checkered shirt he gives me an overwhelmed feeling as if i want to tilt my head a little and ask hello dear are you alright there he has sparkling small eyes hidden behind his huge spectacles crooked on his tiny nose when he smiles it is as if you are smiling to a baby bear even a simple good morning greet to him it could only lead you to a very big but soft hushed voice of a reply mr bear carries an electrical career background but has a tremendous interest in it he works as an it guy in the office and has been nothing less but helpful to me especially on my first few days and to many other people here in the office without an it background or education mr bear managed to resolves any problem that occurs to any individual laptops or pc here regardless if it took him days or weeks for him to scratch his head wondering which button to press or wires to untangle he did it with an open heart and for the reason of interest not realizing that his biggest contribution is helping others i was dazed earlier this morning when i heard an incident between mr bear and the big boss chimp a wall street obnoxious type one day mr bear had to fix a laptop owned by the big boss chimp he went in the office and humbly fiddled with the broken laptop big boss chimp got impatient and yelled to his face with vulgar words that hurt him although i don t know mr bear at all and although this story is what i heard not seen i felt angry with big boss chimp this is a story about mr bear from my first day at work i d said to myself i ll never hurt be harsh or rude to this checkered shirt bear man because whenever i see him i always have this warmth feeling in me i always give him a smile or little chats in the lifts whenever i bump into him always say thank you when he fixes my lap top also saying please in each request i needed i am not a bully some people are just too obsessed with power and statuses bullies think they could push people around to get what they want all the time bullies are impatient obnoxious opportunist and selfish son of when things like this happens many would turn the table to people like mr bear for not being hard headed or learn to stand for themselves but what if some people just can t do that what if some people just can t stand for themselves here in malaysia many carried manners and a kind heart to others and all this chimps comes around bullying kind hearted people for what exactly to feel good to have power power means the...