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whenthegoldrays on tumblr explore communities change palette sign up log in happiness hit her like a bullet in the back whenthegoldrays elly 20s usa head in the stars reader writer allegedly was twinklingwatermellon dear friend follow posts following pinned whenthegoldrays may 8 what s currently happening on this blog blue castle book club lots and lots of project hail mary posting neither will be spoiler free so please block either the blue castle or project hail mary if you want to avoid spoilers below is the playlist i ll be updating daily during book club with one song per chapter and in the tags are my organizational tags for my phm posting that s all for now thanks for stopping by 3 phm art phm gif phm mp4 phm talk phm insanity phm fic phm aes phm ryland grace rocky the eridian eva stratt rg es coltland twins navigation elly s posts 31 whenthegoldrays 2h but will phm still be in theaters this sunday so i can see it with my friend on our sleepover day elly s posts it needed to stay running for longer 2 whenthegoldrays reblogged theimpossibleness 4h jorolle 2d follow so if the dots move when you turn the light on that means they re looking for co2 thus proving the carl hypothesis r y a n g o s l i n g a s d r r y l a n d g r a c e i n p r o j e c t h a i l m a r y 2 0 2 6 d i r p h i l l o r d c h r i s t o p h e r m i l l e r dangerously human 2d consensus project hail mary phm gif ryland grace 85 240 whenthegoldrays 4h thanks for the tag fictionadventurer rules start a new post answer the questions go as brief or in depth as you like what music has been up your alley recently i ve been listening to this music may contain hope a lot i ve also had drag path on repeat as well as a handful of cody fry and sleeping at last songs what s something nice you ate lately a friend invited us over for pupusas traditional salvadorean food on saturday and they were amazing what s been something good from this past week finishing the semester also going shopping with my friend today and finding a really pretty dress that made me feel like audrey hepburn in sabrina 3 what s in your creative plans right now whether for soon or for someday some project hail mary edits a series of mini web weaves for blue castle book club and planning my next short film working title eden at the end of the world what character s have you had on your mind meg and calvin were certainly on my mind a lot this past month and of course ryland grace rocky eva stratt and bonus shoutout to eliza scarlet and patrick nash tagging mintandcreme inardentdaylight irenemaiorino dandelion de deus thejonderettegirl elly s posts tag game 5 whenthegoldrays reblogged magpie trove 4h aloyhh oct 6 2025 follow sorry for how i acted when there were multiple noises happening at the same time 13 18 119 21 920 whenthegoldrays reblogged thatscarletflycatcher 4h batrachised 11h follow my life as god s silliest clown continues i was traveling recently and wanted to get lunch during a layover i went to popeyes for their chicken sandwich filling delicious the perfect airport food all in all a sensible choice for the situation because this was at an airport you submitted your orders through a kiosk i noticed in rueful confusion when waiting in line that the sandwich didn t appear to be on the menu alas poor batrachised no one has suffered as i have suffered having little emergy to deal with this after a 4 30 am wake up i decided to just get what looked to be some chicken tenders instead maybe with a side of coleslaw whatever in the end i simply let the spirit move me when it comes to fried chicken as i ordered i heard a soft elegant southern voice asking for help i looked to the side there was a sweet older lady who is having trouble figuring out the kiosk i helped her patting myself on the back your good dead for the day batrachised i told myself fondly look at you wielding this kiosk with expertise i laughed with the little old lady about how confusing these things can be and told her cheerfully i ve been there before turning back to my own order and submitting it the airport prices made me go popeyed and nearly had me popeyeing out of there the total was around 30 but i decided i was unlikely to find something cheaper and ordered i later learn my friend paid nearly 26 for his meal in a moment of vindication so you know how fast food meals come in those paper bags with the chain s brand on them i watch those bags fly into customers hands as order after order is fulfilled and then my order is called and i watch in horror seeing no paper bag but instead a giant box that gets stuffed into a giant plastic bag somehow in the midst of my kiosk smugness i had accidentally ordered a family tray and so gotten my single self what felt like about 5 lbs of fried chicken there was nothing for it i moved forward and accepted this responsibility heavy as it was heavy in more than one sense the bag weighed my hand down i frantically walked away wondering in a half panic what to do literally nobody noticed or cared but i felt as if all eyes were on this lone woman carrying a giant box of 5 lbs of fried chicken through an airport alone like it was a mark of cain this this was my burden pride goeth before a fall and my kiosk smugness had shriveled into dust well i have to eat i told myself i can t eat all of this before my next flight i refuse to take it on the plane and besides i won t have access to a fridge for hours i can t give it away who d accept random food from someone at an airport i ll just eat one of the many chicken breasts i found a fairly empty gate and sat in a cluster of somewhat empty seats i opened the box it literally came with a serving boat the smell of 5 lbs of fried chicken filled the air the lady a few seats down from me got up and moved having no fork in a burst of panic i furtively ate a couple with my hands and then stuffed the rest in a trash can like i was discarding illicit goods i had put one in the little serving plate and went to go find a fork and sit somewhere else in some sort of subconscious attempt to find a new identity this gate knew me as 5 lb fried chicken woman who pawed at her meals i found another quiet corner and sat to eat my still hefty portion of fried chicken another lady a few seats away got up and moved in a moment of triumph like dealing a mortal blow to an enemy i finished and threw the wrappers away i had done it i had defeated the 5 lbs of fried chicken it was a nasty affair involving food waste and humiliation and i shall never be the same if you have thoughts on what i should have done instead i do not want to hear them if you wonder why this flustered me so much i have no explanation all i know is that heavy are the hands that carry a popeyes family serving of chicken breasts through airport halls this is so funny in the middle of the night tumblr stories 11 4 31 whenthegoldrays 4h chapter one may 18th paradise deerwood and the stirlings had long since relegated valancy to hopeless old maidenhood but valancy herself had never quite relinquished a certain pitiful shamed little hope that romance would come her way yet never until this wet horrible morning when she wakened to the fact that she was twenty nine and unsought by any man they never knew that valancy had two homes the ugly red brick box of a home on elm street and the blue castle in spain valancy had lived spiritually in the blue castle ever since she could remember she had been a very tiny child when she found herself possessed of it always when she shut her eyes she could see it plainly with its turrets and banners on the pine clad mountain height wrapped in its faint blue loveliness against the sunset skies of a fair and unknown land everything wonderful and beautiful was in that castle elly s posts the blue castle blue castle book club blue castle web weaves i m going to try and do a mini web weave like this for every chapter song combo i was totally late with this post today but i ll try to do them earlier than this going forward 1 7 whenthegoldrays reblogged magpie trove 5h thesweetnessofspring 18h follow valancy did not know whether her mind was being improved or not but she felt vaguely that if she had come across john foster s books years ago life might have been a different thing for her they seemed to her to yield glimpses of a world into which she might once have entered though the door was forever barred to her now i wonder what valancy might have thought would have changed for her if she read foster earlier and if her age is why she thinks it s too late to make changes as her circumstances seem to be unchanged but at the same time by deciding to rebel against the clan and go to dr trent foster seems to have already made a change in her bravery and rebellion than before no where new hero 15h i wonder if she means that she could have been more alive to the beauty and freedom possible in the world earlier not necessarily used it toward rebellion though probably to an extent since that how she uses it now but maybe just have her ideas validated and reinforced so that she wouldn t feel so consistently misunderstood or feel as though her family were right for always putting down the way she was maybe she d have a stronger sense of self not dictated by her envy of olive and oppression by her mother still that s one of those tantalizing maud lines that makes you wonder if she really meant anything narratively crucial by it or if she s just using a kind of narrative hyperbole to put across the importance of something batrachised 11h i think beauty awakens desire in the general sense and desire is powerful the blue castle blue castle book club 12 30 whenthegoldrays 6h i can t believe i got a 100 on that project i turned in two months late and half heartedly threw together in the last four hours before the cutoff date elly s posts college tag and that s a wrap my final grade in the class was a 98 10 whenthegoldrays reblogged mintandcreme 7h eyelessfog apr 29 follow a character who truly legitimately goes but why does that matter about their feelings when someone who cares about them asks and the sudden falling of everyone around them s faces as they realize that this person doesn t recognize themself as someone who needs or should be taken care of i want everyone to hurt surprise at the idea worry for them horror at not having noticed do you see this person who doesn t think of themselves as a person loid forger ryland grace kind of 41 3 841 8 766 whenthegoldrays reblogged 7h magpie trove 7h follow i really do love all the girls you loved before but i love you more 3 7 whenthegoldrays reblogged 7h forgetful dorito 1d follow i like to think that grace and adrian have very similar problems kskdbdhdhd project hail mary phm comic 4 679 2 561 whenthegoldrays reblogged parasiempretumelancolia 9h whenthegoldrays jan 28 follow daydreamer all the time writer occasionally 8 12 whenthegoldrays reblogged 11h bitit may 3 follow posted this on insta a while back and gained zero traction but i think tumblr could appreciate my joy and whimsy my favorite edit has crossed the dash again project hail mary phm mp4 18 347 999 whenthegoldrays reblogged 11h moss indie 15h follow miscellaneous soft coltland twins headcanons for the soul aka little snippets of stuff that i m probably gonna include in my fic but wanted jotted down keep reading love these project hail mary the fall guy coltland twins 6 43 whenthegoldrays reblogged 12h charlybvnny 1d follow the possibility of getting rickrolled is never zero even in space part 2 keep reading bwahaha project hail mary phm comic phm mp4 81 219 whenthegoldrays 12h it s not a broken heart if i don t break it goodbye doesn t hurt if i don t say it elly s posts she is so meeee i do not see it 3 it doesn t exist 3 i am leaving out the back door 3 you are using an unsupported browser and things might not work as intended please make sure you re using the latest version of chrome firefox safari or edge