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wicked inamorata the love of my life is a transvestite sissy sub i m his mistress this is our story wicked inamorata the love of my life is a transvestite sissy sub i m his mistress this is our story about wicked inamorata pronouns such twitter with missh213 tweets by missh213 rss posts rss comments email address email subscription join 25 other subscribers mine christie s blog in stockings tumblr with miss h wicked amusements blogs i like a man in my position a thousand kisses deep control tower cricketed s blog delving into deviance denying thumper femdom marriage femdom resource the beauty of dominant women i m her husband and she is in charge ms marie my life has her wife not just bitchy nuts 4 belle savage blog subservient husband to a loving wife tales of a domme the glow inside the key is on my nipple ring the path least chosen the reluctant mistress october 20 2014 take me to church by missh213 i ve always been drawn to songs poems or books that speak of love as a painful addiction something that we are compelled to do despite knowing better jack white s love interruption is a beautiful example of this hozier an irish musician has recently been brought to my attention and i ve been mesmerized ever since his song take me to church captures that sense of haunted compulsion that comes with love at its most raw some of the lyrics remind me of us my fellow kinksters and the push pull so many of us feel as we engage in things that the outside world abhors even years after learning to accept and embrace who we are and what we enjoy i know that for some there are still tinges of fear that what our partners are only feigning acceptance coworkers or family may discover our deep dark secrets or we ll be outed as freaks i m about as sex positive as they come so i m aware that what i m writing today can be construed as hating on the kink community i m not though for me what i m into wouldn t be as exciting if it was openly accepted in all settings of all the things that make my sex life fun and exciting the danger and the secrecy can t be ignored sissy s brand of humiliation underscores this if he were accepted as he is he wouldn t be humiliated by it and then he d lose the thing that gets him off so much this is a quick blog post after a long absence on a topic that warrants lots of words and contemplation my whole point really was to get you here the lyrics from take me to church that have captivated me wrapping me in a cloak of threat and fear and a passionate love that swells until it overtakes me my church offers no absolutes she tells me worship in the bedroom the only heaven i ll be sent to is when i m alone with you i was born sick but i love it command me to be well amen amen amen amen take me to church i ll worship like a dog at the shrine of your lies i ll tell you my sins and you can sharpen your knife offer me that deathless death good god let me give you my life let s make this one interactive what songs or poetry hit you in the right spot does take me to church get into your soul the way it gets into mine what do you think about my premise that what we do is heightened by the danger of it whatever danger may mean to you for me danger isn t the physical risk of some of the more extreme types of play but more of an emotional danger maybe danger means something else to you though give us your thoughts like loading posted in uncategorized leave a comment march 23 2014 new adventure ahead by missh213 sissy has some fantasies the problem is she has desires to be humiliated to a degree and in ways that her loving wife me has trouble fulfilling whereas a person a man who is more or less a stranger will be less inhibited i ve taken a few first steps to make her fantasies come true if you d asked me 5 years ago what i thought the chances were that i d be seeking men to use and abuse my husband sexually i d have asked if you were smoking crack even when we started talking about it 2 or 3 years ago it was purely for dirty talk today though it s much more than dirty talk or fantasies whispered in the dark i m ready to take these steps i guess we ll see if she really is share this share print opens in new window print share on linkedin opens in new window linkedin like loading posted in female led relationship 1 comment tags dominance and submission femdom humiliation mistress relationships sissy december 7 2013 an explanation without an answer by missh213 i stopped blogging nearly six months ago not because i didn t like doing it but because i felt the only thing i had to write about was negative and who wants to read or write that c and i remain interested in the flr the cock cage the kink but we never really seem to get things off the ground and running mostly we don t have sex at all there are plenty of excuses work schedules health but they re all bullshit really when we do have a night of kink it s one night out of a thousand misconnects and i wake feeling that i ve failed him by not going extreme enough i assume he s left feeling a underwhelmed i don t think it works to have very little sexual contact or reference and then be expected to turn on a hairpin running 100 mpr with the kink it feels weird we get hesitant and embarrassed and we don t talk about it with each other then everything gets fucked up there are things that i feel i m missing for myself but what is my responsibility in all of this certainly my libido has dropped i ve gained weight and feel terrible emotionally and physically i have a lot of guilt attached to that which makes things worse also i ve taken a big hit to my career which has put me in a tailspin i think it s time to talk to someone about depression my not addressing what s going on is my failure to do what i should to keep our marriage happy guilt self medicate unhealthfully increase problem guilt rinse and repeat i don t feel sexy i don t feel powerful i don t feel like miss h and it isn t because i don t like the kinky stuff we re into it s me i don t like me we had something this morning a fight a discussion an airing of grievances a meaningless listing of what s wrong nothing came of it nothing resolved we ended the conversation because we had no ideas we both need to do better communicate more internalize less turn off the fucking tv give up the excuses we ve had this conversation 10 times we love each other he s sure i m going to confess one day that i ve never enjoyed the kink or his dressing i m sure that i can t meet his desires and so i fail him in the end i let him leave the room this morning because neither of us knows what to say or do and he was only standing there because i didn t want to end without a resolution i left to pick up some lunch he was asleep by the time i got back we ve spent no time together this afternoon nothing to soften out the hard edges of this morning he might wake up having shaken it off or at least able to put this morning behind him i m a ruminater i worry we won t connect again on this problem at least until the next time and eventually well be ok at least until the next time share this share print opens in new window print share on linkedin opens in new window linkedin like loading posted in female led relationship relationship us the couple 7 comments june 30 2013 move your god damned laundry by missh213 we have an ongoing issue with c leaving his laundry basket in the washer dryer area which in essence results in him leaving a basket full of clean but not folded clothes right in front of the kitchen door it s one of those things that drives me insane fold your clothes don t fold your clothes i could give a shit but get the fucking basket out of my way our twice a week argument about this was getting heated yesterday c why are you so mad at me i just got home from work and you re yelling at me already jeez me ya know what the first time you can watch the bitches on bridezillas and not get a hard on that s when i ll let up about the fucking laundry c makes a face acknowledging that i got im when you google humiliation porn laundry this photo comes up ben jason are hot so i m keepin it as a lifetime conflict avoider marrying a man whose submissive nature extends outside the bedroom has turned out to be incredibly cathartic outside of this relationship i ve often been afraid to assert myself too aggressively because i don t like for people to be unhappy with me unfortunately that s led me to either pussying out when i m 100 in the right or holding back to the breaking point until i go scorched earth on a motherfucker this flr thing where i get to push past the point i would usually stop for fear of angering the other person it s fucking awesome he moved the laundry share this share print opens in new window print share on linkedin opens in new window linkedin like loading posted in female led relationship us the couple leave a comment tags dominance and submission female led relationship humiliation mistress sissy june 29 2013 still here by missh213 shame on me bad blogger i knew i hadn t posted for awhile but i was absolutely shocked to come back today and discover it s been more than six months i haven t blogged because there s been nothing relevant to blog about the dresses canes strap on and cock cage have been tucked away on their shelves for a long time the decline started with c s epididymitis about a year ago that condition has never fully gone away and once orgasm denial became a health issue everything else pretty much fell away there s a good blog post in there somewhere about everything depending on the release of some semen power exchange depending on it maybe the world would be different if we just examine the importance of the male orgasm how if we just controlled this one little thing the penis the whole fucking world could be different i don t have the energy or research to write it but it does make my daydreams more interesting once the kinky sex quieted the vanilla sex became nonexistent and that is how c and i found ourselves going the last two months without having any sex of any kind let s remember intercourse is but one form of sex we weren t fighting or anything we just haven t made sex a priority or even an option we have plenty of things keeping us busy or tired but all couples have things that keep them busy and tired so that s a really lame excuse c grew a beard he s cute with a beard but i don t like how it scratches my face never mind scratching my thighs until last night he hadn t been between my thighs in ages then i noticed that he d stopped shaving the rest of his body too he d always shaved his arms legs and chest partly because he doesn t like body hair his own and partly because he and i prefer how he looks dressed when he s clean shaven seeing the hair grow on his legs and arms made me sad it meant christie was far away and for the foreseeable future when you google bearded man in a dress a photo of donald sutherland not pictured not in a dress comes up the one thing i refuse to lose hold of is the flr he hates it when i assert it but that s part of it anyway so i don t care there are many reasons both sexual and non kinky and vanilla that an flr is what suits us best for starters there are things in our relationship that throw off the balance of power and equality in his favor and the flr helps even the scales so i hold onto the flr even if it s not nearly as pronounced as it once was naturally i began to worry about why we weren t gettin it on i know that long term relationships have dips in sexual activity but we ve only been together four and a half years and only married for eight months i didn t expect a total dry spell this soon what could it all mean i ve put on weight since last fall and i feel like shit which is one reason my libido has taken a vacation but he s attracted to fat chicks i don t know my mind went places that s all i m saying last night though perhaps the mystery was solved c shared with me that he s been masturbating and orgasming when we were hot and heavy into things he was forbidden to masturbate as things waned i told him to just ask for permission my intention was that we would at least have that little moment of connecting sexually that his pleasure was still at my will and his continuing to ask would signal his participation in working with me to keep things going however minimal if we hadn t established orgasm denial and male submission as defining our sex life i wouldn t care that he s masturbating without me i don t think masturbation is cheating or that it s a sign he s not interested in me or any of the other things that some women freak out about but this is different this is the gradual and now complete death of the express agreement we had about our relationship remember that thing i said about the power of the male orgasm i know my c this blog is full of posts of my examining the direct relationship between his orgasming and his willingness to submit to me the simple fact is c has been coming without me so fighting through the busy ness and tiredness and general life gets in the way bullshit to get the energy to prioritize sex with me isn t even on the radar i m disappointed but not mad i share the blame because i ve neglected our sex life too all i know for sure is that i love c in a way that isn t conditioned on sex we will be fine and this too shall pass i just want to get naked with my husband a few times a week if he s in a dress at the time that s just a bonus share this share print opens in new window print share on linkedin opens in new window linkedin like loading posted in relationship us the couple leave a comment tags bdsm kink masturbation orgasm sexuality older entries august 2026 m t w t f s s 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 oct archives october 2014 march 2014 december 2013 june 2013 december 2012 november 2012 september 2012 august 2012 july 2012 june 2012 may 2012 april 2012 march 2012 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