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local people the sand sea covered with the fog as the sun rises it s cold up here on the way to sand sea my rent horse named belon bromo s vegetation mount batok seemed so close from inside the jeep sea sand count the jeeps my favourite taken by my rent horse jockey mount bromo bromo crater after eruption in 2011 see you again bromo to god be the glory sub 141112 6 38pm 25 part 2 23 sep 2012 leave a comment by bebe gunawan in be excited be inspired be melow tags birthday wish what you are going to read is something that not many people can understand if you think that at some point there is something wrong with this story maybe you should stop reading no offense i m not naïve or arrogant i just want to share a supernatural experience that i just had it s so beautiful to me and i don t want to ruin it with never ending arguments it is quite personal and i actually didn t want to share it but there are probably people out there who are facing the same situation as i did so i decided to take a risk and hope this could be a blessing for those people i what if as your 25th birthday present you gave yourself to god through baptism me i ve been baptized before and i don t want to do it just because it s my birthday i hey pause for a moment here look back on these past few months where are you now in your spiritual life me yeah i m flying with him a lot of times my logic catches up though i don t know what god is doing in me but yes i see that i have been changed i you said to me you had a feeling that this was just the beginning right me yes it scares me sometimes but i feel that he is leading me to a greater journey that lies ahead i then use this baptism as a milestone remember when you started flying with him me but are you sure is it allowed i was baptized when i was 17 even though it was just the one where they sprinkled water on me i don t care the way they did it it was still a baptism i you didn t live your life with me back then you were baptized in the name of the father the son and the holy spirit but didn t believe that i existed but now we are best friends come on me i am sorry about that but i truly thank you for being alive in me i ve grown a lot i started crying and feeling guilty for some reason i yes but you haven t only grown in faith who you are now is different from the 17 year old bebe totally not the same thank you for inviting me and letting me work in and through you me but what will people think of my faith then i just focus on god ask him if he really does want you to be baptized this time i think this will be a nice gift that you can give to him me okay i ll ask him i and read the bible especially the passage about jesus baptism this conversation occurred after i d seen the announcement for the september 2012 baptism class for the first time the conversation above was between me and who you ask i think you know the answer since that day i had been bringing this issue into my prayer after a few weeks i decided to find someone who could understand on sunday i found mrs ruth at ica east delivering a sermon about a new season after the service i shared my struggle about baptism with her and unexpectedly she prayed over me it was overwhelming i had never known her before but suddenly it felt like we were long lost friends who had just found each other again a message that i got from her was go and do what jesus did i continued to pray about it and met my awesome pastor pastor john taylor when i told him of my struggle he said the same thing that it was not about being baptized twice but about being conscious of my decision and earnestly wanting it with all my heart he also said he wanted to be the one to baptize me i decided to obey god i was at the stage of learning to obey him so i didn t care about what people might think because i should respect god more than them so if they were going to judge me then that would be their business with god i was just obeying him the baptism was going to be held in the same week as my birthday i did not expect a surprise or a gift from anyone but i expected the unexpected from god something supernatural that is not for me but for my soul i can t even describe it but i hope you get what i mean my soul rejoiced throughout the week though not for september 5th which was my birthday but for september 8th the day of the baptism weird huh on my birthday i could see how much people cared for me and i was overwhelmed by their greetings and wishes it meant one more year had passed one less year from my time in this earthly body but on the baptism day it was something for my eternal life i believe the baptism was a door that led me to other experiences with god my 25th birthday wish was to give myself to god by getting baptized as i ve said before it was a me and my god moment and i wanted to use the opportunity to thank the father the son and the holy spirit i thanked the father for the fact that i had always been able to tell him anything and everything about my life i thanked the son for being obedient and willing to go down to earth in order to die and redeem me and i thanked the holy spirit for making me understand the beauty and sweetness of having a relationship with him on september 8th 2012 witnessed by my parents and my ica family i was baptized by immersion by ica s john the baptist it was a privilege to be baptized by him by someone who had been watching out for me mentoring me and praying for me and my journey with god as i went into the pool pastor john suddenly gave a short testimony about me after he was done i asked him to pause for a minute because i wanted to savor the moment and remember the faces that were there this baptism was one of the best moments of my life thank you to those who have prayed for me encouraged me and were there to support and officially welcome me to the body of christ before the baptism i asked my sister to write obedience on my right hand to remind me that what had happened that day was a part of it of being obedient to god the t shirt i wore when i got baptized was the same one in the picture of me with my birthday cake because to me both of these events are connected here is the testimony that i read out loud from the pool just before getting baptized i ve been baptized before but that was because i was told to i didn t feel anything i was baptized in the name of the father the son and the holy spirit but i never gave the holy spirit the opportunity to work in my life you were the one who asked me to get baptized again today as my 25th birthday present from me to you you are my everything you ve saved me and called me your beloved as a birthday present from my earthly body to my soul for eternity and as an act of obedience to you i will remember this day this is a milestone in my love story with you the beginning of a greater journey i know you re smiling at me now i want to be a woman after your own heart i want people to see you in me and marvel at your presence here i am i love you lord widianti gunawan wijaya i baptize you in the name of the father the son and the holy spirit surabaya 110912 written by bebe edited by sefanya hiennadi 25 part 1 07 sep 2012 2 comments by bebe gunawan in be excited be inspired be melow tags birthday faith wish do you know my favourite quotes permohonanku di ulang tahun ke 24 adalah menjadi a better lady in waiting tulisanku 24 menjadi pernyataan apa yang aku inginkan kutuliskan di sana aku mau biarkan diriku dipimpin dan diarahkan oleh roh kudus bila tuhan ciptakan aku sebagai wanita maka aku harus menjadi wanita yang baik dan berkualitas wanita yang memiliki hubungan baik dengan tuhan yang diberkati untuk menjadi berkat buat sesama harapanku ini bukan hal yang mudah untuk dijalani sebab bila kau belajar pasti akan diuji semoga setahun lagi sudah ada buah baik yang bisa dipetik saat itu aku tak sepenuhnya tahu apa yang kutuliskan rasanya saat itu sudah lama sekali berlalu sebab terlampau banyak hal besar dan luar biasa memprosesku setahun ini kualitas proses itu melampaui kuantitas waktu dalam satu tahun mungkin sulit untuk dipahami olehmu tapi telah kulalui dan mungkin bisa dimengerti oleh mereka yang menemani perjalananku dimulai dengan proses yang menyakitkan di bagian awal tetapi tuhan menunjukkan padaku itu adalah titik awal bagaimana ia memproses karakter dan diriku dari lembah ke puncak gunung ia membalikkan semuanya dan mengabulkan permohonanku lembaran baru bukan lebih baik tetapi jauh lebih baik masa satu tahun di jakarta bagaikan karantina buat karakterku saat pindah ke jakarta aku senang karena akhirnya keinginanku terwujud namun ternyata aku dilatih digesek ditempa terasa berat sakit dan tak mudah namun tuhan menemaniku dan memampukanku melewatinya hingga kemudian akhirnya aku dipulangkan kembali ke surabaya untuk mengerjakan hal yang lain lagi saat kembali aku sempat merasa kecewa dan hampa namun kusadari berada di kota ini berarti aku bisa menjadi berkat untuk lebih banyak orang aku dibawa ke keluarga dan teman teman yang membuatku nyaman ya aku yang sudah selesai masa karantina seakan dilepaskan di medan perang untuk mempraktekkan dan menggunakan ilmu yang sudah kupelajari aku masih ingat cukup banyak teman yang kaget melihatku kembali dan berujar aku seperti orang berbeda mereka bilang aku berubah ada yang berbeda di dalamku dan itu terpancarkan keluar sehingga aku sangat berbeda dengan setahun sebelumnya aku tak mengerti karena menurutku aku bebe yang sama setidaknya hal yang membuatku tenang mereka bilang perubahan itu positif bukan semakin buruk 24 ku diisi dengan banyak momen salah satu momen terindah adalah aku berhasil mewujudkan keinginan untuk keluar negeri hanya berdua dengan sahabat terbaikku yaitu adikku masih saja ada yang tak kumengerti mengapa tuhan membawaku belajar tentang ilmu finance aku terus bertanya tentang tujuan hidupku bidang mana yang ia mau aku hidupi bahkan kehendak bebasku ku seakan buta arah sungguh tak mengenakkan menjalani sesuatu dengan hati mati rasa atau mungkin karena itu bukanlah panggilan hidupmu tetapi ada musim untuk segala sesuatunya kemudian kurasakan ada sesuatu yang lebih besar dariku yang membawaku ke jalan yang lain aku diluputkan dari tekanan yang menyesakkan badai itu seketika tenang dan aku mulai bisa bernapas lega dan melihat lebih jelas keluarga menyambutku ladang pekerjaan baru menanti dikembangkan pandanganku ke depan tak ada penyesalan atau sakit hati sukacita yang luar biasa bisa kurasakan lagi ketika logikaku mempertanyakan ia mengirimkan buku demi buku yang bisa menjelaskan semua pertanyaan itu buku buku yang sampai ke tanganku karena diberi pinjam atau kubeli tanpa kutahu buku apakah itu atau pemberian orang lain ini adalah buku yang kubaca beberapa bulan terakhir ini lady in waiting by kendall jones lineage of grace by francine rivers the battle belongs to the lord by joyce meyer understanding the purpose and power of a woman by myles munroe a woman after god s own heart daily devotional by elizabeth george living beyond your feelings by joyce meyer dan becoming the woman god want me to be by donna partow aku baru sadari bahwa semuanya bertema sama dan seakan menjawab permohonanku untuk menjadi a better lady in waiting bagaimana mungkin bukan hanya buku tetapi ada banyak orang menginspirasiku banyak karena hubungan mereka dengan tuhan bila aku minta dituntun aku harus mau taat ya tuntunan itu baik untukku tak mudah tetapi aku hanya mau taat selangkah demi selangkah itu pula yang membawaku bisa berangkat mission trip ke palangkaraya kalimantan tengah di awal tahun ica mengumumkan seluruh rangkaian mission trip di tahun 2012 aku berdoa supaya bisa berangkat ke youth camp di palangkaraya sejak itu poster peta mission trip 7 12 1 central kalimantan kutempel di dinding kamar tepat di depan tempat tidurku dan benar aku dibawanya berangkat ke palangka raya awal juli 2012 selain itu aku membagikan diri menjadi leader youth camp kembang kuning dan juga youth camp ica begitu pula dengan talenta yang dititipkannya padaku setelah bergumul beberapa bulan akhirnya aku menyerah dari mencari cari alasan aku berhenti berpura pura tidak mendengar dan akhirnya aku bersedia menjadi worship leader aku hanya melakukan kewajibanku mengembangkan talenta yang ia berikan dan mengembalikannya aku bukan hebat justru aku seringkali takut tetapi tetap taat dan melakukannya setiap orang yang kepadanya diberi banyak dari padanya akan dituntut banyak bersyukur dan hanya bisa bersyukur penyertaan tuhan sungguh luar biasa dan aku sangat mau untuk terus diisi dan diperlengkapi menjadi wanita yang lebih baik bukan hanya untuk diri sendiri tetapi untuk orang lain untuk orang banyak dan memuliakan tuhan jujur ada kalanya merasa tidak nyaman melihat teman teman baikku saat smp sma dan kuliah mereka sudah menikah dan menjadi mama atau sedang mengandung bila aku mau membandingkan mungkin secara kasat mata aku tertinggal jauh di belakang namun aku tahu membandingkan diri hampir tidak pernah membawaku merasa lebih baik justru menjatuhkanku begitu pula mengeluh tidak akan pernah membuat hidup menjadi lebih baik aku memilih untuk diam dan tegar sambil terus melakukan apa yang bisa kulakukan untuknya tuhan tahu keinginan hatiku dan aku memilih bertahan dalam rencana indahnya beberapa hari yang lalu aku bertanya apa yang harus aku mohonkan di tahunku ke 25 aku menemukan di renunganku even you are far from perfect continue on the path of being a woman after god s own heart and you ll find a lot of joy along the way ya semoga aku bisa menjadi seorang wanita yang berkenan di hati tuhan wanita yang bisa berucap iya ketika dihadapkan dengan pilihan untuk menaatinya wanita yang menginspirasi dunia sekitarnya wanita yang bisa memancarkan sinar yang terang sehingga orang dapat melihat kasih dan kuasa tuhan bagaimanapun waktuku akan tiba untuk ditemukan jadi aku akan mempersiapkan diri sebaik mungkin dan menghabiskan lebih banyak waktu bersamanya no eye has seen no ear has heard no mind has imagined what god has prepared for those who love him 2 corinthians 1 9 i will guide you along the best pathway of your life i will advise you and watch over you psalm 32 8 to be continued surabaya 060912 02 09 am record for the wijaya s trip in 2010 28 apr 2012 leave a comment by bebe gunawan in be excited be recollect tags family trip date february 2010 place surabaya macau guangzhou hong kong phuket surabaya what a great time to spend 2 weeks with my lovely family mom dad brother and sister celebrating mom s birthday in guangzhou dad s birthday chinese new year together with entire uncles aunties cousins and whole family in hong kong maybe for some people it s just a common tour in asia but for me and family this trip means a lot to get together in this time besides love air asia time can t go back spend your time with your loved one use the chance if you got it or create it if you have to so you won t have regret later on http images travelpod com 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