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cure for aids skip to main skip to sidebar cure for aids based on a true story saturday 5 june 2010 game over man game over insert coins here posted by aids at 1 37 pm 1 comments saturday 29 may 2010 postscript the streets are full of water i tread carefully along the footpaths avoiding rivers of rain and fallen maple leaves fallen pursuing some fantastic and absurdly wild ideal followed through to its fatalistic end i watch it crumble a lattice of beliefs so carefully construed and planned the white picket fence the well manicured lawn all torn up and blown away as in a storm how many mistakes must a man make before he capitulates when the door to her apartment closes another door also closes posted by aids at 5 11 pm 0 comments thursday 20 may 2010 of mice men posted by aids at 11 50 pm 0 comments saturday 8 may 2010 nobody remembers second place they say running will make you sweat all the salt from your body leaving none for tears so that s what i did today as the sun began its steady decline i ran around the bay jogging past middle aged women in unflattering nylon pants couples with strollers multi million houses accessorised with expensive cars i confess embarrassingly that i often fantasise about living here in one of these glass and steel contraptions raising a family perhaps and looking out across the bay from the balcony during quiet afternoons as the sunlight dances playfully on the water i wasn t even halfway when i started struggling i tried to focus on a point in the distance and to keep running towards it running and running and running i had to go on this torture was necessary this was my idea of purging the mind expunging all thoughts when i reached a difficult uphill section though an image of her appeared in my head mouth slightly open a thin strip of perspiration sitting on her upper lip i am not the first to conjure such thoughts during times of yearning sometimes it s not enough to rip open your chest and expose the beating heart that lies beneath sometimes it must be shocked daily by a cattle prod love and betrayal how deep and consistent you cut near the end of the run my ribs were hurting from the effort of breathing my legs powerless and weighted i couldn t stop though wouldn t no matter how loud that voice was screaming in my head to collapse on that soft inviting grass by the wayside i kept urging myself forward painful step after painful step until eventually i made it soon after my breath slowed the blood stopped roaring and everything was the same yeah well maybe i hurt you sometimes but let s contrast and compare it s cool we can still be friends bright eyes posted by aids at 6 27 pm 0 comments saturday 1 may 2010 abstract v0 18 my mum gave me this name for want of something less common and because she didn t want me to be at the bottom of the class list in irish it is fire in celtic a sun god i was born and raised in australia but maintain a strong bond with my cultural background which sometimes leaves me confused as to where i belong as a kid i was often scolded for daydreaming i will now still sometimes drift into fantasyland my favourite colours are green and blue the colours of the ocean i enjoy the outdoors and i love to run but have never been a strong swimmer i hope one day to reach mt everest i prefer summer over winter stars over clouds i love to spend time indoors in front of the computer or a good book or on a couch watching a dvd with a loved one i rarely waste time on crass movies i secretly cry in sad films life does have background music i spend weekends with friends and think they are my most treasured possessions i am not close to my siblings but will never abandon them work to me is just a necessary chore and if i won lotto i would travel the world i have hurt and been hurt i am wary and jaded from failed relationships i have my baggage i am an idealist an optimist and a sinner i apologise for all three i believe in conservation and humanism my only fears are large insects and the passing of time ps i love long walks on the beach posted by aids at 1 18 am 3 comments friday 30 april 2010 how appropriate it rains today posted by aids at 4 42 pm 0 comments thursday 29 april 2010 i finally did scuba diving during our long weekend trip to cairns and it was every bit as thrilling as i d imagined it to be i was pretty petrified going underwater the first time with nothing but a thin tube of air protecting me from the suffocating sea and the eerie metallic sound of my breath in the regulator but soon i forgot it all forgot the discomfort of the mask the cold the tiredness in my legs beneath me around me was a world completely alien to me so beautiful and full of life like a silent movie a lot of my childhood afternoons were spent poring over my dad s fish books vivid page upon vivid page of fish and coral leaving me amazed and captivated i would read stories about gropers remembering the faces of divers and giant clams big enough to swallow a man to be able to see it all for myself well it s been a dream of mine for the longest time and i m so happy that i ve been able to fulfil it the winter is so cold posted by aids at 11 59 pm 2 comments older posts home subscribe to posts atom find me matoaka1595atgmail tumblr fall carefully i m with stupid alice adam ah beng bee wei ben berry chengy clinton cloud9 david derek dot jeff kevin lucy lyn marco michael monkey nat nicole patrick serenis vincent wafball wing once upon a time 2010 17 june 2010 1 may 2010 4 april 2010 4 march 2010 3 february 2010 3 january 2010 2 2009 49 december 2009 4 november 2009 4 october 2009 6 september 2009 5 august 2009 2 july 2009 3 june 2009 4 may 2009 3 april 2009 5 march 2009 4 february 2009 3 january 2009 6 2008 45 december 2008 7 november 2008 5 october 2008 3 september 2008 3 august 2008 5 july 2008 8 june 2008 4 april 2008 3 march 2008 2 february 2008 2 january 2008 3 2007 31 december 2007 4 november 2007 2 october 2007 2 september 2007 1 august 2007 3 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