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zachary forever 21 a journey through grief main menu skip to content celebration of life homegoing memorial service video about zachary photos speak up speak out zachary forever 21 a journey through grief rss 12 years of forever and never posted by melissa on december 25 2025 i will love you until my last breath the longing to have you here will never cease the heartbreak that i carry cannot be measured and will be with me always infinite love and pain intertwined in my heart forever i only have 21 years of memories with you the ability to make new ones abruptly stolen from me never a new conversation with you nor a new photograph of you the world did not stop with your exit my life is forever divided into the before and after my world paused and gradually started turning again all of my new memories tainted by your absense my heart breaks for the things you are not a part of every year that passes i wonder how i have continued breathing without you my life is a beautiful mess so many blessings and so much grief intertwined inside my heart joy and sadness always side by side share this print opens in new window print email a link to a friend opens in new window email share on facebook opens in new window facebook share on x opens in new window x like loading leave a comment posted in uncategorized happy 33rd birthday posted by melissa on october 13 2025 another birthday in heaven hope your spirit is good it sucks to keep marking the years without you here every birthday holiday family gathering and sometimes even ordinary days just feel less than there is a hole in my heart and soul that will never be filled you should be here it has been nearly 12 years and your absence is still large and painful i will mourn your loss for the rest of my days your baby brother has a beautiful baby boy i hate that you aren t here to see him you would love him and your brother s wife she is a sweetheart you should be here for them your little sister has a beautiful daughter you would be in on all the toddler antics with her she is almost ready for nerf gun lessons you should be here for them your unbiological twin just bought a house you should have been part of the moving crew you should be here for her your oldest sister has two sons and a daughter you only met the first two they weren t even old enough to have memories of you when you left this world they will only know you through the stories that your sister and brother in law share they are a beautiful family you should be here for them you should be here for all of us i will never get over the fact that you aren t love and miss you with every breath i take share this print opens in new window print email a link to a friend opens in new window email share on facebook opens in new window facebook share on x opens in new window x like loading leave a comment posted in uncategorized 11 years posted by melissa on december 25 2024 as the sun comes up i will call each of your siblings if i haven t already heard from them i always make sure we connect even though i say merry christmas i really just need to hear their voices and make sure they are all alive i have to know the universe didn t take another one away i only carried you for 35 weeks to bring you into this world i have carried the grief of you leaving this world for 4018 days i will continue to carry it until my last breath love and miss you every minute of every day share this print opens in new window print email a link to a friend opens in new window email share on facebook opens in new window facebook share on x opens in new window x like loading leave a comment posted in uncategorized post navigation older posts blog stats 22 629 views zachary this slideshow requires javascript pages celebration of life homegoing memorial service video about zachary photos speak up speak out most viewed posts 12 years of forever and never happy 33rd birthday 11 years sitting by all accounts ten years luke danes dark day the privilege of 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