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my secret epic hr blog sign up home ask archive page wip masterpost wip theme my secret epic hr blog every city i go to turn to pound town certified ice technician of legal age canada it s like driving a lambo last login mood evil view my pics archive contact the zamboni driver send message instant message add to friends block user myspace url https zambonioperator tumblr com the zamboni driver s interests music wolf parade daniel pemberton blood orange movies him rabbit trap project hail mary it comes at night television heated rivalry shameless into the night snowpiercer books how the penguins saved veronica valuable humans in transit the perks of being a wallflower games overwatch car mechanic sim 2021 ultrakill left 4 dead 2 ghostrunner the zamboni driver s details status on the job rn orientation so i can t really talk ethnicity or pick up the phone religion no bro cuz i m literally occupation cleaning the ice rn the zamboni driver s favorite links to share the zamboni driver has 12 million links for you zamboni wikipage of the zamboni frank zamboni father of the zamboni resurfice corporation zamboni company hand flooder wiki image of ancestor to the zamboni frank s zamboni company wikipage of zamboni company cool zamboni 1 cool zamboni 2 cool zamboni 3 cool zamboni 4 the zamboni driver is in your extended network the zamboni driver s blurbs about me i want to see shane hollander hockey game in season 2 the zamboni driver s posts jul 28 2026 12 43 am 47 notes view post reblog juneaugustine and if i said that autistic shane hollander has moments where he almost wishes he and ilya could go back in the closet because it would mean that all of their dates and quality time together would be in the comfort of their own home and not at loud restaurants or crowded parties or somewhere else that shane feels overwhelmed and pressured to mask and if i said that he hates himself for feeling that way for resenting the public spaces he and ilya fought so hard to exist in that he doesn t dare say a word to ilya about it no matter how much something bothers him because he ll die before he asks ilya to sacrifice anything else no matter how small after everything so he just suffers in silence until he can t hide his discomfort and exhaustion anymore and ilya has to pry the truth out of him like he s pulling teeth and when shane finally spits it out he can t even look at ilya and ilya has to sit there and explain to shane that their time together isn t supposed to hurt that he only ever wants shane to be happy and comfortable and if that means they stay in sometimes then ilya s happy to do it and if i said that shane just sits there for a minute a little bit stunned because no one has ever accommodated him like this like it was a priority rather than a punchline what then jul 26 2026 10 13 pm 2251 notes view post reblog ilya rozanova they poofed him via ilyapasta jul 26 2026 10 09 pm 2251 notes view post reblog ilya rozanova they poofed him via ilyapasta jul 26 2026 10 12 am 371 notes view post reblog bipolar4autistic suicide attempt hc discussion but sat here staring at the wall for a full hour doing nothing but thinking about shane finding ilya after a suicide attempt and having to try to help and calling 911 just living such a bad nightmare he didn t even realize he should be scared for it thinking the whole time if ilya dies he s next he s next ilya dying in his arms shane covered in his blood as he tries to stop the flow as they wait for an ambulance to arrive ilya did not have it in him to go the same as his mama and he s just screaming and crying that he lost his baby most crucial to this is that shane then lies to ilya and says the dog walker found him and called 911 then shane shane didn t see a thing don t worry about shane this is not a shane moment ilya there s no reason to feel guilty trust me i love you you are everything to me i just want you to feel better i love you you left me but that s okay i m okay let s go for a walk you were going to leave me forever what do you want for breakfast i love you i saw you dying you are the only thing that matters to me there was so much blood i saw you dying the guilt is already eating ilya aliveeeeeee btw when yuna lied to ilya for shane abt who found him he was so relieved he was so grateful it didn t matter to him int the moment his bad thoughts were just too much against it but he s so fucking glad it wasn t shane he just wishes shane would stop looking at him like he s a ghost via observethewalrus jul 26 2026 10 07 am 661 notes view post reblog observethewalrus shane s come twice already by sheer force of will ilya has held off he can t come yet he s not finished with shane s warm fucked out hole he d pulled back a bit after shane s last orgasm leaving just the tip inside him deep breaths deliberate and controlled breathing through shane s orgasm it fees almost as intense as if he was the one coming shane is a thing of beauty head thrown back hands clenching the pillow beneath him like a lifeline strong thighs shaking against ilya s sides helpless fucked out noises and the wet squelching of his hole around ilya s cock he s stunning so perfect ilya has to muscles clamp down like a vice like they re trying to keep ilya out but he bullies himself back in nothing could keep him out he needs to keep going needs this needs him fuckfuckfuck ilya you re gonna break me w wait ple is he coming already it s so hard to tell flying immediately from one high to the next all he sees is shane s pleasure drenched face and the tears on his cheeks he put them there he did that all of this was because of him it rattles something loose inside him probably his heart ready to burst from his chest he loves him fuck he loves him loves the way shane loses himself on his cock loves that he can take and take and take and shane will always keep giving keep opening himself up for him only for him the trembling ragged scream shane lets out is what finally sends him over the edge there s ringing in his ears and he s so deep so good shane his shane only his keep reading via ilyapasta jul 26 2026 3 10 am 438 notes view post reblog figarooney been considering a version of shane and ilya who end up fostering a pre teen kid ilya has been doing a lot of reflecting on his life and how when he was a pre teen losing his mother and being left with his father was such a heavy weight and he talks to shane about it how negatively it affected him and how differently his life might have gone had he been helped in some way and shane does some research and finds that older kids are much less likely to be adopted and he brings it up to ilya one day who loves the idea more than he thought he would so they go through all the paperwork and jump through all the hoops they do their research and set up their home for to prepare for their 11 year old foster child and they think they have done all they can to prepare and then this child payton is a bit of a menace been through a lot their dad passed away when they were a toddler and their mom turned to drugs taken in by their aunt and uncle who emotionally neglected them until they ran away and cps ended up removing them from the home at 9yo and has bounced around other foster homes since then payton hates hockey and all sports and they hate mostly everything actually they hate the food that shane and ilya make they hate the bedroom they live in they hate the city they live in they hate the fact that their foster parents are two men they hate the fact that those two men are rich and famous they hate it when shane and ilya try to get to know them or spend time with them and ilya is a little discouraged to be honest he cares about payton obviously but it s becoming clear that ilya still has some things to work through because the mean things that payton says roll around in ilya head in his father s voice but shane is determined this is a challenge to him and he will win at fostering he s working double time to connect with payton and find out what they do like and what will make them happy shane doesn t really understand why ilya loses his motivation to shane this is a hockey game there is a way to get this puck past the goalie he just has to study the tapes until he sees the openings and ilya is just shutting down ilya is giving up ilya is throwing the game the most important game of their life and shane can t help it he s pissed off he says so one night after he s sure that payton has gone to sleep he s crawling into bed when he says to ilya i just don t understand why this is so hard for you and lying on the bed beside shane ilya just can t reach into his well of patience of course you don t you have perfect parents perfect life how could you ever understand you think my life was perfect you think it was easy being secretly gay and oh poor hollander the only closeted hockey player i didn t say that poor hollander with loving parents and loyal fans and all the money he could ask for that s not fair and ilya can t help but raise his voice fair you want to talk fair his accent is stronger now it wasn t fair that my mother killed herself it wasn t fair that my father was cruel to me it wasn t fair that my brother hated me and used me it wasn t fair that i did everything you did but i did it alone and it isn t fair that i hear my father s voice every time payton calls me stupid and it dawns upon shane then why this is so hard on ilya why he can t hold strong against the insults why it hurts so much shane sees the tears in ilya s eyes and can barely whisper a baby before he s wrapping his husband up in his arms holding him and saying softly that it will be okay he s not stupid payton will come around it s hard but shane is there to protect them both of them because ilya can t say it but they ve both seen the look on his face when payton says something mean they ve both seen that he almost wants to say something mean back but he doesn t because he won t be his father shane holds ilya as he falls asleep but shane is making a game plan he is more determined than ever to connect with payton and bring his little family together jul 24 2026 8 46 pm 5486 notes view post reblog mybloodstream caffeine fandom is so obsessed with contrasts in ships that they force them onto hollanov a couple who are famously supposed to be similar there is no slutty one and prudish one they both love sex there is no smart one and dumb one they both excel at the same career where traditional metrics of academic intelligence don t apply there is no jock and nerd they are both professional athletes there is no neatfreak and slob they both pay other people to clean their houses please release yourself from the need to manufacture an opposites attract dynamic in every facet of their relationship especially when the central conceit of hollanov as a couple is that they re more alike than everyone else seems to think via punksalmons jul 24 2026 5 38 pm 772 notes view post reblog crosbussy ilya gets over his nicotine addiction no problem but what he really can t let go of is his addiction to cigarettes making him look cool as hell and like five years into their marriage shane finds ilya chain smoking candy cigarettes in their backyard at 3am like a fucking animal and shane just goes i feel like this is actually worse somehow jul 23 2026 7 15 pm 998 notes view post reblog discooccasionally via mymultifandomhell jul 23 2026 7 13 pm 8109 notes view post reblog cupcakesandhags okay but for sure baby shane on his first hockey team got to play on the ice during an intermission at a centaurs game in the 90s he scored a goal and did a cute little celebration jump and immediately lost his balance and fell on his butt harris pulls the clip from somewhere deep in the centaurs archive he makes an insta post after shane s first game with the cens and includes the video with a caption about tonight being shane hollander s second ever centaurs goal ilya just barely manages to keep 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